Updates: life. 2/10/12

January 26, 2012 - 8:12pm — Agrona

So instead of creating a new blog for ever single update i have with life ill just create this and update it accordingly.although this has really nothing to do with anyone i want to have reasoning for my absences if they occur.
thank you all for reading.

2/10/12
Well in 2 weeks my life went from ok to horrible. i lost my boyfriend.and then the worst possible thing happened yesterday.
my dog that iv had since i was 2 years old got out the other night and we searched for her for hours. i ran without shoes on and ripped the skin off my feet. come to find out yesterday morning she was struck by a car and killed on impact. it honestly doesn't feel real.i feel like im going to go out into the living room to find her asleep on her bed.... i feel like this is all a dream. i cant even cry. my mom has been breaking down left and right and i only cried a few times... im so numb.
We had to claim her body from animal services. i saw her laying there on the table. she was cold and stiff and it still isn't real for me...
i dont know what to do anymore. and i may not be in the forest for a while..

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January 26, 2012 - 8:42pm — Vala

Well hope you feel better

Well hope you feel better soon , take care <3

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January 26, 2012 - 8:44pm — Flyleaf

Oh ...i hope you feel better

Oh ...i hope you feel better soon

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January 31, 2012 - 7:55pm — Agrona

new update :/

January 31, 2012 - 9:17pm — FaunGrae

Alright, It's okay if you get

Alright, It's okay if you get upset reading this. I'm going to tell you these things straight.

Honestly, he is not the one being selfish. If he is depressed, there really is nothing he can do about it other than work through it. By saying "I have done all of this for you, and now you are depressed?!" you are the one being selfish. Depression is hard, and people don't just "snap out of it" because someone wants them to be happy no matter who that someone is. Honestly, that may be the reason he seems upset with you, because you are putting off that you are upset with him/for him. Right now he needs positivity and patience.

And don't let his depression get in the way of your emotions. That is not right. He and you are not the same person. Sharing emotions is alright, but don't let them rule you.

Sit down and talk with him. Don't let yourself get mad at him for whatever he says, just listen and provide input only where he invites it. You can't force someone out of depression, it is their choice, but you sure as sugar can provide a helping hand when they ask for one.

Good luck, Agrona.

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February 10, 2012 - 8:47pm — Agrona

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