:.~Unreality~.:

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"It was never real, tobbie.", the old whisper of the cold dark voice repeated in her head. She barried her head in her hooves. "HE loved me and you know-", she was cut off again, that dark voice loving to tease and taunt her sick, twisted mind. "It wasn't real.", the voice laughed, it echoed off the hallow walls of her mind. She was staring off into space, talking to the voice that never existed and never will. She got up slowely, her legs wobbling. Her legs gave out and she fell back down onto her stomach. "You don't know how you've betrayed me!", she screamed. She pounded her hooves against the ground, dirt kicked up making a thick dust swirl around her head. her eyes remained unblinking, her mouth open. She closed her eyes, a tear seeping through her lashes and rolling down her face. Her stomach rumbled and tightened. She hadn't eaten in days. " You hate him, you do!", the voice repeated over and over. "IM SICK OF YOU!", she yelled to the voice."Nah, your sick of HIM.", the voice was getting under her skin. She opened her eyes halfway to stare at the ground. "I love him", she whispered to herself. "NO,NO,NO,No!.", the voice screamed in her head, her headache worsened. Her head ached worsened every five minutes. She rubbed her head against the ground, messing up her bangs. "I hate YOU!", she banged her head on the ground, rolling over and shaking her head. She attempted to push the ground away with her back feet. Kicking and screaming seemed to get her anger out. She finnally tired herself out. Her chest heaved and her legs twitched. She turned over onto her side, resting her head on the ground. Her head throbbed now. She lay there, with no movement and no sound. Breathing normally again she shut her eyes tightley and gritted her teeth. Again the voice repeated, " He doesn't love you now, because he never did!", the voice's raspy laugh filled her ears, her mind, her heart. She relaxed her expression and started to cry, stopping instantley. She was to tired and far to upset to cry now. Her head and stomache hurt. " I'll never get him back now.", she had given up trying to convince herself he loved her once before. She repeated the words the voice had told her, " He doesn't love you now because he NEVER DID!!", she then cried herself to sleep, and curling up in a ball, she shivered and the night covered the sky like a blanket.

i really like this. and i

i really like this. and i like you're rp on iskalo's page. XD this is really really good tho. very emotional and heartbreaking.
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Thanks! it hasn't happened

Thanks! it hasn't happened yet, though.
Walking into a room and saying, " I should clean this! " Then walking out. -lily