Am'iira disdainfully stepped quietly through the trees, half hanging her head in shame.
I was used. He didn't love me. Why would he defend me against those other deer? The snow under her hooves gave a
crunchcrunchcrunch as she broke the top layer of ice. Spots of red accompanied the hoofprints behind her, the path leading from the terrible forest she once came from, into a new one.
Beaten and bloody, she made her way to the giant tree that others sought out for warmth. Other deer stared at her as she lay herself down, most openmouthed and disgusted. Some even left; but that didn't bother her, this happened on a normal basis. She was often shunned and ignored for her gray/white pelt, but she saw others as they left that bore the same colors. Were they not shunned for this?
"...Dangerous.... Bloody..... smells terrible...."
She leaned on giant root beside her body and let out a sigh, closing her eyes. She was exhausted. A new forest, new deer. New individuals to interact with. She heard it was a place of peace. She may as well start new, right? Why not?
With a sigh, she placed her head down on the hard ground and closed her eyes. She felt exausted, but sleep would not come; so she just decided to lie there.
Treblinka was one of the deer
"Rough night?" She spoke gently, smooth and soft as a fawn's nose. Laying so that she faced the doe, the femme sniffed the wounds and her upper lip curled a bit. "These smell a little off...what exactly...happened?" Her gray ears flicked a bit as a cool wind blew in through the holes in the tree.
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She opened one eye, and her
"They stabbed me with horns and kicked me with their hooves, and chased me away, then he just.... left me to die." He didn't do anything but look at me and walk away.....
"This is a place of peace.... isn't it? Where I can.... just start over?"
Watching the two from a
Radio tilted his head slowly, making sure his neck did not produce that horrible, cracking sound, watching in utter fascination as the two spoke.
should I join them?... That new one looks... hurt...
Silently, he got up, weak knees almost giving in as he approached them, only carefully, as his gut tied in anxiety.
zzzZZZH-hello... I'm... I'm Radio...ZZzzz he hesitantly called out, his voice framed by a strange static which seemed to come from the metallic cylinder welded into his mouth.
(I hope you do not mind me joining?)
(Not at all! The more the
Am'iira looked up at the static sounding voice and blinked. "I am Am'iira..." She lifted her head and looked at the two deer in front of her... They were so... welcoming. She was never embraced as so before.
Receiving a welcoming
zzzZZZNize to meet you, Am'iira!... A-are you... in pain?...ZZZzzz the tiny fawn suddenly asked, his demeanour changing from shy but happy to concerned as he looked upon the many cuts and bruises of the doe, trembling lightly as he did. He did not like it, when people he liked were hurt...
(So nice of you~)
Am'iira smiled at the fawn
With a touch of her nose to his side, she gave him a quiet laugh. "My pain is not great, little one. I have endured a lot worse. As long as I am warm, I will be better by morning." The warmth of another body rested her heart... for now.....
'You, are.... slightly strange... compared to most others that I've met before. I've never encountered one built as strangely as you."
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Tracking for now. Would you
Would you happen to have room for one more? ( :
(Sure! Always have room in an
(Thank you ♥ I suppose
A narrow, elegant head atop a long neck. Comparable to a snake rising from grass.
The fur of his head, from just behind his four horns and forward, is short, and sleek, shining, deep black.
A pair of eyes the color of gold melting over amber are set into the darkness of his face, looking down at the gathered deer. An onyx ear flicks, brushing an equally dark horn, one of four that curve from his head, the two atop larger, two more beneath them smaller, but just as dangerous looking.
He looks more sheep than deer, for while the fur of his face and midway down his legs to the hoof is short and sleek black, the rest of his body is covered in thick wool, like dying coals, black and red and shimmering gold, a long tail of thin fur, curled like ribbon.
He stands atop the jagged craggy roots, standing easily upon surprisingly dainty dark hooves.
He is silent, and yet his presence makes itself known.
He will have nothing less.
His eyes gaze over the blood and hoofprints before coming back to the doe, eyes burning in the way they so often do as he watches her, watching, waiting always waiting.
(Not at all, he does after
The fawn tilted his head lightly, the cracking of it enough to make your stomach churn now that he was not careful to be soundless, but his eyes were wide and curious as he pressed against her, somehow managing to touch her injuries as he moved but not hurting her the least bit, as if he were made of cotton and air.
zzzZZZ"Ztrange?"...ZZZzzz He said, having never gazed upon his own reflection in the pond, keeping as far away as possible from that place, having an immense dislike for water.
He fell silent, though, as a looming presence intercepted their company, perched, as it were, atop a gnarled root, standing tall and proud, filling Radio's eyes with deepest respect and utter fascination mixed with eagerness and disbelief as he stared at the stranger, soft ears prickling straight into the air.
He's like one of them!...
"Strange indeed." She stared
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The ram tosses his head,
"Respect is something to be earned, not some petty emotion to be thrown around freely like last weeks beer bottles" his voice is a resonating sound from deep in his chest, flowing like honey from his tongue.
That curled tail would flicker, looking over his shoulder at the two deer before slowly turning himself.
Silent, silent again
Still, Radio looks on in awe,
Though after a second, he speaks, as if first now having reclaimed his tongue.
He shakes his head and looks to the doe.
zzzZZZD-do you like me?...ZZZzzz He asks timidly, fur flickering slightly over the laying-sore on his rump he accidentally applied pressure to.
Some deer run away from me... will you run away too?...
Then he frowns in wonder.
zzzZZZAnd what'z a beer bottle?ZZZzzz
"I do like you, little Radio,
"Trust is something I don't really have to give." She looked down at a bug on the ground, and sighed. Why did her heart ache so much?
Treblinka looked at all the
"Neither do most of us, it seems Am'iira. Just look. Radio doesnt have trust because somedeer made fun of him once, I have been through a lot, The Ram-stag must have been through something as well..."
She looked at the Ram-stag and blinked once, judging his reaction, and watching him turn around in silence.
"And you have been through a horrible thing."
She smiled a little, warm and gentle like her speech. It was hard to believe how young she was; the way she talked and the length and colors in her coat spoke of age.
Her eyes glinted with the next words she uttered in that smooth tone: "We can all start over here. Out of the fire and in to the dew."
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Another toss of the head, it
"Respect is earned through work. People have no respect for those who cannot even respect themselves.
And him?
Well, his respect was earned only through violence these days.
'Ram-stag'
"My name is Vaclair"
Am'iira looked at the female
Starting over.... that is something that I was looking for. Peace.
Her ear flicked to listen to Valclair, and his Phrase got her thinking. She didn't respect herself, did she? Not after that incident. Not after him. Why would she? She couldn't trust herself with another.
Turning to Treeblinka with a
zzzZZZDid they make fun of you too?...ZZzzz he mumbled shyly, not wanting to interrupt any of the other speakers, rubbing a soft cheek gently against her neck and shoulder, so much affection and warmth lost in this little one, it was impossible not to relax in his company... if you weren't disturbed by his curious looks, that is...
Still, he frowned slightly at Am'iira's words.
zzzZZZBut... zuffering izn't nize... why do we have to zuffer?...ZZZzzz
His ears turned, listening to
Why do we have to suffer?
"Because that's how the world works. It throws shit at you, and you either get strong, or die"
Yes, yes, that was why people suffered, to weed out the weak.
"Someday lamb. You'll either toughen up, or die. he looked to the injured doe now.
"You too, ewe" he stated.
His voice was not cruel.
Merely the voice of one stating facts.
He was not cruel after all, usually, though he could come off as so.
"Yes, Radio, they did. I was
Valclair spoke, his voice still resonating in her ears; "We all will grow, and learn from it. How we toughen up is our own choice."
She nuzzled the little mechanical faced fawn next to her gently, appreciating his warm presence.
"In the end, it is not this pain that will kill me." She looked at Valclair when she spoke it, meaning every word.
-bounces up and down- Can I
"You could say I was teased
"And I am Treblinka. You are as heard-headed as you look, Vaclair. We all toughen up at our own rate... or we wind up scarred." She smirked at the stag, though still portraying herself as friendly.
It seemed as if the small herd of deer were the only ones in the tree, though many still curled in slumber around them. A wind gusted outside, so Treblinka shifted her hind end to cover a small hole in the tree behind them. Treblinka gently moved her antlers, feeling them scrape against the tree a little bit. The dried flowers that adorned them swayed and crackled.
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(Sure! Why not? The more the
Was it? The choice of the one
The choice of the one who had been harmed, truly in the end were there any conscious decisions to be made?
He shook his head, flinging the thoughts away.
Like last week's beer bottles.
Like last night's girl.
His gaze was cast now to Treblinka, a smirk of his own curling his mouth up.
"You have spunk, ewe" He enjoyed that, to and extent.
His eyes back on Am'iira, silently wondering what kind of tup would allow his ewe to wind up in such a state, completely disgraceful, any respectable ram would have fought to the death for the sake of his ewe.
A small snort, thinking to himself again, watching the snow fall.
Radio softly returned the
Still, he was determined to make the doe as comfortable as he could, gently nuzzling her neck next to a painful bruise, somehow making the pain subside ever so slightly.
He liked these does. They were kind. They made him smile, even as the ram intimidated him as well as impressed him.
Cold. So cold... A small
So cold...
A small form wandered blearily in no particular direction through the bleak, snowy day.
Upon closer inspection of the wanderer, one could say that the form was actually a deer, a small stag, unimpressive brown-spiked antlers being the only color he wore against the white background of the forest.
Small hooves stepped lightly even in this terrible weather, sometimes never even breaking the hard-packed surface of snow.
The stag kept his head down, shivering against the wind, eyes nearly closed.
His mask, the skull of a crocodile, kept his face dry against rain and other unfavorable weather, but it also collected snow in all its spaces and cracks, impairing his vision a bit.
He would not have even noticed the ancient hollowed oak if his single, blind mis-step didn't send him sprawling head-first into the icy flakes beside the tree.
An equally ancient root of the oak, hidden underneath the snow, connected cleanly with the stag's exposed jaw as he fell.
The sharp pop of bone on wood was muffled and lost into the whirling wind. There was no way anyone could have heard him, did they?
An explosion of pain continued to shoot through his maw and even up through his neck.
With every breath.
With every little movement.
The hart cringed and curled himself into a ball deep into the snow.
He lay there motionless, blinking slowly, being covered by more falling flakes.
All at once, he heard voices.
They were close to him.
Inside the oak...there were others.
Inside the oak.
Someplace warm.
Warm.
With the last reserves of energy the stag had in his legs, he placed his hooves under him and trudged around the large tree.
Even his light steps jostled his head enough to send more electric pulses of pain through his face.
He crept to the side of the opening and looked in, afraid to enter.
Curled into the corner was a doe that smelled, looked, sounded - hurt.
Two others. Another doe and a fawn.
A fawn...with...the face of something...mechanical...
...the stag's mind seemed to be impaired with the cold and hurt.
There was another deer...no, one of those...male sheep.
Bull...?
No, no. Ram.
Yes, that's it.
The brown-antlered stag shook his head at his stupidity this moment.
The ram was intimidating.
Maybe...the stag was intruding on something...
He should go...
In a split second of sudden embarassment, he tucked his chin to his neck and looked down like he was never there.
However, simply bending his neck shot horrible pain through his jaw, and he stepped...no...staggered and fell, to the floor just inside hollow tree.
The impact caused most of the snow that was clinging to his fur to fall away, exposing a peachy-red pelt underneath.
His knees fell hard against the ground, leaving what will be tomorrow...bruises.
Somehow, with whatever strength his mind held still, for there was seemlingly none left in his body, he stood again, slowly, tentatively, and sheepishly shook the snow off his mask.
He watched the faces of the four others, feeling completely humiliated and small.
But he was so cold.
So cold.
With a pained voice, he managed to speak, enduring the searing pain in his jaw.
"H-...hello..."
He stood at the noise, the
Petty though he was, he was far from cruel, in the conventional sense, anyway.
Or maybe he was simply trying to make a good impression on the does behind him.
No, it must have been kindness, for gender meant little to the stag aside from his constant words of 'ewes should be protected'
Of course that did not stop him from even considering certain stags 'ewes' and more often than not it was impossible to pinpoint the exact thoughts running through his ever changing mind.
At the moment though he made his way over, eyes seeming to simmer from boiling to mere heat, though they never lost their hard, commanding edge.
Long neck dropped downwards to brush a sleek muzzle over the stag's neck, biting down gently and tugging him deeper into the warmth of the tree, breath pumping from slit nostrils at the strain and cold air, but it seemed, in the long run to mean little to him, he was build warm, radiated it even.
Releasing the other male he lay down again, huddled in his place and leaning towards the freezing buck just enough to share heat.
Of course, finesse had never been his strength.
"ya' look like somethin' the cat spat up" he snorted.
The small stag flattened his
The touch was soothing as well as intimidating, and every muscle in his body tensed.
However, he accepted being led; it was much easier then having to lead.
Gratefully, he sat...no...crumbled to the ground and exhaled deeply, his jaw a dull ache and numb with cold.
As soon as he felt the warmth radiating off the dark ram, his whole body seemed to relax like melting snow, and he cast small glances up at both the ram and the others, feeling at the same time accepted and unsure about everything.
He flinched when the ram's words broke the silence, and set his jaw to the side to speak easier, although his pronunciation of things had a slight 'l' sounding slur to them.
"A..a what?
I'm..I'm sorry. Ehm...
what do they call you, ram?
You..you have a name, yes?"
While the two spoke, Radio
Yes, cold, that was the word...
Radio had heard others complain about being cold, but he had never experienced it before... He had once tried his best to feel this "cold", touching the brilliant, white snow with his cheeks, but it always disappeared when he approached it... It made him sad, but he figured there was nothing to do about it. Carefully, he reached his long neck out to sniff the stag's knees.
zzzZZZA-are your knees weak too?ZZZzzz He asked hesitantly, having seen the fall the stag took and cringed in phantom-pain at the sight. He fell a lot too and he didn't like it... His knees always gave in under him.
While listening to the small
He cringed but his expression quickly softened when the small creature took an intrest to his legs.
They didn't hurt nearly as much as his jaw did, but it would be a dull ache he carried around with him for at least a week to come.
"I...I suppose you could say...that I'm weak in almost all of me.
I just..."
He stopped and studied the fawn for a moment more.
The broken-sounding voice that emitted from the creature's maw was something he has never heard before.
It was intriguing and oddly spectacular at the same time.
"You...you have a name?
An..and...what....what are you?
I'm...not a deer, actually...
well...well I wasn't always.
I...suppose I am now...but..."
His voice faded sheepishly, as if he thought he had said too much or too little or asked a question he wasn't meant to know the answer to.
He lowered his ears and met the fawn's impossibly bright eyes.
"Name's Vaclair, remember it,
If his ego gets any bigger it might explode.
He continues his movements then, warming this buck which he has already dubbed an 'ewe' in the back of his mind.
Because in his mind Rams are...
Well, just like him.
Looking to the fawn he arches a brow.
It's a not too subtle way of showing his distaste for how unhealthy he seems
Vaclair, you get more haughty
Treblinka lay her form down next to him to give him some warmth. Name's Treblinka. The fawn, That's Radio. The other doe is Am'iira. What are you called? She softly spoke, as she always did.
Studying the form of the frozen stag, she noticed how bright his fur was compared to any of theirs. Peach... Red..... peculiar.
She noticed that the tree was beginning to become darker as the snow piled against the low holes. Stupid storm.
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He says the name twice to
"Va..Vaclair.
Vaclair.
I can remember that...
Am'iira...Radio....Treblinka.
O..okay."
He looks at all four creatures again before realizing that he hasn't disclosed his own name to them.
Rather quietly, not wanting to make a fuss over his entire name or title or story, he speaks again.
"My..my name is Puzzle.
The..The Puzzle, formally.
But..but you can just call me Puzzle, if that's easier..."
"Ha! I only give credit where
Dark...
The snow that bunches at the holes worries him, he may not be the kindest creature, haughty, egotistical, sometimes even vulgar and crude, but to those he considers 'his' he is protective as only a ram can be to his flock.
He watches the entrance carefully now, warily, as if a wolf were sitting there, if it gets too much higher, he will do something.
But for now, he sits. Every so often grooming the deer he can reach
"Well. We're all a sight for
"Stay awhile, warm up. We're all hurting in some way. Whether it's emotional or physical pain." She continued to nuzzle the poor little fawn every now and then, and turned to herself, attempting to clean up at least the worst of her wounds.
Treblinka listened to the
Puzzle. A... curious name. She mulls....thinks.... it over as she watches the snow drip outside. A clump fell from a branch and proceeded in making soft, sodden, snow sound.
Treblinka licked a piece of heavy, ice-snarled fur on Puzzle's neck, by his shoulder. How long were you out there Puzzle? She inquired. Most deer should have found a thicket, or the rocks, or some sort of shelter by now, she hoped. This storm wouldnt be something she would ever want to stand out in.
Last time she saw a snow like this, Treblinka had been in the gnarled forest of her childhood, in a pile of deer just like her.... stone beneath them and little fat, muscle, or heat to keep them warm. I remember when I was sleeping with the dead She thought the thought then pushed it off, let it melt away as the ice did under her heated tongue as she cleaned another tangle free of its snow.
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Watching the other deer clean
laying between them as he did, his mind quietly wrapped itself around the frozen deer's name.
Puzzle...
The name of an object, just like himself.
He had met other deer named after objects as well and it still puzzled him, how they could bare the name and not be what they were named to be... But he had learned to comprehend it, slowly.
After all, he was no radio, was he?
...
right?...
He didn't think he was...
He shook his head to chase the strange thoughts away, tending instead to Puzzle... maybe he could make the cold go away, like he had made the beautiful, white snow go away?
Hesitantly, he rubbed his cheek against the leg of the other, feeling how moisture stuck to his face only to evaporate shortly after, to his relief. He really didn't like water.
He smiled as the conversation hit a subject he knew a little about, though, making him raise his head and look at Puzzle with wide, empty eyes.
zzzZZZI waz onze zomething elze too, I think!...ZZZzzz He said in slightly insecure joy, nuzzling Amii'ra to regain his confidence. She was so warm and kind... Like... Like something he'd never felt before... A kind of affection, but different from the one he felt towards his little songbird, Serendipity...
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A puzzle. A radio. A broken
A radio.
A broken ewe.
The mature ewe.
And himself.
And what was he?
"Ha! there ain't nothin' wrong with me, I'm perfect!" his chest puffs outward, like a proud pigeon.
His tail flicks, heat filling the tree from their combined body warmth.
His eyes narrow, looking down, thinking, about himself, about the situation.
And he scoffs.
There is nothing wrong with him!
Some people, or rams, never learn
Am'iira snorted at Vaclair.
At that, she watched as little Radio tried to groom the other deer, and simply shook her head. "No need to force yourself into doing something you cannot, little one." Turning away from herself, she licked his warm head and groomed him gently. He was grimy and.... warm, but obviously he was unable to clean himself. Thus.... making her want to clean him up more.
What he means, is that his
She looked at the other doe and watched her groom Radio. Am'iira was very motherly, that's sure. Treblinka leapt to her hooves and walked over to the slowly piling snow in the enterance, lowering her graceful neck to lick it. She needed a drink. That was about the only good thing about winter. Drinkable water everywhere. Her neck craned to bring her nose in to the air. She sniffed. Storms always stank, but snowstorms smelled hellish. What do you all think, will the gods quit this snow soon, or what?
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Radio smiled and giggled at
He liked the way she treated him, he liked it very much, as a matter of fact. She was so kind and gentle, like a soft breeze in the summer, blowing away the annoying fog that always seemed to follow him.
Though he tilted his head at Treblinka's question.
zzzZZZAre the Godz rezponzible for the znow?ZZZzzz He asked curiously. He was not unfamiliar with the concept of a higher power controlling everything. After all, The Two-Legged Ones controlled everything in The White Walls, when it was light, when it was dark, when he was allowed to sleep and when not... In his mind, he had always imagined the Twin Gods to be tall, walk on two legs and were those long, white coats that smelled of cleanliness. He had never imagined they could be the ones in charge of the weather, though.
"You never know who could be
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He snorted, rolling his
It was probably true though, even if he didn't think so and would never admit it, it was that same ego that so often got him in trouble, especially with other stags.
You can have too much of a good thing.
The light nuzzle against his thick winter pelt made him cast his glance to the does and fawn again.
"My fluffy winter coat is keeping this place warm" he stated, as if he were the only thing keeping them all from freezing.
"Maybe. I'm sure they have a reason for making it snow in such a way. Maybe they're trying to tell us something?" he pondered aloud, blinking slowly.
Treblinka looked at the doe.
What would the Gods be telling us, you think? Her snow white eyes with the blue pupils met those heated ones of the ram and she was amazed hers didnt melt.
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"I never said that they
Every once in awhile, they do
She explained, closing her eyes briefly to imagine him... until Aureia appeared beside him in her mind's eye.
And there is Aureia. She has a red pelt, thin and spindly long antlers, and a motherly face... she brings special sights with her when she comes. Flowers so huge that you cannot stand on your hind legs to reach, Mushrooms that offer shade... and she runs with everyone. And they are both playful.
Treblinka felt a little fawnish for her descriptions of the Gods. Though she loved playing in their magic, she also had to remember that she was a Doe, not a fawn.
Drinkplaatz is a fountain here in the forest. You walk in to the circle of mushrooms and your pelt turns back brown.... your antlers turn back to original as well. YOu can only look plain in there... and you drink from the fountain... and turn in to another animal. A rabbit....a bat... a dove... a crow... a frog... all of those things.
The doe felt silly explaining it to her when she could not see them due to the snow. WHen would it stop?