Time of Need

Kumiko's picture
I can't see the meaning of this life I'm leading.
I try to forget you as you forgot me.
This time there is nothing left for you to take, this is goodbye.

Summer is miles and miles away.
And no one would ask me to stay.

And I should contemplate this change,
To ease the pain.
And I should step out of the rain,
Turn away.

Close to ending it all,
I am drifting through the stages,
Of the rapture born within this loss.
Thoughts of death inside,
Tear me apart from the core of my soul.

Summer is miles and miles away,
And no one would ask me to stay.

And I should contemplate this change,
To ease the pain.
And I should step out of the rain,
Turn away.

At times the dark's fading slowly,
But it never sustains.
Would someone watch over me,
In my time of need?




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Paavo is slipping into another small depression. He just feels out of place again since it's almost as if ever deer he approaches fears him; they just stand there acting nervous until he walks away. Then things with his friends have been kind of sour...He doesn't have many to begin with and he feels like he's completely lost one already. The others he hardly sees and lately when he does, something awkward seems to happen.

Then in his human form, he's basically where I was at a few months ago: feeling like everyone around you is in a better state than you and you're going no where.
Fledermaus's picture

Sorry to hear it :C I know

Sorry to hear it :C I know the very feeling. Fled wanted to try and give him some company, but he's awful and making anyone feel better so that's why he kind of retreated. I hope it all sorts out, though.

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Kumiko's picture

I think he'll be

I think he'll be ok...eventually...He kind of backed away from Fled because he wasn't sure if it was just Fled being nervous out of his situation or if Paavo was causing it.

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By: Rowan
Scythe's picture

Aww, I'm sorry to hear that.

Aww, I'm sorry to hear that. :/ Had I known, I would have sent Wyvern over. She's been feeling out of place for some time now, and she could have used the company as well. I was actually just having her rest in a mushroom circle, but when she woke up, everyone was already gone. ^^; Anyway, I do hope that Paavo feels better soon.

Kumiko's picture

Thanks,. I saw that you and

Thanks,. I saw that you and I think Zabby were over in the distant. I was going to have Paavo try to join them after I finished typing my RP entry but I don't know what happened. Wyrven seemed to disappear. So he played with Zabby for a bit before I took him out since I'm going to bed soon.

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By: Rowan
Scythe's picture

Wyvern did disappear. XD;

Wyvern did disappear. XD; Zabby was too hyper for Wyvern to keep up with, so she bowed and left. She really has to work on her social skills. ^^;