JULY 16TH, 2011
WELL HELLO THERE... HA HA HA HA HA... omg. I'm coming back guys. ♥
Leaving my deer down there un-updated for now though, I gotta get ready for work and I think I need to replace one of my characters anyhow. BUT WHEN I GET BACK FROM MY SHIFT MAN I THINK I'LL JUST WHORE MYSELF ALL OVER THIS PLACE IN CAPS because I'm done missing it and Munkel and I are going to pimp the TEF partnership I had back up. /hugs everywhere! everywhere!
OCTOBER 28TH, 2010
Hum, haven't updated this in a while, so I figured I would out of boredum. Can't change the video here at school though. D<
So I got confirmed last week and the bishop mentioned that we should all agree on the fact that Iowa's law allowing gays to marry isn't right. I mentally flipped shit. If that's what it means to be a Christian, I am not one. .-. I am ALL FOR letting people in love have holy matrimony, Adam and Eve or not. (Even then, I've never really liked Eve; she's the one that 'created' the pain of childbirth as punishment for eating the fruit. If they existed. Thanks to her, I have no desire at all to and have a fear of being pregnant.)
Anyway LOL on a much brighter subject, I'm sick 8DD ...Which isn't brighter at all. I've had a bad throat all week and just yesterday I had a quick episode where I felt like throwing up while trembling and having odd cramps. ;; idk... but it needs to go away. It's been with me too long and it's just plain annoying now. I sound stupid when I talk.
SO ... I MIGHT BE FREE THIS WEEKEND... WHICH MEANS TEF? Me, actually in the game--AHAHAHA yeahwe'llsee :| ♥
I'd rather get around to drawing all my characters individually so I can actually start making their bios, though... HMMM.
itwasokay and this blog now
and this blog now has WAY more comments than it should have
I am going to Europe
...though that doesn't really count since I'm in college.
Your teacher reminded me of this:
30 percent of high school students could not locate the state of Louisiana, when specifically asked where hurricane Katrina hit in August 2005. Forty-eight in 100 could not locate Louisiana's neighboring state Mississippi.
whole article
p.s. have you ever read Pride and Prejudice?
OH HO HO we're with EF Tours
awww if you weren't in college... xD
Pride and Prejudice, no. But I know my sister's seen the movie and I'd heard of it. I have however read "The Atonement" and it's amazing, as is the movie. Very different~
Aw Herrrr *hugpats* I'm not
Yeah...it does make sense since you talk to them the most and I'm not usually on when you come on and can talk and rp characters etc. I'd love to join your rp blogs if you made one, though I get a bit tentative incase they might fail/die because my deer dont really know yours. But then again the point of it is to get to know them |D.
You would rp with her? and really? aww XD it'd be good...since I haven't rp'd her at all....
why did I get a sudden image comparison of her and Canada...and it'd make for good character development.ANY CHANCE OF VISITING AUSTRALIA?___________________________________________________________________________
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Gay Bakura would make me
Brittania BEEEEAMUI was considering a new RP blog FHDSL <3 I'll make one when I get home from school if I remember too n.n~ wooo YES REALLY. Although if she's like middle-aged it would be sillyyyyyy to have 17 year old Taku looking pedophilic in a warped way to like a 25 year old, say. -LOLING-
UhhhAustralia uhh. PROBABLY; where in it do you live, exactly? OH FDFD that reminds me of Wipeout on TV yesterday, it was in Australia -LOLING2-
come to think of it Australia is like near Japan isn't it. WOO. Same time zone I think.Ohyes....*points to
skjfnlskf I had a dream last night where I pointed to England and that was it LOL. And then there was another that Raku was in too...and we were in my kitchen and we heard the Austriagigglefit.8D yeeeeee. Yeah that's true too...I havent decided on her age appearance yet (like Chime's...I havent decided on her age appearance ether XD but she's wayyyyyy older then she appears or she doesnt exactly have an age..since...well seasons dont have ages |D)
UH. South Australia. LOL it's been YEARS since I've seen that show...it's a gameshow isnt it? xDDD
sklfjsf yeah it is...sorta...it's up there...*points* because there's...uh...Papua New Guinea..and then it's uh..up past that *geographyfail*___________________________________________________________________________
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I LOVE YOUR STRIKED TEXT THE
I LOVE YOUR STRIKED TEXT THE BEST *LOLING*Ahahahahn~
Ahahahahn~ xDDDD___________________________________________________________________________
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I'm thinking 'ILU
C:
LOL yes that's our dollar
sflksfaf My iPod has this clock function...like..world clock...and it has times from around the world and cities and such...
it has Vienna dalksdbut it doesnt have Iowa :C oruhwhereverRakuisfromthatIdontknow|Dbut it has TorontoIt has Edinburgh for Dannii xD
LKALDKA on the way home I had 4...count them 4 Italy bugs deciding to hitchhike on my tshirt.
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ILU FLEDDDDD OH I LOL'D~ the
OH I LOL'D~ the fourth was Romano yesyesyesUMM~MA, what other places in the US are on there? Raku is in Wisconsin, to the North-East of Iowa
and a part of the Canadian Shield. I'm sure there's something near me that's the same time xD If not, then know that--and I told you on MSN--to me, you're 14 hours (and30minutes?) ahead of me, so I'm probably 14 hours behind you, too. If not exactly then at least it gives an idea of what time it is here c>Grandpa Rome was the naughty
Grandpa Rome was the naughty one and landed on my boob and sat there skljlskjfsUH lets see...nnng they have a whole lot...
8C Wisconsin they dont have...ERG SO MANY PLACE NAMES.
...
HNNG. I think it'd be easier if you named the city/states around you XD.
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Minnesota, South Dakota,
Nope, no L in Japanese. They
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Pega's Forest Philosophy: "Look for Friends. Let Love find you."
"If you don't like something, tolerate it."
DO YOU KNOW. HOW HAPPY THAT
I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.
ah~HA! Thank you Pega. I
YES CANADA BUT i'm FLIPPING OUT ABOUT GREECE
FINALLY
MAYBETURKEYTOOPROBABLY AHFHJSG eh~hem glad to have made your day. -straightens tie-
oh pfff i cant flip out over
I... wonder how L takes that... since he lives in Japan and all.... WHAT DOES HE CALL HIMSELF. R? That's not as sexy.
I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.
Probably "Eru". =B *brick'd*
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Pega's Forest Philosophy: "Look for Friends. Let Love find you."
"If you don't like something, tolerate it."
None of those 8C...sklflskjf
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just look for Central Time
I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.
It doesnt have it ffff just
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Milwauke? Chicago? St. Paul?
I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.
St. Paul? ^ sorry but I just
sorry but I just cracked up -LOSER-
FFFFF none of those
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DraakxMitra C:
PFF YES SARIE YES. AND IVE
RAZ YOUR IPOD FAILS BECAUSE IT DOESNT EVEN HAVE CHICAGO LOL
I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.
Raku you have no idea how
you have no
idea
how lucky you are :l
I-SO- WANT TO GO IN ST. PAUL
the sad thing is I keep reading it as Sir Paul and it fits because he's a knight and his legal name is Sir Paul McCartney. WRYohwait YESITDOEHAVECHIGAGO.
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Her,
I should've known better. Everyone told me that; said I shouldn't have gone back to you for the millionth time. They said it would end badly.
They were right.
Did you know I was planning to propose to you? I guess you didn't, of course...But I was. I'd been thinking about it for a long time. This isn't meant to make you feel any certain way, but I needed to get it out there.
I'm hurt, Her. Hercules. Oren. Whoever you are now. Hurt beyond all fucking reason. Couldn't have figured this out earlier, could you? You shouldn't have taken me back. Not if this was gonna happen. "I'm yours", you said. Told me you loved me.
I guess it wasn't enough. He was always there. I kept thinking about that. Kept being terrified that you'd leave me for him.
Then you did.
I'm not forgiving you for that. Not again. I don't want us to stop being friends, but I'm not forgiving you for hurting me like this. I've forgiven you so many times...
-- Tut.
-- Dannii <3
hmm....that was a bit much
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Rutilus, I know. I'm sorry.
I know. I'm sorry. And you have every right to hate me. I don't know what else to say because I know how much I've hurt you and left a lot of bruises. There's nothing I can do to fix that or make you feel better, it's too raw to cover up. I'm sorry, again.
On another note though I think you'll remember me saying this about a million times throughout the day: for every bad thing that comes along, something good always comes to balance it out. So since I'm sure you're depressed as hell right now, eventually, I know you'll be just as happy with someone else as you were at one point with me. Or if not that, then at least something amazing will be happening to you shortly. I hope by then that you'll forget about all this. You don't have to forgive me; I certainly won't. Just don't worry too much.
Hercules. Not Oren.
-smiledie- Mick, I think you get Her and I confused. xD I didn't do anything.
who makes the characters
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Mick. Get over it. I'LL BE
I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.
jfkdls yeah. I'm glad you're
--thoughtful-- You know i
You know i have no idea about something. WHY WE TAKE IT SO PERSONALLY. i mean i do it...and i don't even know WHY?
SOMEONE PWEASE FIND OUT
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Her that's just a big buncha
Have I ever expressed how much ANYONE has impacted me like that? Not once. But if I did, you'd probably be hearing quite a lot of it. Your characters are so awesomely epic, I mean COME ON I see no other deer on this site like yours. And your art is just DKGNODKGNSG I envy it so much, I wish I could draw in a more serious style like yours D8
I mean.. just... GEH ilu.
I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.
EEHOHN. Rakuuuuu -showers
YesIknow but D> like. I feel like it's only my very close friends that really know my characters. If no one is ever interested in reading my updates then I feel like I seriously have to draw a lot of art showing their personality and get involved in more RPs and get in the forest. WHICH I KNOW I should and could do, but it's just. eeeeeeeh. I don't even know what I'm saying or how to word it. I just wish that, like other people, I got a spontaneous 'hello' or 'track' comment from someone I didn't know. e__e I'm jealous.
I love you too though, thank you so much ;^;
tracking~ ;D oh
oh wait
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In all seriousness, you're not alone. I have a feeling there's an underground society of players who all feel this way or similar, but either never say so or have left the site. You can include me in there. Unfortunately you have to decide if it's worth the energy. Try not to let other people make the decision for you, even in an indirect, subtle way. It'll only feel worse when it falls through or someone/something new comes along.
I've felt like this before. One day I thought to myself, "Did you feel this way before you joined the community site?" I made myself really mad, but in the end it made me realize a) I need to do things for myself, and b) sometimes being yourself means you'll be ignored.
lmao I'm sorry, my post seems like the ugly barnacle i.e. not helpful.. at.. all!! XD
ohno~ D: It was very helpful
p.s. I didn't mean to sound
D: aw Herrrrr I dunno what
I dunno what to say for advice but just.....*hug* < /fails>
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I'm one of those random
Ehm, well on the matter of some characters getting a lot of attention, and others don't, I don't think anyone can really explain that. Might just be a certain click people have with em, but I know striving for it doesn't make it better, maybe being yourself is. And um, yeah XD I always read your updates, but I never understand em. I'm not involved with all the roleplaying inside or outside the community, so maybe others simply don't understand either? But I do think actually getting in the forest is a good way to eh, meet people and getting yourself known, somewhere, but I get in every day/every time I can, and I'm not really known either.
It's a mysteryyy~. Oh, sorry for rambling, I sometimes tend to do that D8'.. Just make sure like Laruna said, be yourself, have fun~ No matter if it gives you attention or not. Or how to word it XD
--Stays a lonely Seele
Some people don't appreciate
I love you, Allice. <3
-- Dannii <3
Remember: I <3 you, even
C:
usually the people who get
So what I'm saying is... there's really nothing there to be jealous about XD
You can shoot me over my stupid logic now.
I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.
-hugs everyoneeee- j__j <3
*a thousand hugs from ten
I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.
-lolgrinned- Now I'm
....and usually half of
*HUGGLOMPHER*
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-HUGGLOMPRAZ-
I have found a new favorite
And a new favorite insult. 8]
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Pega's Forest Philosophy: "Look for Friends. Let Love find you."
"If you don't like something, tolerate it."