I haven't played TEF in such a long time! Ever since my laptop crashed I've stood around hoping to fix it or maybe get a new one, it's been more than half a year and I really want to play it. I tried downloading it but I didn't check if the game works with a Samsung Android tablet and it DOESN'T. Maybe I did something wrong, maybe I don't know how to work my tablet yet, or maybe the game is not meant for tablets, I just hope I can play it soon.

Oh yes and Hello everyone! I return from the pit of dispair and broken computers!

I keep checking in here every day, sometimes several times a day and never post anymore.
I don't go into forest anymore.
I don't even feel like I have friends or anyone who want to communicate here anymore.

Maybe it's an old habit, but I still keep stopping by, looking through my activity tracks, and disappearing again. I feel kind of forgotten, and even a little left out. There's really not been much of any call for me to stay either.
Oddly, I feel the same about my life at the moment and my job. Just unwanted and left out. It's all these little things piling up, and I keep noticing things... perks and cliques that form around me while I'm just continuing as always to do the best I can with what I do. I don't have energy when I get home to do much interacting except with the veeeeery select few who reach out to talk to me. (Ok, literally one person these days. One.)

I don't know if it's a loss of interest on my behalf or on everyone else's. I keep wanting to do art, RPs, stories, and all else I used to do, but I can't seem to start.
I don't get it.

I might have to just give up and say goodbye to the forest and community. This might be it.

So I'm new to the game (about a week or so into it) and for the first time since I've began playing, I interacted with other players. At one point in time there was a stag who I became quite attached to and I wish I could know who it was.

I'd follow around and even when I'd get lost, I'd somehow find them again.

There have been many people who say this game is no fun. That's because they enjoy the rude, and cruel world that other games have created. This game is lovely, I just wish there was a way for the deer to find each other later on, even after logging out. Thanks papa stag for treating me like one of you today. I enjoyed it!

Isaita is now an elderly 6 years old! Though she hasn't grown much as a character, she has made some baby steps in the right direction. Once upon a time, she had been my ooc, me in every way, then separated herself and became her own being. Now, onto 2014, she'll continue to grow in her own way, and probably (as always) in her own time. Hopefully there will be some bigger changes for her this coming year and maybe, juuuust maybe, an official reference! Woo!
So yea, my baby's growing up!