im really sorry I haven't been on in forever. my life, which is mostly school and rehearsals and finals(yeah) is taking over. I miss you all... more than u can imagine ,
love you guys, you lifesavers
-blind

I also like to make people laugh by being random and stupid.

well I just realized this had a screen saver so I tried to make it my screen saver in my control panel, and being me its not working... so ya lol has this happened to anyone else or is it just me?... it might be me(probably), sometimes I have bad like really bad luck. some help? please, because that would be pretty cool.

@faina your inspired me to do this, along with this loving community.

I am a sophomore, going through high school... and it sucks sometimes. some days I just cry, and cry- I miss you my baby, my best friend I miss you so much my heart hurts its breaking to pieces. I lost my dog in the beginning of 8th grade and she was my only friend who was there for me a my dads, the only light the only person who saw me, the other side of me. she was put down and she was 3 years old. (omg omg I miss you so much baby) my dad killed her, omg I miss her. she was a rescue dog and was abused in her past. she was half aussie sheperd and half border collie so a very high energy dog and very intelligent. my dad lived in a condo with no yard. she didn't get along with other dogs so she could barly go anywere. my dad abused her- bullied me, he hurt her to get to me. but it was on the edge of abuse so nothing could be done. her name was Annabelle I called her Ambie for short. she was my best friend, my first dog. .................................
like during the summer after deep depression (depression still going on) I was fostering this kitten, his name was Shasta. I named him, it was better then the cruel name 'Squinty" that was given to him. he had a mutated eye but I didn't care he was my kitten, my baby. he was a simease kitten and so small he could sit in the palm of my hand like my hand is tiny. but he kept getting sicker and sicker and we kept taking him to the vet and I did all his meds/force feeding/ cream for his eye etc. we were going to adopt him but he had to be put down, my baby. he died on the table right in front of me. I miss you my bear.
same summer but time past I came home from trip and my mom got me two kittens. there orginal names were Cinnia and Gale. I changed them to Thor and Loki. my boys my baby boys. I had them for a month before things stated going bad. Thor got panlucka kemia.(idk about spelling but the other name is distemper) he died in my lap.

I haven't seen more than like 40 something members, and like eleven guests... hmmm what do you guys think? it seems perfect for the forest tho

like title says.... gr (im ranting, not mad at anyone though) didn't go to rehersal today because I didn't need to but still gets called and there like ya the teacher(director) is really mad and stuff because I missed my scene. but I didn't.still I freaked out. searched the whole play sheet for my lines and i wasn't needed today... grr.. sorry you guys its amazing here but i was freaking out so bad though, like not even funny

lol
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every thing was quiet with the little tiny body of a fawn resting in the middle of a snow coved meadow, was the forest holding its breath? 'past the sun and past the moon,little star' that lullaby was being sung by the wind just for the little fawn. the only sign of life from that cold body was shallow freezing breaths accompied with hot breath meeting ice cold air.

and im tired...

I didn't even know the forest had this but lol learn somthin every day. but could someone please explain it to me? *ifeelsostupid* it would be super coolio if you guys would tho

in the forest the sun can shine
yet it can also be dark
those twin gods so high above
watching, just watching
I don't feel so alone.
not anymore
my soul isn't scared
not of the dark no more
just you and me in a dream
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in the forest I can just let my mind wander
over the rocks just going.... round and round and round again
(I can be me! not weird or strange just simply me)
(running and looking and watching maybe even learning)
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so ya... hmm idk were in my mind that stuff came from but oh well.. now on to ideas! weeee

what about fire-fly's?
bon-fire? maybe like people left it?? maybe idk
what about a pressure plate that the more people stand on it a reaction or something happens?? hm just ideas soo... going to forest now

this is my second day of this amazing community and I am loving every second! I like and appreciate the idea of this and how it is laid out. so lol. and I spaced out... again lol. eh and keep up the good work ppls and i need to finish my geometry yuk. peace out .