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'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Trying to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah
By Hal.
Forest Presence: Out of forest.
Currently: Occupying a section of the birch forest by himself, doing advanced chemical equations and calculations in the dirt by hoof, mostly to keep his mind active.
Mood: Restless.
Thinking:
"Also known as hermits disunited."
Physical: 100%
Mental: 100%
Name: Mar Sart
Title: The Gentle Scientist
Age: Adult
Gender: Stag
Breed: Thamin Stag
Theme:
Hacker - Anthony Rother
Font:
Gray text
Set:
Orca Mask, Kirin Antlers, Silver Pelt
Usual Appearance: Above. Notes below.
- Long legs, long neck, long body.
- Silver-maned neck.
- horns point down, and resemble 'licked candycanes' or upside down J's.
- Long fur on the back of his legs.
- Muscular (But not huge or bulkey)
- Very peaceful countanance.
- Squintey eyes (bad sight).
- Eye color is a brownish red.
- Pelt color is stone gray, with silver highlights.
- On the thin side
Winter Appearance: Notes below.
- Longer fur
- Gray fur becomes a much lighter shade (almost white).
- Silver fur and mane become pure white
- Mane is longer, especially in front of the face. Strands in front may cover one side of his face in an emo looking fasion.
- Eye color may seem different depending on the light. (bark colored in the dark, or crimson in brighter light/snow. Same reddish-brown in normal light.)
- Antlers do not change.
- Still very thin, but not as thin as in summer.
- Fur on the back of his legs looks longer and becomes white.
No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no
Family:
Zergarikiaka (Big sister)
Oisin (Adoptive Nephew)
Midnight (Niece)
The Dragonfly Deer (via in-law.)
Forest Entry Site: By the pond.
Sleeping Spot: In the pond.
Picto: Looks like a glass tube being held on a rack. Also kind of looks like
0H.
Close ties: None.
Crush: None
Loves: None
Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now
Personality:
Highly inquisitive, and overly focused. Intensely logical, to a point where he may miss social cues or take a long time to act on something that should be impulsive. He's highly loyal to those he befriends. This loyalty may make him protective of some of them, and be a drive to attack any deer who bullies one of them. Not quite as energetic as some might be, though he still has a degree of energy about him. Usually seems very serious, but will happily play with fawns and those who manage to become friends. He usually will be seen taking it easy, walking slowly to observe nature and not trip on anything due to his bad eyes, but sometimes he'll burst into a run around those he knows like to be silly, or when he's alone. He's actually very shy and slow to approach others, unless he knows someone well or has spent a lot of time with someone. He doesn't mind staying still or remaining quiet for long amounts of time. He's always been nervous about joining in large groups, and prefers the company of smaller groups of deer unless called into a large group by a close friend.
Having very poor eyesight, he gets to be very nervous and jumpey about other deer in a distance from him, and looses track of others quickly. He has a phobia about clones and will run away if he sees as much as two deer with the same set in one place. He's also germophobic, and avoids the areas in the ruins that has flies. Further, he thinks he's bigger than he actually is, and this is extra careful and gentle with others - because in his mind, he doesn't want to accidentally crush anything and be labeled a hulk. He is very shy, and doesn't usually approach others first, but he doesn't run away if someone comes close or runs up to him. He is a passifist, and will never resort to violence in a situation, even if he's breaking up a fight. He always chooses peace over war, unless the point of peace is so far passed it would be hopeless to turn back.
He's suprisingly intellegent, and knows a lot of things that even most humans wouldn't know. He's also very quick to learn and understand just about anything. Unfortunatly for himself, he's one of those deer who are 'so smart that they can't keep up with their own thoughts', and this sometimes shows up in his speech. If he has to explain something or gets excited about a subject, he might start stumbling over his own words and have to stop, take a breath, and start again slowly - not because of a speach disorder, but because his thoughts may be several sentances ahead of his mouth; even if he does talk very fast. From how fast he speaks, and the knowledge he clearly retains, it's clear that he had some great form of education, especially for a deer. As an extra 'hint' of his education, he often finds himself also speaking in elevated language/text.
No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change it
Other:
-He is very near sighted.
-Wears a special set of goggles occasionally to correct his vision.
-Oddly sees a bit better at night.
-May take a while to notice others.
-Completely blind in fog.
-Blue-Yellow color blind in his left eye.
-In art... his horns are much like the kirin style, but they don't make that near-S shape. They curve downward and remain pointed at the ground. They're actually longer than average, but also thinner than average. He also is always either squinting, or looks lost in thought or in a daydream.
-He seems to be another fawn magnet.
-If he gets freaked out by clones, he'll be prone to running off and hiding under the slanted slab in the playground.
-As much as two deer with the same set in one area is enough to send him running.
-Not bothered by groups of setless deer. It's only when they've got matching sets, that freaks him out.
-His "emo spot" would be -behind- the crying idol. If he's in front of it or walking under the waterfall tears, he' batheing after being too close to the ruins' flies or something. He'll immediatly 'shower' after being at the ruins, or too close to the flies. He'll also shower after laying down too long.
-Will hide under the slanted rock when frightened, upset, embarassed, or otherwise distraught.
-Speaks to the koi and the dragonflies; understands both. Will try to talk to birds and butterflies sometimes.
- Retains memories of a long lost past life, having spent a lifetime as a scientist, mechanic, computer engineer, hacker, and astrologist. His knowledge followed him into the forest and into the deer body he was reborn into, but sadly not hands.
'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Trying to make ends meet
Trying to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah
Likes and Dislikes:
+Jumping aroud
+Dance Lines
+Blueberries
+Sparring
+Racing
+Watching/talking to the Koi
+Goofing off with friends
+Devout tag
+Fawns
+The red pelt
+Swimming
+Night
+Sun patches
+Running on the surface of the lake
+Sitting/dancing on the water
+Sitting with a companion
+Carosel Deer
+Air Sitting (Gets a kick out of defying gravity; Rarely does this though)
+Quiet walks in the birch forest
+De Drinkplaats
+Forest Magic (Facinates him as a scientist)
-Clones
-ACTUAL fights
-Falling into the lake
-Being alone too long
-Blueberry poisoning
-Running into a tree/rock
-Hostility
-flies
-tripping when running
-tripping threw trees
-dust storms
-filth in general
-fog
-frightening others
-triping over rocks
-Anyone threatening his friends or family
You know I can't change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no
Writings:
http://endlessforest.org/community/knights-random-tef-poem-x3
http://endlessforest.org/community/4-something-threw-yesterday-antics
http://endlessforest.org/community/fledgeling-fossil
http://endlessforest.org/community/sound-silence
http://endlessforest.org/community/black-hearts-and-pure-souls-ch-1
http://endlessforest.org/community/black-hearts-and-pure-souls-ch-2
I can't change my mind
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,
no, no, no
humandeer appearance:
In human form, Mar appears as an albino in his early twenties (perhaps only about 23 or 24). He has very soft looking white hair that partially covers one side of his face, and overall kept at a medium lengh. Behind thick, blue tinted, rectangular glasses, he has suprisingly gentle red eyes. Overall he has a very gentle countanance, though he doesn't look overly expressive, and carries a strong air of intellegence. The corners of his eyes have the slightest trace of crows feet, resulting from frequently squinting. He almost always looks somewhat tired, though strangely never seems unfocused. He stands at about 6'2", and has a very thin build and a trace of muscle. His attire isn't always the same thing, though often he'll wear a faded green t-shirt and blue jeenes. He may also be seen wearing either black, gray, or white shirts under a thin white jacket, and either black or white pants and a black digital watch, and he wears gray gym shoes.
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Heaven's not enough
If when you get there, just another blue
And heaven's not enough
You think you've found it, then it loses you
You've thought of all there is
But not enough
And it loses you in a cloud
There
Most everything is nothing that it seems
Where
You see the things you only wanna see
I'd fly away
To a higher place
To say words I resist, to float away
To sigh, to breathe, forget
Heaven's not enough
If when I'm there I don't remember you
And heaven's not enough
You think you know it, then it uses you
I saw so many things
But like a dream
Always losing me in a crowd
Cause I couldn't cry
Cause I turned away
Couldn't see the score
Didn't know the pain
Of leaving yesterday
Really far behind
In another life,
In another dream
By a different name
Gave it all away
For a memory
And a quiet lie
And I felt the face
Of a cold tonight
Still don't know the score
But I know the pain
Of leaving everything
Really far behind
And if I could cry
If I could live
What truth I did, then take me there
Heaven goodbye
