Why am I still here?
When I know I'm too old to catch up,
To life that is quickly passing me by.
Why am I still here?
When I know my children live without me,
Finding their loved ones when mine are fading away,
And leaving me in dust.
Forever leaving me in dust.
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Just venting my/Fenqua's thoughts. Mine because lately I've been missing a lot of stuff that has been going on here. I'm trying to keep up, but it seems I'm showing up late for the party every time. Not a cry for a attention, it just sucks, lol. XD
And her thoughts because she's getting old. Faytha left her to seek her own home and Fenkovan is doing the same, they've grown up enough to stand on their own four legs. She feels useless and left alone, because she barely sees her beloved mate and father of her children.
(Not blaming you for anything Raku!)
I let her in Forest sometimes, but she rarely approaches others anymore. They're young, different and probably not interested in an old bag talking to them. At least, that's what she thinks. She can't find a good connection with young/new deer.
