Just going through the archives of my old artwork...
Sigh, how much skill I've lost over the years... I used to work myself until I was totally fatigued; a complete perfectionist, I was never happy with anything I drew or painted, because I could always --I STILL always-- see the images so much clearer in my mind than what I could ever put to canvas.
But, as I look back at some of the pieces I never finished, even though I had spent so many hours working on them, it finally dawns on me how much
better I was at it than I had ever realised at the time.
I still see the fatal flaws. I still know they could have looked far, far better. If only it came easier to me... if only it didn't wear me down, hour after hour, struggling,
battling with every image I tried to create...
After a while, it really began to depress me. I stopped drawing so much... at first... and then completely.
I turned my attentions to what comes easier for me: animation. Flash stuff. Easier, because the quality of art is secondary to the motions they go through. Flash
requires simplified assets; it is the key to keeping the animation smooth and lag-free.
But because of this, my actual drawing skills have withered and rotted away. I realise this today, because I wanted to draw myself a ref image for Moogie, and couldn't do it. I just couldn't draw anything well at all. And now, looking back, I see comparative masterpieces that I've never appreciated before. I don't know if I'll ever be that good of an artist again. What bitter irony; I've always thought I sucked at it, and now I really do.
It all slipped away, while I wasn't even looking.
It's not gone, just
Your animations amaze me, I'm not surprised in the least that you have such skill with painting as well.
But it was so difficult to
Ah well that's another story.
^ what Tera said!
That... is one amazing piece
I think I know what the problem is. Whatever I draw/drew, it could never compete with how clearly I could imagine it. I have an extremely vivid imagination- but lack the artistic skill to match it. That's why everything frustrates me so much.
Still, it sucks, because I'm still left with the problem of not being able to draw the ref I wanted. xD
I've been there sooo many
May I offer advice? Know
Know your limits. If you can't keep going after a dead work of art, don't.
Understand your mind needs to... Calm down? x3 it needs to know what level you can achieve and stay with it.
Breathe deep, soothing breaths before you attempt something different, or another piece of art. It can really relax you into a nice styte.
Hitting you over the head
You’re bleeding
Boy you want more?
This is so like you I said
Put yourself on back to bed †