Yep. Me again.
I've been really continuing to struggle with depression this past year, and have been dealing with virtually chronic thoughts about suicide and general feelings of sadness and hopelessness. I still occasionally go back here and re-read the blog from a year ago where so many of you wonderful people tried to offer encouragement. That, along with a generous amount of Doctor Who, Pokémon, and Dragon Age have been keeping me held together enough to make it through another year.
Christmas is particularly hard for someone like me to get through though. Being a time where people are supposed to be happy and crap, I find myself extra drained and bitter. Basically I'm scrooge, even though I try to give gifts and make others happy.

With it being Christmas Eve now, I find myself wanting to crawl back in bed so I can forget the holiday.

It'd mean a lot to me if some of you out there could do me the favor of just sticking some positive thoughts and messages here. Not necessarily in the name of encouraging, but more so in the name of having positive and happy things to focus the mind on to help muscle through this time of the year.