Hello everybody! Today is Seele's birthday! This means that I've been on this game for 1 year now Am I one of the oldies now? Nah XD! I guess the outcome of it all is that even after a year, I'm still pretty shy. But, this isn’t about me, this is about little Seele!

Seele is based on my back then born OC, Seele. Since I had read all deer in-game were stags, I didn't want to go as my usual self Misako. So, I used Seele's name, because I came to adore him.
Seele, the actual boy my deer Seele is based upon (Getting confused yet?) was born as a deformed child. Blind, an enormous size-difference in legs, deformed hands, and a deformed back, he had a hard time living. His father called him Seele, which means Soul, because he hoped the boy's soul would be stronger as his body. Seele indeed turned out strong, and put himself through all the operations together with his healthy twin broter. But in the end, little Seele turned twisted. When he found out he could repair his own body by stealing the souls of others, he went on a rampage and had to be killed in the end.

My little deer Seele was in fact made in the time Seele was still pretty normal. Seele was also supposed to be retreated, shy, hesitant, but respectful. I think he always stayed that way. Instead of totally blind, I made Seele have a bad eyesight. All is a little blurry, which can send the stag in confusion when he can't really recognize someone, but he'll always try. I think the twisted side Seele turned out to have, hasn't turned up in the deer Seele.

For his own history.. Seele is born at 14 march 2008. I was very excited to play as an adult deer, since I love to individualize myself by wearing unique sets. But a fawn can't keep those. Because I barely played him as a fawn, I don't really have any screenshots of it. Poor Seele, missed his youth XD


But I do remember this screenshot. I didn't enter the community until Seele was grown up, and I believe this was around the time Run had died. Even though I never knew her, I must say I was pretty hurt. I'm pretty emotional when it comes to these things. Especially when I found this screenshot, one of the few screenshots from Seele's youth. And you know:


That one followed at Seele's adulthood. The thing that made me smile, is that the fawn sitting right in front of me in the first screenshot, is the same one as is sitting beside me on the second. Isn’t it a small world? And this, brought me to the idea of the following. I went through all my old screenshots, and picked out those with some random fawns in the background. Because believe me, those pop up a lot. And sometimes, I found people from the forums I hadn't met before they were grown up! Well, in fact, I did, but I didn't notice because most if the time they hadn't entered the community yet. Seele feels odd for knowing so many deer since they were a fawn..

The first one is of little Taliene! I took a screenshot of the picto of the stag in front of me, so I could remember him. But look who popped up in the background!


The next one is from little Bellie. Although she's not really on anymore, she did mean a lot to me on TEF. Draak's little picto clone!


Ofcourse, not Seele, but Auge made this one! It's a shame not all fawns stay on the game, but I do recognise a little Rinta here!


I knew these fawns though, they weren't much of a surprise. But it's cute to see how much has changed since then, especially if you think about these four, Auge and Solace, and Fenqua and Skokey, all having kids now!


This was back at the time Walter had gone into retirement. And I went to sit with his body for an hour or so, and got company of what I thought was a random fawn. Hi Rowan!


Aw look, the shy little Reetno and Seele met!


We all had a lot of fun with this little fawn back then. SS gave her the same mask as we were, and she was eager to dance along, little Hubaluboo! (I So typed it wrong 8D)


I forced Raiakira to come and join me on TEF. So here's a screenshot of Seele with the young Akio!


Maybe she always had something of a lightbringer in her. And maybe seeing this enormous group of deer mourning for Emiva's friend inspired her, but we have a little Mystress in blue in front of the group!


You might not see it from the screenshot, but the little fawn is Poltergeist! She and her mom were quite the handful. She never stopped being so, though.


It's a shame they stopped meeting, but Gehirn did have a soft spot in his heart for the little fawn Calamity, who sat with him so patiently when he had a bad day.


When everyone revealed their secret fawns, Polt, Corvus and Cal popped up. The one in the back? I'm sorry, I forgot ._.""


Yesshh, Seele always wanted to be a daddy. But never got his share XD Zorai was very cute though!


Aw, they grow up so quick! Here is Cirrus in all her innocence. As long as it lasted XD


This was the biggest surprise for me ever! Cata, you allready dominated Gehirn when you were a fawn, don't worry!


Before he grew up to be a knight, Faris sure enjoyed a dance with the Terror Twins Polty and Zorai!


Aww Lemon, I hope you didn't forget! Polt thought you were quite sweet. But you really caught up on her with growing up!


Poor Apedille, confronted with this evil demonic being in such an early stage of life.


XDD So far all the fawns!! I'd love to pick out ALL Seele's epic moments, but those are far too much by number.

Saan and Seele's first meeting. I saved a picture of her pictogram with the name "new ROFLbuddy!", because that's how their relationship is <3 XD..



Does anyone remember this? Quamar and Walter sure should! There was a huge fight against this stag who was stalking all the poor does ._.""... So all the brave stags (Including pussy Seele X"D) fought him off.


I think yesterday, when the server wouldn't let us all log in, was a good start to Seele's birthday. Because being nameless makes social. (Or aggressive. *Lols*) I believe I was the first one to arrive, and the last one to go! I had a lot of fun with another nameless, bothering some aggressive third nameless. I really thought "Wow, we're offensive, this is fun!"
Maybe an all-nameless day would be nice. So no one would "run up to their friends", or not run up to someone because they aren't really important on the community site. Yeah, all would be equal! (I'm too much of an ideology thinker 8D XD)


This is getting long, so I'll stop XD!! I still really love my little Seele, although his role became less prominent. He wants to say he's sorry for all the friends he has lost, but glad with all new he found. And that he misses his Saan. But since I don't want to end with some waayy tooo sweet screenshot, I'll end with:


Quamar smacking his head on the floor, Seele making a funny face, and the two ladies.. Dancing <3.. XDD
Hm. Inactive-Seele seems to be sitting in 80% of his screenshots 8D...
Today Seele will be in the forest, roaming around naked LOL <3 You can cast on him whatever you like, or leave him like that! He occasionally switches to a fawn to make up for his missed youth! Yaaay 8D..

YAY Thanks for reading, and a happy b-day to myself and Seele 8D