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@Starling

Thank you so much <3 I honestly only have to render the background on yours, I do it with brushes once, doesn't work.. I render it on my own.. doesn't work. Trying again.

I get so nauseous! And sweaty as well, THIS almost happened to me, but instead I completely missed the gear stick and kind of slapped the instructor's hand. mine's clearly tired from people, at times he yells too but im trying to not pay so much attention to it... he's overall kind of patient

and the muscle ache... i get so stiff at times.

anxiety does pass for me in some cases, and i'm very determined to learn... so I think it should be the same for me <3 I also tend to be calmer on my own, my instructor is still a complete stranger to me, and I usually drive him and the previous student around.... thank you again.

my funniest mistake that im sure is because of anxiety (its honestly like im out of my body!) is going right when it should be left. THIS doesn't happen on turns... blinkers on, all good. but it just feels like as a left standing driver, IM Not driving enough in the right part.. so im always. there

Echo'ing Starlings comment, please don't worry about my commission!! Take all the time in the world, hell I have commissions for people that have been taking half a year now, you're not going to get any pressure from me!!

I've got my license for 10 years now, and really my best driving is when I'm alone. My instructor was actually super aloof, was always on the phone, incredibly irritating ha. I really prefer small cars though. Big ones feel like I'm in a simulation.
And that's such a huge demand to make of yourself!! I feel it a bit too though, I get very annoyed when I don't get something right immediatly. But driving is also sooo dependent on the people AROUND you ugh. 90% of my trouble in traffic is other people doing something stupid suddenly.

up this goes for the tef question and if any commissioners haven't seen it (I think its on my art blog too)

@Uitleger No problem at all and thank you so much for the company too, it meant a lot! I hope I'll have more time to interact rather than just idle. Sometimes I would hop in-game with Dem but it's been rather lonely, I was happy to see someone respond to them finally.
And yeah, it's more symbolic than anything, considering they're supposed to have a magpie form, I decided to settle with that pelt, the koi mask just spoke to me and the candles usually represent warmth. It's weird though, I decided to check out the beta and now I'm antlerless in TEFI?

I might do a ref sometime considering there are some changes, but until then Dem is in my current avvie!

@capiteux it was very nice meeting you!

Makes sense! I am kind of shy to approach people first even just in-game, but I remember how warm I felt when someone would lay near my characters or try to get my attention, so I try to do the same.
I'd say I am still a very new/inexperienced player, but I have fond memories and I enjoy just spending the time with someone.
It's incredibly nice seeing people I've interacted with or just bumped into 3-5 years ago.

I've always liked your style and I am sure I will enjoy seeing those! I hope to draw something soon, too.

I actually couldn't get to say goodbye myself, I left TEF running but once I was back my PC had shut down and it was time to head to bed. I returned to work today so I couldn't meet with kid earlier in the day, but I am online now for resting next to.

Dem just played with some fawns, I hope we weren't too loud! They just felt braver in approaching strangers today.
Speaking of which, I might greet you with a different character sometime, because I have some ideas, and I am even trying to design them now! I have no plans on making him IC only, and even if, his personality is very cheerful so I'm sure they'll get along.

I hope your day went well, hope to see you soon!

That’s fine! I’m at work today too but hopefully Dem is still in the forest since I left the game on, maybe for the same purposes, I left her near Dream and I noticed that Piaf and more friends came along a bit later, it I had to leave for my shift… I do wonder if they had tea? I’m sure we make nice tables.

I don’t think I’ve ever minded fawns, I know people don’t like them for the mooing but sometimes I accidentally do that myself, plus, it’s kind of cute.
And that’s true, if Dem’s IC, fawns are a good way to get her to interact when she’s anxious.

Yes, I actually do want to create a bio for him especially, I do think I’m almost done with his design too. I can drop some information until I get working on that if you want to hear! It’s mostly about what he’s based on.
Unfortunately I’m not sure if Dem will have a bio, as they are mostly me/using her as OOC as of lately. There are some things I could include though, I’ll think about it.

It looks like I’ll be home this weekend, sometimes I do have to be at work but I hope to get to see you!

Shame I missed it! I was at work and I remember wondering if Dem is still around. For some reason if I leave TEF tabbed out it seems to keeps me in longer, compared to when I leave it while my characters are sleeping. I do hope Dem will be able to meet more folks soon.

Indeed one of them was mine! He's with you and company now. Dem had their... hooves full? It was difficult juggling both tabs without one crashing, so they had to take a break. I've left you with "Admiral" for now, he's the character I was planning to introduce.
I still don't feel confident enough showing the design progress as it hasn't reached what I'm aiming for, but he's based on the Vanessa atalanta butterfly both in looks and mainly personality. I love those butterflies and have been meaning to create a character based on one for a year now. I might explain further in his bio to be, but he might fly, "land on trees" and spend time in sunny spots meanwhile. I think his TEF form and appearance here will be after roe deer.

Thank you much for helping me with his sets btw, and the patience for the mini spell! I hope all is well.

Well it looks like Dem was invited to a big group today <3 it was also sweet when one of the fawns was briefly buried in their chest. I am still trying to adjust to tracking pictos again, but I assume some were Piaf's children? It was nice to meet them all.
I think my last big meeting was this one, and it looks I was with Dem back then too, too. I might run TEF again with a "camera deer" for some screenies.

I wasn't sure if I should use that mask or the magpie one (for some unusual reason, I associate butterflies, especially the red admiral, with "sharp" rather than "round", but I do think the orca one ended up working better so I went with that one. I'm excited to continue drawing him and working on him, though.

I do wonder how his behavior will change if I am around for the offical remake release. I do have his personality figured out so I hope I'll be able to portray that, it will change as he matures too.
Also yes, if he's air sitting he is essentially flying, but don't worry. I actually liked being a wig, mostly because I do want him to perch on other characters, that is a part what he does.
I do imagine him in his butterfly form then, just landing on someone, so it was nice. My air sitting aim is very bad though, always has been haha, so he will often have to land somewhere first and maybe someone will do what Dreamer did.

I don't think he'd be a nice flavor of ice cream, it would be good if it was strawberries... but one of the scents I have in mind for him is "ladybugs", I hope your character wasn't too put off by that!

https://imgur.com/a/ZrxLvGP Here's a screenshot from me too

Before I respond in full, today's a typical Guys Night Out for those three [Cu, Feofan, OOCer]:
building a fawn-man

Hope their antics aren't too much for Dem.

@Ursch It was nice to see you too! I've been hoping I'd catch you

@Uit I think Dem enjoyed this, it was definitely unusual but fun, and I missed her fawn form! Should do it again sometime! I took some screenshots too that I'll post soon.

@Cu, it was nice to meet you too! So I've heard (and seen a little), yesterday I caught some shows!

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