Current status: Lurking on the forum.

Updates

28-09-2011 (A little time later):
Mental: 78%
physical: 67%
Emotional: Recovering. In good company.
Was catapulted into Rage Redd-mode, but got calmed down by Spyrre.
Met Saosin and felt excited and nervous.

Thoughts:
Ah... I don't know w-what happened... I'm so sorry, I didn't hurt you, did I?!... I... Gods, I'm so ashamed...

28-09-2011:
Mental: 0%
Physical: 100%
Emotional: Rage Redd
Something bad happened.

Thoughts: Ngh... Arh... AAARRRRRGGGGHH!!!!

13.02.11:
Mental: 100%
Physical: 74%
Emotional: Normal
Still recovering, but feeling much better.
Met a hummingbird with a mysterious power

Thoughts:
You must be my guardian!... I'll help them grow, I-I'll do my best!...

18.01.11:
Mental: 65%
Physical: 40%
Emotional: ...
hurt, injured, tired
Was attacked by Illrose, spurred on by Raleigh.
Heavily injured, he's recovering, but only slowly.

Thoughts:
Why... Why did you have to do that?... I... I-I never hurt you, ANY of you... Argh, it hurts... I-I c-can't breathe well... M-my side... it h-hurts so bad...
S-s-someone... H-help me!...

26.06.11:
Mental: 98%
Physical: 90%
Emotional: feelin' fine
A little excited
Happy
In love with the summer-scents.

Thoughts:
I love this season, i-it always makes me smile~...

He is:
-Friendly but shy.
-Playful.
-A fawn at heart.
-timid.
-Finally opening up.
-Always ready for a good run or a game of jump-the-river.
-Protective and brave when he needs to be.
-But mostly a coward.
-Good at relating to shy deer, and quite understanding.
-A spellspammer.
-Very good at confusing himself.
-Slightly clingy, but with massive abandonment issues because of his fawnhood.
-Single, ladies!~
-But prolly too innocent/naive to take a hint...
-Living with a bad stammer. Some scars didn't heal and left him in such a state.

Set:
Magpie pelt.
"whisper" mask. (sometimes magpie... because magpies = LOVE <3)
Magpie antlers.

Colours: (because consistency? In my images? WHAT'S DAT?!)
Eyes: Very blue.
Base fur: Dark grey.
Markings: Light grey, black and auburn.
"Antlers": Black with metallic gleam.
Scars: pale skin-colour.
Mask: Light brown with red.
Hooves: Same auburn colour as some of his markings.

RP guide

Scenarios which I am comfortable RP'ing Redd into:
Violence
Fights
Injuries (nothing fatal)
Dismemberment (only if naturally led there by the "plot" aka: please allow him a chance to get out of it!)
Blackouts
Mental manipulation
Flirting
NSFW-content (exclusively off-site; contact me privately)
Torture

Off-limit topics:
Rape
Death

Picto

Rage Redd



Rage Redd is a form of his manifested through every negative emotion he ever had and repressed. It happens when I use him to get my frustration out. In this form, he'll do nothing but run. Whatever he does, he'll be running while he does it.
He tears through the forest blindly, mindless from the rage filling his body.
He has no regard for anyone else and is driven mad by the pain inside.
He will stop to gather strength once in a while, maybe even fall alseep in this form, but is unfriendly and aggressive towards anyone who approach him. He'll even hurt his friends in this state.

He CAN be coaxed back to his normal self through kindness, but whoever tries it WILL be attacked. Best bet for doing this is to wait until he's laying down, exhausted from running.

While he runs, he will gradually calm down if he feels someone running beside him. It'll help him gather his thoughts and snap out of it.

He WILL pick a fight in this form. But he's not a very good fighter, so it's likely he won't do all that much damage.

Personality
~A small interview~

Uhm...
H-hi! I-I guess y-you want to know a bit about m-m-me?...
W-well... M-my name is Redd and, uh...
Geez, what can I say? I... I l-like laying in the sun and, uh... F-fawns are cute! A-and they make for good play mates!...
Uhm... I-I really don't know what to t-t-talk about, I mean... Heh, there isn't much to say, really, I-I'm just... just me!...
S-s-sorry about th-the stammer, b-but it's something I c-c-can't help... I-is it annoying you?... I h-hope not...
Uhm, I-I guess I like r-running too and jumping... A-and my l-little friend! H-he's sitting in my antlers, c-can you spot him? T-that's him, right there! Y-you don't see him?... W-w-well, he is awfully small... Ahem, a-anyway!
I-I'm very peaceful a-and dislike fighting. I don't wanna hurt people... B-but sometimes they just keep picking on m-me... I dunno why...
Argh, I-I'm boring you, I'm s-s-sorry!
Uhm, my past? I-I honestly d-d-don't remember, i-it's all a blur... L-like when you're trying to see into d-deep fog, right?...
Uhm, I... g-g-guess there isn't anything else t-to say about me, I'm... k-kinda uninteresting... S-sorry to have wasted your time!...
Uhm...
Have a nice day?...

Extended explanation:
His past is a mystery to him, though he seems to recall something about big, black shadows and constant darkness. He's pretty timid around black deer with the skull mask, almost bordering on him being afraid of them. He can't explain this either.
Under his thick, fluffy fur he hides a gallery of scars, not big enough to affect his coat, but quantity makes up for quality. Had he been furless, he'd look like a trainwreck.
He wears the magpie antlers to symbolise how passive and how bad of a fighter he is. He'd rather run and play than fight, but he will take a stand if his friends are being threatened.
He hasn't got a human form that he knows of, and prolly won't get one.
As he did back when he was still a fawn, he's still looking for a father-figure, even if he doesn't quite know it himself. He enjoys peaceful walks with calm deer, though if he's by himself, he'll always run to get to where he wants to be. Life's too short to walk alone.
He has a rather short attention-span and will sometimes leave the party if the company bores him. No, he hasn't got ADHD or ADD, but you'd almost think it!
Oh, and his last little kink from his fawnhood... Be nice to him even once, and he'll follow you around like a puppy-dog and do whatever you say until he falls asleep again. This has something to do with his past, and maybe those strange scars around his eyes that he normally keeps hidden behind his mask...


---------------Images!----------------

Favorite place to sleep:

The oak generally is too crowded for him.



HIS CURRENT DESIGN!:

Because he so happened to grow up and gain his big-boy markings.
Mai gawd, what happened to his legs/head/mask?! And why's he shaking so much?



The, erhm... "fanservice" that suddenly materialized on Odosketch...



Rage Redd.



Thanks to Spyrre, Redd recovered from his first Rage-state.



--------------Images NOT made by me------------
By Sonata <3

By Swifttail, from ages ago XD

Quadraptor made this for me after I guessed his card in five tries! XD

<-- made by Doe! Man, I luv you for this! <3

by Nopje ~<3

Arttrade with Kaoori, who is lovely and wonderful and fantastic.


FFF, Kittyo8, I was so surprised and happy to see this! >w< Thank you so much, mate! >w< *wuvs juu*


By Midnightrose!


By Spyrre! It was a Christmas-present, and God DAMN, do I love it! >w<


This was a birthday-present from Eyestrain! Ffffff, I just love it so goddamn much!!

--------------Dictionary!--------------
A few of the actions he uses and what they mean:

Bow: "Hello."
Sad + Bow: "I'm afraid I have to go."
Jumping around you in a cirkle once: "I'm happy to meet you!" / "Let's play!" / "It's you! (for people he knows)" / "I really like you! (For strangers)"
Tilt head: curious/interested/confused/the thing he does when no-one's "said" anything for a while.
Scratch ground + nod + head tilt: depends on what he's scratching next to. Next to trees/mushrooms/sleeping deer: "wanna spell-spam?" next to the stream: "Wanna play jump the stream?"
Scratch ground + lie down: "I'll be right back, hold on..."
Walking/trotting/running a bit away from you, stopping and looking back: "Follow me!"
Running around you and jumping: "Run with me!" / "play with me!"
Mooing: Calling out to you, distressed. He does this if he's afraid of the deer you're getting close to. Otherwise he practically never moos unless he's mask-spamming and thinks his voice sounds funny.
Listening: When spell-spamming, showing off his pelt/mask/antlers. Mostly always humouristically.
Sniffing: He only does this after having bowed to you, as a way to get to know you better. He may do this once in a while to show affection.
Standing facing your side and nodding/shaking head: Grooming you. Very affectionate.
Standing over you: Sheltering/protecting you. Mostly done to fawns.
Sitting next to you: Enjoying the view with you. (very affectionate)
Sitting opposite you: Talking to you/generally relaxing with you. (Not as affectionate)
Nuzzling you: The most affectionate thing he can do. Only does this to deer he's been with for a while and he feels like he knows.
Cowering: He's afraid of you. He might do this if you moo at him. He doesn't like loud deer/sounds.
Backing up: Same, but on a smaller basis/avoiding contact or conflict.
Walking slowly towards you: Showing that he wants to get to know you, and that he means no harm.
Cowering + listening: Petrified by fear.
Cowering + running away: RUN AWAAAAAY!! (either from you or a possible loud noise/scary deer)