of course, im not leaving the community site, i would never do that <3

I am so sorry Skokey..
It might sound weird but I know your feeling, things can chance so fastly within just a daytime... A lot of stuff can happen that could upset you... But also know that just this bad feeling, will go away once. Even if it takes a while, after bad shit, good shit happens. I don't think thoughts help anything, you can hope that your cat comes back, but when he doesn't the dissapointment will be bigger. But that doesn't mean you should feel bad about it all the time, that isn't going to bring him back either..
I don't know what will. I'd say, something else to think about, something to distract yourself, but I guess you'll hit me for that because the game doesn't work xx..

Try to clear your thoughts for a bit, search for a silent spot, just throw out those emotions, it might be a relief. About your ex.. Yeah, love is a though thing, it's not something I'd do good with helping I guess. You could try talking to him, to get any kind of contact at all, I'm not sure how it's at the moment. But if he doesn't want you back, it might be harsh but there's nothing anyone can do about that...

And, hey, you two still got your story! Not a lot of people can say that You shouldn't quit that because you can't enter the forest, I think your imagination is just good enough...

Eh yeah sorrylongpost <<"" >>"".. *Runs off*

--Stays a lonely Seele

@Seele: thanks for that post... i really needed someone to knock some sense into me. i think i might be a little hormonal right now, so maybe thats why i went into a fit when i wrote this. i feel a little better now after talking with my brothers and hanging out with my guinea pig. there are plenty of things to distract me now that i think about it. if my parents werent so overprotective, id go to the real forest every day by myself, just to gather myself. but my parents always want me to take my brother with so i wont run into any "weirdos"... yeah right, the only weirdos ive run into so far were 5th graders that were hitting on me (which personally, i found hilarious XD)

no, im not gonna stop the story, that would be stupid of me. besides, ive got author's itch

@Anzel: i read your post about that.... im really sorry about your ISP. people like that should be sued >> and i wont leave the site. i have too many friends here, including you. that would hurt the most if i did that <333

ugh I can feel your pain. For like, months last year during school I felt like dying. And I am the kind of person that loves living and shudders at the thought of dying. But at that point I was like "Okay, I'm ready for it to be over now." How you described it, was exactly how I felt.

Even my cat ran away. 9 days he was gone. The most horrible 9 days of my life, felt like my heart was ripped in two. And the fact that I lost my first cat in a horrible accident when he was only 2, and the fact that I wasn't even there to say goodbye, made those 9 days like living through hell. I cried myself to sleep every night.

But I told myself, "Even in the darkest hour, there has to be light somewhere. No matter how bad things get, the have to get better sooner or later. So I have to make the best of what I got right now." So I held my head up, braced myself, and I was ready to take whatever life threw at me.

I trudged through school and just did my work to the best of my abilities, and the stress went away.

Instead of crying myself to sleep every night, I would sometimes sing, or even pray.

And I found that the world wasn't so dark anymore.

My cat came home and I was never happier.

So count your blessings. You still have TEF community, and we'll always be here to support you.
You had good times with your cat. She wouldn't like it if you cried over her for the rest of eternity. And there's always that chance that she'll return. Some pets trek hundreds of miles to get back, and they made it.

Money will always be a pain in the butt to keep. But your friends and family will always be there.

as for the game not working, there is most likely some way in this world to fix it, you just haven't found it yet. But we'll find it. When I get home I can do some research and contact computer genius buddies.

So my last advice:

Stick to the course, no matter how bad the storm rages, it has to end sometime. Keep your head high, and keep a song in your head. Things always turn out in the end. Whether good or bad you'll meet it either way.

Much love for you <3





I haven't gone insane......I've gone awesome.

Hang in there, kiddo. I know it's been tough for you lately.

Cato said it well: It can't rain all the time.

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Mystery within mystery, the gateway of manifold secrets...

aww Fenny... *huggles* i should really delete this post, because the Forest is back up for me again <3 im sorry if i worried you at all with this. i was extremely angry when i posted this. but you dont have to worry (even though you really didnt sound like it XD) we can still see each other in the game without problems now <333
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