Interaction and Roleplay Blog - Dragonflies and Nobility (always open)
Writings by Me and Gift Writings from Others
Deer Height Chart
Biographies
Dragonfly Deer (Scape, Magnet, Spade, Richter, Kinsha, Toukan, Tundra, Suiren, Radeon, Blue)
Bastilion
Numb
OOC "deer"/The Leowolf
Default In-Forest Looks (a "=" means this deer still needs to collect their set in version 3.4)
-- Scape - nightfall pelt, orca mask, orca antlers
-- Magnet - golden butterfly pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers
-- Spade - secretary bird pelt, real deer mask, kirin antlers
-- Richter - great argus pelt, real deer mask, peacock feathers
-- Kinsha - golden butterfly pelt, orca mask, butterfly antennae
-- Toukan - swan pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers (subject to change through part of the year - currently gazelle)
-- Tundra - brown and tan pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers (subject to change through part of the year - currently gazelle)
-- Suiren - kirin pelt, Forest Spirit mask, secretary bird antlers
-- Radeon - secretary bird pelt, - mask, default antlers (often with poppies)
-- Blue - nightfall pelt, golden butterfly (whistling) mask, magpie feathers
-- Bastilion - real deer pelt, - mask, zombie antlers
-- Triston - brown and tan pelt, - mask, long/tribal set (golden) antlers
-- Numb - brown and tan pelt, skull mask, gazelle antlers
-- The Leowolf/OOC "deer" - butterfly pelt, gazelle mask, beluga antlers
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-- Toefat - orca pelt, secretary bird mask, great argus antlers; though can be almost anything [Note: this is a "community" deer, meaning I'm not the only one who knows the username and password.]
An ear flicked at the sigh,
...
Not a pretty sight, was the thought that came to mind, but he wouldn't say that.
Ice-colored eyes blinked. "Hate...? I doubt they hate anyone."
His throat hurt from talking
No, it wasn't even the Gods' fault to begin with.
His expression changed, and he looked away, almost stupidly, over a nearby bird on a bare branch.
"Touk... this place... I don't think I can take much more of it..." he shivered, his head tucking down a bit.
"I didn't do anythin' bad... why are there so many deer who want to hurt me?" a hyperbole, and only somewhat true in it's own right.
His lips trembled, the nub of his ear twitching over and over again.
"...What did I do wrong..."
Jergens always had a habit of being incoherent when he was upset.
[[Slight bad language
What could he say to that? He had no idea. There was probably no right answer he could give either. But Toukan couldn't stay silent; he had to say something.
He frowned. "I'm sure there's assholes who start shit for no reason everywhere you go." He didn't normally swear much, but those words seemed the most fitting to use.
If today had been even
He didn't even crack a smile, let alone blink, which was abnormal to the point of being a bit frightening.
"Why..." he breathed. It wasn't a question, just a statement.
Ok, he was more than just
He looked around, flinching
"Two times now..." he muttered to himself, whipping his neck back to grab a stray rose petal that had tangled itself in his curly pelt, laying it out in front of him, smoothing it out with his hoof almost obsessively, not even bothering to notice that he was crushing it into a fragrant pulp.
"What am I supposed to tell Peony...?" he looked back over at the reindeer, obviously not forgotten, and, like always when he was this upset, expecting him to know everything that had happened.
((Fffff... I hate him for being vague... Apologies >>))
[[It's fine. Makes for a need
Toukan's brow creased at the muttered words, trying to figure out what they meant. He watched the rose petal get crushed, concern growing as Jergens didn't seem to realize what he was doing.
His head jerked up with a surprised blink, not expecting to be talked to again. He'd been a bit distracted at seeing the petal turn into smaller pieces. "What?" was the "intelligent" response.
For a long time he didn't say
"How do I tell her that Rose..." he mumbled, stopping abruptly before he finished his sentence, bringing his hoof down again and again and again and again and again before he finally stopped, looking back at the reindeer.
Almost as if that imagery would be enough for him to get the point.
((I know... but it's his most annoying character trait ;; ))
He jumped again as the
A rose petal?
Smashing it after saying something about "Rose".
...
...oh.
Icy eyes widened. "What happened to Rose?" He'd only met the little blue stag once, but that didn't mean he hoped the conclusion he came to was right.
He stared the remains with a
What happened... what happened...
Jergens blinked a few times, biting his lower lip. "Poppies... there were... a bunch of poppies... I know. Rose told me once about all the fucken' flowers in this goddamn forest." he paused, taking in a few breaths, trying to get at least a tiny grasp on the reality outside his delusional mind.
"My brother-in-law... h-he was there too... a-a-and..." he stuttered, taking in gulps of air.
He pressed his head against the ground as if to hide himself, shivers racking up his spine.
"It looked like it hurt... so thin... he was so thin... a-and... cold..." he sighed shakily, tail whipping back and forth wildly.
"..." He didn't know what to
He rose to his hooves, slowly closed the distance between them, lowered himself to the ground, and rested his neck on Jergens in mimicry of a hug.
He didn't think of the possibility of getting shoved away or anything.
[[Gonna be taking off soon. It's almost 2am.]]
He didn't return the
"...What am I supposed to do...?" he clumsily whispered, like a little kid stuck on a math problem.
He stiffened, finally collapsing his neck onto Toukan's back out of exhaustion, burying his face into his winter coat.
((Same here x3 *salutes*))
Whether the question was
[[Morning! *flees*]]
Just... live... He wished
He wished Toukan would be more specific, but that was really as detailed as one could get, wasn't it?
His shoulders shook, whether out of silent sobs or a side-effect of his nervous breakdown was a mystery.
It almost seemed as if the stag had read his mind. "Would yew find that helpful if yew were me?" he asked dully, voice muffled from the reindeer's fur.
"God... just imagining them lying there right now..." he whimpered, a panicky sigh exploding from his chest.
((Buenas Dias =D *scuttlescuttle*))
He sighed softly, probably
"You still have Peony, and you still have your friends..." It couldn't hurt to remind Jergens of that.
BLOG POST Someone suggest
Someone suggest something to sculpt. The snow might be workable again.
Oh, and I had signed up for one of the tickets to go to the Abio that went on earlier, but my username is still in the system. So until it's out, if you see Toukan, I'm playing version 3.31
Sculpt a fish.
A fish? XD
The nub of his ear pricked up
"It gonna hurt to just look at her fer awhile..." he muttered, feeling a bit guilty for even thinking that (even if it was true). After all, none of this was her fault.
"Friends." he paused, eye narrowing as he shook his head. "With my shitty luck, they'll all drop like flies."
Just because his words were were coherent didn't mean he was listening to what words came out of his mouth. Odd, strange and pessimistic words.
Pessimism.
Certainly not a part of the 'Jergens Way'.
((Busybusy >w> Oooohhh, and as for sculpting a fish, I found this adorable bugger~ 83 Maybe he'd work for youuuu~))
This was certainly testing
[[OH GOOD GODS. D8 *backs away from the screen*]]
[[-butts in- Sad fish is...so
-butts out-]]
He sighed again, biting his
"I tried tellin' her to stop actin' the hero, but hell, she wouldn't take it." a dry, emotionless chuckle escaped him, but it sounded more like a sob. "Guess that shows how much of a shitty parent I am... can't even keep my own kid in control..." he shifted himself a bit over, muscles tensing.
"I can't hide it from her... she'll know it was Ren who..." he gulped, body racking in violent shivers.
"If she goes after that son of a bitch... If he finds out that she's our kid..." he lifted his head, and a few tears managed to spill from his eyes.
"I'm so scared, Touk..." he whispered. "Fer her... myself... just... everything..."
((D8 You hurt his feelingsssss ;A; I think it's cute...))
"I remember that. She wanted
"I also remember telling her that if she really needs to, I'd ask my sister to teach her how to fight." His voice had a guilty tinge to it. "...but now I'm not sure I should if it means she might be more likely to try going after Ren..." He didn't want anyone to have to deal with him. Even not searching him out could get him after you at some point. Toukan had been bothered once when he was injured even.
[[I was half-braindead on this for awhile. |D And still am, so sorry if it sucks a bit.
AND I STILL DON'T LIKE BLOB FISH. They creep me out... D=]]
BLOG POST
Just going to add this onto here so it's not a double-post so soon after. |D
I tested having Toukan in version 3.4 about an hour ago and he was no longer getting redirected to the Abio server. So 3.31 no longer needs to be used for him.
*clings to the "load data" button*
BLOG POST First apples and
First apples and pears, then perhaps cherries, and now avocados.
...
WHAT OTHER FRUITS AM I GOING TO BECOME ALLERGIC TO???
Damn it, guacamole I just made cuz an avocado was accidentally put in one of the grocery bags, I wanted to eat you. Wonder how bad I'd be if I'd had more than I did before noticing...
...yea, I don't have anything else to put here. My life is boring. XD;
Gonna add Midnight to my list of deer references to draw. She needs one, too, since I've never posted a full color picture of her on here before. (Did one on iScribble for planning purposes, but that was it.)
Kari has been informed that
Uh-oh. Should I be worried
"If she really cared, she
"Jeebas... Do I need to keep the kid on a leash?" he breathed, sounding more exhausted than annoyed or angry. "She's a smart kid, lot more bright than me, that's fer sure. Even if yer sister wouldn't let her, she'd try and convince her anyway. Hell, she'd beg if she had to." he lifed his head and looked around, cocking his gaze to the sky.
I can't even think straight right now..." he sighed, watching as light glittered through the branches of the trees.
((I was braindead for an entire day 8D
And fff ;; Ah... to each his own...))
"If I'd listened to my
He lifted his head to look at Jergens, both brows raised at the "leash" comment. This is why I doubt I could handle kids. I'd be sleeping more than I already do... "Suiren can be kind of...intimidating, though. And she's got quite the poker face. If she doesn't think it's a good idea to teach Peony, it'll be really difficult to convince her otherwise."
I am definitely not adopting any kids. He snorted softly in amusement. Bet Kylar would do a happy dance if he heard that.
[[I've taken a week before, so a day is fine. 8D; ]]
BLOG POST So much for trying
So much for trying to get all my deer in at once. 6 is my limit, and NEVER AGAIN.
BLOG POST I'll admit I'm not
I'll admit I'm not a fan of that one deer so much due to how how they act a lot. But there is a limit to how much you deal with them. Even if you're using a "non-aggressive tactic" (e.g., nuzzling), that can become just as annoying as someone constantly trying to fight.
Just think about it.
BLOG POST There is currently
There is currently what appears to be a Cooper's hawk perched in one of the trees out back. It's been there for over an hour, just sitting in the same spot. Might be digesting, since I'm pretty sure it was eating a sparrow earlier. (Kind of upset me since I like sparrows, too, but hawks need to eat to, so...)
First time I've seen one of these birds before. I knew we had red shouldered hawks in the area (I see them gliding by sometimes), but not Cooper's hawks.
It's a fluffy little thing.
~♥
*waves* XD
BLOG POST Seems like a lot
Seems like a lot of things happen in TEF when I'm distracted by other things.
I just spent I don't know how many hours making the "Ninja House" in Sims 2 and moving in Suiren and Toukan. |D
And I've come to the conclusion that the winter was giving me the downs. I felt kind of depressed and unmotivated for awhile and couldn't figure out why. But today was unusually warmer, and my mood was just great...until it started to get cloudy around 5pm. |D The week will continue to warm up until the weekend. It'll feel like spring for the next few days.
Maybe the ground hog that didn't see its shadow was right.
Man, I know exactly how you
I plan to. ;D *took
It'll be crazy when I move the D-fly Deer into their house. 7 people. O_o;;
I've been able to feel my fingers just fine; the heat was up too high. |D I plan to go get frozen yogurt sometime to take advantage of the warm weather. =B
BLOG POST *clings to art and
*clings to art and music files* I never wanna lose you guys again! D;
...ok, to be serious...
I have my old files back! 8D I figured out how to put the old computer's hard drive in this new computer. Doesn't matter about the old hard drive having Windows XP on it; it won't be picked up on as long as the main hard drive is still working.
*currently listening to her music* I was going insane without it.
I almost couldn't figure out how to get the side panel off this machine. But now that I know how... *glances in old computer's direction with its graphic card in mind* ...very tempted to see if I can get that in this machine. It has the right type of slot for it...but it looked like a small fan might be in the way. Hm...I'll try another day.
Happy [age omitted] birthday to my mom!
Yay!
"Psst... Touk... I need yer
^- Hence why he isn't doing much xD And congratz on getting all those files! Being the techo-inept person I am... I would fail ;;
...not stalking this, nope~
*sitting there, seemingly ignoring them both*
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An odd look of disbelief came
"What?" Apparently his mind couldn't fully process the thought.
[[*waves at Skitties* 8D;; ]]
"What d'ya mean, 'what'?" he
A soft giggle could be heard
((*couldn't resist*))
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He stared. "Maybe if I was
[[Skitties you ninja! XD]]
He started at him blankly for
((And proud~))
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He blinked. It wasn't
His ear drooped even more.
Toukan blinked again, this
"Let's see...I think this one stag was trying to claim me since he was getting his scent all over me which annoyed me and pissed my boyfriend off - had to prevent a fight from happening even...then there was the Valentine's Dance...and one of my friends has been acting weird for a few days...
"But other than that..." He shrugged. "Just the usual's been going on." His voice had remained quite casual, as if he were discussing nothing big.
DEER STATUS Toukan isn't
Toukan isn't feeling too great, so don't mind him as he stays collapsed for awhile.
Cracked ribs from being rammed into head on, gash on his left side surrounded by bruising, scratches to the legs (varying amounts on each; more to the front due to having to rely on boxing with his hooves).
He's not going to be moving much for awhile, and breathing will not be fun.