Dragonflies and More [Pega's updates]

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Dragonflies and More



You've entered the updates page of Pegasicorn, better known as Pega.

BLOG POSTs and DEER STATUSes will be posted via comments. This will also make it easier to know when I last updated if you're not tracking this, as the comments will keep track of the time.


Main Entry Last Edited: July 19, 2017
-let's start fixing some broken images...
-and cleaning up some old/other broken things (so much dust 8|)



DEER STUFF


Interaction and Roleplay Blog - Dragonflies and Nobility (always open)
Writings by Me and Gift Writings from Others
Deer Height Chart

Biographies
Dragonfly Deer (Scape, Magnet, Spade, Richter, Kinsha, Toukan, Tundra, Suiren, Radeon, Blue)
Bastilion
Numb
OOC "deer"/The Leowolf

Default In-Forest Looks (a "=" means this deer still needs to collect their set in version 3.4)
-- Scape - nightfall pelt, orca mask, orca antlers
-- Magnet - golden butterfly pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers
-- Spade - secretary bird pelt, real deer mask, kirin antlers
-- Richter - great argus pelt, real deer mask, peacock feathers
-- Kinsha - golden butterfly pelt, orca mask, butterfly antennae
-- Toukan - swan pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers (subject to change through part of the year - currently gazelle)
-- Tundra - brown and tan pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers (subject to change through part of the year - currently gazelle)
-- Suiren - kirin pelt, Forest Spirit mask, secretary bird antlers
-- Radeon - secretary bird pelt, - mask, default antlers (often with poppies)
-- Blue - nightfall pelt, golden butterfly (whistling) mask, magpie feathers
-- Bastilion - real deer pelt, - mask, zombie antlers
-- Triston - brown and tan pelt, - mask, long/tribal set (golden) antlers
-- Numb - brown and tan pelt, skull mask, gazelle antlers
-- The Leowolf/OOC "deer" - butterfly pelt, gazelle mask, beluga antlers
= -- Toefat - orca pelt, secretary bird mask, great argus antlers; though can be almost anything [Note: this is a "community" deer, meaning I'm not the only one who knows the username and password.]




USEFUL LINKS




HUMAN STUFF

Everything that was here was so out of date and irrelevant now. I don't know what to do with this space yet. \o/



Contact Info
Email: soaringpegacorn@gmail.com

Skype: pegasicorn (I basically never log into this now.)

Discord: Pegasicorn#4633
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Seele's picture

Good, then we are talking

Good, then we are talking about different people, because the one I am talking about takes everything very seriously.
Pegasicorn's picture

If they were, the shit would

If they were, the shit would stop. Actually, there would be no shit going on at all.
Seele's picture

Even though we're not talking

Even though we're not talking about the same people, I'll tell you that there are always TWO wrongs in a fight. If it consists of more people, then there are even more wrongs. Never just believe your friends for what they say, even if they are your friends.
Been through that far too often. But it's your choice, ofcourse..
Pegasicorn's picture

I'd like to think that the

I'd like to think that the two fighting are both my friends. But, one tends to twist words.
How do I know this for a fact? Well - They were both describing a situation that was going on to me at the same time (in different MSN windows), but describing it completely differently. I've know one of these people a lot longer than the other, so who am I going to believe more?

The agreement that was broken?
Stay away from each other.

I'd like to not have to get mad. But I am sick of this pointless shit. So I am going to rant about it when I lose it.

And, person I am talking about should be defending themself. The reason I am involved is because the two people against each other cannot hold a civil conversation due to them not liking each other. I had to enforce the agreement to leave each other alone.

I would love to deal with this in private, but it seems I need to reveal at least some of this to public light in order to get across the point of how serious I am.
Verycrazygirl's picture

I find it extremely tragic

I find it extremely tragic that one of these people is allowed to use In Characterness as an excuse to harrass people, but when a player who's characters' very nature is to protect those who need it, and they let their character do just that, they get into trouble.

For being In Character.
Which is exactly what the "bad guy character" was doing.

In this occassion, it was a Roleplay. The "bad guy"'s player had permission to chase the little "victim". And a "Guardian" deer, who feels it a duty to defend those who need it, interfered to protect the little victim character.
The Guardian's player treated it as In Character, and interacted in a Roleplay fashion.

The "Bad Guys" player obviously got upset because things did not go the way she wanted it to go.

Misako was there. She saw all.
You wern't, don't assume she is incorrect.
Thank you. =)

oh God, I'm so sorry this is

oh God, I'm so sorry this is happening. I just ignore it all, honestly. but I'm sorry that all this crap is going on. =__= some people honestly just can't grow up, or maybe I grew up too fast. I think I know who you're talking about, but I don't really know so I'm not going to make this a long ranty paragraph; you can always talk to me if you need it, Pega. just in case.
Pegasicorn's picture

That is not what I was

That is not what I was informed of. I was informed that Virgil went up to said character for walking around.

Oh, but here's something hypocritical:
Quote:
I find it extremely tragic that one of these people is allowed to use In Characterness as an excuse to harrass people, but when a player who's characters' very nature is to protect those who need it, and they let their character do just that, they get into trouble.

I find it tragic how you fail to separate this person from their character, when the character is in fact completely separate from the player. The player is not the character. Do you understand this?
And there is video proof of other occasions of Virgil going up to and bothering this other character when he was just walking around.
Why are no other players treated the same way? Why are they not accused of using their character as an excuse to harass? Why target one, and defend another?

(PS: Sarie, your post was not ignored in case you're wondering. I just didn't see it since I was on the "post comment" page for awhile.)

oh dear... I was right... and

oh dear... I was right... and I never thought you ignored it, looks like that took forever to type. <3 I'll flit off now, but I'll be here if you need someone to blow off steam to...
Verycrazygirl's picture

You were told it was walking

You were told it was walking around.

What Misako and I saw was stalking in circles around the victim.

Must I start recording video proof too? I can do that. =)

Quote:
I find it tragic how you fail to separate this person from their character, when the character is in fact completely separate from the player. The player is not the character. Do you understand this?


In this occassion, I treated Ren as Virgil would treat him.
I was Roleplaying.
The only reason it has become this is because Raz clearly wanted to throw shit at me. Can you not tell?

And, as it seems you had not been told. Lucian was there defending and protecting before Virgil entered the scene. Lucian was also expressing more aggression and threatening actions, however it would seem Raz only takes my one occassion of lowering antlers and blocking attempts personally.

Kanaf's picture

siiiiiiiiigh

siiiiiiiiigh
ShadowsofLight's picture

Hm. You know. Until 100%

Hm. You know. Until 100% conclusive evidence can be found, no one should listen to either side...i mean if we view this as if it is some kind of trial...

//two cents, that is really only worth like.....0.00000000000000002 cents

Mick Kreiger: You Know You Love Me XOXO
Pegasicorn's picture

I can't honestly blame Raz

I can't honestly blame Raz for taking any aggressive actions personally. She was, after all, pretty much chased off this site due to people not liking Ren and for having opinions.
The fact is, I know you two don't like each other. And most of the time, she will take any aggression personally since much of it occurs when Ren is not doing anything.
Another time even.
Need I say more?.
Seele's picture

Pega. I'm sorry but. I'm not

Pega.

I'm sorry but. I'm not sure if I should laugh or cry or throw something at my screen. That is NOT "Ren on a stroll and being harassed." That is "Ren going after a Victim and Virgil protecting said victim." I'm going to record now too so you can see everything FULLSCREEN. How did Raz ever get you this.. Omg.. I'm so sorry.. I really hope you'll see it one day..

First: I think this is where Ren went after a fox-like character. Whom actually didn't like it OOCly either. Virgil and Polt were blocking the way. Raz ignored me and walked -RIGHT- through me. Which after I ofcourse couldn't take her seriously anymore. Third video is the same occassion. If you're going to ICly harrass others, which is fine, then take the protectors SERIOUSLY too.
Second video: Ren harrassing Kaoori, a sister to Virgil. Obviously. THere is not even any AGRESSION in it. If someone dances on top of you, doesn't that MAYBE make you think that it's OOCLy not appreciated? Does she even have Kaoori's approval to harras her? I think not.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEAASE I hope you'll see it one day.. She's talking all of you into hating someone you barely know.. She did it to me too, and I care a lot about her, but I won't let her do that to me anymore.. Please please take the time to create your own opinion.. Please, just.. This is so ridiculous...
Verycrazygirl's picture

These videos are absolutely

These videos are absolutely ridiculas. =)

Yes, all three happened, of course.
But the videos only tell you what happens after Ren made his moves.

Video #1
Taking a stroll and doing nothing. Except walking DIRECTLY into us.
This clip was recorded after Ren harrassed another deer, well, fox if I recall correctly. Azura's V and one of Nine's miniature deer.
I have an unedited saved MSN convo from Nine's side saved on Wordpad here in regards to that encounter, but for Nine's sake I will not be posting it here. =)

Video #2
MSN, Kaoori informed me she was feeling harrassed at the time. I as a friend attempted to stand up for her. And so was Tally but that's okay because she's not me and is obviously not the problem.
I had no way of telling Raz that we were uninterested in Roleplaying with her, so I was attempting to say it through this sort of interaction.
Raz says that if you do not want Ren to attack you, you lower your antlers and shake your head no. Which as a matter of fact challenges to fight and if Raz takes you seriously will lead to further harrassment
Yes, to an extent I was somewhat wrong that encounter. But that was months ago and I have since learnt from it.

Video #3
Again, taking place after another harrassment encounter from Ren. I'm pretty sure it's the same timezone as the first video.
Poltergeist and Virgil have become incredibly close as friends, so after she walked out of course he would follow her. But Raz disregarded her anyway.
Why were we displaying aggression? We were trying to warn Ren off for harrassing little V.

And while the chance is given, I want to stress that I am sick and tired of the way Misako isn't being taken seriously.

Pegasicorn's picture

@Misako: And did you not see

@Misako: And did you not see the "Attention Everyone" blog?


Basically, what you're telling me is, I can't trust anyone.

*goes back to hoping her eyes don't look puffy*
Seele's picture

Pega please..I'm not mad at

Pega please..I'm not mad at you.. It's just, it makes me upset to see this happen.. Friends are hurt about this and it's not necressary.. Raz just really needs to get her things straight, I'm sorry. Everyone has been wrong in the past but I know VCG is working on it a lot, and I've seen Raz do so as well and I'm proud on her for that, but she can't keep herself to it.. She can't keep her personal grudges out..
Pega I love you please. I saw that blog, believe me. I praised her for it. But she doesn't keep to her own rules...

I know it's hard for her but she can't talk you into hating someone if it's not fair...
Verycrazygirl's picture

Pega. I'm sorry that you got

Pega.
I'm sorry that you got into this mess. I really am. :/
Feel better soon, please? ♥

Seele's picture

I also really need to add

I also really need to add that you shouldn't have been put into this mess in the first place.. I'm really sorry for that. I would've also rather handled this in private but.. Well you said that didn't help..
Not sure if this works better for you though..
I really want to hug you now but.. Yeah.. Raz is my friend too, I know I might not always act like it, but acting like it doesn't mean to put up with everything.. I'm just rambling. Please, feel better soon, and please just.. Yeah.. I'm going to talk to Raz about this though.. And no, not as in bashing her. But I never feel like it helps anything at all...

Also.. I just keep adding here, but to the not being able to trust anyone.. That's not true, but you can't always put full trust into someone just because they're your friend. Doesn't make everything they say true, although it's nice to believe it does..
Always keep to your own opinion, always. We girls like to put up people against eachother, but we don't always realise how much hurt we cause with that, although it might feel good to us. Raz nor I want to hurt you though, and neither does VCG. This just went all out of hand.
Pegasicorn's picture

I'm just tired of it. (I

I'm just tired of it. (I swear all the shit related to this has made me cry more than anything else this year. And I don't have the luxury of crying whenever I want. I have to hide it at home so people won't ask me what's wrong.)
This grudge has been going on since...about a year?
I've mentioned overseeing a talk or something like that, but...it hasn't happened mostly due to timezones. And now I don't know who to believe, if anyone.
Sometimes I wish there were no timezones so I could witness these things for myself.

There's too much to deal with in life to create more on the internet.

EDIT: COMMENT-NINJA'D.

My main problem is, I keep getting myself involved. If two people (especially my friends) can't seem to work out a conflict they have, it seems like there needs to be a third party involved. I don't know how to ignore things close to me.


And now I think I'm gonna have Toukan go "spiriting" so he can run around.
Kaoori's picture

*RUN BY KAOORI LOVE FOR

*RUN BY KAOORI LOVE FOR EVERYONE SHJKDFA *
SilentOrosco's picture

Walking near, through,

Walking near, through, towards, standing in, and nuzzling is not harassment, IC or not. Azriel does THE EXACT SAME THING, more so than Ren does and it has never been qualified as harassment.

Now, you've agreed in the past to ignore Ren inforest. In exchange, Ren would ignore Virgil. IC OR NOT.
In all those instances, Ren was stalking someone who happened to be near Virgil and not acknowledging him in the least, keeping up half of the deal.

Trust me, Raz doesn't play games in order to get on your nerves or any of the like. She'd really rather just not be able see you in forest at all. I really wish there were a way to just make certain players invisible, that way you could not see Ren, Ren could not see you, and we could all just get the frick on with it.

If you want it to end, IF YOU REALLY WANT IT TO STOP, then don't let Ren exist for you. Ignore him completely. Do not let yourself see him. There is no way he can hurt you, there is no way he can permanently scar you, he is made up. So he's nearby. So he walked through someone you knew. A reaction is not required.
The idea only exists if you allow it.
None of these deer exist if you cease to accept the idea. Azriel does not, Ren does not, Virgil, Scape, Polt, All of them.

Stop letting made up characters and their fictional actions in a digital world effect you so much. It seems unfeeling, it seems apathetic, but see whatever you want. This is my opinion.

Mis, VCG, I have nothing against you as people. In fact, if we never talked about this, we could probably be friends. I like both of you, I like your characters, your ideas, your writing.
Because of this, I'm not going to fight with you, and apologize if I've hurt you.
But this does not change where I stand.

Please, just listen to this and let them stop existing for each other. This is all this fight is going to lead to anyways, no matter how long it's dragged out or how good both points are.
Seed's picture

*hugs everyone, especially

*hugs everyone, especially Pega*
I don't even think it matters who was originally right or wrong or good or bad at this point, does it? Seriously. What I'm seeing, as someone who has too many dogs in this fight to care about it (if that makes sense -- it doesn't matter who's right because everyone's getting hurt, so why bother sorting the exact causation out), is just a bunch of people, none of them bad people in my book, hurting eachother and letting themselves be hurt. That just isn't right.

*hugs everyone again*
Kiraki's picture

*Hands out cookies to

*Hands out cookies to everyone* <3

Cookies fix everything yes? *flails* :3

*scurries off*
Pegasicorn's picture

BLOG POST *in response

BLOG POST

*in response to--oh heck, in response to VCG's updates page* I'm alright; kinda relieved actually.

And the hugs are appreciated. ^^ EDIT: As are the cookies. *dives on* >> << >>

DEER STATUS

TOUKAN. WHY DO YOU ALWAYS FLOAT-SLEEP IF I LEAVE YOU ALONE TOO LONG? O_O ...it's because you're a reindeer, isn't it? >>
Seed's picture

XD Sorry for blipping out on

XD Sorry for blipping out on Toukan earlier. I may bring Hyacinth in in a little bit.
Pegasicorn's picture

No, it's fine. =] I was going

No, it's fine. =] I was going to take a screenshot with a caption of, "Your company was appreciated," but Seed disappeared before I could. |D
Seed's picture

Well, thanks. Seed likes

Well, thanks. Seed likes Toukan well enough, even if they don't know eachother much save through mutual friends. I think that makes 3 of your deer Seed likes hanging with, with the rest mostly not met.
...oh, by the way, what's your schedule on the 14th of June like? Rouda and I are discussing dates.
Kaoori's picture

ROFL I NOTICED THAT Kaoori

ROFL I NOTICED THAT
Kaoori spent 5 mminutes looking for Toukan around the pond, and when I zoomed out I saw him. xD
Pegasicorn's picture

@Seed: I do seem to fixate on

@Seed: I do seem to fixate on playing Toukan for some reason. |D There's just something about playing him, despite his handicap...
Ah shoot, the 14th is a Monday. I have class that day. D= Won't be home 'til around 5pm (EST GMT -5 time). Curse you necessary last class of college!

@Kaoori: XD; *pets Kaoori* What's ironic is, before I revamped him and brought him back with a new picto, he did the same thing once before on his old picto. 8D; Heck, he did the same thing yesterday! |D Why is it that my most "realistic" deer is turning into the least realistic?

*conducts a test* >>
Zergarikiaka's picture

*stops simply lurking in

*stops simply lurking in order to give hugs*
Pegasicorn's picture

*throws the HYPER ON AIR fawn

*throws the HYPER ON AIR fawn at to nuzzle to death* 8]
Seed's picture

Hm. Well, we'll see about

Hm. Well, we'll see about making alterations to the timing or date, though date seems more likely. Everything's pretty tenative right now.
Zergarikiaka's picture

Fweeeee HYPERONAIRFAWWWWWN.

Fweeeee HYPERONAIRFAWWWWWN.
Pegasicorn's picture

I have class on Mondays and

I have class on Mondays and Wednesdays. Same class both days; same schedule. I'll also more than likely take some time to get on the computer those days since I'll be washing off bugspray. |D


*pokes Neathe* Toukan's not dead yet.
Kaoori's picture

I LOVE A TOUKAN. *FANGIRLS*

I LOVE A TOUKAN.

*FANGIRLS* KYAAAA~
Seed's picture

*Hyacinth motions for Kaoori

*Hyacinth motions for Kaoori to get behind her -- in short, be ready to wait, because there's a line... except she does it without her font because I'm lazy*
Seed's picture

*I, meanwhile, doublepost*

*I, meanwhile, doublepost*
Pegasicorn's picture

I wish I knew how to make

I wish I knew how to make plushies. I'd so make one with long fur so it's more huggable. 8D ...maybe I should check if I could commission my friend who made ScapePlush. >>


EDIT: XDD;; Too bad for the fangirls/fandoes he's ga--*KICK'D*
Toukan: *lowers leg from kicking* >///< Shut up.
Seele's picture

I just had to put my computer

I just had to put my computer on late at night again huh XDD

Anyway, I'm glad you feel better Pega! As to the involvement with friends fighting: I'm exactly the same, though I know I get worked up about it ;_;'' So I really shouldn't. It's bad when it starts to affect the real life.
Anyway, to Silent, I won't continue this here <3 If you have anything to discuss, you have my msn. I'm most likely not on a lot tomorrow but I'll try! Let's see how far we can come with uh.. Solving this? In.. Some sort of way? Who knows?

Off to bed! D8
Zergarikiaka's picture

Epic Stare-Off is epic. XD

Epic Stare-Off is epic. XD
Kaoori's picture

MASS STARE DOWN AT THE RUINS.

MASS STARE DOWN AT THE RUINS. FILM AT 11.
Zergarikiaka's picture

This could last a while. XD

This could last a while. XD *gets blueberries*

-watches like a creeper-

-watches like a creeper-
Zergarikiaka's picture

Lol Bast-bunny. XD *is

Lol Bast-bunny. XD
*is starting to get ADHD and needs to move*
Tally's picture

Fun staring is fun. :3

Fun staring is fun. :3
Zergarikiaka's picture

FFFF Dark just got spammed

FFFF Dark just got spammed with Talor's pelt, then Arch's "Day" disguise pelt. XD
Pegasicorn's picture

Bast-bunny is remaining

Bast-bunny is remaining dignified....somehow.
...and no I don't know why he hasn't sneezed it off yet.

...Amary has a Bast-bunny

...Amary has a Bast-bunny under her. o-o
Pegasicorn's picture

Indeed.

Indeed. Cool
Kaoori's picture

gah, I had to end it. I'm

gah, I had to end it. I'm being called away. :/