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Dragonfly Deer (Scape, Magnet, Spade, Richter, Kinsha, Toukan, Tundra, Suiren, Radeon, Blue)
Bastilion
Numb
OOC "deer"/The Leowolf
Default In-Forest Looks (a "=" means this deer still needs to collect their set in version 3.4)
-- Scape - nightfall pelt, orca mask, orca antlers
-- Magnet - golden butterfly pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers
-- Spade - secretary bird pelt, real deer mask, kirin antlers
-- Richter - great argus pelt, real deer mask, peacock feathers
-- Kinsha - golden butterfly pelt, orca mask, butterfly antennae
-- Toukan - swan pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers (subject to change through part of the year - currently gazelle)
-- Tundra - brown and tan pelt, real deer mask, real deer antlers (subject to change through part of the year - currently gazelle)
-- Suiren - kirin pelt, Forest Spirit mask, secretary bird antlers
-- Radeon - secretary bird pelt, - mask, default antlers (often with poppies)
-- Blue - nightfall pelt, golden butterfly (whistling) mask, magpie feathers
-- Bastilion - real deer pelt, - mask, zombie antlers
-- Triston - brown and tan pelt, - mask, long/tribal set (golden) antlers
-- Numb - brown and tan pelt, skull mask, gazelle antlers
-- The Leowolf/OOC "deer" - butterfly pelt, gazelle mask, beluga antlers
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-- Toefat - orca pelt, secretary bird mask, great argus antlers; though can be almost anything [Note: this is a "community" deer, meaning I'm not the only one who knows the username and password.]
Good, then we are talking
If they were, the shit would
Even though we're not talking
Been through that far too often. But it's your choice, ofcourse..
I'd like to think that the
How do I know this for a fact? Well - They were both describing a situation that was going on to me at the same time (in different MSN windows), but describing it completely differently. I've know one of these people a lot longer than the other, so who am I going to believe more?
The agreement that was broken?
Stay away from each other.
I'd like to not have to get mad. But I am sick of this pointless shit. So I am going to rant about it when I lose it.
And, person I am talking about should be defending themself. The reason I am involved is because the two people against each other cannot hold a civil conversation due to them not liking each other. I had to enforce the agreement to leave each other alone.
I would love to deal with this in private, but it seems I need to reveal at least some of this to public light in order to get across the point of how serious I am.
I find it extremely tragic
For being In Character.
Which is exactly what the "bad guy character" was doing.
In this occassion, it was a Roleplay. The "bad guy"'s player had permission to chase the little "victim". And a "Guardian" deer, who feels it a duty to defend those who need it, interfered to protect the little victim character.
The Guardian's player treated it as In Character, and interacted in a Roleplay fashion.
The "Bad Guys" player obviously got upset because things did not go the way she wanted it to go.
Misako was there. She saw all.
You wern't, don't assume she is incorrect.
Thank you. =)
oh God, I'm so sorry this is
That is not what I was
Oh, but here's something hypocritical:
I find it tragic how you fail to separate this person from their character, when the character is in fact completely separate from the player. The player is not the character. Do you understand this?
And there is video proof of other occasions of Virgil going up to and bothering this other character when he was just walking around.
Why are no other players treated the same way? Why are they not accused of using their character as an excuse to harass? Why target one, and defend another?
(PS: Sarie, your post was not ignored in case you're wondering. I just didn't see it since I was on the "post comment" page for awhile.)
oh dear... I was right... and
You were told it was walking
What Misako and I saw was stalking in circles around the victim.
Must I start recording video proof too? I can do that. =)
In this occassion, I treated Ren as Virgil would treat him.
I was Roleplaying.
The only reason it has become this is because Raz clearly wanted to throw shit at me. Can you not tell?
And, as it seems you had not been told. Lucian was there defending and protecting before Virgil entered the scene. Lucian was also expressing more aggression and threatening actions, however it would seem Raz only takes my one occassion of lowering antlers and blocking attempts personally.
siiiiiiiiigh
Hm. You know. Until 100%
//two cents, that is really only worth like.....0.00000000000000002 cents
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I can't honestly blame Raz
The fact is, I know you two don't like each other. And most of the time, she will take any aggression personally since much of it occurs when Ren is not doing anything.
Another time even.
Need I say more?.
Pega. I'm sorry but. I'm not
I'm sorry but. I'm not sure if I should laugh or cry or throw something at my screen. That is NOT "Ren on a stroll and being harassed." That is "Ren going after a Victim and Virgil protecting said victim." I'm going to record now too so you can see everything FULLSCREEN. How did Raz ever get you this.. Omg.. I'm so sorry.. I really hope you'll see it one day..
First: I think this is where Ren went after a fox-like character. Whom actually didn't like it OOCly either. Virgil and Polt were blocking the way. Raz ignored me and walked -RIGHT- through me. Which after I ofcourse couldn't take her seriously anymore. Third video is the same occassion. If you're going to ICly harrass others, which is fine, then take the protectors SERIOUSLY too.
Second video: Ren harrassing Kaoori, a sister to Virgil. Obviously. THere is not even any AGRESSION in it. If someone dances on top of you, doesn't that MAYBE make you think that it's OOCLy not appreciated? Does she even have Kaoori's approval to harras her? I think not.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEAASE I hope you'll see it one day.. She's talking all of you into hating someone you barely know.. She did it to me too, and I care a lot about her, but I won't let her do that to me anymore.. Please please take the time to create your own opinion.. Please, just.. This is so ridiculous...
These videos are absolutely
Yes, all three happened, of course.
But the videos only tell you what happens after Ren made his moves.
Video #1
Taking a stroll and doing nothing. Except walking DIRECTLY into us.
This clip was recorded after Ren harrassed another deer, well, fox if I recall correctly. Azura's V and one of Nine's miniature deer.
I have an unedited saved MSN convo from Nine's side saved on Wordpad here in regards to that encounter, but for Nine's sake I will not be posting it here. =)
Video #2
MSN, Kaoori informed me she was feeling harrassed at the time. I as a friend attempted to stand up for her. And so was Tally but that's okay because she's not me and is obviously not the problem.
I had no way of telling Raz that we were uninterested in Roleplaying with her, so I was attempting to say it through this sort of interaction.
Raz says that if you do not want Ren to attack you, you lower your antlers and shake your head no. Which as a matter of fact challenges to fight and if Raz takes you seriously will lead to further harrassment
Yes, to an extent I was somewhat wrong that encounter. But that was months ago and I have since learnt from it.
Video #3
Again, taking place after another harrassment encounter from Ren. I'm pretty sure it's the same timezone as the first video.
Poltergeist and Virgil have become incredibly close as friends, so after she walked out of course he would follow her. But Raz disregarded her anyway.
Why were we displaying aggression? We were trying to warn Ren off for harrassing little V.
And while the chance is given, I want to stress that I am sick and tired of the way Misako isn't being taken seriously.
@Misako: And did you not see
Basically, what you're telling me is, I can't trust anyone.
*goes back to hoping her eyes don't look puffy*
Pega please..I'm not mad at
Pega I love you please. I saw that blog, believe me. I praised her for it. But she doesn't keep to her own rules...
I know it's hard for her but she can't talk you into hating someone if it's not fair...
Pega. I'm sorry that you got
I'm sorry that you got into this mess. I really am. :/
Feel better soon, please? ♥
I also really need to add
Not sure if this works better for you though..
I really want to hug you now but.. Yeah.. Raz is my friend too, I know I might not always act like it, but acting like it doesn't mean to put up with everything.. I'm just rambling. Please, feel better soon, and please just.. Yeah.. I'm going to talk to Raz about this though.. And no, not as in bashing her. But I never feel like it helps anything at all...
Also.. I just keep adding here, but to the not being able to trust anyone.. That's not true, but you can't always put full trust into someone just because they're your friend. Doesn't make everything they say true, although it's nice to believe it does..
Always keep to your own opinion, always. We girls like to put up people against eachother, but we don't always realise how much hurt we cause with that, although it might feel good to us. Raz nor I want to hurt you though, and neither does VCG. This just went all out of hand.
I'm just tired of it. (I
This grudge has been going on since...about a year?
I've mentioned overseeing a talk or something like that, but...it hasn't happened mostly due to timezones. And now I don't know who to believe, if anyone.
Sometimes I wish there were no timezones so I could witness these things for myself.
There's too much to deal with in life to create more on the internet.
EDIT: COMMENT-NINJA'D.
My main problem is, I keep getting myself involved. If two people (especially my friends) can't seem to work out a conflict they have, it seems like there needs to be a third party involved. I don't know how to ignore things close to me.
And now I think I'm gonna have Toukan go "spiriting" so he can run around.
*RUN BY KAOORI LOVE FOR
Walking near, through,
Now, you've agreed in the past to ignore Ren inforest. In exchange, Ren would ignore Virgil. IC OR NOT.
In all those instances, Ren was stalking someone who happened to be near Virgil and not acknowledging him in the least, keeping up half of the deal.
Trust me, Raz doesn't play games in order to get on your nerves or any of the like. She'd really rather just not be able see you in forest at all. I really wish there were a way to just make certain players invisible, that way you could not see Ren, Ren could not see you, and we could all just get the frick on with it.
If you want it to end, IF YOU REALLY WANT IT TO STOP, then don't let Ren exist for you. Ignore him completely. Do not let yourself see him. There is no way he can hurt you, there is no way he can permanently scar you, he is made up. So he's nearby. So he walked through someone you knew. A reaction is not required.
The idea only exists if you allow it.
None of these deer exist if you cease to accept the idea. Azriel does not, Ren does not, Virgil, Scape, Polt, All of them.
Stop letting made up characters and their fictional actions in a digital world effect you so much. It seems unfeeling, it seems apathetic, but see whatever you want. This is my opinion.
Mis, VCG, I have nothing against you as people. In fact, if we never talked about this, we could probably be friends. I like both of you, I like your characters, your ideas, your writing.
Because of this, I'm not going to fight with you, and apologize if I've hurt you.
But this does not change where I stand.
Please, just listen to this and let them stop existing for each other. This is all this fight is going to lead to anyways, no matter how long it's dragged out or how good both points are.
*hugs everyone, especially
I don't even think it matters who was originally right or wrong or good or bad at this point, does it? Seriously. What I'm seeing, as someone who has too many dogs in this fight to care about it (if that makes sense -- it doesn't matter who's right because everyone's getting hurt, so why bother sorting the exact causation out), is just a bunch of people, none of them bad people in my book, hurting eachother and letting themselves be hurt. That just isn't right.
*hugs everyone again*
*Hands out cookies to
Cookies fix everything yes? *flails* :3
*scurries off*
BLOG POST *in response
*in response to--oh heck, in response to VCG's updates page* I'm alright; kinda relieved actually.
And the hugs are appreciated. ^^ EDIT: As are the cookies. *dives on* >> << >>
DEER STATUS
TOUKAN. WHY DO YOU ALWAYS FLOAT-SLEEP IF I LEAVE YOU ALONE TOO LONG? O_O ...it's because you're a reindeer, isn't it? >>
XD Sorry for blipping out on
No, it's fine. =] I was going
Well, thanks. Seed likes
...oh, by the way, what's your schedule on the 14th of June like? Rouda and I are discussing dates.
ROFL I NOTICED THAT Kaoori
Kaoori spent 5 mminutes looking for Toukan around the pond, and when I zoomed out I saw him. xD
@Seed: I do seem to fixate on
Ah shoot, the 14th is a Monday. I have class that day. D= Won't be home 'til around 5pm (EST GMT -5 time). Curse you necessary last class of college!
@Kaoori: XD; *pets Kaoori* What's ironic is, before I revamped him and brought him back with a new picto, he did the same thing once before on his old picto. 8D; Heck, he did the same thing yesterday! |D Why is it that my most "realistic" deer is turning into the least realistic?
*conducts a test* >>
*stops simply lurking in
*throws the HYPER ON AIR fawn
Hm. Well, we'll see about
Fweeeee HYPERONAIRFAWWWWWN.
I have class on Mondays and
*pokes Neathe* Toukan's not dead yet.
I LOVE A TOUKAN. *FANGIRLS*
*FANGIRLS* KYAAAA~
*Hyacinth motions for Kaoori
*I, meanwhile, doublepost*
I wish I knew how to make
EDIT: XDD;; Too bad for the fangirls/fandoes he's ga--*KICK'D*
Toukan: *lowers leg from kicking* >///< Shut up.
I just had to put my computer
Anyway, I'm glad you feel better Pega! As to the involvement with friends fighting: I'm exactly the same, though I know I get worked up about it ;_;'' So I really shouldn't. It's bad when it starts to affect the real life.
Anyway, to Silent, I won't continue this here <3 If you have anything to discuss, you have my msn. I'm most likely not on a lot tomorrow but I'll try! Let's see how far we can come with uh.. Solving this? In.. Some sort of way? Who knows?
Off to bed! D8
Epic Stare-Off is epic. XD
MASS STARE DOWN AT THE RUINS.
This could last a while. XD
-watches like a creeper-
Lol Bast-bunny. XD *is
*is starting to get ADHD and needs to move*
Fun staring is fun. :3
FFFF Dark just got spammed
Bast-bunny is remaining
...and no I don't know why he hasn't sneezed it off yet.
...Amary has a Bast-bunny
Indeed.
gah, I had to end it. I'm