"We Are One."
"Hello I'm not dead I am very much alive and still lurking!"
Sylph
I like to doodle?? a lot??
i'm very quiet and most likely wont contact you unless you contact me first
hello and hi and welcome, it's not the best but here I am I guess?
6/27/23
I never quite felt as though I belonged here. I don't think I'll be returning, enjoy your week and the new game
9/28/19- Hi,,, so I’m not totally gone in case anyone was wondering, which I find doubtful. But I finished Bootcamp yayy, I’m not sure if I should start coming back?? Idk I just I miss the beautiful art and calm scenery but I don’t miss the little to no interaction I’ve seen or anything of that sort. So this might be my goodbye to everyone? Well, everyone who comes across this I guess. I had a nice run but I don’t think I’ll be coming back other than logging on to see the updates and sit in the forest ambience. Have a nice day
10/15/18- Going to start edging back into the forest again using this accounts picto. I'll be OOc and just chilling, so please feel free to message me or sit and chill with my deer. The ambience is very nice. I've oficially been accepted into the Air Force, i'm going in with the Aerospace medical Service job under my name, so i'm happy i'll get to help people 
8/10/18-Heyy. I'm kind of sad, I've lost almost all my drive to play this, rip my characters. I've been on as much as possible to honor Fly and be a part of the circle for him. I'm so sad I was never really around to have interacted with him, he was such a happy, hopeful beacon in my opinion. He was one of the community figures I enjoyed seeing around the forums or in-game. I truly hope and pray he rests well, he deserved the world. <3
3/31/18-I've been feeling really tired lately. Like I know my sleeping schedule is absolutely destroyed but not like tired tired, like. Like i'm just mentally tired, and worn out, and really just want to sit and think for a few hours with books or something. Life is just, so boring?? Stuff is predictable, and really just makes me feel like a deflating balloon.
EMOTIONS ARENT THEY FUN
2/20/18-so. Ie been mulling it over, and i might as well retire most of my characters. Im somewhat sad to do so but i have literally no drive for them, I?l definitely keep Verone up and running, though my plans for her are coming to a block 
. I?l keep Clair as an ooc i guess, her partner, i might just give his design back toits original owner or see if anyone is happy to take it.
2/6/18-Sending out a bit of late good luck to Jiaruqa, Hope everyone is having a good day.
1/28/18-See this? 
That's not how they are in game? iT always does this, like, I just wanna make it cute and form a heart pls
1/11/18-Woohoooooo 2018, hopefully its good. Started out the year with a tablet, what even are stabilizers and how does one use one?? School is much better, switched three classes, got into choir. Birthday's coming in a few weeks, another year woohoo. Hopefully I can get less critical on everything i doodle on the tablet.
12/11/17-Hey i'm back for a moment, <3 to all of you guys in the comments, really appreciate u guys. . Itching for Christmas to get here. I wanna see if i get a drawing tablet; once i get one then i can make a DA and get DA points for adopts, and then i can adopts for myself and etc etc
12/4
I was really excited when I got back into the game recently. But now with everything going on and no time for me to just sit and relax, and nothing to really do in forest I might just take a break from checking up on the events on TEFc, probably going into the forest just for ambience? Idk
11/28
taken down because No.
I got an 85 on the ASVAB though,, so, there's that too I guess.
11/26
so uh, hey to whoever is there. I've been feeling really weird lately?? Like that icky impending doom feeling sitting in the bottom of my stomach is constantly there? I just, I don't like it. I might be getting a drawing tablet soon though, so i'll try and get good at that
11/13
My comfort level went from 10 to 3 really fast for little to no reason UUUAAAGHHHHHHH, I just wanna get back into TEFc again.
11/2
Starting to feel comfy in the community again, which is honestly so nice. I missed it, missed not having anxious thoughts that made me avoid tracking and commenting, really hope to get into TEF a lot more, I might approach some people, probably not, but i mean i'm giddy about feeling happy!
11/1
Starting to feel comfortable in the forest again, lot less anxious thoughts and "oops my faults". I'll probably be on sometimes, just sitting on my own, also gave Verone some interesting story stuff that links in with Strega, who i think should act as sister figure towards Verone. Verones personality also seems to be changing while she hangs out with Strega, who tends to take Verone on her little witchy trips.
10/24
I'm Getting better at trying to approach people in public and over text, which makes me feel better. But I still feel like I push them away without realizing it, then I simply feel sad that we don't talk anymore. I still can't not bring up something halfheartedly and regret it afterwards because it made things awkward. I seem to do that often, it ruins my mood for a while after that, sad.
10/22
So I haven't really been paying attention to how I feel a lot?? And i've just been brushing it off with the assumption of "they're more important than me, them first". Which I do believe, like 85% of the time. I think I just feel alone, like, nobody really gets how I feel internally, but I mean I push it away not wanting to be edgy and cringy but it feels like that's what I think without actually thinking it, like its how I think I feel subconsciously? Idk, I just feel like I stand where I am alone, idk it just felt like I hit something close to home when I thought it over
10/19
Schools starting to get hectic again. lovely. I like it, it makes me feel part of stuff and makes me motivated to do the work again. Art is,, slow. The teacher has, sadly, come down with ALS (Lou Gehrig's disease). I am so sorry for her, she hardly sends the school updates and honestly I feel very sad that I never got to meet her.
10/18
Nobody probably reads this to be honest but it's nice to have somewhere to put my stuff down y'know? without the possibility of a sibling or family member getting it and questioning you and making you feel anxious and awkward. Today was fine, I decided to try and look decent, I got a compliment, which is a first so I'm good.
10/17
I uhh, don't really have much drive to play this?? I love my characters and all, but I just constantly feel left out of some likely non existent loop or just ignored?? bleh! You guys honestly are all really somewhat intimidating to me? I really like your doodles and arts and characters and everything, but I just, get so anxious and end up either not commenting, being too shy to contact you or anything and I feel like it's pushed me away from playing the game as much as I used to? But yea my days good hru, I hope you're doing good
I have read this and will not
Stay strong. Always.
honestly, thank you; I know I
i can relate to this - but i
sent you a friend request on
@Sypris @Leotie
if ya ever see one of my babs
hi little honey! i want to
you are really wise, you know? i like reading what you've written.
about your friend who is ignoring you... of course that is really hurtful, of course you care. maybe you can ask her about it. that might be scary, and it's definitely her responsibility rather than yours. but, and this may sound weird, maybe she is afraid of losing you too. maybe it will be a mistake for her that she will regret later. i made that mistake of ignoring and losing my bestie when i was your age. because of stupid reasons. it may not be the same for you and her, but maybe it will make you feel better just to have dared to ask anyway. just a thought to be welcomed or ignored as you please. C:
anyway i think you are lovely. keep being you!
Trackin' ♥
aw what?! dang... that's such
i guess some people only see things that shallowly. gotta say though, a person with those kinds of priorities, that is not someone who understands friendship.
but you've got heart and you're wise and awesome. i wish you can stay grounded in that <3