Recent Update
**NOTE ABOUT THE RUT**
Freya isn't officially entered but likely will be hanging out with a lot of characters that are. For all intents and purposes she may be treated kind of like a judge. NOT interested in babymaking and is happily partnered with Stria.
Past Update
Startled out of a doze with her beloved on the couch by the infants apparently deciding to come early. Rushed to the Forest with Stria's help, and struggled to find the thicket she had originally chosen among the snow and cold. With the help of her partner's antlers and some sleuthing, found the spot and dug the entrance out from under a drift, collapsing inside gratefully. Shared a quick moment with Stria before getting DOWN to BUSINESS.
Delivered both premature but healthy twins fairly easily, despite her fears. Overjoyed, relieved, and besotted. May have cried.....a bit. Overwhelmed at the miracle Easca had helped create, overwhelmed by Stria's support...overwhelmed by everything in that moment basically smh. Murmured words of love to the twins as she cleaned them, considering names. Felt she could EXPLODE with love at the sight of them, just as her giant tummy exploded.
Could only manage a shaky exchange of words with her partner before cuddling close and admiring the babies. Belatedly aware of all her OTHER CHILDREN'S presences, and grateful that they came and stayed. Grateful even to Fog, though sad at their continued behavior. Sent all of them warm, loving looks and hoped they could feel her appreciation for all of them and that they would understand she would speak with them soon. But not quite yet.
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Doing so many things. Approached Fog to talk to them about an important matter...which didn't go as she would have hoped. Crushed by the outcome, wounded by their vehement rejection and cruel words. Spoke later to Stria about it, and felt only marginally better. Resolved, as always, to keep trying her best.
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Snugging Her Boys (FyrnCae).
Tried her best last night to assist Sauvignon with her birthing, though by no means is a trained midwife. Aware from the start that something wasn't right; quickly became utterly horrified when things went sideways. Well they already were,,,,went more sideways. Desperately attempted to revive the dead fawns to no use. Gave in after too long to comfort Sauvi as best she could, despite her own state at that point. Remained at her side until the WEE HOURS of the night and returned to her home to gather a few things. Discovered her partner awake and spoke to her. (RP IN PROGRESS).
Returned to give the items to Sauvi, then rushed to her makeshift home in Toruos to make breakfast for the children before she had to work. Needless to say, it was a long shift.
Once more came back to the forest near mechanically to check on everyone. Hasn't slept in almost 24 hours so she emotional and loopy smh
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AFTER being led to Fyrneln (Ka's 'woodrings') one fateful night after an attack by Kyrian, frequenting the forest to spend time with the boy and bring him medicine. Now that's not needed as much, brings him sweets from where she works. Thinks of him often when she's in 'Else' and stresses over his aloneness. Aware of him having child friends, but sees no adults taking interest in him other than Easca and her partner. Worried.
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Tired from hustling at work, home life, and spending spare time in forest. Dozes when she can. HOWEVER, the happiest she's been in her entire life, especially after a particularly meaningful conversation with Stria.
( I need to change relations but the entire section is so out of date it immediately murders any motivation I have to work on it )
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Let Stria be while she did responsible adult things in 'Else'. Working hard to become literate and immensely enjoying time spent with Fogkissed while she's at it! Had discovered a community garden of sorts in the town and had been using it as a 'calming' place of sorts....But finally decided she had let Stria avoid her for a long enough and tracked her down for a talk.
Learned a few things; namely a revolting accusation thrown at her friend surely only to cause immense hurt. Briefly touched on other things that troubled the taller woman/doe. And then it was gay.
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play and games w/stria
then gay angst(tm)
I want my mom, thinks Freya. But ofc mom is gone so curls up in the sun to overanalyze convo with Stria.
Then later Stria was like "u wanna go home now" and was still feeling rlly hurt but went anyway
will player ever write a real update? who knows!
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Spent a long while last night curled up with Stria in the Blue Bowl, admiring how different and beautiful the forest looked.
Trailed after the other doe when she went for a drink at the pond, taking a dip and having a drink as well before Stria shoved her and she almost fell completely over into the water. Devolved into play, chasing each other all through the forest. Paused a few times to catch a breather and admire the fireflies, at one point having her glowing feathers ('cause it's dark so they're glowey!) compared to the small insects.
Later, neared and recognized a doe she had met through Stria before (Easca). Bobbed a polite hello, moving closer once Stria had done the same and was invited to move past their acquaintance, obviously interested in shapes a bit behind her. Caught her breath when she realized it was another doe (Uy) with two newborn fawns (Aleta+Néli). Kept a respectable distance and leaned her cheek against a tree, sighing and full of an unnamed longing and wonder as glowing fireflies danced in the flower patch.
Remained there hearteyeing at the babies until Stria was finished making her respects, then leaned against her friend happily. A good night.
Been spending time with Stria, some time with Yoko+Peregryn and also met a few new faces; Freyja+"Unnamed" (player cried with joy, pls make friends Freya).
Wandered aimlessly today, thinking over a few things. Stumbled across a
small fawn all by itself. Unable to scent any parents in the area, immediately drew closer out of concern and said hello. Charmed and helplessly in love with her reception. Played with the child before seeing if she would be down for snugs; which she was. Invited a stranger closer when noticed he was lingering near (Sadiki).
Later, after he had departed, joined by Stria who she greeted with joy and play. Suffered some squashing ty Stria, but was showered with poppies which made her v happy. Initially a little unhappy over the other doe's reaction towards the fawn, worried it would be a problem, but patiently made a comparison and felt better about Stria's reaction after that. More snugs.
Also Rota came by sometime during the evening,,,was awk? Said hello and invited her to sit but she scrammed instead.
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returned ♥
reunited with Stria
hai.
hey you B)
-sits quietly- WELL HELLO (:
mama track ♥
~ C.S. Lewis
Daddy track
Track ♥
Sig: Aihnna
tiny babu
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Jacklo's Characters/Hub
Discord: Daddy#4977
baby
♥
/plops c8
track ouo
Aww ~
Track. (B
Thank you all ;u;
BABY
Profile picture by ahimsa ♥
Pixel Wis by squeegie~
Hey did you change your skype
~ C.S. Lewis
.: Aww what a precious baby!
-flops in-
So sorry I missed these
Going to be much more active on this girl now!
Poppy, mismatched; sdfhsj <3
Faina; thank you very much!
boop. e u e
c: Just gonna leave a track
xixi, treacherous; you two
(No subject)
♥
Tracky
Everyone;
"Frustration turned to to
HELLO
WAS GOING TO TRACK ANYWAY BUT HELLO AND uh
if I'm thinking of the right moment she was lunging for Freya but snapped back to Blue rather quickly, up to you whether or not she hit her the first time - would have just been a harsh swat if anything. (also sry freya umay's such a dik)
ANYWAY, really love the bio ;; the colours are appealing/cheerful to look at.
HI SAPH
Ah, thank you for clarifying! I wasn't sure and I didn't want to assume anything. I'll fix that in her update when I go to finish it.
(freya just wants love for everyone umay y u gotta be liek that)
Thank you very much. .u.
Cute baby :3 Fun to play
Fun to play with.
Belated track, she's a sweety
*cuddles with new css*
~ C.S. Lewis
Look what waningsun Drew c:
Ebony, you sweetheart, thank
Missing you.
"It's good to see you again
Pressed against her elder's
Still leaning up against the great blue side, the young doe tilted her head just enough to smile up at Lilith and peer at her from one eye. "Hello! I missed you."
♥ tracking this.
The little one's grooming is
"I've missed you too, how have you been?"
She plows on with her
"I'm finally getting bigger! She beamed, pride and excitement written over her every feature. It had taken her so long to grow that she was beginning to wonder why all the others her ae were so much bigger. Her pale face wrinkles in distaste as the thick iron taste of blood coats her tongue, cream ears pinning. "You're hurt!"
A nod of the head and another
She hums a bit in embarrassment at the little's concern, she's surprised she ever let herself get to be such a mess. For goodness sake, she's been down at the pond many times now and a bath never crossed her mind. "No miss, I'm not hurt. My son and grandson were, one's better now but the other isn't just yet. I'm sorry I worried you."
More than pleased at her
Her face gains a somber cast at the news. "I'm sorry for your family. Find me if you need any help, ok?" Another nudge to emphasis her point.
"Probably, all feathers have
"Thank-you Freya, I will. And if you ever need any help you can come find me too." After this week is over...the old one really won't have too much to do and anyways, the company will be appreciated. She starts grooming the little gold's back, still clumsy but better than she was before.
Her bright eyes go wide with
Bobbing her head in recognition of the offer, she murmurs a quiet,"Thank you Big One." Before sighing happily and melting against the other's side at the grooming.
"Indeed." Her reaction is
"You're welcome dear." The big blue shakes loose a flower and places it gently behind one of the cream colored ears. A gift, one of the few she's given.
She remains as still as
"Oh, thank you very much!" Flowers were her favorite. How did Big Blue know that flowers were her favorite? Making a small, happy sound, she tucked her small head into the doe's shoulder.
(I completely forgot about this, sorry! :c )
She chuckles a bit, giving
"You're welcome Little Apple." She tilts her head, narrowing her eyes at the small doe. "Hmmm....you look lovely."
(It's okay c: )
Track track track
Ooh boy, this lady just made
Thank you, Tuo and Kohva!
Toxic: Thanks c: Niri:
Niri: AAFSKJD I was wondering if that was what happened!
That picture is so cute, thank you! Made my night. ♥