[ Personal Blog ] 9/25/18

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8/21/2020

Been a while guys, mostly because my health went to shit which isn't exactly new. Had to have another back surgery and ended up in the hospital for about a month after some complications that followed. I'm having weird things going on, getting scans on Monday that will hopefully give me some answers.

Stopping by to say I love you guys and peak in from afar every now and then. I never can forget this place. May see me pop in the forest sometime soon ♥
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-drags face across blog-

-drags face across blog- nnhhh

-tinkles-

-tinkles-
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u nasty :c /shoves mop at &

u nasty :c
/shoves mop at

& HEY SALKA

-awkwardly waddles across

-awkwardly waddles across blog-
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-rolls all over- hey gurl B)

-rolls all over- hey gurl B)
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/nests/

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-SCREECHES AND FLAILS-

-SCREECHES AND FLAILS-
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Hi you guys ♥

Hi you guys ♥

♥

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c: ♥ back!

c: ♥
back!

Gee that looks like so much

Gee that looks like so much fun! ♥
Your mare is absolutely gorgeous!
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Daw thanks ;;

Daw thanks ;; ♥

[e]bumping this for the ooc addition ♥

LUV

LUV Smiling
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mmmmm

mmmmm
~Poppy~
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thank you two! I should

thank you two!
I should update this once in a while

also, bumping because im emotional & love you guys ok

IT'S SO GOOD to hear you're

IT'S SO GOOD to hear you're doing better from what you've gone through, and you're so incredibly sweet for writing this all out :[ this was so touching to read, you definitely deserve the light at the end of the tunnel!! ♥
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I'm glad to hear you're doing

I'm glad to hear you're doing better! I definitely know that struggle, and the feeling when you finally get your head above water. Keep it up, stay strong. <3
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Thank you guys for your kind

Thank you guys for your kind words ♥
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I don't really know what to

I don't really know what to say, but I feel like I want to say something.

You are an incredibly strong and very special person for being able to deal with this the way you have. I know you say you're having difficulty dealing with it, but the fact that you have the strength to even write about your experience says a lot. 30 minutes is a very long time.

Honestly, I'd talked briefly with my family about what to do in the event of my death, but I never gave much thought to what might happen right before then. I think the next time I visit my doctor I'll have a chat with him about it.

Stay strong, and thank you for posting this. c:
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thank you lemon

thank you lemon <33

...
heart is hurting today
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I am so sorry for your loss

I am so sorry for your loss !
You are in my thoughts , she was such a Beauty .
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she seemed like a really

she seemed like a really special horse, I'm sorry for your loss <3

sorry to hear about this, she

sorry to hear about this, she seemed like a real sweetbun, and so gorgeous too.
take care, love ♥
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Losing a companion is always

Losing a companion is always awful, especially one so sweet and gentle. Sad She was beautiful.

Well wishes to you for the upcoming days.


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What a beautiful girl, in

What a beautiful girl, in every way. I'm so sorry for your loss. ): <3

my heart aches for you.. so

my heart aches for you.. so sorry for your loss. <3 here if you need me.

This is such terrible news, I

This is such terrible news, I am so sorry for the pain you must be going through. Losing a pet is so hard, truly there's a special bond you grow with them.
She was a beautiful horse and she sounded amazing.. I'm sure you helped her live an amazing life while you had her.
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thank you guys so much for

thank you guys so much for your support, it means a lot ♥
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Oh man, I'm so sorry you lost

Oh man, I'm so sorry you lost her...losing a pet is hard ;; she looks like such a beautiful horse who meant a lot to you. Like everyone said, we're here if you need us ♥♥♥
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This hits particularly close

This hits particularly close to home. I'm so sorry for your loss, RR. That kind of pain must be heavy and hard to bear <3 She's a gorgeous mare and I'm glad you had so many years of good times together. Horses are such precious animals.

rest in peace, sweet love
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Very sad that you lost so

Very sad that you lost so great horse. Even without your description, I would say she was amazing pet only looking at the photos, the bound and calmness is clearly seen. Im sorry for your loss, it's never easy.
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small bumpo and belayed thank

small bumpo and belayed thank you to you guys for your sympathy and kindness ♥
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Kittens help everything. Also

Kittens help everything. Also giving us pictures of your pupper, too. hinthint.

Glad to hear that you're feeling better! Welcome back! Laughing out loud
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(insert the vine of the man

(insert the vine of the man angrily screaming PATRICIA!Exclaim here because i wasworried and you aren't allowed to be ill imho)

:{ animals are always amazing therapy, especially if they need special care. I'M SO GLAD TO HEAR FROM YOU. and glad you're still kickin and taking care of yourself. TAKE YOUR TIME THOUGH DON'T RUSH
eue were thinkin' about you while you're gone
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KA &hearts; PLS kick my ass,

KA ♥ PLS kick my ass, i need someone to. I s2g I'll try to be better about updating you guys the next time (or maybe there wont be a next-time disappearance hopefully sigh)
and tysm, same to you all always ♥
I honestly just hate talking about myself usually, gives me funny feels

And ty WS <3
she's definitely a ham, i'll try to get some good ones of her lol

&hearts; ! It's good to hear

♥ ! It's good to hear from you! Hope all is going good, hang in there. TEF will be here when things calm down ♥
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very late thank you

very late thank you <33

and also a crappy update

Late track h

Late track h
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ty

ty <33
update about surgery stuff.. sigh

thinking of you &hearts;

thinking of you ♥ hoping for the best possible outcome ;;

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Oh lord, please be safe! I'm

Oh lord, please be safe! I'm wishing you all the best ♥
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sending you all the goodest

sending you all the goodest vibes~
know it's almost impossible to do when you're down and stuck between a rock and a hard place, but try to watch things that lighten the mood/make you laugh, it'll help your body in the long run and ofc your emotional state, both for the surgery and in general <3 also stay safe with the hurricane, jeez ;n;
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Thank you guys so much, it

Thank you guys so much, it means a lot to me <33

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So sorry to hear you're

So sorry to hear you're having such a rough time ;; Please stay safe during the hurricane, and good luck with the surgery. Hope everything turns out better for you soon! ♥

*Roblox OOF noise* That is a

*Roblox OOF noise*
That is a hell of a lot of stuff on your plate. Don't feel bad about needing to talk about it, you're only human, after all.
Stay safe and I hope all goes well! One day at a time is all it takes.
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oh jeez, hoping for the best

oh jeez, hoping for the best for you hun and please stay safe! ♥
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I'm thinkin' of you.

I'm thinkin' of you.

So sorry you have to deal

So sorry you have to deal with all of this. Keeping you in my thoughts, and wishing all the best for you.
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To be blunt, holy fuck.

To be blunt, holy fuck. That's A LOT going on and a lot to deal with. jfc. Pity party away, luv. Can't do much more than let you vent here, but I'll be danged if it's not at least a little helpful.
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Thank you guys so much, I

Thank you guys so much, I appreciate every word and feel so lucky to be a part of this caring community <33