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March 7th, 2013

Awoke with my son by my side. Reared happily and pranced around him. Stood over him 'til he fell asleep.

March 6th, 2013

Saw Shahla in the distance. Thought it looked like a prime time to stand right over the tigress. .oO"Hehe"Oo. Play-fought with her. Saw a stag coming over to give her flowers. Charged towards him. Didn't touch him with her antlers, but reared and lowered antlers to scare him off. Thinking: "I'm lucky he didn't fight back.. My guardian angels probably wouldn't have been there for this!" Shahla didn't seem to like this. Led her on a little chase. Halla and Fletcher also chased the flower-bearing stag. Stalked Shahla (and Halla), mainly the tigress from a hill. Scented Leo, went to him and Nadya. Started playing, hopping and rearing and they joined in! Nadya and I teased Leo. Then we rested.

e}} Awoke. Hopped over to Leo. Transformed back into normal Su-mi. Nuzzled each other and I played around a little. A deer ran past us and I chased it a little, rearing playfully. Returned to Leo where he guided me to rest by him. Kurami joined us. Leo and I gave him plenty of nuzzles. He rested by me!

March 5th, 2013

Bunny~ Awoke. Hopped over to Nadya and her family. She greeted me then allowed me to rest nearby her. Some time passed. Decided to be big bunny Su-mi. Ran-hopped over to the Twins, but Neiro tried to eat me. Led him on a chase - lost him by hiding in a rouge patch of blueberries! Met up with Buttons at the Twins. Neiro was watching us. He approached us and I fled. Then approached again and he sniffed me, then went on his way. Hm. Buttons and I rested for a while then I led her to the family. Leo and one of his little ones were the only ones remaining awake. We rested there until I moved over to Leo. Until it was just Leo and I. We said goodnight lovingly!

March 4th, 2013

Awoke, stretched. Scented Lee-oh. Greeted him; he's with his newborn first-born son, Dante. Rested at his right-hand side. After a while of resting, Dante stirred. He was hungry. Leo and I called out for Nadya. Eventually, she came. I was the first to greet her. She was able to feed Dante. Der came. He greeted me for the first time in a while. Appreciated this. Returned the greeting. Nadya ran off; I followed. She simply wanted a drink of water and a bath. She led me back to the family. We rested for some time, I turned into small bunny Su-mi to nudge closer to Leo and the family. Leo departed, wishing me a goodnight, as did Nadya. They went to sleep, as did I.

March 3nd, 2013

Awoke. Scented Leo. He was near the home of the newborns with Ouro and Der, Ranore. Greeted Leo, inhaled Ouro's scent. Rested. Nadya joined along with Dante. Greeted her. Kurami and Cali joined. A few deer were too close;we shoo'd them off. Nayda and Ouro stepped away, watched over them. Leo came and shoo'd me away;must've been too close. Rested with Kurami. Invited Big Bunny;he departed. Bunny returned in smaller form. Bunny departed as did Kurami. Da Kar joined me. Greeted. Frolicked.

March 2nd, 2013

Met a newly transformed bunny. Introduced them to the blueberry bowl, where we nibbled on blueberries. Scented Shahla. Decided to also introduce the little bunny to being chased by the tigress, a favorite pasttime of mine. Eventually we settled in a nice hiding spot. Araceli joined me.

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Awoke. Scented Kurami. He was nearby Nadya's favorite tree, resting by him. Nadya appeared. Is it time? She appeared flushed. First inspected her, then stayed nearby her along with Kurami. Leo appeared. He comforted Nadya. It became apparent that she was in labor. The forest spoke to its inhabitants and they began to gather nearby. I greeted Travenosa and Kar to mention a few. The moment came - first came Dante, a boy, then came Ouro, a girl. She is tiny and delicate - very much like her mother. Dante is quite handsome like his father. They are beautiful newborns. Relieved that Nadya's health is well;although weak for now. I expected more family to be with her when the moment arrived. However it came early;wasn't expecting this. But where were Tea and Fletcher?

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Found by Caden, resting with him by the pond. Araceli joined us. Spent a long time with Caden until he fell into a very deep sleep.

Found by my son, Schtil along with his bestfriend Bidji. Bidji and I met for the first time. Schtil has spoken very much about her. She is very sweet!

March 1st, 2013

Bunny Su-mi by fishbiscuit~Awoke. Roamed the forest looking for beauty, coming upon the sleeping tigress, "Shahla". Pleased with this find. Hopped gingerly, careful not to awake her. Came very close to her and stayed there for a while, hopped to a nearby tree.

Ended up roaming a bit more, coming upon a familiar face although they seemed different somehow, with a new name. "Pavaneh." Kurami came. Transformed back into a deer to properly greet Kurami and Pavaneh. Rested for some time with them. They departed. Scented Buttons;ran to her. She's sleepy.

February 27th, 2013

Awoke. Headed towards Hälla's tree to check on her. Hälla slept with Shahla at her side. Went to rest nearby at Tea's tree. Rested there for some time. "Tobi" approached, requesting that I watch over his son, Aurik, until he again returns. I agreed without hesitation; taking him into my care. After formal introductions, I attempted to brighten the young one's troubled spirit. He didn't believe me though I spoke the truth. It was obvious he was tired; instead of further convincing him, let him know that if he "needed anything, ever - just ask". With watchful eyes, let him rest. Achilles came, Aurik sat inbetween him and the tree.

It was getting late. Wondered where Tobi was. Regardless, felt certain that he would return. Afterall, I didn't mind watching Aurik - not one bit. I would watch him all night if needed. He grew a little restless. Called out for Tobi. Decided to lead Aurik to the Old Oak, away from the open air of the waters. It was warmer there. Achilles came too. He told me he just wished to walk a little, didn't feel like resting yet. Instructed him not to wander from the Old Oak. Soon found out that Achilles disliked the noise emitted by the ancient tree.

Tobi returned. I expected Aurik to run to him, except he didn't. Stood by Tobi, encouraging Aurik to come to him. As they spoke to each other, bowed goodbye and departed. Fell asleep at home.

February 26th, 2013

[left] Awoke. Scented Buttons;ran towards her. She slept. Sat by her a while before seeing Kurami by the pond. Greeted each other. Led him to Nadya's favorite tree;the site of the birth. Resting with him here.

Heard Shahla's cries for help. Arrived to see a rouge large stag, Former, attacking them. Guarded an injured Hälla from any further damage, my guardians becoming her own. Shahla fought fiercely, Hälla being urged to stay away from the brawl. The attacker finally left. Sitting nearby Hälla at a tree, with Shahla and Alina nearby.

Der taunted Priscilla. Stood by her until Der went away. Told her she's fine here, returning back to the tree. . Hälla headed towards the pond. Walked alongside her, Fletcher&Der caught on and were there for her. Fletcher comforted the tigress. (Laptop overheated) Stuck nearby her.

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February 12th, 2013

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Recently:Jan 27
Stayed with Ezmay until she "went to sleep". Sought out Josephine,smelling her familiar scent. She was at the tree at the head of the crying idol with Tobias and Sabine. Tried to lead her away. Tobias was trying to be as irritating to me as possible. Stuck with Josie. Sabine joined in with Tobias. Until Josie woke up and showed that she wished to stay with the biter. Tremondously hurt, took a bath in the cold waters. Walked off to where Serafiel found me,asking me what's wrong. Spoke with her. Led her to the edge of the blueberries.

Earlier:Jan 27
Awoke by the pond where I had fallen asleep with Leo. Went home to gather my satchel with my special flower within wrapped in a fine cloth. Scented Halla. She rested by another deer (?). Gave her nuzzles. Called out and listened. Scented Kurami. Joyous to see him,hugged him. Led him to Halla. She still did not stir. Led him to rest by some red flowers and trees. After a while, invited him for a romp around the forest. We ran together past the field of flowers, climbed on the rocks, dodged the star at the Old Oak, making our way back to about our previous resting area. Woke up;Leo had joined us. Hugged him, resting by him.

Saw Ezmay closeby. Changed into bunny Su-mi. Kept closeby trees and hopped away once she drew near;like a real bunny. Finally cuddled up to her. She clinged to Leo. Wandered what she'd think about big bunny Su-mi. Thankfully she wasn't very frightened. Kar joined us.

Previously:Jan 26
Awoke by the pond. Went home to gather my satchel with my special flower within wrapped in a fine cloth. Scented Leo. Walked in on him and Schism defending some of his newborns. Stood by the newborns for their protection. Allowed Leo to wander off with Schism and newborns into the blue bowl, guiding a friend away to play elsewhere. Happy once Leo was finally finished there. He rested by a tree, greeting him and resting also. Der came. We greeted him with Schism resting nearby. Rested for a while.
Kar greeted me,and joined us. ... Heard Nadya's call. Lovingly greeted her. Leo led us to the blue bowl to eat blueberries. Nadya and I had our fill. Transformed into bunny Su-mi and played with a minifawn, alongside Nadya who soonthereafter "went to sleep".
Leo began wandering off not far from a mother&fawn. Watching over Leo and the mother&fawn,Orinoco and Jacob,from a distance. Leo then led me to rest at the birch forest.
Woke up to seeing Orinoco and Jacob,with Leo fending off a stranger. Stood by Orinoco. Fell asleep.. Searched out Leo. Called out. Nadya answered my call. Ran to her by the "twin gods". Now resting at a tree not far off from the "twin gods" with Leo, Nadya and Delilah in bunny Su-mi form. Fell asleep with Leo not far off from the pond.

PreviouslyJan 23
Awoke at home, gathered my belongings. Listened out,heard no familiar voices. Spotted what looked to be Fletcher nearby except it was Ramsus with what must be a familiar mini. Greeted the mini curiously. Went over to nuzzle a sleeping Halla, in a patch of flowers nearby Fletcher and another stag,along with Faye nearby. Saw Ramsus cuddle up to a miniature fawn nearby them. Rested nearby.. Liking seeing this side of the large ram. Until another deer pelt cast me. Then Ramsus' mini. He shouted at me for it. This is one moody ram. He pelt casted me,then ran off to fetch the mini's clothes. Rested until he stared glaringly at me. Not wishing to impose on his napping time, in leisure left the flower patch. Too many deer had gathered there, anyway.

PreviouslyJan 22th
Awoke well rested, from a dream about my godchild. Went to my hidden place to acquire my satchel which holds my special flower,wrapped in a fine cloth. Caught Leo's scent right away;ran to him. Lovingly exchanged nuzzles. It seems Leo's starting to realize how important I truly am to him. Sat underneath him for the first time since his return. Fell asleep..

Woke up to find myself half peacocked by Leo since.. Nadya had arrived!.. We pranced happily. Showed off some of my dancing skills at the "twin gods",laughing since Leo had joined in. Followed her to graze along tall grass. Rested for a while, then trotted off with Nadya in tow to Leo's very nice friend (?). Went to a mushroom circle and engaged in antics. Said goodbye to Nadya. Romped with Fletcher. Dragged Leo halfway around the forest,until we arrived;revealed to him it was my home. Put away my satchel. We rested there, falling asleep..

PreviouslyJan 21th
Awoke at Nadya's favorite tree. Ran to my hidden place to acquire my satchel which holds my special flower,wrapped in a fine cloth. Scented Josephine. Slowly approached her. Apologized for having teased her previously. Appeared to accept my gesture. Warm greetings. Invited her to have a cool drink at the crying idol. Bathed, then helped clean her pelt while she bathed despite her being an older teen;known her since the day she was born.

We filled up on blueberries. Invited her to a special area and tree;where family&friends had gathered for Christmas evening. Resting together.

PreviouslyJan 20th
Awoke as bunny Su-mi,put on my clothes. Scented Tea and Leo. First, ran to acquire my satchel which holds my special flower,wrapped in a fine cloth. Tea slept at Leo's side with Kurami at his other side. Leo and Kurami look so good together.I have guardian angels looking after me;but Leo isn't the same (despite it seeming he does having survived). Still, Kurami can protect him while I'm sleeping.
(OOC, joined in with Halla and Shahla being peacocks and dancing.)

Returned to Leo, Kurami, and Tea. Invited Buttons over and greeted Tea, showed her how happy I was about Leo's returning memory. Snuggled Leo, napped. Woke to Kurami and Leo playing, joined in. Leaned onto Kurami, showing him I am grateful that he cares for Leo. Curled up with Leo, I had missed his affection. Decided to go home after Leo left; put away my satchel and rested to strengthen my resolve.

PreviouslyJan 19th
Scented Shadow and "Squishy". Ran to them in my unusual deer form;when that didn't get the response desired;went to De Drinkplaats to switch into bunny Su-mi. In the meanwhile, saw the group with Fletcher as Ramsus, and the rest peacocking. Was too focused on Shadow & Squishy. Played with them. He now gave me nuzzles and stood over me as well in the special mushroom circle. Very happy.

Special update: Jan 19th

+Roleplay between Leo&Su-mi+
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~ Asleep close to but not nestled by Leo.. Dreaming of the other worlds to explore... She awakens. Sleepy eyed, adjusts to her surroundings. Feels the warmth and smells the scent of Leo on her from her head resting against him during her sleep... She yawns politely. Flutters her eyes, and looks to Leo.. ~

Leo was excited that he had regained small amounts of Su-mi's memory back though it saddened him it wasn't all of it... at least it was something though. He looked down as the grey doe stirred & smiled as she woke. "Su-mi" he whispered "I have great news"

We'd been resting for so long, her eyes were still sleepy. However;at Leo's words;her eyes opened wide and upon hearing the word "great" along with "news" a small smile began to spread across her face. Her eyes softened. "Yes, Leo, I'm listening.." She would be eager at this moment, but the past few days she's learned to be very, very patient. Thus, she relaxingly looked at him, awaiting his reply.

"I remember our first meeting" he said, laughing a little at the memory "When we had that long spar match that I won" he laughed nudging her gently as a joke "I also remember leaving the flower for you, at a tree" he said looking off trying to remember more but he hung his head a little "Though I can't remember anything else, I'm sorry" His almost white eyes looked back to the grey doe "I'm sure it will return soon... I just know it" he smiled. Trying to show hope in his gaze & hoping it would make Su-mi a little happier.

She giggled when he nudged her, remembering the old Leo she loved. ""I remember our first meeting"" the words circled around in her mind over and over hitting her like tidal waves. She was unsure if the memory of her was ever going to return to him. She had become unsure about it all. Still, she had kept her faith and hope, and enduringly stuck by his side... It had paid off. He remembers leaving the flower for me at the tree.. She no longer regretted trying all the many different ways she tried when they first reunited after the major accident. She let out a big sigh, followed by a bright and hopeful smile that indeed, the rest would come back to him. A weight had been lifted earlier when she had spoken to Tea, but now a boulder had been lifted off of her shoulders. She was so jealous that he'd had memories of the others.. Now.. He remembered me. "Words can't describe my joy upon hearing this news.." She lovingly rubbed her head against his plush golden fur, as she had been longing for, and begain to weep. Letting go of most of the hurt she's been feeling. She leaned her mouth to the side to softly whisper "I have faith the rest will come. In time." Continuing to sob into his fur. His tear-stained fur.

He gave another warm smile & gently leaned his head on top of hers, making sure to not put to much pressure & hurt her & also not to make his wound worse. He stayed that way for some time before lifting his head upright once again "It will come back Su-mi... I know it will"

Her weeping ceased. The doe's eyes had become vibrant green upon feeling this way, like she was on a cloud to feel his comforting touch once again, comforted by his words, believing him. Without a forethought;kissed his nose. He had regained partial memory of her and she was becoming to regain her close family and best friend. She had also regained her spot next to him,finding herself as close physically while resting as they were from before the accident. She felt great pride in this honor.

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We both looked up to see Nadya had arrived. Leo greeted her warmly;he's missed her. As have I. Rested back into my place at Leo's right-hoof side, and Nadya to her spot to his left. Feeling ecstatic. Warm. Loved. Back in my place! Almost..

RecentlyJan 19th
Reawoke next to Kurami, Leo and others (sleeping Lemon, Tea, Fletcher). Upon opening my eyes it felt like everything was ok. It's always that way when one wakes up, before your mind settles. Leo gave me a warm greeting. Danced for joy. Invited Kurami to run and play;that we did, with fawns. One seemed sad. Our play stopped and we asked the fawn if they were alright. Led Kurami to the crying idol to have a drink and bathe. Feels like we're bonding. Played a little alongside the river, then led him back to Leo who seems to be enjoying the new company of a miniature fawn. Watching Tea and Fletcher play. Since Leo's injured mostly what we do is rest, me by his side. He is healing rapidly;shouldn't be too long until he's mostly recovered.

+Roleplay between Leo&Su-mi+
Asleep close to but not against Leo.. Dreaming of the other worlds there were to explore... She awakens. .. continued above.

Earlier
Awoke,refreshed. Observed my surroundings. From the secret place, using my mouth picked up my satchel that carries my special flower which is wrapped in a fine cloth. Scented Halla;lovingly exchanged greetings. She was resting. Called out,and Ayashe responded to my call. Warmly exchanged greetings with the little one,and greeted her friend,a male stag {?}. She seemed to be enjoying his company. Scented Tea; ran to her. She was resting next to Thais. They both stood up;lovingly exchanged greetings with Tea, and met Thais. Seems like a nice doe. We're resting. Fell asleep. Reawoke to see Ayashe standing a few feet away. Glad she came. Nuzzled her. Stood over her and she fell asleep. Guarding the tiny sleeping fawn. She vanished.

Jewel, a cute mini doe, we had met earlier;she came along. Started a little dance party. We shouted out our voices;along came a few other minis(?) and unnamed deer, they joined in. A great time of laughter. Stood over Tea and danced, then grew tired of it and sat at her feet. She stood ontop of me and danced until I fell asleep. Tea snugglingly rested by me as did Thais at her side. Thais is proving to be good company. Tea hasn't been up to playing for a while. Waiting for an intimate time alone with her so I may tell her what's on my mind with Leo.

Brought Tea and Thais over to meet Buttons who happened to be with her friend Evelys. We all greeted;they met. Buttons is fine company. Left them when we scented Halla,who may not be feeling all that great. Rested by a large tree with Tea and Halla, with Thais on the other side.

(Tea and Su-mi had a private roleplay which may be seen @Diary of past events/private rp.. She told Tea the truth about Leo's memory loss. Told her how she was feeling. Tea reaffirmed her. Engaged Tea in her first game of hide and go seek)

Previously:Jan 18th
Awoke by the pond. Scented Tea and Leo. Went home to put on my satchel that carries my special flower which is wrapped in a fine cloth. Went to them. Sulked when he loving nuzzled Tea, and nuzzled Alina and Halla. Jealousy struck that he seems remembers all of them, even Alina, but not me;used to be his closest next to Nadya. Sticking close to his side. Showing myself to be his and the group's guardian, and protector. Note to self: Always give Leo a nuzzle while he's sleeping. That's the only way for now.

Reawoke to see Alina at Leo's right hand side, curled up tight to him sleeping. That's MY {old} spot! Sniffed her curiously and sulked. She's never been this close to him;incredible pangs of jealousy. Su-mi's only this close to him now because Tea is there and gives her a reason to be. Note to self: Stay strong. He'll remember.. won't he?

Previously:Jan 17th
Awoke. Saw Josephine. Without saying hello;ran to the "twin gods" statue to obtain her magpie pelt for her although I dislike "worshipping" there;did it for her. Unsure how I feel about this. May not do it again. Greeting her warmly. Played a little. Listened out for Leo, came across a sleeping Kartex and awake Faye. Thought of introducing Josey to Faye;except Faye wouldn't greet me and only sunk down her shoulders. Feels bad that she feels this way. Fell asleep with Josey by the pond. Awoke alone.

Called out. "Tobias" was right there to greet me and lead me to a resting Lemon and others. I think he can tell that I mostly prefer not to be alone. Appreciate him for these kind gestures. Fell asleep (afk). Awoke to a returned Josephine resting close-by also with Tobias resting oddly in the water. Puzzled why he's resting there of all places.

Earlier:
Awoke by the pond. Went home to put on my satchel that carries my special flower which is wrapped in a fine cloth. Took a deep breath. Scented Halla and Tea,ran to them. Greeted Riften and Lemon then they followed me half way,so invited them to come along and they met Halla and Tea. Lovingly greeted them.

Tea ran off,scenting Leo;I followed. They greeted;then it was my turn. We greeted but much less lovingly. Seems he's beginning to remember Tea. Swallow my pride. Stood nearby him while Tea stands underneath. Scented Kurami. Ran off to him, as did Leo;warm greetings. Two deer were making a racket;it was obvious Leo was displeased. I made them disperse. Leo saluted me and gave me a nuzzle. The first nuzzle one yet.

Leo and I greeted Cali. Alina started pestering Leonardo. She wouldn't leave him alone;he/we kept running away from her and I kept approaching her saying "No". Lowered my antlers at her. She eventually too dispersed. It's clear that their relationship has changed. She returned with a large male stag. Told her "No." Leo did two quick drive-bys of inhaling her scent. Stood back. Scent marked trees.

Forest became silent, with just the birds chirping and the breathing of Leo, Tea, Kurami and myself. Feeling comfortable enough to rest.

Awoke. Looked around and saw Tobias drawing near to perhaps "play?" with Tea, or make friends with Leonardo. Leo told him to go away. Tea had told me how he had scared her at first, but he was playing nice. Instinctively said "No",and then proceeded to nicely tell him to go away. Leo did bow to him,a small greeting. Tobias was a little scared himself though due to his nature. That's not the form of play that Tea likes. He shouldn't scare her again or else. Personally confused by having the feeling of being scared in the Forest. Back at her old home was a different story. Well.....

During Christmas night with family and close friends.. In the sunken ground not far off from the "Twin Gods" statues.. A white ghost of a deer seem to flitter by. It felt natural, no fear.
The only time she's felt fear was when it was snowing hard, and perhaps nighttime..At the cemetary, through the trees.for a split second a naked deer looked like a monster.
One time Ramsus chased me,a plump bunny, through the forest and I ended up jumping into the pond to escape him. I knew he couldn't catch me so I wasn't that scared

Followed him as he walked off, saying goodbye as he trotted off without looking back,running back to my own company. Fell asleep. Ran back to my family and Kurami and Cali that had moved off to greet Fletcher. Gave him a warm greeting,knowing Leo hasn't seen us together yet. He's only seen me and Nadya, Tea,..and now, me and his son Fletcher.

Got hyper and happy;playing, running round by myself, calling out. Afterall; he's here. Lemon ran with me. Felt bad because Leo's in the birch for peace and quiet. Wish to be always be nearby. Don't want to leave his side. Want to show him who I am. Just need to give him time. It'll come back to him. Missing Nadya. Had a stare off in the distance with Daneth and Ramsus, standing protectively infront of Leonardo. They left.

Who is that mini covered by the tall grass that Leo was nuzzling?.. Nadya! "It's you!"...
Ramsus is again off in the distance, again but closer. He doesn't seem to be a threat. Admiring the ram beast from a distance. Daneth appeared;he wasn't a threat either with the family all together. (Leo&Nadya vanished)

Previously:Jan. 16th pm
Special note:Thank you for alerting me that I need to return the forestviewer settings to show all players. Leonardo was there but wasn't visible. Fixed.

Arose from the ground in the forest, the one near the steep of the pond. Inspected my surroundings. Perked open my ears for another deer's hoofs running beats on the ground startled me. Nope,wasn't going to bother me. Good. I had just awoken and wasn't in the mood for a stranger or a new greeting. Scented that Josephine was just feet away. Greeted her. Spoke for a minute. Listened out and called for Leo a few times. Discovered Tea, ran to her,also just feet away; at the steep edge of the pond at the water's edge. "Tea! What are you doing here!? Come with me.." She wouldn't listen. Tried and tried to bring her back off the steep drop-off onto the safe grass of our land. Evetually she came up but then ran away. Chased after her,ending up near Schadenfreude and his friend,..and Josephine. Stuck by Tea,but noticed that she wouldn't let me be very close with her. She was acting a little strange. Decided just to leave her and rest with Joesphine. Out of loyalty,returned back to Tea. Same thing. Schadenfreude, as I'll call him for now, Tobias, approached me,speaking,saying it'd be best if I came with him back to Joesphine;signaling me to follow; seeing my current situation. Followed Tobias to sit down with him, Lemon, and right next to Josephine. Tea sat in the distance;odd. (@would've stuck by Leo being cautious of his injuries and his space as before. Was probably accidentally standing on his head and mooing in his face-looking like a fool D;.)

Earlier...
Awoke from my lonely, somber slumber. Nostrils flared. Josephine was near. Ran to her. She looked so beautiful grown up. Greeted, sniffed each other. Was nuzzled by a familiar deer I've seen around a lot and has nuzzled me before. Greeted her, finding out that her name was Lemon. Gave her a warm nuzzle in return.

Rested with Josephine. My eyes were filled with intrique upon seeing a new deer. I slowly walked up to him, and sniffed him. He cowered! I was shocked and ran away next to a tree, peeking over at him;bowing from a distance. He returned the bow and nodded his head. Slowly, inch by inch, moved my way closer to him yet again. We greeted each other again. Sniffed him and he cowered! Again;ran to the tree. But then he coaxed me over. His name was Schadenfreude. The stag began walking along the crying idol river.. Following him in the distance. The male showed confusion. Struck the ground to show that I wished to follow. We continued on;moving ahead of him to drink from the cool crying idol waters. Lemon was at the idol. He must be friends with her;lead her to follow him. Standing in place,patted the ground,curious if I could come. Lemon told me I was welcome to. Walked alongside Lemon following him. We came to a stopping point. That's when he invited Josephine over. Perhaps she knows him,too.

This is when the fun began. Josephine and I chased after each other, played like Su-mi had never played in the forest before. Taunted her, we reared, we chased, we pranced;even fell into the pond. Never before had I engaged in so much fun play with another before such as this. Josephine had grown into such a cool adult! I like her even more now. I didn't know she could be this much fun. She guided me to rest. Feeling sleepy.

Previously:Jan. 15th
Awoken by the scent of Buttons, my dear adorable friend. Quickly lifted myself up and called out for her. Buttons responded to my call. I ran to her. We frolicked happily since we hadn't seen much of eachother lately. Exchanged half a dozen nuzzles. Even though a saddness prevailed within me, friends still had ways of cheering me up. We hopped and skipped and jumped and hopped some more. I reared. She reared. Buttons is so sweet.. She always makes me feel so welcomed. It makes me happy that she's always excited to see me. Scented Halla nearby. Ran to her. Exchanged half a dozen nuzzles. Asked her to follow me to Buttons so they could meet;if they hadn't already. She bowed then ran off. I chased after her, but she stopped and shook her head no. I could tell she wasn't feeling very well. I sulked, and gave up the chase. Sulked and cried out a few times, upset. Buttons came to me and nuzzled me, comforting me. Thank you.. (Buttons and I rested together 'til asleep,Buttons player is busy.)

I rose and perked up my ears and opened my nostrils to see if anyone I knew was around. Off in the distance, I saw a familiar name. Kurami. I've wanted to meet this young stag for some time. I've heard such wonderful things about him from friends who we share. I approached him cautiously, seeing that he was resting with a friend unknown to me. A small doe. Not wishing to be a bother, I sat a few feet away from him, facing them. Within a few moments, he recognized me and sought my attention. After introductions and inhaling one another's scent. He said "Ahh yes I have heard of you Su-mi, it is a pleasure to meet you at last. I have heard such sweet things about you." I showed him my special flower. His eyes showed amazement and curiousity. I told him what I knew about the other land, and the witch. {OOC: Our short RP is here.} Looking up, I saw that Leo had joined us. What a delightful surprise! Happiness and saddness struck me. I got up in order to bow to say hello respectfully,knowing he's injured and I'm still a stranger to him.. A stranger to my brother and best friend, Leo and Nadya's appointed godmother of his child.. It hurts. I bowed and sulked down my shoulders. Sat back down in the circle of Kurami and Leo. We all fell asleep. Leo woke up in a great mood! He was dancing and playing around. Although I was worried that he might over-do it. We danced together and had a special moment of fun. I'm glad he's feeling this open with me.. This is a good sign. Thankfully, he's resting again in our circle.(Player was on a different screen). Nonetheless, cherishing the time together. Thankful that he's alive atleast, even if I'm crushed. There wasn't any new hope today as he had suggested there may be yesterday.
Leo departed. The pain in my head began to cease, and emotions overwhelmed me. Cut my conversation with Kurami short. Explained to him that I needed to go. He gave me a comforting nuzzle. I ran off to my home where Buttons and her friend Evelys followed, sitting closeby but not next to me. I didn't want anyone physically touching me. Not in the state I'm in. Will he ever remember me?

A special update. Previously:Jan. 14
Awoke with a sense of urgency at her home, feeling that Nadya and Leonardo were now in forest. Anxiety filled her along with feelings of excitement of reuniting with her very best friend and brother. "I'll prepare my gift from him so that perhaps it'll help his memory.." she thought to herself, as she had previously planned earlier. She removed the enchanted stargazer lily which Leo had given to her just days prior, right before he left to the other world.. Right before the incident. He had left it at the tree where they had reunited when he returned to the forest in spirit-form as a shade, during a spiritual dream of his. It was real. The gift was an enchanted stargazer lily that will never wilt nor die. She cherishes it,and thus it is her essence that covers her. " He'll surely rememeber this from his other world.. He'll inhale my essence.. " I wrapped it carefully in a delicate, soft cloth, putting it into a satchel;strapping it around her shoulders.

It is time for the reunion. (In a private group RP) Su-mi followed their scent, calling out for Nadya. Nadya responded. Approaching, I lovingly nuzzled Nadya, then reared up in excitement;seeing in the flesh that her brother was alive and seeming to be pulling through;strong enough to stand. There was no familiarity in his eyes as he said " How do you do? ". "Leonardo... It's me. Your Su-mi.."She bows.. She then gave him the most gentle of nuzzles, cautious of his injury, knowing he'd inhale her stargazer lily scent. Nadya reminded Su-mi that she must give him time to regain his memory. The bull nuzzled her back slightly and gave her a small smile. " Pleased to meet you, Su-mi ." Seeming to struggle in how to say her name properly. " I'll never leave your side, Leo. You're my family ." I told him that He may not remember now, but just days ago we officially became adopted siblings out of our great love for each other.
Nadya turned to her mate and nuzzled him. " She is family, Leo. Very close. We appointed her as our godmother for our child " she said with a nod.

Leo said " Well if you are indeed as close as you said, then I am sure my memory of you will return shortly ". He had concern in his eyes. Nadya had told her how upset Alina had gotten. I gulped. This wasn't going as she had wished. But she will give him all the time he needs. One day he will remember, she just knows it. A little tear formed in her eye, but most of all, she was thankful that he was alive. The pain she had felt since coming into contact with him was so overwhelming that she had to say something. " I... I was so worried about you, Leo.. I thought .. you might not make it.. I even felt and now feel the sharp pain in your head. I'm a healer. I've practiced my Reiki on you before. You said it was the first time you felt such magic. That is my gift to my loved ones. "

Nada's child kicked inside of her and Su-mi saw the old, loving lover and mate of Nadya. The old Leo. The real Leo. She was relieved to see this side of him. She had even more faith that he'd eventually remember her.

Su-mi had an idea. She would show her unmasked face to Leo. Nope. Didn't jog his memory. She could tell that this saddened him, but he looked hopeful. Su-mi's love for Leo was so great that she couldn't contain herself, she walked so softly towards him and gave him the most gentle kiss on the nose; hoping he'd understand how lost and lonely she was without him... But he moved back, looking shocked. " Why thank you, Su-mi. You are much too kind." Still, her eyes reddened slightly.. Leo stepping back made her eyes even redder. Until she let out a little giggle. " Oh Leo ";ever the gentlemen.

She had one more idea. Using her mouth to open the satchel that was hanging around her shoulders. She lifted out the enchanted stargazer lily from Leo's past home in the human world, with the Witch. This would prove to him their bond. He'd remember this special flower. Holding it in her mouth so gently by the stem; she showed it to him.. " Brother. "

The gold male watched me closely. It was a beautiful flower, one he had seen many of in the other world. A small smile spread on his face again. Had this doe ventured the other world also? "That flower is beautiful, Su-mi" he said gazing at it as memories of the human world flooded his brain "Have you also ventured into the other land?" he asked looking back up to her.

Nadya sighed softly in empathy for me. "Leo.." I spoke, "Before you left for the second time into the other world. Right before your accident. You had left this gift for me at the tree where we had reuinited when you had returned home during a dream. You gave this flower to me.."

Nadya looked to Su-mi and gave a soft smile,"Su-mi I know how much this hurts as he forgot even me at first....but with time he'll remember. Let him rest..he can't have too much stress with his condition."

Leo closed his eyes.. "I'm sorry, but I do not have any memory of it" he said quietly "or you... right now" he added. But he had a look in his eyes that tomorrow might be different.

"..I hope so.. Before, you were my other half. In a way different than your mate. Best friends. The forest was bleak without you.. I've protected Nadya throughout her pregnancy and love her very much. She's like a sister to me." Nadya spoke, "Yes... you gave me comfort in a dark hour" she said with a nod as well.

We spoke for a while longer. Nadya fell asleep. I kissed her softly on her forehead. I fell asleep;dreaming of the happiest moments between Leo and I. Nadya's voice half-woke me up.. And I experienced hynogognic imagery. Dreaming yet half awake, I heard Leo say "I love you." to me. Except it was only a dream.

Nadya went back to sleep(player logged off), and Leo needed to rest. I told him I'd see him tomorrow, and he went to sleep(player logged off).

I ran to my home, falling to the ground, nestled up to my special flower. Softly began to cry myself asleep.. Until I heard a familiar call. P! Brother!!! Sadness turned to happiness as I showed my excitement at seeing him. "I love you." "I love you too." But I didn't feel like playing much. I tried to get him to rest with me at my home, but he must've been too hyper to sit still.. I spoke with him about what happened. Told him why I'm so sad. While speaking, I must've fallen asleep from emotional exhaustion.. I awoke to find my brother lovingly standing over me. I'm so thankful for such a wonderful family.. P's the best brother a girl could ask for..

Riften came over and we greeted each other. Spoke for a little bit, told him I wasn't feeling that great. P was sleeping with the fawn he arrived with. Riften also seemed to arrive with a fawn. Sat inbetween P and Riften. They're all keeping me company;very much appreciated.

Earlier:
Awoke from her sleep. During her prior meeting with Nadya, she had told me all about Leo's injury. We were both concerned that he may have difficulty with his memory. Now it's known; I've heard the forest talk that he has indeed lost his memory. He remembered Fletcher.. Will he remember me? Since he had returned, changed back into my usual set being as it's familiar to my dearest Leonardo. Scented Buttons and ran to them immediately, despite previous plans to fall asleep until later in the night. Had a short burst of joy and nuzzles;after all, we hadn't seen eachother for a while. Talked for a little. Had to cut it short, and said her goodbyes. Running off to her home, to fall asleep until nighttime;when she knows Leonardo and Nadya will be awake. Very anxious,nervous yet highly anticipating seeing her beloved Leo. Is bracing her heart for the reunion...

Previously:Jan. 13
Awoke from the black void, still and silent place. Stretched. It was a new day. Immediately, a scent in the air caught her nostrils. Halla. She ran towards her,but on the way stopped. Spotted Alina, Fletcher..and.. was barely aware at first that Tea was there as she's the little one, so hard to see standing under Fletcher. Tea! Su-mi gave her a torrent of nuzzles;Tea has been scarce in the forest lately. Fletcher gave me a warm gentlemen's bow, a greeting from him always special to her since he's often distant. It occured to her.. it's almost like some of the group is together again. We've been disintegrating since Nadya and Leo left home. Worried,wondering if there's still a group at all. Even if it was no more;my family is more than I could ever ask for. Leonardo. Nadya had told Su-mi the awful truth just yesterday. Praying that Leonardo pulls through. He's so strong.. I have faith.

Tea stood under her for a short time, before returning to nuzzle Fletcher. Su-mi walked up to the side of a rock,choosing to rest. Where Fletcher sat against the rock alongside her. Thought to herself how warm of a moment this was. She longs for a closer friendship with him, but she'd never tell him so straightforwardly. All that matters was this moment between us. Tea came over, nestling into Fletcher. No. I won't have any of that. Tea knows how I also adore her. Sitting up, I shrunk down my shoulders in sadness. I stomped my hoof on the ground. Sunk down my shoulders again and cryed out my displeasure. Again, struck the ground. She was stirred, also struck the ground and returned to her spot. NO! Sulked again and whimpered. Pointed out to her the spot between me and Fletcher, where she wished Tea would sit. Then sat back down in place. Tea understood,and sat there inbetween us. Success. Her spirits are lifted by being with part of her group;it's been too long since we have been together. Disappointed that Halla isn't with us;since surely she's not far off..

Previously: Jan 11th
Standing by the pond in a group of strange deer, not much happening. NADYA!!!! A familiar scent came to me in the breeze. "Nadya!" I called out. She had returned!! I had been bummed about having not been around for her last return. In honesty,I was able to lay next to her sleeping spirit body;that had comforted me;but Tea had told me that while I was sleeping she had woken up and they had played together.
Well - she was here now! How excited I am! I reared up several times in a near-panic of happiness and excitement. Hugged her in a sea of nuzzles and kisses. "Nadya... You have no idea how much I've missed you........"

On the first day, she thought it strange how Leo didn't show up. She spent more time with Leo than Nadya, so it wasn't too out of place not to see her. The second day; she grew concerned. Searching for him in all the different places to no avail. The third day; she grew panic-stricken. She searched again for him everywhere, now yelling his name instead of her regular call. Decided I'll go to the highest rock at the Playgrounds. He'll have to hear me there. She stood on the largest rock and yelled out Leo's name until her voice grew hoarse and she collapsed in exhaustion.
The next day;the same panic set in for Nadya and her precious unborn child. My goddaughter. Su-mi went to the blue bowl where Nadya&herself once had an intimate time together, and yelled out her name frantically. Sadness crept into her heart. After this; she was no longer the same Su-mi. She changed her mask into a replica of her brother P's skull mask;to remind her of Leo and to wear until he returned. To be worn as a sign of despair until they returned. It was then that she heard the forest's whispers... They had left by entering a tree portal into the other world;without so much as a goodbye to anyone. Not even to me. How thoughtless of them. Grunting. Just as soon as she felt the anger towards them;the feelings of relief for their safety and love for them overpowered the anger.

Now she was home. But for how long? She was wearing Leo's orb necklace.. Nadya sensed that Su-mi needed her, and I led her to a very intimate setting,the enclosure under the slanted rocks at the Playground. We had a lot to catch up on. In the intimate setting, we exchanged more kisses, nuzzles and hugs. She's like a sister to me;oh, how I love her. She told me about Leo's injury. My heard sank. I saw the redness in her eyes and how exhausted from stress and worrying she was. Now was the time to comfort her. I sat with her nestled into my chest; the way Leo holds her;the closest manner in which two can be together in resting. Her breathing relaxed, and her eyes fluttered in sleepiness.. We were together like that for quite some time... I treasured this time together..

Tea briefly came to say hi to her adopted Mama and left. Nadya and I stayed together, holding eachother just us two for some time..

Later:
It was nearing evening time. All of a sudden,Nadya appeared. Su-mi wished only to be alone with her;away from the crowd. She seemed to read my mind. leading me to the poppy field;the place where she'll be giving birth. Wish granted. Su-mi sat with Nadya tucked inside of her chest,like the way Leo would hold her;to comfort her. Dozed off.. Woke up to see her eating. Stood up to observe the area, and once reassured, sat down as her beloved friend continued to eat for two. Nadya nestled back into Su-mi until we both fell asleep..

She was soon after called back to the other world. The Witch had summoned her.

The Endless Forest