barachiel.

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no light, no light in your bright blue eyes







ß a r a c h i e l
Behr/AH/kee/EHL
'of the archangels'
'of the white rose'

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façade of 27.
imperceptibly ageless.
prefers to appear masculine.
white rose pendant.
sea storm eyes.





I never knew daylight could be so violent



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'Smiling' Jack. ?-o || Second forest encounter. Interested in his knowledge, doesn't understand his ridiculous temper. Finds his intelligence 'valuable'.
Learned -- Irritation. Mockery. Suspicion. Intrigue. Dislike. Spellcasting. Humour.

Umay. ?? || Apprehensive of the demon. Healthy respect for her, interested by, though will not approach if she is with her group.
Learned -- Respect. Caution.

Djinn. ?+ || Not entirely certain of the doe. Has many friends, not all of which were friendly. Seems gentle enough.
Learned -- Acceptance. Kindness.

Eglantine. ?+ || Only briefly met, but was fond of her easygoing behaviour, and was softened by her willingness to comfort.
Learned -- Closeness. Fondness. Contentment.

Eli. ?=o || Has met on a couple occasions. Finds him incredibly fascinating, and somewhat enigmatic. Has begun 'testing the waters', or pushing buttons. Merely out of interest.
Learned -- Interest. Greediness. Seduction. Caution.

Requiem. ?+o || A shy, stuttering male that Barachiel finds guiltlessly comforting, in that he isn't the only socially awkward being around. May wind up putting this to his own uses, whether the nervous wreck likes it or not.
Learned -- Smugness. Guiltless. Comfort.

Farrah. ?= || Uncertain of this one, barely met. Hasn't yet based any judgments.

Illrose. ?= || Uncertain of this one, barely met. Hasn't yet based any judgments.

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The grey stag's face changed

The grey stag's face changed slightly to show his confusion at the idea of pain being... Welcomed. As he himself had hardly felt pain until he reached this place (and now, after feeling it, was sure he didn't like it), he didn't quite understand. Makes you feel alive... Barachiel grunted. If he said so.

He watched the white stag carefully when he answered Chiel's prying statements, again deciding not to add anything. He blinked when the other male turned the tables on him. He frowned, immediately growing avoidant of the question. "We all have scars. Some more than others. I am no different."

He grinned again. "Some more

He grinned again. "Some more than others... yes..." he snorted. "...have many too, yes? And you think about them... just bad luck... or a story?" he licked his lips had another look at the grey. "... so.... is there a story...? Bet so... would have given another answer... if just bad luck..." he snickered.
Of course he was just guessing into the blue now, but the overall mysteries that seem to hang over this winged guy made him quite sure that those wheren't just scars everyone had...
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Another unsettling grin from

Another unsettling grin from the white, and Barachiel narrowed his eyes. He didn't like the route this topic was heading, as it was sensitive ground. He wondered if maybe this is how the white felt when he had made those comments before. Didn't matter.

There was no point lying about what the scars came from, but he wasn't about to divulge the information. "A story." He glanced down at those scars now, ugly burn marks that molested his entire front. He sneered at them, obviously displeased, before he looked up again. "And terrible luck, both."

The white's ears perked up

The white's ears perked up again. "So so..." he mumbled, moved again, this time further away from the grey, before he circled in place and faced the winged stranger again. "Now i am curious... hmm I listen yes?" he grinned, sure the other one wouldn't give away any more than that...

...but again, it was worth a try.

His eyes wandered down to the scars again... they looke like... war... the first word that came to his mind. On the 'other side' on his human body, on his arm... there was a similar formed scar, and that had been the cause for it. He shuddered, shook his head. A tensed smile appeared on his face again, when his eyes wandered up to the other's.
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A track is very much overdue~

A track is very much overdue~
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The presumptuous behavior the

The presumptuous behavior the white showed nearly forced a mocking smile onto the grey stag's lips. He was half-tempted to actually speak about what it was that happened, as well. What stopped him was a simple fact this Jack could never know. "You may listen to your heart's content, but you will find there is nothing to hear." His brows knitted together and he ruffled his wings, pretending to look affronted. "You act as though you are entitled to hear my story. As though you, of all the beasts, deserves it."

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The word 'beast' let the

The word 'beast' let the white's ears twitch backwards again. Once more there lay a sharp reply on his tongue, swallowed down with a grin instead beeing hissed in the other's face. He shook his head again, made a little pause before he felt it beeing save enough to speak again, thathis voice wouldn't give away his feelings again.
"Heh... maybe you will notice soon, I am the only one eeeh... of those.... beasts that would be able to understand, yes?" he let out a snort, bowed his head down to let his tongue run over one of the wounds on his foreleg, eyes pinned on the other.
"But ah... keep your... secret... for now... I will find it out another time..." he snickered, obviously serious about this.
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"That's unfortunate. But

"That's unfortunate. But undeniable." The white stag had the truth of it. Of any 'beast', he would no doubt have the upper hand when it came to knowledge. Barachiel released a puff of air, and frowned. He wasn't bothered by the promise that his secret would be unraveled in time. He was simply put off by the unusual determination. What interest was there in his past? "Perhaps you will. It bears no relevance." He lipped his shoulder wound again, flaring his wings in a purposeful movement to make this Jack agitated again. He had noticed the others' discomfort whenever he shifted. When the wings tucked down again, he offered the corner of a smile.

[=11]"If there was no

[=11]"If there was no relevance, you could simply tell it now, yes?" The movemend indeed made him tense again. A reflex he couldn't get rid off, same as the winceing whenever he felt a touch, as soft as it may was. He shook his head again, clenching teeth for a moment.
His attention went back to the other's dace, now for the first time a clear hint of emotion on it...
... he smirked in return... though this gesture showed a certain kind of waryness.
"Now I thought you couldn't do that, yes?... hmm sag, what's so funny now, hm?"
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The faint smirk gradually

The faint smirk gradually disappeared at the question, and a firmly displeased stare took its place. He glanced down at his pendant before giving a curt nod. The white one had it right again. If it really didn't matter, why hold the secret at all? Because. "You are as unworthy as I to hear it."

He was going to ignore the impertinent jibe about his expressing emotion, but a word in the sentence caught his attention. He balked. "I... Do not understand 'funny'. What is this?"

"Unworthy you say eh?" he

"Unworthy you say eh?" he snorted again, gave the grey another strange look... then he startet to grin again, though this time it seemed to be insecure.
"Kidding me...yes? Heh...doesn't know what funny is no?" he gave him another long and suspicious look... obviously he couldn't determine if that one was a joke now, if the grey was messing with him... or if there was another mocking reason for this strange statement.

In the end he came to the conclusion, "If there was no relevance, you could simply tell it now, yes?" that the grey must be serious. "Heeh...funny is... what makes you laugh." his voice was more quiet than before, perfectly calm now, as well as the look on his face. "But you don't seem to be someone, who laughes a lot. Or even, at all..."
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"You heard me." He said as he

"You heard me." He said as he meant and he certainly meant as he said. This white stag was nothing to him but 'valuable'. Of course he- and everyone else- was unworthy. He tugged his ears forward when the other explained what he had been talking about. "Laugh..." He nodded, seeming to put two and two together. "I remember watching laughter." The observation was given its dues. "It was never my duty to laugh." He drew back to the statement before, still prying at his information. He shifted his head slightly to the side and then back again, as though shaking his head only once. "All good things in time. And, some bad."

((Pff.. sorry... i did some

((Pff.. sorry... i did some copy/paste mistake up there yesterday, I was in a hurry... my bad~))


"Duty..." he said again, shaking his head. "Duty." once more, the pacing became quicker. Obviously he was foghting down another burst of anger. This word was like poison for his ears... and til now he never had met one who dared to put it in his mouth that often ... and to speak about this topic like that... like himself.... much too long time ago. He snotzed, put his eyes back on the grey.
"Duty duty duty... pah... was war es noch? Ach genau.... watching , yes? Did ever anything else. yes? Anything more than duty?!" a short growl escaped him. "See what it made you... hehe...doesn't even know laughter..."
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Again his eyebrows twitched

Again his eyebrows twitched together in a moment of trying to understand, not concerned, but certainly interested. Particularly because of how sour the idea of duty made the white one. Perhaps there was a reason why. More information he would have to glean.

"There was no need for anything but duty." What use was anything else? Ah... He had strayed, he had. And see where it led him indeed. "Laughter... Has not proven useful for anything." He countered. Barachiel considered the other stag before he spoke again. "You have seen duty in bad form." He narrowed his eyes, and dared to press further, taking a step forward in the process. "Or perhaps you were the one to ruin the name of the duty you knew." His intensity was not meant critically. He was simply stating the possibilities. No doubt it would offend, as he so often had already.

Another growl escaped the

Another growl escaped the white, a quick step was made towards the other again, shoving his bared fangs into the other's face. "It was they that ruined me!" he hissed, another shiver running through his body. How he wished to punch into that face again...
"Anything but duty yes? Pah!" he spat the words into the other's face. "Talks like a dog again... heh was wrong, yes? Thought you where different... but what are you, just some other dog among the animals."
He made a few steps backwards again, shook his head a few times... before he had another measuring look at the grey.
"Tell me, dog... where is your duty now eh? Have it here as well?"
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The grey stag did not know

The grey stag did not know enough to flinch at the abrupt intrusion of his personal space, as he had no idea what personal space even was quite yet, and so he merely blinked as teeth were gnashed only inches away. He did, however, make a face at the explosive stranger. "I am not a dog." He had taken the words at face value, and did not delve into the underlying meaning. Intelligent, yet naive. The frown was instantly wiped from his confused face when the other asked him a touchy question. For a moment he seemed genuinely worried.
"I..." The frown returned, and it was nervous. He had been cast out. Where was his duty indeed? It certainly wouldn't have followed him here, to this god-forsaken place. He cleared his throat, and glanced at his pendant. "Duty will call me when it needs be done."

He watched the grey carefully

He watched the grey carefully again another grin makeing its way to his lips when the other uttered his last sentence. "... will call you... yes?" he started to laugh again "Just eeh... like a hmm 'master' whistles for his dog yes? And dog storms towards him, panting and waggling his tail, slobbering all over , eager to serve and make his master happy, yes?" he ended his enthusiastic talk with a hiss, shook his head. For a moment there was a strange look on his face, as if he was wondering where all those hateful words came from.

Another headshake let this look fade.
"Poor dog... I bet your eeh... 'duty' dumped you here, yes? Dog is not usefull anymore, gets shooed away..."
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Sea storm eyes were narrowed

Sea storm eyes were narrowed slightly at the mockery. He wasn't used to being affected by words, as those were human methods of insult and so they had never bothered him. Until now. He was beginning to see their venom. It stung him to say it, but he would not abandon his pride. "If I am bidden to make something done or undone, I will see to it." He worked his jaw before adding testily, "And I do not slobber."

With a rustle of feathers, Barachiel took a step towards the white male, this time appearing almost menacing, though his face was calm as it always was. "I did my duty to the utmost, save for one meander. And I was thrown aside for it." He paused. Clearly he hadn't intended on letting that much slide. He pretended to ignore the slip. "Whatever the case, I am no dog. At least, not one to be trifled with."

The white moved backwards

The white moved backwards again when the other stepped forward, clearly showing he was still wary of the winged stag. His tongue ran over his lips again, stuck in his mouthcorner for a moment, to touch the scar that was starting there.
"You are a dog." like this was the final and unchangable truth. "You talk like one.... and you bark like one..." he smirked "Even wears collar and dog tag, yes?" he nodded at the pendand around the other's neck, chuckled again.

"Ah but hey... dogs seem to be happy all the time... when they are allowed to serve... guess you are too... so its all fine, yes?"
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The burn-scarred stag felt

The burn-scarred stag felt inexplicably silenced when the white reinforced his earlier statement. He was a dog. His mouth was a flatline of displeasure, but Barachiel did not open it to offer a rude retort. Sea storm eyes glanced wearily down to his rose pendant at its mention, before looking back up. The plumage of his wings visibly flattened, making him seem slightly less menacing.

He frowned quite notably more than he had before. Not quite genuine, but no longer a facade. "Happiness does not provide service. It was for happiness that I..." He shifted at long last, moving his mouth to rub at the shoulder wound again. "That duty forsook me." He glowered at his scarred up chest before looking right back at this Jack. "Too bad for you this 'dog' knows you to be a coward. Duty scares you clearly enough, that you are so bitter of its existence."

Relative calmness was once

Relative calmness was once more replaced by an explosion of anger. Again the white charged at the grey, reared up, trying to kick into the other's face.
"Dare you talk like that verddammter bastard!" he barked again, shaking his head. The horns started to grow further split into small tines. "Killing people, sending men to death killing children, killing woman killing families, is that your praised duty yes?!" he screamed, voice almost cracking. "Dare you talk like that you stupid bastard dog! Doesn't know a thing!" he spat out again, shaking and trembling from rage once more. "Sollte dir die dreckigen Flügel ausreißen..."
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Still as dispassionately

Still as dispassionately naive as ever, Barachiel had no intuition as to how his harsh words would be taken, despite having seen the result several times. Thus when the white bounded forwards and attempted to gouge a hoof into his face, he had moved only slightly enough for it to miss his eye, instead scraping from his chin and down the side of his neck. A pained hiss escaped the ex-archangel as he recoiled. The yelling became a jumble of nonsense to the fallen seraph, though he pinned his ears back at the torrent of curses.

He stepped back again, partly nursing his new injury and partly dumbstruck by the fury of this stranger. His eyes remained half-lidded, though their sea storm irises sparked with something like anger. His body didn't show any of this, though. Withdrawn and injured, pressing tight lips to the wound, but still not hostile.

Barachiel considered the words the white had spat. He eyed those growing tines warily. "Gain cannot be made without loss. Mankind was built to lose. And when they did, I would shepherd their souls." Despite the calm certainty he always had in his voice, the grey stag seemed very disquieted about what the white had said. "War was... Created by my kind. And man learned from us." And then, his eyebrows fell with a glare. "A pity it was all man knew how to do, afterwards. Your failed duty is your own fault."

The white stared back at him

The white stared back at him for several moments after the grey's speech. With careful observation one could clearly see the impact the words had on the scarred stag... especially the last...
A hard twitch ran through the tensed body, before he sunk down slightly, as if a blade was stabbed into his chest.
Ears where pinned back to his head and the tines on his head seemed to spread one last time obviously now having reached there full size... less impressive than some other creature's crowns in this place though.

This time there was no curse or screaming, just a face speaking out rage and pain without words.
The white lowered his head and charged forward again, determinded to silence... at least punish... that mouth that dared to speak like that.


((edit: Aaaah I have a nosy question... in which timezone are you? ^^))
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I'm in EST (: Barachiel

I'm in EST (:

Barachiel gradually became hard as stone in both expression and stance. The winged stag allowed his wounds to ache and bleed, as he decided he would tend to them later. This white one had it coming for him, and he'd best keep an eye on that. The persistence of the attacks was disturbing the burned stag, though he made a point of not showing this.

At the charge, he shifted as much out of the way as he could, still allowing yet another score of lines to be carved into his side as the white passed by, raising a wing out of harm's way. His breath was taken in another growl, but he did not return the animosity.

Instead, the burned stag turned around with some difficulty to peer at the enraged male again. "Wrath is a sin. Calm yourself." He sounded anything but interested, though a vague note of irritation still managed to spell its way into his voice. "I spoke truth. You cannot abhor me for being right."

((aaalright i was wondering

((aaalright Laughing out loud i was wondering about your online-pattern ))

His own force he had put into his steps prevent him from stopping immediately when rushing along the other a few more steps and jumps where taken to maintain balance and to run out the left over power. He shook his head a few times, shot around again.

"You are not!" he growled in a deep voince, much too similar to an animal's voice, something he had spoken with so much despise. "Knows nothing!" he barks "Say my name if you know! Tell me my life if you know what happened! What are you dog talking about humans like that...without even knowing what laughing is for!" he shook his head again let out a groan as if in pain. So many words wanted to force their way out, but some of them mustn't be spoken... would give away secrets that had been burried for so many years.

He cranes his neck to the ground, tension still shaking his body. A quick movement and fanks sunk in his own leg again, releasing calming pain. His head shoot up again, glaring at the grey stag again. First interest now blind rage and hate, this 'relation' had taken a quick twist and turn. He took a deep breath.

"Don't deserve your wings!" he snarled, finally accepting this one suspicion he had at the beginning of their talk, finally accepting to what creature he was talking here. "... finally proofs me what always thought.... doesn't care for your 'creation' ... being cruel sadists love to see them suffer!" He spat out again, the trembling now worse than before.
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Yes I come on during random

Yes I come on during random times, but mostly during the afternoon where I am.


In the time it took Jack to regain his balance, Barachiel lowered his lips back to the graze of his wound, still not daring to resort to licking, but instead nibbled. Tasting and trying to understand. His eyes were drawn back to the enraged stranger as he continued his tangent. The grey stag clearly misinterpreted his rhetorical fury, as he offered an insensitive response. "Fortunately I never had to focus on you. I had other duties."

When the white gnawed into his own leg again, Barachiel grimaced, and took a step forwards. Blood had turned his shoulder and chest red at this point, from running its path down his matted, burned fur. He seemed unaware except for the wincing. He opened his mouth, prepared to rally some more words with this male, when he was shot in the heart by the white's own.

The stone-face evaporated into a set jaw, and eyes that widened, revealed emotion. The burn-scarred stag retreated a few steps, and shook his head slowly. You don't deserve your wings! Those words had been spoken before, but not by the white. They had struck home. First when he had been cast down, and now here, where a mortal was damning him too. The grey stag's eyes shifted to the ground, where his blood was slowly making its way. He ignored his white rose pendant. There was no comfort in it.

For once, Barachiel had no hint of speech on his tongue.

The white started to laugh,

The white started to laugh, this time a sound of pain, not of mockery or joy. "Even...hehe even prayed... yes? Prayed... screamed...begged... hehe... useless...useless... either... you don't exist....or... are sadists...my conclusion..." he panted, eventually fell silent as the grey. The glare slowly faded, his face now showing signs of exhaution, replacing the passionate hate.

With no further word the white broke down to the ground, shaking legs needed rest. Still panting he stared up to the other, out of words for the moment, too.
He had met angels here before... once... but that had been a more delicate one... and no talk like this had ever occured.

Another kind of awkward silence settled in... the white had run out of steam for now had screamed out the rage with words that had stuck in his throat for some time.
Now he waited for the grey's move.
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The grey male's eyes were

The grey male's eyes were still downcast while the white stag began to laugh. The ex-archangel would never have guessed this conversation would have taken the turn it did. Both had bitten wounds into each other- some physical, others not so much. It was when the white began to confess that he had prayed to them that the burnt stag looked back up. His face had grown as dispassionate as it could after taking such an insult that he did, though it still showed some form of melancholy.

He kept his counsel until the white fell, clearly exhausted. The grey found it rather ironic that though he was the one with the bleeding, open wounds, the other male was the one to collapse from it all.

He held the other's gaze with a steadfast blank stare, until his sea-storm eyes grew slightly sad. "I do not know why my brothers... Did not heed your prayers." He looked to his pendant, and then quickly away again. It felt wrong to look at it now. "But I know why I did not." Though his voice was as flat as ever, he spoke genuinely. Honest. "I was..." No. He would not say. "Distracted."

The white kept looking up at

The white kept looking up at the other, breath slowly calming. Indeed, his exhaution was more a result of the mental stress, than of physical pain or movement.
"Distracted...." he said, his voice now flat. "... that explains a lot, yes?" with a sharper tone.

Again he fell silent, eyes still nailed to the other's face, observing. Still there wasn't much to read in...
"Distracted...." he repeated again. ".... is that why you are here eh? Punishment?" he snorted again, mouthcorners twitching up into a quick, sharp grin. "Eh... if so... why is just one here.... not all of you...?"