January 8, 2012 - 7:02am — Sighthoundlady
So in the interest of sanity and to give everyone involved in this scenario a chance to participate and be involved despite varying schedules and living all over the darned planet and computer difficulties and….well the list goes on and on.
Here it is.
Allowed participants:
Faustt
Graveyard
Pumpkinseed
Misako
Sighthoundlady
Tracks are welcome on this blog but if you are not on the list please don’t become involved in the RP. If you would like to participate and think your character has a valid reason for being in the RP then send me a private message on MSN. Ladysighthound (at) yahoo (dot) com.
(Also, some of you went to bed before I could bring up this with you so please don't hit me in the morning. Names on the list don't mean anybody has to do anything they don't want to. It's not a list of doooom.)
(We can haz a tracking post
Having best resting in the nearby trees closest to the Idol Nightmare had just started to stir for the night... stretching out some he recalled laying with Sianna before drifting off into a deep slumber. The doe actually providing quite a bit of information for him... what started off as a means of tugging and toying with the blue giant turned to her speaking the truth and informing him of everything that transpired in the past before his disappearance into the human world where he stayed for months before finally making his return at the beginning of the new year.
Slowly the beast rose up to his feet and stretched out, much like a house cat... or well in this case a large lion he murphed deeply as those jaws opened in a wide yawn showing that gullet and throat that most didn't ever want to meet with. Digging his claws into the ground the beast would give a shake before slowly making his way off and towards the idol where he would delve in a drink before continuing on his way through the forest. Unbeknownst to him however a certain doe would also have the intentions of going to the idol for a quick shower.
Pausing when he noticed her, different... but the scent all the same the giant would pause in his steps before continuing one moving close to the edge to give the doe a look from his vantage point. Indeed, it was Herla... someone whom he didn't expect to come bumbling so willingly into his path. A low snort came out of him, he had no more 'qualms' with her but he half expected her to at this point give him a wide birth seeing as whenever he would appear she was always quick to panic and to flee on sight.
In a way it amused him, he had... in some degree... gotten a sick pleasure when things ran from him in fear. The humans he dealt with certainly being a nice source of it. And Nightmare would often times follow along behind those that fled until he would get bored or something else drew his attention. Snorting again he pawed at the ground for a moment and tilted that massive skull of his, tail swaying behind him... curiosity sinking in as the giant was now wondering why she hadn't well... for one noticed him in her stupor in getting to the idol and well why she hadn't quite set in the fear to run and flee.
There were no ill intentions coming from him as he stood there, Nightmare merely being investigative as to why Herla did what she did and he hadn't seen her since... certain incidents that had happened in the past year. There was no desire to harm, no desire to be aggressive with her (Despite what she had done to him, and his bitter taste of it), and no desire to do anything but merely stand and observe.
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
The little doe had fallen
In a happy haze she headed up river with intentions to shower in the idol’s tears, her attention focused backwards though on the frolicking youths and not the direction her small hooves took her. Without further ado, she plunged into the river, beneath the streaming tears, letting the water pour over her face, fanning her feathers out to let the water cascade over them. Blissfully unaware of her immediate surroundings, she remained lost in thought, thinking of the lovely sunny day spent idly with the Irish on this very shore and also of the two youths frolicking near the pond and her hopes and aspirations for all of them.
She blinked in surprise when she saw Ciel and Eraline heading up the river towards her. No, no, no they weren’t supposed to follow her! They were supposed to be spending time together. Alone! But why did Ciel look so…worried? What had happened?
She leapt out of the tears and onto the shore, shaking the excess water from her pelt and feathers in one fluid motion before greeting the approaching youths. In that moment though, she caught something in the corner of her eye, something of nightmares and secret terrors, there looming right next to the Crying Idol, was The Beast. His form was different and changed from her previous memories of him but there was no doubt it was him and instant fear gripped her heart. Nightmare.
... 8{D
(List of doom! Now to think
Now to think of where my sod is hiding…)
With the sun out, there was only one possible response the dark giant could have to it. Lazing around on Red hill, enjoying it now he could. The fear of it starting to rain or snow again; horrible! He didn’t need any of the wet stuff today after his bath, so hadn’t followed Herla or Ciel to the pond either. Maybe later, he thought, rolling to his other side again.
He yawned loudly. He knew he had to get up. It had been a while since Ciel and Herla had strolled off to the pond, and at some point it would be wise to meet up with them again. Slowly, the giant turned so he could sit upright, shaking the dirt off of his neckfur. At this rate, he needed another bath. And that meant more wet. Bleh.
The giant got up, slowly, stretching himself. He looked over the hill towards where he had seen the two stroll off. But it didn’t seem like they were still around there. He made his way down the hill, which wasn’t nearly as elegant as the lightweighted does would. If anything, he had to watch out not to plummet down.
His ears raised up, neck stretching slightly as to wait for any hint of the direction he had to look into. He’d make his decision then, likely.
(Short, not really useful, mostly giving his location since he was not really in the original interaction. Just waiting for a chance to push him into it. XD Hope that’s okay!)
(Faustt, I sort of took some
A bet is a bet. When you lose bets, you pay up.
In Eraline's case, the bet had been a game of "peacock the sleeping deer first" and she'd won. Ciel had been giving her trouble since then, no doubt jinxing every spell in his mind so that she would not be able to adorn his fat head in a beautiful (and embarrassing) array of green and blue feathers. But she is determined, despite his complaints and the sad eyes he makes every time she hits close but no cigar, to make him honor his loss, and so she hisses, hold still! when he starts to inch away.
Herla's approach does not deter her at first. She is able to ignore their chatter, is grateful that the distraction has made it easier to cast her spells and arrange the wimpy little feathers that come from them. It does not occur to her that something could be wrong until she notices the hard look in Ciel's face, the tension in his eyes. She follows his line of sight to a white shape near the Idol and it is then she realizes Herla has left them.
"Wait, where is she going?" The doe asks, glancing again at Ciel as he shakes off her magic, frees his antlers of what few feathers she'd managed to get to stick. When he doesn't answer, and instead makes chase for his mother, she blinks, confused, but soon gathers her wits enough to follow. Then a familiar scent fills her nostrils, one from long ago; suddenly an image of a giant bloody body coughing and shaking at the top of a hill while she, just a teenager, tries to keep him at bay. This scent is too familiar - and with it urging her forward, she picks up her pace and runs.
(So sorry about the delay,
The disgruntled young buck was none too happy about the situation; not only had he lost to a girl, but he now had to don this ridiculous feather mantle for the remainder of the night. However, much to his amusement, Eraline couldn't seem to land the correct spell. Several minutes into the attempts, he took note of his mother moving off upstream. He raised his brow inquisitively, glancing sideways at Eraline briefly. "I'm not sure." He shrugged off her sudden leave, against his better judgement. After several more attempts to land him with peacock feathers, Ciel caught wind of an all too familiar scent. His head lifted quickly, ears forward and alert as he tried to catch sight of where his mother had run off to.
He could see a small figure, her stark white pelt heavily contrasting with the earthier tones of the forest. With the scent of the beast from the past mingling with that of his mother, Ciel could only assume their general vicinities. He promptly shook off the spells that Eraline had landed on him, and without a word, took off in a rush towards the Idol. The figure looming just behind the statue confirmed what he had feared; Nightmare was mere feet from Herla.
However, she did not seem any wiser to his presence. Knowing better than to simply rush at the beast, Ciel slid to a halt at the edge of the embankment, standing above where Herla was. His eyes remained fixed on the large creature, and it was then that Herla seemed to notice Nightmare. As she came out of the Idol's tears, shaking the water from her pelt and mantle, the young buck stepped in front of her. "Come on, we need to move, now."
(No worries haha~ Take you
The giant just stayed where he was... watching and observing before he moved around the idol his tail swaying behind him. Walking around so that he could get a better look at the now white doe... curious as to why she was now wearing the devout instead of her normal black coloration. As he stood now, he had no fear for the holy pelt... though it would still pester him and cause irritation should the pelt be passed onto his form... though it wouldn't be enough to deter him from standing there and watching.
Snorting out he dipped his head down to chew at one of his legs due to an itch, his attention still focused on Herla... he sensed that fear, knew that she was terrified of him and that just drew him in more. But that was in a way natural for him, an attraction to things that feared him... after all, look what he did when he had left. It was when he heard movement that the giant brought his head up and turned his attention to the younger two that came over... one he knew, Ciel... the little buck that he'd managed to sniff at and investigate once before... and a green pelted doe. Given that there were still some foggy moments in his mind he was trying to place a name to the young doe but none rang right in that instant.
"Nice to see you as well Herla..." Nightmare let out straightening himself to stand after relieving that damned itch on his leg... shaking his head as he stretched again his attention turning to Ciel and the young doe before it returned to Herla.
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
The doe stood paralyzed with
He spoke to her but she barely heard, over powered by the sound of her heart beating and blood rushing in her head. Color drained from her face and her feathers collapsed against her neck.
“What are you doing here?” she said finally, the question rather dumb perhaps, but she was dumbfounded. One moment she’s been standing in perfect happiness, the sun friendly and warm on her face. And now this haunting reminder of things from the past, terrible things, was standing before her bringing it all back in a terrible rush.
Ciel was there now, standing beside her she realized. How did he get here? Not her baby fawn now, but a strong buck. Not strong enough though. He would never be strong enough against that creature. And now Eraline was here too. No, no, they shouldn’t be here. Her fear for them made something crack open inside her. Just a little. The dark magic rippling from within an endless abyss just on the other side of that doorway. A doorway she slammed shut with a force of will.
Looking up at her son she told him, “Take Eraline away from here. NOW,” she tried to put every ounce of motherly authority into the command, praying he would obey.
Gehirn didn’t have to stand
The Irish lifted his head to walk towards the idol, slowly starting to recognize shapes, scents. Herla? Something else that didn’t smell nearly as good? He then recognized Ciel and Eraline as well. But that other one.
His calm pace went into a small trot. Something wasn’t right, and he never did like that feeling. It wasn’t before long he started to get the feeling he recognized the other giant. Upon arriving, he heard Herla command Eraline to be taken away by Ciel. And his eyes narrowed. Trouble, alright.
”What is going on here?” The deep voice demanded to know, standing mere feet away from Herla, Ciel and Eraline. He would step forwards, towards the trio in front of him. A threatening gaze thrown towards Nightmare. It hadn’t gone unnoticed to what this creature had done to his mate in the past. And her fear for it was obvious. But this time, Gehirn could be there to protect her if needed. It had always frustrated him he couldn’t have in the past; angered him even. If there was anything he loathed, it was feeling powerless. He looked at the youth for a moment, wondering what their response would be to Herla’s command. He, for one said nothing, they were too old now for him to.
(I feel like apologising for this not being so epic.. I kinda have difficulty throwing him in right now, but I'm sure I'll have it easier soon! Sorry anyway ♥)
Eraline is not even halfway
Herla's command makes her ears fall back and threatens a kind of hard fury. Stoic behind the mask, she says, "Herla, if you are not leaving, neither am I."
(crap post...this is the best I could do for now, not feeling up to par. Also, it okay to call "pass" sometimes if we feel like skipping our turn for whatever reason?)
((Would you all stop saying
And yeah Pumpkinseed, if anybody wants to pass that’s fine too! Just, y'know, tell us. XD I'm not an evil task mistress or something. ))
As the creature set his eyes
(short >.<)
The beast just snorted at how
"Monster... heh, where have I heard that one before..." The giant just shrugged off the words... a low hiss coming out of him "If anyone is at fault here it is hers... you accuse me of being here when I was coming over for my drink after waking. It's not my fault that she bumbled into my path so carelessly..." He hissed "I am not here to fight, nor am I here to poke buttons... you're the ones who seem to be acting like childish fools." Shaking that skull of his the giant moved around and took a step down into the ditch that was where the water was... lowering his head down and drinking the water and ignoring them for the time that he was quenching his thirst before he lifted his head to cast his gaze to Gehirn... shaking his head before climbing back out and onto the bank opposite of where the little herd was, shaking the water off his feet as he stretched out again. Everyone should know what he was capable of, and know that had he wanted to do anything he would have done it long before now... "Though I'll admit to being 'curious' as to why she came trotting on over without notice... and wanting to inspect the situation. Since as far as I am aware of, that dear little doe that all of you seem to be piled on over there wants to keep as far a distance between me and herself as possible."
(( I think I hit everything on the head here .______________. ))
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
The monster of her past stood
But she was not alone. The refusal of the two youths to leave her side was not unexpected. Their bravery and devotion not lost on her. Though her worry for them did not lessen, she had no further reprisals for them.
The grip of her vision upon the horrifying monster was not swayed though until a familiar voice from behind reached her ears. The deep resonant tones of the Irish broke through the trance of her terror and she turned her ruby eyes upon him. His large form strode out from the forest, a flood of relief washing over her at the sight of him. Gehirn. Her eyes sought those of the black stag. Fear did not leave her, but at his presence so near, the blackness of the monster’s aura did not wither her quite so harshly and a strength returned to her heart. She looked into the faces of Ciel and Eraline and their goodness filled her up as well. Light came to the forefront. Not darkness. She was not alone. Never again would she be alone.
The small does’ gaze returned to the beast, crimson eyes leveled upon it. She stepped forward and answered his questions. ”This is my home, beast. The place where I have my family and the place I shall raise my children,” her tone even and forceful yet bearing no malice or challenge. Only a statement of the reality of her existence, a reality that far superseded the hauntings of the past. “You are correct. I do not wish you near me. Or my family.” she finished.
The Irish listened, watched,
Though seeing the fear in Herla’s eyes made him boil. Why this stag would even return to this forest was beyond him. What could possibly drive such a beast to return to this place.
Calmly, Gehirn kept his stance.
"Well then." The irish would raise his head, eyes wandering between the gathered deer. "If no one wants to be near each other, then why are we still? You have had your drink, I suppose that was all you needed. I would like to take my daily shower…" He took a step forward, still behind Herla. His red eyes kept focused on Nightmare, though his expression was calm. "Or well, of course, if you are done. Assuming you were here first and, this whole encounter was a mistake.."
Though, he couldn’t help but hold a slightly dark tone to his voice. Inside, he was angry. This creature had hurt his mate badly. Bad enough to make her look at him with such fear in her eyes.. He wanted this place to be as safe as possible for her.
Gehirn smiled at Herla’s words, face turning to look at her. He nodded, looking at Ciel and Eraline first as well before locking back on the beast. "Precisely.. And well, I hope you can respect that wish…" Still as calm as possible. "…To keep away from our family. I think you can agree with us enough harm has been done. I suppose this was an accidental encounter…" Gehirn looked at Herla again. He wasn’t there but, hearing what had been said had made him pull that conclusion. He would be the calm one amongst panic.
(track) (:
(calling a pass on this one.)
(throwing a pass in here too)
"Your home?" If the giant had
"You tell your family to stay out of my path and I will make it in my efforts to stay away from them. But if they cross my path I will not be afraid to just approach and give them a sniff..." Standing straight up again, to that full height of his body he rolled those skull covered shoulders gritting his teeth more as his tail swung behind him for a brief moment "And do keep your petty words and insults to yourselves... Monster is getting quite old now... I've heard it far too many times when I was in that damned land of... what was it that she called them..." The giant paused and seemed to be lost in his thoughts "Humans... men... whatever you'd call them... nasty pink skinned little vermin... with their 'guns' and their 'traps'..." The beast huffed out before turning and twisting around his tail swaying before he growled out and was moving away from the little gathering... if they wanted to be so disgustingly possessive over the damned idol he wasn't going to deal with it. He was disgustingly possessive over the moss bed anyway... which many knew about... and most tried to avoid it by now.
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
She listened to the Irish
A nausea in the pit of her stomach and an unsteadiness in her vision made her brace her legs to support herself. She swallowed, shivering and looked up at Gehirn, “It’s true, I was inattentive, had a lapse in alertness, didn’t know he was here…” she said softly to the Irish, her eyes flicking to the monster where he stood on the shore, sickness in the pit of her stomach. She needed away from him that much was clear. She huddled into herself wretchedly.
When the beast turned his attention upon Ciel and Eraline and stated that he would “give them a sniff”, the implied threat in those words, made her pale even further if possible. She shuddered and averted her gaze from him, her chest tightening, she swayed as she clenched her eyes shut. He spoke of the land of humans in words she didn’t understand but she only wanted him away at that point, ”Just leave.” she thought before opening her eyes again, “Why don’t you just go back there…” she heard herself say to the beast, softly, like a prayer. Almost a plea.
”Yes yes, we get that now.
Gehirn still had his head raised, reddish daggers reaching to the sky proud above it. He barely seemed to move, not even when Herla stood beside him. He listened to the creature talk about the humans. Though none of the words sounded familiar to him, besides pink skinned. What ever ‘humans’ or ‘guns’ meant was unknown to him. But he had the feeling he knew. “Is monster not quite fitting then..? I think it’s pretty obvious you’re not really like the rest here. And that you tend to behave as such a creature…” A childish, naïve tone was added to his voice. As acted as could be. Though he would shut his trap when he watched Nightmare leave, not really feeling like keeping him along either. When he was far away enough, Gehirn turned to look at Herla. “Not very like you to not be paying attention. Guess you were lucky these two kept an eye on you.” He smiled at Ciel and Eraline. He had met more careless youth in his life, figures who would jump into any fight they could manage. Even if they could not win it. The giant was relieved these tow had more brain than that.
(( Pumpkin? Faustt? Are you
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
(Sorry. I want to respond but
The green doe listens to this
There is also a small part of her that remembers how she had tried to forgive Nightmare when he'd still been bloody and beaten, for Darcy's sake.
So when she finally begins to register the sound of Gehirn's voice and realizes he is trying to end this standoff, she sighs, frustrated but resigned, and nudges Ciel's shoulder with hers as she leans in his direction. "Come on then. Let's go, before we can't."
Yet another memory of his
(( No Worries! I am more than
The giant hadn't gotten far when he heard their talking... his ears flicked back to take everything that was said in. Listening intently to every word... the beast snorted at the question from Herla's side of it. Why didn't he just go back to that other world? Because there were things here that wouldn't allow for him to leave fully without causing a void... he had his adopted family in this world, he had nothing... in that world. Those giant jaws gritted together when the Irish started to speak... putting words in his mouth, he wouldn't approach them and he wouldn't make it in his damned effort to even come near them if it wasn't by accident. If they happened to be in the area he was going to well so be it, it wasn't his fault as this place wasn't exactly known for being 'large' and a lot of others seemed to gather around in the areas that he often decided to stay in. But, the beast just shrugged that off with a grain of salt until what was said next came out.
That thick fur bristled at the world of Monster... yes, he wasn't like everyone else in this forest... he wasn't like the deer and the 'antelope' playing around. That fur bristled more... he didn't go out of his way to act like a monster. There was a deep rumble to come out of Nightmare's throat and one of those paws placed itself on the ground as he stopped in his advances to move away "So kind of you to throw words into my mouth... if you so badly want a monster... how about I show you what a monster I can be..." Nightmare growled out the words as he looked back at the group tendrils of thick black coming from those jaws and that skull.
That fur bristled more, he wasn't angered... it was more so a display... Nightmare in himself was intimidating, get him like this and it would be insane to stick around. Turning around some the giant was careful in his movements as those spines on his body had hardened, another deep... low growl coming out of him as he craned that head upwards showing the bottom of those jaws and how they intricately weaved together to knit into one at the base of the throat. It didn't last long as that head was then jerked down and the giant shoved his body down to let out that well known roar, though this time there was a difference... it was primal and a mixture of sounds... like human screams. Those who had paid attention would see that with that large skull of his would see the human skulls on his shoulders had also opened their jaws... they were the source of the human screams.
As that roar carried on the beast would pull his head up the bottom jaws shaking and clattering for a moment before he closed them... silencing himself and the screaming banshees that was on his shoulders. His head craned up again as a deep breath was let out and Nightmare lowered his head down... fur calming and the spines on his body falling carefully back to there pliable state. Smoke not coming out in great wafts anymore... he was still calm, remarkably... through all of this "That is a monster... and if you want me to act like such I am more than willing to do so." A snort came from Nightmare as he turned himself so that his entire body was in view, his attention still on the little group "I have done things in the past yes... but if you cannot get around the past then you are blind fools. I'm certain two of you here know what I am capable of... three maybe... and you are well aware of what I could have done if I had even wanted to. But I am not always a monster as you seem to see it..." there was a soft chuckle to escape Nightmare as he turned his attention to look towards the pond... tail swinging for a moment "I have feelings just like anyone else in this damned place... despite how much I have claimed that I don't... I do..." He muttered, clawing at the ground for a moment which drew his attention down as well... the beast sighing out deeply before walking slightly forward, mostly to move his way down towards the pond. Though he wasn't moving at all fast.
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
The doe clad in white
Herla let out a shuddering breath of relief as the beast seemed to be leaving. She listened to the terse exchange between her son and Eraline, the tenseness in their bodies as they’d prepared to fight, ebbing away now and the closeness between them as they backed away together, content to let it lay, to remember what was important and to look to each other.
When the Irish had turned to her and not unkindly remarked on her uncharacteristic lack of alertness, she’d finally pulled her gaze away from the blue beast’s retreating form and looked up at the black stag beside her. A brief smile and a momentary blush colored her cheeks, all the more visible through the white pelt., as she thought on the reason for her distraction and where her mind had been as it certainly hadn’t been on her surroundings when she’d blindly walked up the river straight into Nightmare’s path. Despite everything and the danger still so close she couldn’t help the reflex movement as she tucked her head into her feathers and drew the bright plumage across her face, “I am unaccustomed to certain distractions it seems. Nothing but time and…practice will cure the daydreaming I fear.” she whispered softly, her scarlet eyes upon him, the faintest of laughs escaping her lips born mostly of relief. Her eyes followed to the two youths, “I am indeed lucky to have their help, it is not something I take for granted,” she said as she offered them each a smile.
A smile that was only all to brief as she realized the beast had paused, was turning now, grumbling. Bristling. Black smoke billowing from his maw. Her feather mantle flattened against her neck and she fell back a step as he denied he was a monster yet proceeded with his disturbing and frightening display that twisted some visceral primal horror in her. She swayed on her feet as a feeling of sickness and dizziness washed over her at the sight.
Flinching, the small doe turned her face from the beast, clenching her eyes against the nausea and willed herself steady, “Those who cannot remember the past, are condemned to repeat it,” she uttered softly. She lifted her gaze towards the beast, her lips pursed, a strain about her eyes, “ It is only a fool who forgets,” she said now with more strength. “And only a fool would take his own transgressions so lightly. To so glibly expect forgiveness from those he has wronged. Tell me dear monster, what have you done whilst you were away? What penance have you sought, if any? Why am I the fool to remember so vividly the past and feel it’s haunting still in my heart?”
Gehirn couldn’t help a
Gehirn listened to him talking with one eyebrow raised, watching him transform into something he denied being just a split second ago. He didn’t know by then, if he should be intimidated, or amused. "Argk." He complained, flicking his ears. "No need to start screaming. We get your point, you ARE a monster." Gehirn had to hold himself there, not to step forward or give him any reason to return. "Of course you can’t expect us to just get around the past! Herla, for one, can’t defend herself, why would she even RISK letting you near? You’ve proven to be rather unpredictable and unreasonable, haven’t you?" His patience wore thin, though he calmed again listening to Herla. Her words were a lot wiser, calmer. If the beast could not see what she reason in her words, he must be rather dull, the stag thought.
A deep breath. His posture going back to a more relaxed state. "You show us you are a monster, still claim you are sometimes not. That does mean, you sometimes are." The dark Irish stated. "That is enough risk to not forgive you. I think you should also see that no deer right in their mind, would be happy happy joy joy to approach something with jaws like you, skulls in places like you, spines like you, and a behavior problem like you." He finally frowned. "You blame a doe for saving her own life. Against an enemy she could not possibly beat. I think you’re the one who doesn’t see the truth."
His head turned, back to Herla and the youth. "I don’t think he’ll ever get it. Perhaps we should come back to bathe later." Gehirn tapped the ground briefly, urging Herla to join him in following Ciel and Eraline. He was done.
The doe is glancing over her
When it's finally over - when Gehirn begins to move - Eraline releases a quivering breath and turns again, wordless. She is ready for this to be over, ready to bury these unwanted memories again.
(double postage.)