{Liam} ||+caged heart+|| | The Endless Forest

_{There was a time when I was stronger.

I do not remember such a time, for it was long ago.

To be strong again...to be brave.

I wish I could tell you...

I hope, someday, you may understand.

I am caged...}

current thoughts
"Gods...Caine, I forgive you. I love you with all of my heart..."

recent activity
Awoke in a haze within the cage at the ruins, feeling weak and a little disoriented. At first he thought that the encounter he had with Caine last night had only been a nightmare, but when he noticed the stargazer lily that Caine had placed beside him while he was unconscious, he realized that it was not a dream at all. Although he was disheartened, he carried the lily in his teeth as he wandered aimlessly, trying to clear his head. Almost immediately felt sick to his stomach when he suddenly picked up on Caine's scent, and he turned the other way toward the pond where he sought refuge by an oak tree.

Was soon approached by Tandem who quickly picked up on Liam's distress. When the crow-deer came up to greet and and ask what was wrong, Liam broke down and poured out to his friend what had happened between him and Caine that night. He spoke of how guilty he felt, and how he had ruined everything between them. Gradually, Tandem's gentle coaxing and advice helped put Liam somewhat at ease, ever grateful for his company and kindness. When Caine suddenly appeared, Tandem politely took his leave to give them privacy, although Liam began to feel anxious as his friend left. The fear had returned, even though Caine appeared incredibly dejected and sorrowful.

Despite everything that had happened, and despite Liam's fears and worries, the two ended up making amends. Caine apologized for how he acted, and insisted that he was the one at fault. Liam forgave him, and the pair spent the rest of the night embracing, their relationship rekindled.

name Liam

gender buck

orientation homosexual

mate Caine

age young adult (around 22 or 23 in human years)

size fallow deer (#6)

voice [x] [x] [x]

speech #C7AC34

set great argus pelt, long antlers, monarch butterfly mask

personality shy | introverted | fearful | effeminate | pacifist | playful | friendly | loving | lonely | insecure | soft-spoken |

history Not much is known about Liam's past. However, he has been neurotic his whole life and fears making the wrong impression on other deer. He has a major inferiority complex, and dreads confrontation.

notes For whatever reason, random deer may send Liam into a shivering fit. He is very wary of deer that wear skull masks, as he cannot see their faces. He may take a playful gesture (rearing, bowing antlers, etc.) as a threat, but with coaxing he will become more relaxed. Liam has always been attracted to other stags, but he fears showing this side of himself as he believes that he will be damned by the Twin Gods. Despite his faults, Liam is very playful and loves to run around. He adores fawns, but he may not trust other deer right away. He has an affinity toward butterflies and the cage within the Ruins.

Friends

Caine (mate) "Caine... I do not know what I would do without you. I love you with all of my heart..."

Tandem "You mean so much to me, my friend. I am so sorry for getting you mixed up in my emotions, my feelings. I don't ever want to hurt you...I don't want to lose your friendship. Thank you for being here for me, and I will always be here for you as well."

Herla "Someone so sweet shouldn't be so afraid. I will protect you, dear one."

Woden "So graceful, so fun, so humorous... Thank you for being so wonderful and kind. I trust you with all of my heart."

Incubus "Incubus... Thank you, for everything. I can always trust you."

Nekumbra "I was unsure of you at first, but you are a wonderful being who is misunderstood."

Honeyfur "You are such a sweetheart with a wonderful mate. I trust you completely."

Phobos "Phobos, you are a kindly stag that I knew I could trust immediately. Thank you for being who you are."

Nanetta "So fragile, so dear... You can always come to me if you're in trouble, sweet one."

Curious Of

Matthias "Thank you... Thank you for comforting me, and for protecting me. You are so sweet and nice. I...I would like to get to know you better, if that's okay..."

Aloysius "Oh my...what a bundle of energy you are! You are very fun to be around, even though I am not sure what type of creature you are."

Lothair "I hold deep respect for you. You are kind, and strong; thank you for being such."

Banshee "You intrigue me... You seem to possess great power, but I do not fear you. I do hope we meet again."

Peanut "You are quiet, but very sweet. I do hope we can get to know each other better."

Jonah "Caine seems to be uneasy around you, but I think you're nice."

Leviathann "I was scared of you at first... But, you seem nice. I am curious of you..."

Unsure Of

Succubus "We may be on shaky ground, but I do hope we can be friends someday."

Crucio "You are strange to me...and a little scary. But...also cute."

updates

October 23, 2011

I think...that everything will be alright. Tandem, I am so sorry for ever getting you mixed up in this. Please forgive me...I don't want to lose you. Caine...I am still a little afraid and uncertain. I saw a side of you that I wish I could have never known existed, but...of course I forgive you. I still love you, no matter what. I believe that things will get better soon. Please...don't forget about me...

September 26, 2011

Oh, Caine...where are you? I'm so worried, and I miss you so much. I feel so empty without you... I need you now more than ever...I'm afraid I'll do something that I'll regret. I just...I can't live like this, Caine. I want to feel your warmth again, taste your lips, feel your heart beat next to mine... Will I ever see you again...? Please, be safe...I'll be here...

August 20, 2011

The last time I had seen your face...how long has it been? I...I don't even want to think about that. But...you waited for me. Gods, you waited for me. Caine...words cannot express how much I love you. I was lost, afraid I'd lose you forever...but you waited for me. I love you so much, Caine...I will never, ever leave you again. You have my heart, now and always~ ♥

June 13, 2011

Oh Caine, I have missed you so much... I...I do hope I was not too smothering. I have missed your touch, your warmth, your smile. But you are here now, and I could not be happier, love~

May 18, 2011

Caine... I have never felt so happy in my entire life. Words cannot express how much I care for you, and how relieved I am to know that you feel the same way for me. I...I have been afraid to express myself like this, but you have shown me that there is nothing to fear. I am yours, Caine...Gods, I love you...

May 17, 2011

No, please...oh Gods, Caine...I am so very sorry. Please...please don't run away. I...I need you... Please, come back... Please...

May 16, 2011

Caine...why must you fight? You are so sweet, so kind...but you turn into something else, something darker when you feel threatened. It...frightens me, but I cannot run away. I feel that I must quell whatever storm has begun to brew. I don't want to see you or anyone else get hurt... It would tear me apart. I am sorry I nuzzled you...I know it makes you uncomfortable, but, I knew it would make you back off if not just a little. I am so sorry, Caine... Please do not hate me...

May 13, 2011
I have not seen Incubus in several days, and it truly pains me. I was so happy to finally feel connected with another, especially a stag...but now I am convinced that he was just part of my imagination. Something that I could only dream of and never acquire. But then...I found Caine. Or, Caine found me. He is...so very different from me, but he accepts me for who I am. I feel so baffled, so relieved... How could a powerful stag such as himself not want to drive me off out of disgust or anger? Caine...I feel so safe around you. I want to get to know you better, if that is alright. I feel...free. I don't have to feel afraid anymore...

May 6, 2011
Incubus... I do not know if we had met through chance or fate, but I am very happy to have crossed paths with you. Overjoyed, truly. I feel so awful that you are in so much pain... I want to go after those who had hurt you, but I am too weak and afraid.
I suppose the most I can do is keep you company, and...I have this feeling inside of me, a warmth that grew as we spent time together. I do not know what you would think of me if I were to tell you... I do not want to lose your trust so quickly. Please, get better... I won't be far if you wish for my company...

April 28, 2011
Today I met the strange doe that Woden had previously told me about. He told me that she was odd, and not like him or I. He didn't go into detail, but I felt he was holding back something important. She's...different. Afraid, like me. My heart went out to her when one stag began to bellow at and taunt her. I could not understand why she was being treated as such, or why she forced herself to eat those grubs. She did not look like she enjoyed them...
I have decided that I should not question her behavior. After all, I am not exactly one would call normal, either. Still, there is something about her...something that seems foreboding, and yet I cannot help but reach out to her. This doe, Nekumbra...I will watch over her, and make sure that no one hurts her. I will try...

April 26, 2011
I have been coming across and playing with the faerie stag for a couple of days now, and he is the best company I have had in such a long time. His name is Woden, and he is one of the more fascinating deer I have met. His energy and all-around appreciation of life brings joy to my heart; I cannot help but smile when he runs around.
Curiously, although he is small (well, sometimes) he seems to not be afraid of anything. I find that admirable as well as enviable. I wish I were as brave and trusting as him. I suppose I have much to learn about myself still, but I am very grateful that he and I are friends. The Forest is becoming brighter by the day.

April 25, 2011
I happened across a doe whose pelt was as dark as the night sky. She seemed shy, unsure...much like me, I suppose. I stayed with her, curious about this deer who is so much like me.
We were soon joined by a skull-faced stag with a striking coat, and although I could not see his face, I did not fear him. It is odd, but I could sense that he was not like any other deer I've met. He was whimsical, and bowed to trees...I believe that he is a spirit, or a faerie perhaps.
He spoke to us of the whispers upon the Forest's breath. Its secrets are all around us, it seems... I still do not know how I arrived here; I can hardly remember the last harvest season. Perhaps if I listen more, I will learn in time.

April 23, 2011
The Forest became brighter today. I crossed paths with a stag whose pelt bore a striking resemblance to my own. He greeted me warmly, and we kept each other company for quite a while. It is strange... I felt as if I could immediately trust him. When we were approached by an aggressive deer, he protected me...I had never been treated with such thoughtfulness before. I am not sure how I feel... I only wish for his company for just a little longer.

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May 20, 2011 - 8:27pm — Xemi

( *spontaneously jacks fifth

( *spontaneously jacks fifth page and runs*
-slap'd-
..... (8 carry on.~ )

May 20, 2011 - 9:55pm — Sighthoundlady

Daneth stiffened slightly

Daneth stiffened slightly when the young buck nuzzled him but otherwise betrayed no emotion. The golden deer seemed naturally affectionate and friendly so Daneth tolerated it. When the buck returned he remained motionless as the other administrated to his wounds, gently packing the poultices in. He was right it did sting, a slight intake of breath escaped him once when Liam worked on one of the deeper wounds but otherwise he held still and tried to be accommodating to the ministrations.. “Thank you.” he said when the buck had finished and nodded courteously.

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May 20, 2011 - 11:25pm — Dinamo

8D CONGRATULATIONS.

8D CONGRATULATIONS. Adfsdkljf. -Throws a.... 'mate' party.-
D'aww. Im so happy for them. <3333
Though, Peabutt is a bit sad.

May 21, 2011 - 2:54am — Uruushou

Rofl! Han, you sneaky

Rofl! Han, you sneaky page-thief! *shakefist* XD

sjhdsufgduf! Lol thank you so much, Dina! ♥ I am so sorry about Peanut, though...I had no idea he had a crush on Liam! ;_;

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Liam smiled softly when Daneth mumbled his thanks, and he bowed his head respectfully. "It is nothing, really. I just hope it helps... As long as you don't move around too much, your wounds should heal up quickly," the golden buck replied earnestly, and then chewed on his bottom lip a little. "Um...would you mind if I kept you company while you rested? Just until your strength comes back, I mean. In case if your aggressor returns," Liam said softly, feeling a little foolish offering more help to the much larger stag.

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May 21, 2011 - 3:29am — Dinamo

Your so welcome!~ But, its

Your so welcome!~ But, its fine. He will most likely find someone else.

May 21, 2011 - 3:58am — Sighthoundlady

The golden buck had done a

The golden buck had done a good job, Daneth was still in pain, but time would heal the wounds. He nodded his thanks. When Liam asked if he could stay and give him company, Daneth thought on it, and agreed it might be nice to have someone looking out in case the angry red stag returned. He wished to sleep. “You may. I would be pleased.” he said nodding to the grass besides him.

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May 21, 2011 - 4:07am — Xemi

( snort 8D AHAHAHA~ Andyes.

( *snort* 8D AHAHAHA~ Andyes. Peanut, you're adorable, but Caine will sparta-kick you into da lake 8C LOLFFF <3 That's an adorable image somehow e______________e; )

May 21, 2011 - 4:11am — Dinamo

(Just. An image of Peanut

(Just. An image of Peanut flying through the air... kjsdghkjsdgh xDDD Hes like, 'Whai meee?')

May 21, 2011 - 5:41am — Uruushou

Aww geez...I still feel bad.

Aww geez...I still feel bad. Poor Peanut... Liam should hang out with him soon and make him feel better. c8

Liam: "Gah, no Sparta-kicking allowed!" *slaps Caine with his purse* XD

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Daneth's gentle response was a surprise, and Liam sat down beside the larger stag with a warm smile. Letting out a sigh, he kept his eyes on their surroundings, looking out for any threatening figure that may approach them. He probably wouldn't be able to fend them off, but at least he could warn them or distract them. Even if trouble did not come to them, Daneth could take comfort in the fact that he would be watched over as he slept. "Rest easy, my friend," Liam said softly.

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May 21, 2011 - 7:30am — Xemi

( LOLEFKLFHSL the image of

( LOLEFKLFHSL the image of Liam with a purse. XD! )

May 21, 2011 - 7:32am — Uruushou

(Lol, it's definitely not an

(Lol, it's definitely not an unfathomable image! XD)

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May 21, 2011 - 11:37pm — Dinamo

Lol, if youd like. I dont

Lol, if youd like. I dont know how Peabutt will react but, fff. Whatever.

Lmfao, a purse. Is it just me, or can I see Liam with this purse?

May 22, 2011 - 3:47am — Xemi

UKGEFDAUK PERMISSION TO DRAW

UKGEFDAUK
PERMISSION TO DRAW ANTHRO LIAM WITH THAT PURSE? (8
OhmyGod I'll do an anthro Caine wtfing at him. LOL.

May 22, 2011 - 3:48am — Dinamo

DO IT. ......JUST DO IT. >8D

May 22, 2011 - 4:19am — Uruushou

OMG. YES. PERMISSION.

OMG.

YES.

PERMISSION. FREAKING. GRANTED!

Rofl that would be so amazing! GOGOGO!! XDD

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May 22, 2011 - 4:21am — Xemi

LOLYES. 8D /slaps on to-do

LOLYES. 8D /slaps on to-do list

May 22, 2011 - 4:30am — Uruushou

WOO! /runsaroundlikeaspazz

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May 22, 2011 - 4:36am — Skitties

sneaks in I've been meaning

*sneaks in* I've been meaning to meet him in forest for a while... maybe now I actually can. *sneaks out* >_>

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May 22, 2011 - 4:41am — Uruushou

Hehe, I would love to meet

Hehe, I would love to meet your characters! Liam always enjoys meeting new deer~ ♥

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May 22, 2011 - 4:48am — Skitties

Yay~ I'll probably throw my

Yay~ I'll probably throw my OOC at you first. My main deer has refused to meet anyone new recently.

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May 22, 2011 - 5:06am — Uruushou

Sure thing! I will definitely

Sure thing! I will definitely keep an eye out for your character~ ♥

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May 23, 2011 - 7:16pm — 1Antidote

Hellloo, Liam 8D you have no

Hellloo, Liam 8D
~~you have no idea how much i love this guy. I've been stalking this bio for quite a long time B| -shot-~~
Sorry for my stag's behavior. He had several fights and is not in the best mood right now ;-;

May 23, 2011 - 7:25pm — Uruushou

Why hello there! Lol aww,

Why hello there! Lol aww, thank you so very much! *cling* ♥

No worries at all! Liam just got a little confused and jealous when Caine nuzzled ?, so I must apologize for his behavior as well. He's never actually been in love before, and so he is not sure how to handle jealousy. He's also a big baby, lol. He'll be fine, though; I do hope that he and ? can be friends! c:

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May 23, 2011 - 7:42pm — 1Antidote

Liam and Caine are just so

Liam and Caine are just so adorable together 8D And of course they can be friends c:
Also, any name suggestions for my stag? |D I'm having a hard time choosing names for my characters ;n;

May 23, 2011 - 8:01pm — Uruushou

Aw, thank you so much!

Aw, thank you so much! ♥ And, yay! 8DD

Oh noes! Gah, I hate it when I get stuck on names as well... :< Hm, let's see...I came up with Stieg, Calin, Cael and Beren. Meh... /thinks

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May 23, 2011 - 8:24pm — 1Antidote

Neat names you got there~ I

Neat names you got there~ I really like Beren. c:
Thank you~
I shall go search for more. If I won't find or think up anything, I guess I will go with Beren 8D

May 23, 2011 - 8:26pm — Uruushou

You're most welcome, and

You're most welcome, and awesome! 8D There are some great name generator sites out there if you get stuck. They can really help~ Good luck! c:

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June 13, 2011 - 7:44am — Xemi

Awwww, that journal.

Awwww, that journal. <3 ~ I need to post here, ugh ;; might have to be tomorrow, I'm tired. Crashtime soon~

June 13, 2011 - 7:46am — Uruushou

D'waaa! 8D YES YOU DO. |( Lol

D'waaa! 8D YES YOU DO. |( Lol no worries, please take your time! I need to give Liam some more attention, the poor guy~ ;_;

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July 3, 2011 - 4:35am — uwharrie

Omgsh, he's such a pansy

Omgsh, he's such a pansy lol
but a cute pansy ^^

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July 3, 2011 - 7:24am — Uruushou

Haha, why thank you hon! He

Haha, why thank you hon! He is quite the pansy, indeed! ;P

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September 27, 2011 - 4:44pm — Sighthoundlady

Oh, I spy new Liam

Oh, I spy new Liam art....he's so pretty! ^_^

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September 27, 2011 - 6:04pm — Uruushou

Aw...thank you, Lady! ;; He's

Aw...thank you, Lady! ;; He's so girly, haha! ♥

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September 28, 2011 - 3:06am — Dinamo

AWW! ;~; I missed him. It was

AWW! ;~; I missed him. It was so great to see him once more.

Sorry Dina had to go, I really had to finish my homework. ;;
Hopefully, oh so hopefully, they will meet once again. <33

September 28, 2011 - 3:09am — Uruushou

Gah, I've missed him

Gah, I've missed him too...he's such a sissy, but I love him! X3 ♥

It's quite alright, I understand; homework comes first, after all! 8D Liam is ever grateful for the company; he was severely depressed today. I'm sure that they'll meet up again soon~ ♥

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September 28, 2011 - 3:18am — Dinamo

He is a sissy, but thats the

He is a sissy, but thats the best kind. <3

And aww, I am so sorry to hear about that, Dina knows that feeling. ;;
But all she could do was provide her cuddles. She hopes it helped.

But if Liam ever sees Lucifer or Dina again, I'm sure that he is very welcome. <3

Anyways, Im off to homework-ville! Whopee!

September 28, 2011 - 3:26am — Uruushou

This is true! XD Mmf,

This is true! XD Mmf, aww...cuddles work just fine; he welcomes cuddles from anyone who's friendly! ♥ I'm glad that they're so welcoming of him, especially during the rut. Rest assured, Lucifer has nothing to worry about: Liam's too much of a flamboyant weenie to be considered a threat!