{Liam} ||+caged heart+||

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There was a time when I was stronger.

I do not remember such a time, for it was long ago.

To be strong again...to be brave.

I wish I could tell you...

I hope, someday, you may understand.

I am caged...





current thoughts
"Gods...Caine, I forgive you. I love you with all of my heart..."

recent activity
Awoke in a haze within the cage at the ruins, feeling weak and a little disoriented. At first he thought that the encounter he had with Caine last night had only been a nightmare, but when he noticed the stargazer lily that Caine had placed beside him while he was unconscious, he realized that it was not a dream at all. Although he was disheartened, he carried the lily in his teeth as he wandered aimlessly, trying to clear his head. Almost immediately felt sick to his stomach when he suddenly picked up on Caine's scent, and he turned the other way toward the pond where he sought refuge by an oak tree.

Was soon approached by Tandem who quickly picked up on Liam's distress. When the crow-deer came up to greet and and ask what was wrong, Liam broke down and poured out to his friend what had happened between him and Caine that night. He spoke of how guilty he felt, and how he had ruined everything between them. Gradually, Tandem's gentle coaxing and advice helped put Liam somewhat at ease, ever grateful for his company and kindness. When Caine suddenly appeared, Tandem politely took his leave to give them privacy, although Liam began to feel anxious as his friend left. The fear had returned, even though Caine appeared incredibly dejected and sorrowful.

Despite everything that had happened, and despite Liam's fears and worries, the two ended up making amends. Caine apologized for how he acted, and insisted that he was the one at fault. Liam forgave him, and the pair spent the rest of the night embracing, their relationship rekindled.







































name Liam

gender buck

orientation homosexual

mate Caine

age young adult (around 22 or 23 in human years)

size fallow deer (#6)

voice [x] [x] [x]

speech #C7AC34

set great argus pelt, long antlers, monarch butterfly mask

personality shy | introverted | fearful | effeminate | pacifist | playful | friendly | loving | lonely | insecure | soft-spoken |

history Not much is known about Liam's past. However, he has been neurotic his whole life and fears making the wrong impression on other deer. He has a major inferiority complex, and dreads confrontation.

notes For whatever reason, random deer may send Liam into a shivering fit. He is very wary of deer that wear skull masks, as he cannot see their faces. He may take a playful gesture (rearing, bowing antlers, etc.) as a threat, but with coaxing he will become more relaxed. Liam has always been attracted to other stags, but he fears showing this side of himself as he believes that he will be damned by the Twin Gods. Despite his faults, Liam is very playful and loves to run around. He adores fawns, but he may not trust other deer right away. He has an affinity toward butterflies and the cage within the Ruins.






Friends

Caine (mate) "Caine... I do not know what I would do without you. I love you with all of my heart..."

Tandem "You mean so much to me, my friend. I am so sorry for getting you mixed up in my emotions, my feelings. I don't ever want to hurt you...I don't want to lose your friendship. Thank you for being here for me, and I will always be here for you as well."

Herla "Someone so sweet shouldn't be so afraid. I will protect you, dear one."

Woden "So graceful, so fun, so humorous... Thank you for being so wonderful and kind. I trust you with all of my heart."

Incubus "Incubus... Thank you, for everything. I can always trust you."

Nekumbra "I was unsure of you at first, but you are a wonderful being who is misunderstood."

Honeyfur "You are such a sweetheart with a wonderful mate. I trust you completely."

Phobos "Phobos, you are a kindly stag that I knew I could trust immediately. Thank you for being who you are."

Nanetta "So fragile, so dear... You can always come to me if you're in trouble, sweet one."

Curious Of

Matthias "Thank you... Thank you for comforting me, and for protecting me. You are so sweet and nice. I...I would like to get to know you better, if that's okay..."

Aloysius "Oh my...what a bundle of energy you are! You are very fun to be around, even though I am not sure what type of creature you are."

Lothair "I hold deep respect for you. You are kind, and strong; thank you for being such."

Banshee "You intrigue me... You seem to possess great power, but I do not fear you. I do hope we meet again."

Peanut "You are quiet, but very sweet. I do hope we can get to know each other better."

Jonah "Caine seems to be uneasy around you, but I think you're nice."

Leviathann "I was scared of you at first... But, you seem nice. I am curious of you..."

Unsure Of

Succubus "We may be on shaky ground, but I do hope we can be friends someday."

Crucio "You are strange to me...and a little scary. But...also cute."





updates

October 23, 2011

I think...that everything will be alright. Tandem, I am so sorry for ever getting you mixed up in this. Please forgive me...I don't want to lose you. Caine...I am still a little afraid and uncertain. I saw a side of you that I wish I could have never known existed, but...of course I forgive you. I still love you, no matter what. I believe that things will get better soon. Please...don't forget about me...

September 26, 2011

Oh, Caine...where are you? I'm so worried, and I miss you so much. I feel so empty without you... I need you now more than ever...I'm afraid I'll do something that I'll regret. I just...I can't live like this, Caine. I want to feel your warmth again, taste your lips, feel your heart beat next to mine... Will I ever see you again...? Please, be safe...I'll be here...

August 20, 2011

The last time I had seen your face...how long has it been? I...I don't even want to think about that. But...you waited for me. Gods, you waited for me. Caine...words cannot express how much I love you. I was lost, afraid I'd lose you forever...but you waited for me. I love you so much, Caine...I will never, ever leave you again. You have my heart, now and always~ ♥

June 13, 2011

Oh Caine, I have missed you so much... I...I do hope I was not too smothering. I have missed your touch, your warmth, your smile. But you are here now, and I could not be happier, love~

May 18, 2011

Caine... I have never felt so happy in my entire life. Words cannot express how much I care for you, and how relieved I am to know that you feel the same way for me. I...I have been afraid to express myself like this, but you have shown me that there is nothing to fear. I am yours, Caine...Gods, I love you...

May 17, 2011

No, please...oh Gods, Caine...I am so very sorry. Please...please don't run away. I...I need you... Please, come back... Please...

May 16, 2011

Caine...why must you fight? You are so sweet, so kind...but you turn into something else, something darker when you feel threatened. It...frightens me, but I cannot run away. I feel that I must quell whatever storm has begun to brew. I don't want to see you or anyone else get hurt... It would tear me apart. I am sorry I nuzzled you...I know it makes you uncomfortable, but, I knew it would make you back off if not just a little. I am so sorry, Caine... Please do not hate me...

May 13, 2011
I have not seen Incubus in several days, and it truly pains me. I was so happy to finally feel connected with another, especially a stag...but now I am convinced that he was just part of my imagination. Something that I could only dream of and never acquire. But then...I found Caine. Or, Caine found me. He is...so very different from me, but he accepts me for who I am. I feel so baffled, so relieved... How could a powerful stag such as himself not want to drive me off out of disgust or anger? Caine...I feel so safe around you. I want to get to know you better, if that is alright. I feel...free. I don't have to feel afraid anymore...

May 6, 2011
Incubus... I do not know if we had met through chance or fate, but I am very happy to have crossed paths with you. Overjoyed, truly. I feel so awful that you are in so much pain... I want to go after those who had hurt you, but I am too weak and afraid.
I suppose the most I can do is keep you company, and...I have this feeling inside of me, a warmth that grew as we spent time together. I do not know what you would think of me if I were to tell you... I do not want to lose your trust so quickly. Please, get better... I won't be far if you wish for my company...


April 28, 2011
Today I met the strange doe that Woden had previously told me about. He told me that she was odd, and not like him or I. He didn't go into detail, but I felt he was holding back something important. She's...different. Afraid, like me. My heart went out to her when one stag began to bellow at and taunt her. I could not understand why she was being treated as such, or why she forced herself to eat those grubs. She did not look like she enjoyed them...
I have decided that I should not question her behavior. After all, I am not exactly one would call normal, either. Still, there is something about her...something that seems foreboding, and yet I cannot help but reach out to her. This doe, Nekumbra...I will watch over her, and make sure that no one hurts her. I will try...


April 26, 2011
I have been coming across and playing with the faerie stag for a couple of days now, and he is the best company I have had in such a long time. His name is Woden, and he is one of the more fascinating deer I have met. His energy and all-around appreciation of life brings joy to my heart; I cannot help but smile when he runs around.
Curiously, although he is small (well, sometimes) he seems to not be afraid of anything. I find that admirable as well as enviable. I wish I were as brave and trusting as him. I suppose I have much to learn about myself still, but I am very grateful that he and I are friends. The Forest is becoming brighter by the day.


April 25, 2011
I happened across a doe whose pelt was as dark as the night sky. She seemed shy, unsure...much like me, I suppose. I stayed with her, curious about this deer who is so much like me.
We were soon joined by a skull-faced stag with a striking coat, and although I could not see his face, I did not fear him. It is odd, but I could sense that he was not like any other deer I've met. He was whimsical, and bowed to trees...I believe that he is a spirit, or a faerie perhaps.
He spoke to us of the whispers upon the Forest's breath. Its secrets are all around us, it seems... I still do not know how I arrived here; I can hardly remember the last harvest season. Perhaps if I listen more, I will learn in time.


April 23, 2011
The Forest became brighter today. I crossed paths with a stag whose pelt bore a striking resemblance to my own. He greeted me warmly, and we kept each other company for quite a while. It is strange... I felt as if I could immediately trust him. When we were approached by an aggressive deer, he protected me...I had never been treated with such thoughtfulness before. I am not sure how I feel... I only wish for his company for just a little longer.





Beautiful picture by yepdeer~ Thank you! ♥


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How to “levitate” Getting a

How to “levitate”

Getting a running start off a high starting point ( a rock or a high hill) While running forward, start pushing the space bar over and over to jump. When you have reached the height you want, push escape to bring up the menu screen. This will automatically put you in into a sit. Have your hot key set to either “dance” or “listen” and push one of those. Now escape out of the menu screen, you should be levitating now! To stop levitating just sit down then get up again and you will fall back down.
Uruushou's picture

Ohh, so that's how you do it!

Ohh, so that's how you do it! I was doing everything but the escape menu part, haha! Thank you, Lady, I will definitely remember now c:
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Glad I could help! It took

Glad I could help! It took me a while to get the hang of it. When I figured it out I spent a whole evening levitating all over the forest, hah! Sitting in trees, on top of stumps, on top of other deer. Fun times. (I'm easily amused.)
Uruushou's picture

Haha, don't worry, I am

Haha, don't worry, I am easily amused as well! I am pretty sure I read up on it a couple of weeks ago, but unsurprisingly, I forgot. D: I do remember how to levitate over the pond water though, so there's that! c:
Sighthoundlady's picture

I've seen deer walking around

I've seen deer walking around on top of the pond and I have no clue how they do that!
Uruushou's picture

Oh, it's so fun! What you do

Oh, it's so fun! What you do is make a running start toward the pond, and jump right when you're at the edge. At the very top of your jump, hit the back arrow and then immediately sit down. Now, the weird part: when you stand back up, do NOT walk forward. Instead, walk backward across the water and you should be able to stay standing on it. As soon as you walk forward you'll fall in, but fortunately you can turn while walking backwards also. Just be sure to sit down when you decide to stop moving, otherwise you'll fall in if you stand still for about two seconds. c:
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Woohoo! I did it! Thanks

Woohoo! I did it! Thanks Eye

Now I also know why deer always walk BACKWARDS on top of the water.
Uruushou's picture

Huzzah! You are most welcome!

Huzzah! You are most welcome! c:

Yep, it is the glitch that makes you do the moonwalk. Pretty awesome! XD
Honeyfur's picture

I'm glad I finally found him,

I'm glad I finally found him, since Honey's seen him more than once now xD"

Tracking! <3
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Haha, thank you so much

Haha, thank you so much Honeyfur! ♥ I apologize if he happened to run by you at some point; if my camera's facing one way, I can't really see anyone off to the side. Meep~ D:
Honeyfur's picture

Lol it's fine! It happens to

Lol it's fine! It happens to me too xD
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Hello ^^ Congrats! Haha,

Hello ^^

Congrats! Haha, yep, he is a tad overprotective; I'm just glad he didn't scare Awentia, eep! :<

Aw...it sounds like she and my Liam would get along splendidly; he is sweet, but quite the coward as well. He's trying to break away from the latter, though...being a stag, it's a little embarrassing. =P


I figured I would respond to your sentence here.I don't want to clog up Granny's bio XD If thats alright.

Ah yes,she was questioning his motives.But understood somewhat ^^.Oh,I do sense a nice friendship between those two XD Awentia may act scared at first though.She is rather intimidated by stags and will bow fearfully before them in a submissive gesture.But once she knows him more she will think of him as a friend mabye!
Lol,that is quite intresting actually.I've seen alot of stags who are all taking on the "tough guy" act.It's nice to meet a stag who is'nt all like that!



Uruushou's picture

Haha, no worries at all!

Haha, no worries at all! XD

I am glad she understood. Baba hated to think what would have happened if a fawn wandered too close to the creature... :<

I am glad you think so, too~ Awentia seems braver than Liam when it comes to stags; he'll just randomly start to shy away or shiver, but like her he is quick to become trusting of someone. c: I would definitely love for them to meet! I play as Liam often, so without a doubt he will run into Awentia or Phobos soon! ^_^

Aw, why thank you! I greatly appreciate that, and if I have learned anything about character development, this sort of thing helps you relate to them more~ c:
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After such an impolite

After such an impolite display, it was impossible for Incubus to move along with his own guilty conscience lingering precariously overhead. In spite of his fatal wounds and ragged, tattered disposition and movement alike, when a moment of silence arose he took it upon himself to approach Liam. On shaking legs, he lowered his slender, frail body in a deep and formal bow, expressing to the best of his ability that he meant the other stag no harm.
"Liam.. please, let me apologize for earlier, I feel the need to explain," he began, voice strained and rough, contrary to its usual smooth and gentle sound as if parched.
"The doe that rejected your company earlier was my dear friend Succubus.. she was only trying to protect me, she fears for me dearly with my injuries," he murmured, offering Liam the most sympathetic glance he could muster.
"She's normally very kind, very sweet.. I think you'll find the same. But I feel safe around you, somehow, I find it easy to trust you. I would.. very much like to see you more often." A gentle smile - or what could be managed of one across his cervine face - appeared for the demon's new acquaintance. If only they had met on better terms.

(There, gist of it; Incubus is fatally injured and Succubus is protecting the heck out of him. xD It's not personal towards Liam, I promise. ;A; Sorry for kind of ranting there, it was supposed to be a quick thing.. anyway.. consider this a track. <3 Sorry if Inc's kinda boring, he's.. trying not to die. l: <3)
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(Oh my gosh, I wasn't

(Oh my gosh, I wasn't expecting this! How very sad... :< Is he going to be okay? He seems so sweet... ;_; No need to apologize; I didn't think it was a personal attack at all. It's interesting to see a plot of sorts unfold in-game~ c: Thank you for the track, and again, no worries at all! Liam's very concerned for him now, and wants to sit by him if that's alright. He doesn't want the poor fellow to die... ;_; <3)

The sight of the tall, powerful stag staggering on his feet even as he attempted to bow broke Liam's heart. He was tempted to support Incubus with his weight, but he did not want to further upset Succubus. Biting his lip, the young stag returned the bow and looked up at the demon, his brown eyes filled with sorrow and confusion as the dying creature explained.

"It is alright, Incubus...there is no need to apologize. I...I am so very sorry... Is there anything I can do? Anything at all?" Liam replied in a choked voice, reaching out to nuzzle the bony cheek of the demon's skull before he could stop himself. His heart bled for the injured creature...but what could he possibly do? He was not a healer, not one born of magick... He glanced at Succubus sorrowfully, and then back at Incubus again with a shuddering sigh. I must do something...
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Nane has seen this guy around

Nane has seen this guy around alot
track <3
Xemi's picture

(I don't know yet.. it all

(I don't know yet.. it all depends on how long his sustenance gauge holds up, since his feeding dictates how quickly he's able to heal. He takes a lot of damage very easily but he heals extremely quick.. above 50% sust it's 7 per day, above 75% it's 10 per day, but it'll drop to 5 per day when his bar hits 48% sust tomorrow.. so.. I don't know. It's kind of confusing. xD; It'll all be up to what happens in the forest.. when he's strong enough to at least run away, I think he'll be closer to being in the clear.)

First, one leg folded; buckling up beneath him, as it gave out his weight went with it. With a strained huff and a shudder, the stag's long, lean frame hit the water again, stopped only by the bed a few short inches below the surface. It was easier once the other front one folded with its twin, distributing his weight to the front with a bit of a struggle until he allowed his hind legs to give out as well.

"I don't think so.. you've no obligation, I know more deer that would drag me to the depths than try to aid me," Incubus murmured, offering Liam another sullen smile.

"It's so kind of you to offer.. thank you. I suppose I have little more left for me than to hope, as the days go by, that if I'm not made well enough by nature to continue, what I leave behind will help to sustain others. But I have Succubus to help me, and those like yourself who wish me better. That's all I need." A flicker of emotion lit up in the demon's eyes beneath his porcelain mask as the younger buck nuzzled him so affectionately. What had he done to inspire such compassion from a near complete stranger? Regardless, he stretched out his slender neck to return the gesture delicately, thankfully.
Uruushou's picture

(Hm...that is very

(Hm...that is very interesting! I like the method you've come up with; it shows that despite that he's an entity, he is very much susceptible to injury. After all, it's boring to play a character that can never be hurt; where's the fun in that? XD)

Liam flinched as the demon stag practically fell into the water, and he stood dumbfounded for a moment when he spoke again. "Drag you..." he echoed softly, and then suddenly felt something like anger flare up in his heart. "Who did this to you?" he added in a small voice, trying his best to keep his being upset at bay. Of course it was none of his business, but for whatever reason he felt as if he wanted to protect Incubus from whatever was hurting him. Surely, it would be impossible that this kind stag had enemies?

His heart felt a little lighter as a bit of hope crept into Incubus's voice, his head tilting slightly at the mention of nurturing others. Did he mean to become one with nature, and give life in his stead? It was the most noble thing he had ever heard... A soft, sad smile graced Liam's lips, and he bowed his head with a sigh. "There must be more that I can do... I feel so awful, just seeing you like this..." When the demon stag nuzzled him back, Liam blinked in surprise, his cheeks flushing. He gazed at Incubus in wonder, his eyes bright despite everything. He closed his eyes and sighed again, leaning into the nuzzle slightly.

(Oh dear...mushy Liam is mushy. RUN. :B)
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@ uwharrie ~ Meep, thank you

@ uwharrie ~ Meep, thank you so very much! Nanetta is such a sweetie~ <3
Xemi's picture

(Mhm. xD I've tried to have

(Mhm. xD I've tried to have him contradict his appearance a lot.. those big antlers.. are large, but thin and frail, like a bat's wings. The membranes are soft, he could never even spar with them, let alone fight much. Plus.. he's a tall, skinny, awkward thing. xD! I love it. And Liam's so sweet.. I like his mushiness, LOL. <3)

"It's a bit of a long story. Mmh.. you know Gustiro, do you not? He.. isn't my Father, but he might as well be. I've been by his side since I was very young, since I was just a fawn. A few days ago, Succubus and I went up to him. I knew he was still hurt, I'd hoped to spend some time with him in solitude, peace and quiet.." the thought alone softened Incubus' expression, ears tipping forward slightly, no matter how heavy like the rest of him they still felt.

".. Then Umay and Kody attacked him. Both predators.. how could I stand around while they took down an already injured stag, one of my own kin? I remember trying to fight them off with Succubus for the longest time. Things got quiet again, for a while, when they seemed weakened.. and then Leviathann showed up. I have to assume she wanted to make ammends with Gustiro. When in addition, Judas showed himself, things began to get out of control again. Succubus.. she doesn't like me fighting for Gustiro, she wanted my attention on her, she wanted to leave.. but how could I just abandon my own Father in a time of need? So.. to get even with me, I suppose.. she made advances on Judas, too friendly for my tolerance. I think it's the first time I've ever lost my temper like that, I remember how badly it flared up.. out of control. I've never attacked another deer in my entire life.. but this one, I attacked with vigor," the demon went on, trembling lightly as the memory set his eyes ablaze once again. There was no other in the forest he would have fought for so passionately, and likely never would be. Drawing in a deep breath, his posture relaxed again, bristled fur settling itself down.

".. We drove Judas off. I wanted him to myself.. I pursued him, but when Leviathann and Gustiro began to fight, I had to turn back again. I don't entirely understand why Umay and Kody attacked them again, but it was clear that their only target was Gustiro this time. Maybe it was an issue of territory.. or maybe they just wanted vengeance. Naturally I.. tried to step in, this was between Leviathann and my Father, no one else. Succubus and I held Kody and Umay off for a while but when others stepped in against us we became overwhelmed. We were outnumbered, our strength was fading, and then I decided to turn tail and run while I still had the energy to do so. I guess self-preservation kicked in.. after making it to the lake, I lay down, and I've been here since." Incubus exhaled a heavy sigh, dismissing the rest of the discussion. There was little else for him to add at this point. Once he'd been worked into a fury by jealousy, he was unable to stop. With his frail antlers, he was unable to block attacks or drive off his enemies' onslaught. It had been a losing battle before it began. There was no doubt in his mind that he was lucky to escape with his life.

"Luckily, I have Succubus by my side to help me along. She seems cruel, antisocial, excessively violent and aggressive to others but to me, she's been nothing but a blessing from the beginning. I don't think I'd be here still, if not for her."

(.. Sorry. 8D; *totally flooded your page* ;; )
Uruushou's picture

(I quite like the

(I quite like the contradiction; it's very endearing! Aw...thank you so very much! ;_; <3 Also, no worries at all about the post; I love long responses in RPs! XD)

Liam listened intently as Incubus began to explain, and he nodded at the mention of Gustiro. He believed that he had seen the stag before, but unfortunately did not know who he was. At the very least, he could not put a name to a face. Noticing the softening in the demon's expression, Liam offered a small smile as well, and he thought back to when Ishibaba would look after him when he was a fawn. He knew what it was like to have someone in his life who was like a father to him, despite them not being of blood.

The description of the events that unfolded on that fateful day made the young buck's skin crawl, and he blanched at the mention of Leviathann. Levi... He knew her. He had kept her company a few times. She knew Incubus? The others he mentioned...well, he couldn't say if he had ever met them. Regardless, Umay's and Kody's evil deeds made the fur on his neck bristle. He hadn't felt so many waves of emotion at once in his life. The fact that those deer relentlessly outnumbered and attacked him and Succubus...it disgusted him beyond anything, and anger flared up in his heart anew.

Liam exhaled along with the demon stag, his heart heavy and his mind racing. A moment passed, and then the young stag spoke, "I...I know what it is like to lose control. It is awful, but...you were not in the wrong, not at all. If anything happened to Ishibaba, or my friends...I do not know what I would do. I do not want to know what I would do..." Liam looked up at the demon stag, his eyes sorrowful as he took in the state that Incubus was in. His antlers were indeed frail, the webbings torn between the prongs, and the wounds along his body continued to bleed. He did not deserve this...

At the mention of Succubus, Liam smiled softly and bowed his head in the doe's direction. "I do not think her cruel or out of line. She is doing what she can to protect you, and that is a beautiful thing. I am glad you have her, and that she gives you comfort." He paused again, shifting his weight slightly beneath the water. "Are...are you hungry? If you'd like, I could gather some berries and shoots for you. I might have to make a couple of trips, however," the buck offered with a soft smile.
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( Thank God, 'cause sometimes

( Thank God, 'cause sometimes I get rambling. LOL. Anyway.. I think this is gonna be my last for tonight, sorry for taking so long. ;; 1:00am almost and I'm super tired from working all day. Here goes; )

"Ishibaba?" Incubus inquired impulsively. Yet, the compassion with which this young buck spoke the name could have answered more than the speaker ever could have with words. There was such warmth in it, it lit up the demon's solemn expression, and brought hints of happiness to his tired eyes for the first time in days.

"And for your sake and theirs I hope you never know. I've learned first-hand that nothing good comes from losing yourself in blind rage as I did.. it left me disoriented when it came time to protect those I loved, and nearly cost me my life," Incubus hummed gently, thoughtfully as he'd finished speaking. Yet an undeniable smile came to his lips as Succubus was mentioned, leaving the stag distracted for a few long seconds while his heart fluttered whimsically in his chest. Succubus.. that sweet doe whom he'd known for what felt like forever.

"You and I both. She's... mmh.." With a blank stare into nowhere, and then a slight twitch, he snapped himself back out of his daydreaming. Lost more blood than he'd been aware of, clearly. However, Incubus started slightly when he was offered what normal deer would eat, only to give a soft shake of his head.

"N-no.. thankyou.. I'm sorry, I'm not.. I can't handle such things, I don't.. eat in the same way you do," he trailed off almost defensively, pinning his ears back sharply and casting his gaze aside.. Not wanting to come across as rude, the demon gave a soft bow of his head. His system wasn't built to digest anything well; his stomach, near nonexistant, resulted in the intake of really only water and nothing else. He just had to wonder what in the world Liam would think of him should he ever find out the true nature of his existance. Would he be repulsed and resentful like all the others, or would he become accepting as very few had learned to be? It was one of the only tests that remained for him to determine who was truly friend and who was foe.
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(Haha, me too! XD No worries

(Haha, me too! XD No worries at all; please, take your time~ c: )

Liam vaguely wondered why Incubus echoed his mentor's name, and he blinked and looked up at the demon stag with a slightly confused expression. Did he know Ishibaba? Did something happen between them...? Seeing the warmth return to Incubus's eyes set him at ease, however, and he tipped his ears as Incubus continued to speak. At Incubus's advice, Liam lowered his eyes and nodded his head slowly, chewing on his bottom lip. "Y-yes...that is why I fear losing myself. I...I have been so afraid my whole life, but I let my emotions boil inside me. I don't want to do anything I'll regret, even if I am protecting those I love..." Liam's voice trailed off, his cheeks flushing a little with shame. Why was he babbling on about this?

Looking up again, Liam smiled at Incubus's reaction to the mention of Succubus. He could see a flicker of warmth and love in his eyes, and it lifted the young buck's own heart at the sight of it. He was beginning to feel more and more hopeful, and he tilted his head slightly when Incubus briefly went into a trance. He was a fascinating creature... Different, and yet Liam felt comfortable around him. Much like Nekumbra, actually...

His response to Liam's offer was certainly a surprise. Liam blinked in confusion, and his heart seized briefly when he thought back to Nekumbra's old habits. No...surely Incubus was not a fawn-eater as well? He didn't seem like a predator at all, nor have the drive to commit something so evil. He felt that the demon stag was indeed holding back on him, and although any other stag who was wiser would have left the topic alone, Liam felt he needed to know more. He bowed his head in return, and then looked into Incubus's eyes, his gaze soft and curious. "Forgive me for asking, my friend...but, how do you mean? I...I would very much like to help you. I cannot bear to see you helpless and weak like this," the buck said quietly, silently cursing himself for prying. You stupid buck... Can't you see this is none of your business? What will he think of you, now?
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( Haha.. congrats Liam,

( Haha.. congrats Liam, you're so adorable you've got even Incubus bicurious. Eye *smack'd* )

Incubus lifted his head again as the younger buck spoke, maintaining a calm disposition. A gentle nod was given as he went on in understanding. Once the mind became clouded it would be incredibly difficult to gain back clear thought and rationality, and that was exactly when things tended to get dangerous. That was what had gotten him almost killed in the first place. If it had been anyone else, he certained would have run. Ties of loyalty were stronger than he ever could have imagined.

Yet, the instant his eating habits were questioned, the stag froze. He shot a quick glance over at Liam, then quickly lowered his head and glanced away again. Hiding beneath his crimson bangs, for a few long moments he could have sworn his face heated up a bit as well.

".. I'm sorry, Liam, I don't think it's something I'm comfortable speaking to you about. It's not something I'm eager to discuss with anyone, even myself for that matter. I'm not.. I don't "eat" at all, I haven't since I was a fawn." Only in his matured body was it necessary. The physical anatomy required to digest plants, berries, bark or anything of the source was rendered almost entirely useless with a new system in place. Anything he did eat would be incredibly difficult to handle, needless to say, and in extremely small quantities. Even en masse perhaps it would be futile to indulge in something that could never satisfy his unearthly lust.
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(Haha, awww! XD Liam: "Oh,

(Haha, awww! XD Liam: "Oh, um, I...eheh..." *blush* ^-^;;;" He thinks that Incubus is quite handsome~ :x *shot!*)

Liam could sense how uncomfortable Incubus was with the topic, and he mentally cursed himself again. Why am I so quick to ask questions? Gods, he must think I'm a bugger... He chewed on his lip nervously, a pang in his heart when the demon looked at him and then away quickly. The young buck wasn't always the best at conversations, and sometimes his curiosity would get the best of him. It was not uncommon for him to be chased away by other stags, whether it was because of his awkwardness or his...life choices. He wouldn't blame Incubus for chasing him away...or wishing him away, since he could barely move. Closing his eyes, he waited for the inevitable, his heart heavy.

When Incubus spoke again, however, Liam's eyes snapped open in surprise. Not just because he wasn't asking him to leave, but because of the very nature of his words. He...doesn't eat? But...how is that possible...? Liam was silent for a moment as his mind raced, trying to think of what to say. His throat was suddenly very dry. "It...it is alright. I have only just met you, and...well, I should not be prying you like this. I just..." He paused, his mind continuing to race as he struggled to find the right words. "Well...I find you to be very interesting. I...I have so much to learn about the Forest and its inhabitants, of its magick and its mysteries. Baba has not taught me everything, but I feel that everyday I am learning more and more."

He stopped short when he realized that he was probably not making a lick of sense. His mouth was wandering faster than his mind could keep up. "I mean...what I mean to say is...it is alright. You don't have to tell me anything. I am very sorry for making you uncomfortable," he continued in a hushed voice. He no longer cared about how bashful and unsure he sounded. Right now, he only cared about Incubus's welfare.
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( LOL, awww~ He'ssocute.

( LOL, awww~ He'ssocute. <3 He is rather handsome, isn't he? *smack'd more* OKAY, last post for tonight, it's past 2:00am here. xD I'll be happy to reply after I get some sleep so go ahead and post if you like, I'm enjoying this.~ )

Incubus was quick to catch that response; he wasn't blind, and he knew well enough how shocking that must sound to a normal deer such as Liam. That was very likely the most he'd ever told anyone, let alone someone he'd met this very evening. Yet instead of appearing annoyed, he quirked a brow beneath his mask, an almost sly smile tugging at his features as Liam rambled on. That was oddly endearing to him somehow, and after a long bout of silence he surrendered, giving a soft chuckle.

"I'm not sure that I'd call it magic, I'm sure this isn't a blessing of any sort, let alone one bestowed by the Gods themselves," the stag hummed, still lingering on the brink of another quiet laugh and letting it take over from time to time. It had been a while since he'd been in such good spirits, especially being wounded as he was now.

"But I think you're the first one to be curious about me. Anyone else, well.. let's just say I've been called many things, none of them flattering, but never 'fascinating'." I think you might turn tail and run, my dear Liam, if I were to tell you any more, the demon kept to himself, exhaling a half-hearted sigh at the thought. For someone who seemed so innocent to be caught up in such sinful behaviour would be an utter shame, and one he wouldn't stand for. Then again, after days and days without maybe this young buck was looking oddly attractive.. that thought in itself was horrible. After a quick, thorough glance over him Incubus lifted his hungry eyes off of the younger deer, staring off into oblivion again without another thought. That was absolutely out of the question, and he felt himself despicable for even thinking it at all.

( Heheh, behave yourself Inc.~ Okay, crashtime. <3 Night~ )
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(Haha, thank you so much!

(Haha, thank you so much! <3 And he sure is! *doublesmack'd!* XD Sure thing! I need to get some sleep as well, but I'm enjoying the hell out of this also, so I must pooost~ D: XD)

The sound of Incubus's chuckle was heart-felt and much welcomed amidst the silence. Liam's ears perked up comically, and he looked up at the demon stag in bewilderment. It was strange... Although Incubus was not a normal deer by any means, his laugh was deceivingly gentle and familiar. Comforting, even. Liam was equally surprised and charmed to find that the older stag was being so very humble about his ways of living. To see the demon so happy despite his wounds and pain lifted Liam's heart considerably, so much so that he wasn't even aware that he had laughed softly along with him.

His smile quickly melted into a frown when Incubus continued to speak, however. He twisted his ears back and bit his lip again, closing his eyes for a moment. "I...I know how that feels. Flattery...it is a luxury, I suppose," he said softly with a sigh. He wished that he could push certain events in his life out of his mind. He was the kind of being who would hold onto a hurtful exchange for the rest of his days rather than shrug it off. His emotions and cowardice were his weakness, and others had taken advantage of it before. Liam bit his lip a little harder to keep the tears at bay. No, he would not be weak in front of his new friend...

Taking a deep breath and exhaling slowly, Liam opened his eyes and looked up again...only to have his gaze locked in Incubus's own. He lay there frozen for a moment, just looking into the demon's eyes. He saw something there, something that made his heart flutter oddly. He thought he saw...something intense in those eyes. Something... Oh... A small tingle formed in his hooves, his cheeks growing warm and his heartbeat quickening. He felt trapped in that gaze, entranced...and when Incubus broke it off he found himself exhaling softly, as if he had been holding his breath for hours.

The demon stag's expression was now distant and blank, as if absolutely nothing had happened. Liam remained frozen, not sure what to do or say. Did Incubus even notice how he reacted? Gods...how could he not? The younger stag shifted slightly, and then nonchalantly took a few sips from the pond. His cheeks were still warm, and the tingle in his hooves wouldn't go away. He could practically hear his heart in his ears. Gods, get a grip, Liam. You are overreacting, delusional. What is wrong with you...?

(Hm...I hope that that wasn't too much. I just had a sudden explosion of OMG MUST WRITE MOAR~ D: I am so digging this, omg. I think it's kind of neat that Liam is just meeting Incubus now when he's all banged up; that just makes it all the more interesting! c: Anywho, have a good night! <3 I'll be pretty busy today, but I shall reply ASAP! c: )
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Ohjeez. I feel bad, Liam just

Ohjeez. I feel bad, Liam just seems so sweet and Succubus, well.. She's gonna be so nasty to him, especially when she starts catching onto those little "sparks". Her claim's staked on the guy like a freakin' neon sign and she's gonna start rubbing that in his face to top it off. She's so.. cruel and spiteful.

Not to mention.. I'm pretty sure she fed off him earlier unknowingly to top it off. LOL

Anyway.. /stalk <3
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

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Hooo-boy...I smell drama

Hooo-boy...I smell drama ahead! Delicious, delicious drama~ =P I am so very glad I logged in tonight and stumbled upon you guys; both characters are very interesting and well-written! This was a very progressive night for Liam's character: he's been afraid of his sexuality his whole life due to being berated and hurt for it, but now he feels a connection with Incubus. Especially since he just gave him "The Look", lol XD

He is very innocent and naive, and also very confused about his feelings. He may end up being afraid of Succubus, but would not hate her. It is very hard for him to hate anyone really, if he can at all. I guess you could say that Liam is kind of an emotional mess. :<

Eep, uh-oh! XD How exactly does she "feed" off of others, if I may ask? Are her victims aware of it, or feel a little tired after the fact? Btw, Incubus and Succubus are particularly endearing to me because I have an old daemon character that feeds off of souls as well, even though he is a "good guy". c:

And, thank you kindly for ze stalkage~! <3
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Well, ehm, if you wanna get

Well, ehm, if you wanna get really technical, how she "feeds" is exactly like her namesake. Typically they're unaware since they're usually sound asleep, however with Succu specifically (because I know Incu's much nicer and more gentle) she tends to leave behind some scratches and maybe bites, along with causing nightmares in a stag host, on top of feeling tired and lethargic. Maybe some memories, but I'd assume they'd be brushed off as part of those nightmares too. Just don't ask how the mechanics work, because I've yet to figure that one out completely. /smack'd

Of course, if you wanted to just go with that, then be my guest. I'm pretty sure that was him at the ruins earlier today, someone cast the real deer antlers on him? I dunno. XD But whatever happens is up to you. n.n

Gaah and yeah, the drama. Succu's gonna have to learn to pull back a little or else she may chase Incu off as well. But, unfortunately for Liam, at best Succu'll just tolerate him. She has no real "friends" except for Incu. And hopefully Liam doesn't take too much from that look, since from where I stand, it seems like it was just out of hunger. lol

And yes! Same here, thank you and you're very welcome. I still kind of want to squish and love on Liam; it's hard being nasty to someone so adorable plus.. nn, that cowering emote just gets me I think.

Wall of text, go! -shot-
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

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LOL Epic fail. Double post.

LOL Epic fail.
Double post. Sorry about that.
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

Art by Anjali. ♥
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(Haha, no worries about the

(Haha, no worries about the double-post; it happens! =P)

Hooooly cow, that is pretty awesome and intense! I find it very interesting how she is pretty much the exact opposite of Incubus when it comes to demeanor. A sort of yin-yang, if you will. c: Pff, nonsense! You don't have to come up with an in-depth explanation about these kind of things. After all, they are based on the demons of their namesakes, and according to mythos that's pretty much how they get stuff done. XD

I would have no problem with it, really; it would make for some interesting conflict. As long as she's not sucking the life out of him like crazy, I'm cool with it! =P Hm...that actually wasn't Liam since I pretty much had him hang out around the pond all day. c:

I am digging Succubus, really; she's a pretty tragic character. In a way, Liam can relate to her as he always feels lonely and doesn't have many friends. As for The Look, I figured it was that of literal hunger, but being so naive it would be typical of Liam to misinterpret it. Oops! XD

D'aw, thank you! ♥ It is inevitable that he will have his feelings hurt, but being stubborn he will keep coming back. Dang it Liam, why you act so silly? D:< Also, I am totes tracking Succubus's bio as well! c:
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Ahh, well. Lucky for Liam

Ahh, well. Lucky for Liam then. XD I just remember seeing his picto a lot today and I guess the pelt threw me off. Though, she might attempt to out of spite, at least until Incubus catches wind of it and more drama ensues.

Of course, this all depends on how Incubus acts too. As long as he gives her /more/ attention, she'll at least tolerate him and not give him any trouble. And at least she's not as outright aggressive as she used to be. Should've seen her trying to take on Gustiro as a fawn. LOL

But, I'm a total sucker for happy endings, so I'm fairly certain things will work out one way or another. Not that I'm expecting them to become bffs or something, but still.. Once Succu knows him better, she'll probably stop seeing Liam as a stag altogether because he's gay. /smack'd Which is very good for him, actually.

Gah, and now I'm all pumped and excited to get her back in the forest and see how more of this plays out. All I can say is this is going to be fun. lD
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

Art by Anjali. ♥
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*gasp* Someone's been

*gasp* Someone's been stealing mah pictos! *sob* XD That is very weird, though... Maybe it was a glitch, or a nameless getting spammed? This game likes to wig out randomly sometimes, it seems. =P

Oh, geez...and it's a good thing, too! Liam would be scared for his life otherwise! XD Gahh, I love happy endings too~ I am sure everything will be resolved as well, but sometimes you got to go through some bad and crazy stuff to get to it. I am totally fine with Succubus just tolerating Liam; I certainly do not expect her to like him very much at all, even though he will always be kind to her. c: Haha, nice! XD If anything, Liam is pretty effeminate himself, and is very rarely aggressive. So by default, he's not very stag-ish anyway as far as social norms go. :|

Gahh, me too; this is going to be great! XD I feel bad, though, because I probably won't be able to post or play later; gonna be busy all day, meh. If I have a window of opportunity, however, I can definitely whip up a response or two~ c:

I'ma hit the sheets; I stayed up way later than I had originally intended, lol. Ah well XD 'Nighters!

(just stopping by to say I

(just stopping by to say I looooove the set you chosed here.
And to honor the awesomeness of this drawing and this bio)
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( LOL, omg, listening to you

( LOL, omg, listening to you guys and your talk about 'mechanics.' *snort* I don't even need to explain how Incubus does it. Eye -shot- Though I have to assume it's much easier for him than Succubus, lmao. He doesn't have gravity against him. Poor EF; be afraid to afk, the entire forest's gonna get raped. -shotmore,postslikeagoodtool- )

Incubus' smile faded the moment Liam's did; such a sweet face on the boy, it seemed a shame to have an expression exhibitng anything less than happiness on it. Yet he tipped his muzzle up inquisitively as Liam went on speaking, only to hum again in the thoughtful manner that had become an obvious habit of his.

"A luxury? For someone such as yourself? And why would you say that? In the little time I've been laying here, speaking to you, I've easily noticed your selflessness; your kind, compassionate demeanor, your will to help, your desire to be.. accepted," he went on, "Which is something I can certainly relate to. These are simple things even the blind could see. So why flattery so far away for you? I could say a thousand sweet, impulsive things to you before I could think of a single cruel word. I don't understand how anyone could be any different." A soft frown slid onto his face as well in disappointment. And they called him the monster.. but how true was that? He'd met mortals far more upsetting, unaccepting, and brutal than he could have ever been if he'd wanted to. This place was meant to be peaceful.. but it wasn't always this way.

A flicker of curiousity darted back into the demon's eyes again, ears tipping forward in the eager manner they had earlier. Resting, he felt more energetic laying down; a feeling that would certainly fade should he try to stand again. Without a doubt, he could hear that pounding heart himself, stirring his own pulse to quicken briefly. It was a spark of stimulation that was quickly curbed, disregarded as nothing more than hunger and self-preservation implementing itself. How could he even dream of harming such a sweet young buck whatsoever? It was still out of the question, no matter how many times it crossed his mind.

Quickly enough, a change of topic seemed in order.

".. Liam, forgive my intrusive behaviour but I'm sure I could feel your insecurity from a mile away if I paid enough attention. What is it that's troubling you so much?" Incubus was almost entirely certain about what it stemmed from, especially in regards to the subtle, but significant responses the buck had offered him. Maybe it was the peak in energy around him that gave it away even more. Either way, he ensured his gaze remained soft and welcoming, in the hopes of stressing that his intentions were innocent and out of nothing less than concern.

( He doesn't seem it, but Incubus is a tad naiive himself when it comes to how he thinks the world should work. xD He's still in that childish fantasy where everyone's accepted, no matter their differences.. anyway. It's a good time to meet him, likely anyway. Any other time, he usually bolts when approached by other stags, he'll cower to even smaller ones. He's definitely not a brave individual, for a lot of reasons. xD )
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((Eep...thank you so much,

((Eep...thank you so much, Alice! It is an honor! ;-; ♥ ))

(Lmao! Oh my god, this is going to get crazy. I look forward to said craziness! =P)

Those words that fell from Incubus's lips... Those sweet endearments, those positive reinforcements... Liam had never been confronted with so much kindness in sincerity in his life. Yes, Ishibaba loved him like a son, but the old stag was strict with his ways. He was the definition of tough love. And yet, here is this demon, this otherworldly creature that was speaking so kindly of the buck without reservation. Liam simply did not know what to say. He gazed at Incubus with misty eyes, his knees trembling softly even as they lay folded beneath him. What could he have possibly done to deserve such kindness and respect from a complete stranger? He did not whether to blame Fate or the Gods, but it mattered not to him; he was overjoyed and overwhelmed. His cheeks flushing, he cast his gaze downward for a moment to collect his breath, and managed to whisper out a very soft, "Th-thank you..." He wished he could have said more, but he simply did not know what to say. He could only thank this creature bringing so much joy and hope to his heart in a single evening.

In his own attempts to calm his racing heart and mind, Liam failed to notice the myriad of emotions that graced the demon stag's features. Of course, he had no idea of Incubus's habits, and how he fed. Liam's ears perked when Incubus spoke again, and he lifted his head to meet the older stag's inquisitive gaze. His heart seized when he realized the implications of the demon stag's gentle question. He hesitated, his eyes locked on Incubus's despite him feeling ashamed and wishing to look away. But...he simply could not. He felt that deep down, he could trust this creature that he had only just met not a few hours ago. This connection he felt with Incubus was so warm and comforting. It was unlike anything he had felt before. Suddenly, in the back of his mind his subconscious whispered that everything would be okay. He needed to stop hiding. He needed to be brave.

"I..." Liam began, and then paused to bite his lip hard as he looked down at the shallow pond water swirling around his chest and legs. His throat was dry again, but he ignored it. No...he would not be a coward. Not today. Not for Incubus... Taking a deep breath, his eyes hesitantly rising to meet the demon stag's once more, Liam continued, "Ever since I was a fawn, I...I knew that I was...different. I would play with the other fawns, but...I would feel strange attachments to...to the males. I would just play with them more, and grow perhaps too close to them. I ended up frightening a few away from me because of this... Even now as stags, they avoid me. When I matured and the rut came about, I found that I had no interest in does. None at all. I...I would find myself admiring other stags...watching as they would fight each other. I found them to be..."

His voice trailed off as it cracked a bit, and he forced his gaze away again, struggling to take a breath as he tried to calm himself. He had never spilled so much about his personal life to another before, much less a perfect stranger. But now, there was no going back. He said too much to take it back. "I'm...I'm attracted to stags..." Liam squeezed his eyes shut, praying that the stinging tears behind his eyelids would not escape. He waited for the inevitable outrage, the violence, the disgust. Why must I be this way... Please don't hate me, Incubus...

(Oh my gosh, that is so very sweet~ ;_; Gah, Incubus's personality is wonderful; I adore it! ♥ It is funny how similar he and Liam are, especially when it comes to being afraid around stags. Liam isn't afraid of every stag he sees, but he misinterprets actions easily and is terrified what they would think if they were to find out more about his personal life. Nuuu~ :< Also, sappy post is sappy! XD)
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( Oh likely, LOL. Especially

( Oh likely, LOL. Especially if Succubus finds out Incubus is a tad sweet on this guy.. but I can't blame him, Liam's so cute. ;A; <3 )

For the longest time, Incubus sat and waited in utter silence, barely moving; while far from tense, he lay as still and stoic as a statue. The only signs of life around him were in the gentle rise and fall of his chest and sides as subtle breaths entered and exitted his lungs, soundless in nature, and the soft rustle of his fur whenever the breeze swept by. But never once did he show even a hint of impatience. He had all the time in the world to wait, to listen, to every single word Liam had to offer him.

When their gaze met, none of that changed. There was no reason for it to change. The demon's eyes held the same calm, collected, sultry glow that lingered in them to the point of sorrow. They weren't the eyes of a predator, or a foe; for Liam, he'd have hoped they felt like home. Yet, at one point even Incubus surrendered, exhaling a gentle sigh as the hints of a smile worked their way onto his face again. There was something about the young buck that inspired happiness, nostalgic to him somehow, the innocence of a youth that was hard to come by for him. It was in that soft smile that he silently encouraged Liam to go in, no matter how fearful he may be of the result.

As the words passed through his mind, he listened keenly, intently, but in a manner that was no less than heartfelt. Following, his own speech was laced with the same emotion, spoken quietly in barely more than a whisper. These were words for him, and no one else.

".. And you're afraid of what they think of you. You fear that if they knew this about you, they wouldn't stand to be around you; that they must already know, who wouldn't? Isn't it obvious? So you must curb this side of you, keep it behind bars in the midst of others, in fear of discrimination or rejection altogether. That is how you feel.. am I wrong?" An undeniably sympathetic look passed through the demon's eyes, anguish that was reflected in his sullen and suddenly tired expression. It was a kind of look that made him appear years older, in spite of his clear, youthful features. After a long pause, he stretched his slender neck out again, tipping Liam's head up with his muzzle gently.

"But who said there was a right or wrong way to do anything? Those who would judge you are blind, consumed by their ideals, ideals set by who exactly? Who was the one who said love knows no boundaries? When you can love someone for who they are - not what they are - that, my friend.. is beautiful."

( Awwwwh poor Liam ;A; gah, socute. I wannahughim. But I can't so I'll make Incubus durrhug him since he wants to anyway. <3 *pelts Inc at Liam* GO HUG HIM RIGHTNAO. D8 <3 )
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(Aww, why thank you~!! ;-;

(Aww, why thank you~!! ;-; <3 And sorry for the delay in posting, but I was distracted by a TOTALLY SWEET IN-GAME RP SESSION SHDGSHFGFH;;S83...! :B)

Indeed, there was a warmth and homeliness to the demon stag's eyes that drew Liam in and made him feel secure. He dreaded Incubus's reaction to his confession, and was unsure if despite his kindness the demon stag would look upon him with contempt. But, his face...it said something completely different. Not once during Liam's confession did Incubus grimace or scowl; he always remained passive, patient and understanding. And that smile... Oh, how it lifted the weight from his heart. The smile was sincere, comforting. It was directed at the young buck not in malice or mockery, but in complete acceptance and sympathy. For a moment, Liam thought he was imagining the whole thing. No...surely, this was too wonderful to be true. He never thought he'd see such a sincere and kind reaction to his personal choices, and it sent a shiver down his spine.

Incubus's words hit home, and Liam was once again shocked by the demon stag's understanding nature. "No...you are right. That is exactly what I have felt my whole life," Liam whispered, squeezing his eyes shut again and taking in another shuddering breath. This was all so surreal to him, so ethereal. He only prayed that it weren't a dream, and if it were, that he could stay in it just a little longer. He lifted his misty eyes to Incubus, gazing upon his face and reading the tiredness in his eyes. Liam could sense that Incubus was older than he could imagine and wise beyond his own years, and yet his face was that of youthful beauty.

Closing his eyes, Liam let out another breath and inhaled slowly, holding it in his lungs. He could heart his heart beating in his ears, but he was not sure exactly what was making his heart race so. When he felt Incubus's muzzle beneath his chin, Liam's eyes flew open and he gasped softly. He wasn't expecting such a gentle and caring touch, and his heart did another odd flutter. His body seemed to grow pleasantly warmer, his cheeks becoming rosy once more. Liam felt awestruck, entranced...but it was Incubus's words that brought tears to his eyes. This time, however, he could not suppress them, and he bit his lip hard in shame. Those words... No sweeter words had ever been spoken to the young buck. He simply was at a loss for words, and gazed up at the demon stag in wonder and admiration.

When he finally found his voice, Liam replied in a shaky breath, "Gods, Incubus... What have I done to deserve such kindness from you?"

(Awww, haha! I bet he could use one right now! XD ♥ *Liam meeps and immediately clings to Incu like velcro* DURPHUGZ~ :'DDD <3)

(P.S.S. I hate it when the damn nuzzle emote doesn't work ahdgshfg >_<)

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You have found a Graffiti. Ten points to Gryffindor! xD
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Ohh, I thought that was her!

Ohh, I thought that was her! I recognized the picto, but I couldn't click it on the map...gah XD; It's nice to have met her; she is such a doll~ c: ♥
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( LOL, it's fine.. so much

( LOL, it's fine.. so much bickering between Incubus and Succubus these days. She doesn't like Liam being around them, but Incubus wants him with them.. it's a losing battle. He didn't mean for such drama to come out of this, of course. Poor Liam. But nothing compares to.. when he had to run off with Succubus. That was awful. He was considering taking Liam for a sec until Succu showed up again. ;; But.. he can't starve.. )

"You're not alone in that," Incubus replied simply, continuing to nuzzle gently into the younger buck's neck. That fur was so soft..

"I've felt the same way since I was a fawn, and have been treated the same way. Just.. for a different reason. Though.. that may change," he pondered, only to quickly brush the thought away. Such things shouldn't be spoken, not to Liam.. and especially not if Succubus was in earshot of them. That would be the spark for utter chaos, no doubt about it. That gentle nuzzle worked its way upwards, and on the brink of intruding, carefully he sought to nudge those tears away. Such a pretty face shouldn't have tears flowing down it, they didn't do him justice at all.

"You were kind to me, it's as simple as that.. you must have very few caring people in your life to say such things," the demon muttered, frowning again. But uneasily, on still shaking legs he staggered closer, settling his tired body down close; close enough to lean in and groom gingerly along the younger buck's neck between words, in an affectionate display he could only hope Liam would find comforting.

"I would.. like to be one of the few.. if you trust me." Not many did. Yet, those he did never seemed to regret the decision. On the other hand, he wouldn't be surprised in the least if Liam chose otherwise. It was very natural to be afraid of the unknown, even Incubus understood that well. But something made him crave the trust of this one, something.. something he couldn't place his hoof on, no matter how hard he tried. Or.. maybe he knew right from the start, and wasn't willing to admit it, even to himself.

Incubus' gentle grooming eventually slowed, and subconsciously he began to lean forward a bit further, eyes drifting shut heavily. As his posture began to relax, his head slid down along the buck's nape, eventually settling on his back up by his shoulder. The stag exhaled a tired huff, indulging in the comfort and warmth emanating from Liam's very being, a more or less content expression taking the grief from his features. He could have drifted off right then, but.. not yet.

( Gah, 2:00 am here, sorry but I don't have time to fit anymore ;; I'll be happy to post again tomorrow if you feel like responding. <3 I always enjoy these short little rps with these guys.. ah.~ Hail the derphugs. XD And don't worry, gamestuff happens, no big deal.~ Probably a good thing Liam didn't nuzzle him back right then anyway. >>; -shot- Mmph. = 3= Control yourself, boy. *slaps Incu with a wet newspaper* c: ... night. XD <3 )
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(Heh, yeahhh, Liam got the

(Heh, yeahhh, Liam got the feeling that Succu considered him to be unwanted! XD But ah, he is quite the stubborn buck. =P Oh my gosh yes, that was sooo sad! They manage to be alone for a moment, and then Succubus comes running in just a mite ticked-off. :< Liam does not blame Incu for anything; he just hopes that he didn't make things worse. If anything, he blames himself for the drama... D: )

Liam practically lost himself in that touch, sighting softly before he could stop himself as Incubus nuzzled his neck. His skin rippled lightly beneath his thick fur, the tingle in his hooves returning. He had never experienced such a caress before, or any touch so tender. It was an alien feeling to him, but much welcomed in the warmth and comfort it provided him. The young buck gazed at Incubus in wonder, chewing lightly on his lip as the older stag spoke. It was incredible to think how much Incubus was like him, and for the longest time he wondered if he'd ever cross paths with such a being. He blinked at the mention of 'different reasons', and vaguely wondered what they could have been. Perhaps it was what he was so hesitant to tell Liam earlier?

Those thoughts quickly vanished, however, as Incubus continued to nuzzle up the young buck's neck. Liam's breath caught in his throat as the demon stag's face soon hovered before his, and he closed his eyes with a sigh as his tears were wiped from his cheeks. Liam bowed his head slightly at Incubus's inquiry, letting out another soft, contented sigh as the demon stag groomed his fur. "I...I suppose I do. Ishibaba, Uruu and Woden...they are the closest I have to a family. They have always treated me as an equal, and loved me for who I was. They keep me strong...or as strong as I can be," he replied quietly, his eyes closing in contentment at Incubus's gentleness. He vaguely realized that he was starting to lean against the demon stab, lightly sinking against his chest and neck. Indeed, Liam was so very comfortable...perhaps a bit too comfortable.

Trust him... Liam's eyes snapped open, and he looked up at Incubus affectionately. "Yes... I trust you, Incubus. I truly do," he whispered, silently cursing himself as he cheeks began to feel a little warm again. Stop blushing like a fawn, you silly buck! Suddenly feeling very tired, Liam leaned forward and gently rested his cheek against the older stag's powerful neck, his cheek sinking into downy, thick fur. Even with his eyes fluttering shut he could sense the demon falling asleep, and a soft smile graced Liam's features. The feeling of Incubus's head sliding down his nape and coming to a rest against his shoulder blade formed butterflies in Liam's belly. His smiled broadened in his half-asleep state as Incubus exhaled, feeling flattered that he was so comfortable lying against the younger buck. His heart picking up its pace, Liam slowly stretched out his neck to rest his head against the demon's own shoulder, sighing contently. He did not have as much willpower as the ageless deer, however; already he was beginning to slip into the subconscious, the feeling of the demon breathing lulling him along to bliss.

(Aw, no worries at all, and of course! I am loooving this RP~ <3 So please, go ahead and post to your heart's content! =D Ahaha, ohhh my~ Incubus is quite the feisty one! XP *Liam flees from the dreaded newspaper! D:* Lol, g'night! ^_^ <3)
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( Succu's messages can be so

( Succu's messages can be so confusing.. she calls him over, then taunts at him, y'know? She's so touchy with her 'personal bubble' in regards to Incubus. xD Crazy girl.. she's been like this over him since she was a fawn though. Anyway.. I'm working tonight, so it'll be a while until I can reply, but I think this rp's just about done.. seeing as they're about to both pass out. x3 Hmmm.. let me know if you're not gonna post and when we get some more in-forest inspiration, we can start up with a new one, if you like.~ Even last night's events would be good. )

Above all of the thoughts that crossed his mind, one of them was undeniable. After days, he was utterly starving. Even in this state, how easy would it be for him to overpower Liam with his small physique and slender build? Or could he lull the buck off into sleep, enticed by pleasant dreams first? For a few long moments, the stag's eyes eased open a small fraction of the way, cat-like irises dilating wildly. After those moments passed, they both narrowed down again, settling into their original state as his eyes eased shut lazily. You're damned enough for your sins, the demon cursed internally. You're despicable for even considering it. You won't act on it; you'll never bring yourself to, no matter, not like this. Can't you just be thankful? If only it were that easy.

His features relaxed again at those words. Trust.. how could he ever take advantage of trust like that? Liam had just handed it over without much thought.. or that's how it had seemed to the demon. But after a gentle nuzzle into the buck's shoulders, those thoughts were forgotten. Liam was a friend, not a host, and he would never take advantage of the trust he was given, especially right now. Every little shy implication from the buck brought a weak smile to his face; the shivers, the blushing, the sound of his frail heart working overtime. He held a quiet laugh in his throat, keeping it near silent, finally willing himself to indulge in all the things Liam had already embraced; the warmth in their closeness, and the gentle, comforting atmosphere it caused; the flattery that instant trust brought, and the same, endearing feelings that quickly lulled Incubus off into sleep right along with him.

( Rofl, can't blame him, in terms of feeding he was over half-dead when this happened. Who wouldn't be a tad fiesty over such a cute little bugger?~ *smack'd* GAH, LOL. A tad short compared to the rest. Don'tworry, no newspaper for Liam. *ruffles Liamfuzz* <3 )
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(Haha, I thought it was

(Haha, I thought it was rather funny when she taunted Liam, chased him away, and then acted all friendly and beckoned him to come back...and then when he got too close, she just chased him away again. XD I felt bad for Liam, but Succu amuses me; she is manipulative spaz, lol. As stubborn as Liam is, he tried to follow them a couple more times last night, but when they were at the Drinkplaats and he wandered too close he was chased by Succu back to the Playground. Whenever he stopped, she kept running after him. So, after that, he just admitted defeat and sulked in tall grass. :< *squeezes sad Liam!* Also, no worries, and I agree! It's funny how having characters passing out is the universal transition to a new RP, lol. Last night's events would be great! I guess when you come back from work, we can figure out where to go next with this, and like you said get some in-game inspiration. Totally works for me! :3)

(Lol!! Aww, poor hungry Incubus...and poor Liam for being so oblivious! XDD No worries about the shortness at all; it 'twas a very nice conclusion! c: And, hurray! 8D *Liam glomps happily, the threat of the evil newspaper now gone* XDD <3)
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( LOL, yes.. she's certainly

( LOL, yes.. she's certainly good at what she does, no~? Do you have msn? <3 I'd love to chat with you on there, be easier to organize roleplays and such too if you like. 8D His oblivion is adorable, btw.. makes me so sad to think about what must go through Liam's mind if he ever came across Incubus feeding off another deer. >>; Guh, poor guy. ;A; *more impulsive Liamhugs* fff. I don't know if he'd be more scared, hurt, upset or.. something else, I have no idea. D: Anyway.. I'mma just wait on a comment and we can go from there. :B <3 )
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(Lol, she sure is! XD And, I

(Lol, she sure is! XD And, I do! I just made a new account recently specifically for TEF; my username is xcolbs@gmail.com <3 Feel free to add me; I'm on right now c: Aw, thank you so much! ;-; <3 Gah...I'd hate to think about it, too. He didn't react too well to Nekumbra's habits either, be he was quick to accept her regardless. Then again, Succu scares him whereas Nekumbra doesn't. XD Hurray for Liamhugs! *joins in* |D I'd imagine it would be all of those emotions rolled into one, meep... :< Sure thing! <3)
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( Okay, added.~ But sometimes

( Okay, added.~ But sometimes my msn is picky so try adding SparCode@hotmail.ca if you can~ <3 I'm online now too, so. xD Usually am. It'll still be interesting to see how this all plays out.. )
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Liam and the Giant Bunneh.

Liam and the Giant Bunneh. Smiling
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ASHDGHFGSJFG GIANT

ASHDGHFGSJFG GIANT BUNNEHHHHHH~! ♥

Lol, Woden was hilarious running around as various Godzilla-sized versions of woodland animals! XD