May contain mature language/ violence.
October 20, 2022
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physical- x mental-
Aaand added TH, will probably keep updates on there for now :')
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NAME Illrose, godgiven name
TITLE The Dragon Lady
ALIAS Dragon doe, Illis, Ill, L'Rose, morning star, Smells-like-serpent, Illy-Rose, 'Rose, 'fat lizard', Pretty Fur, Rosedeer, Titan-doe
GENDER Antlered cow
AGE Adult, entered the forest on July 18th, 2010
SPECIES Human faced european elk; moose; A. a. alces
IN-GAME DotD pelt, zombie antlers, skull mask
True form is the one of a vast, pale dragon. Unable to take this form - unless with help from others - when in the Forest.
Visits and leaves the Forest through a portal, lives in another world.
Speaks in #827670
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7 ft. ( around 2.10 meters ) at shoulders, tall and heavy, built like a bull moose - nr. #5 on the size chart.
Black, rigid fur with pale skeleton markings. Bone colored hooves.
Thick, white hair fall from her neck like mane, most on right side.
Often seen wearing a deer skull, a mask which belongs to The Collector. Will return it to him when she no longer needs it.
Have a silver earring in her left ear, given to her by 'Smiling' Jack.
Green Luchador mask recieved from Velocity near Halloween 2011.
DotD mask recieved from Auriea on All Souls' day 2011.
Also have a skull mask painted by Verve.
Masks are hidden away when she is not wearing one.
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Many, many years ago, a pale dragon was born in a different realm. This dragon grew to be a powerful beast, yet she was a friendly and curious sort of dragon. Illrose lived peacefully among humans and other creatures for many years, until she one day returned to the place she had been born, only to find her homeland had been destroyed by humans. With cruel and powerful tools they had either murdered or taken captive the dragons who lived there. Illrose was nearly taken too, but she managed to slip away, as all the gentleness she had felt towards the humans faded, and was replaced by a fiery hatred. She waged war on the humans who had destroyed her birthplace, burned the humans and their terrible weapons, but unfortunately it was already too late; the captive dragons were beyond saving. In the end Illrose found herself alone, in a world of fire, smoke and rage.
Even after she had destroyed the humans who were responsible for the destruction of her homeplace, the hatred burned so strong in Illrose that she kept avenging the fallen dragons by burning down every village she came across. People screaming in terror as their homes were set on fire gave her a cruel satisfaction and only fuelled the fire - quite literally. Even places she had visited before, where she had lived among the humans for periods of time, fell victim to her destructive flames. She spared nothing and no one.
Eventually a group of powerful wizards got together in an attempt to stop the dragon, but these were good wizards and some of them had even known Illrose before she became driven by revenge and they believed there could still be some good in her, so they wanted to give her a second chance at life instead of trying to kill her. By combining their powers the wizards managed to cast a spell on the mighty dragon, to trap the beast into the weaker form of a human, and so they turned Illrose into a pale woman with white hair. This magic did however only last for a little while until the spell began to 'crack', giving Illrose small briefs of time where she could turn back into her true dragon form before being forced back into the weaker human shape. In the end the spell broke completely, but the human form remained a part of Illrose, only now she could change between dragon and human as she wished - without force. The magicians didn't give up though, they got together again, and this time their spell was a much more powerful one; they expelled Illrose from their realm, and trapped her in a different world entirely. The Endless Forest.
And so Illrose arrived in the Forest, far from willingly, a small fawn seething with anger after having been tricked by the magicians, but also confusion over her new cervine form and this place as a whole. At first she went by the name Ghost, feeling just as fleeting as a phantom in the beginning. But the small fawn grew into a large, antlered cow, and Illrose took back her true name as she this time began to wreck havoc within the Forest, taking her anger out on the forest inhabitats as the magicians were well out of reach. Smaller deer were sent fleeing as Illrose chased after them, finding the same cruel satisfaction in this as she had burning down villages... well, perhaps not entirely the same, but close enough. She clashed antlers with those protecting the smaller ones, not caring that she was seen as an annoyance, that she was hated and feared.
But as she remained trapped in this prison the magicians had tossed her into, things began to change. Slowly but surely not all the forest inhabitants were seen as playthings, some became individuals she respected, eventually called friends and family. Illrose engaged in playful spell wars, she swam in the pond, she danced and laughed, and suddenly she was one who has protecting the smaller ones from being hunted down. Finally one day Illrose was able to find a way back to her own world, where she could once again take on her dragon form, spread her wings and feel the wind in her mane as she soared high above the clouds. But the rage that had burned so bright within her had faded over the time spent in the Forest, so Illrose no longer sought to destroy everything in her path, nor did she feel like taking revenge on the magicians who had trapped her in the Forest in the first place. She settled down in a cave in a mountainside above a small village bustling with life, where she still lives to this day. The Forest has become a second home to Illrose, and even though she'll might be gone for some time it seems like she'll always return - sooner or later.
Johari window. Nohari window
When in a battle, Illrose will lower her antlers at her oppontent, both to protect her own body from blows, and to have her tines strike the opponent in the chest or flank. Due to her size she prefer battles where both - or all - opponents run around as little as possible. If her opponent keeps running around, she will give chase until she get tired, or give up. Can gain high speed on short distances. May also rear up to strike her opponent with her hooves, or bring her antlers down on them. Her biggest advantage is also her greatest weakness; her vast size.
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MATE None, unlikely she will ever claim one
BIOLOGICAL CHILDREN Armageddon, Apocalypse, MaeveDaughter. Deceased, laid to rest by the Ruins.
OTHERS CONSIDERED FAMILY NidhemNephew. Highly protective of., Blue BoyAdopted son, highly protective of. , LevanaAdopted daughter., MarciellAdopted son., PeachAdopted daughter., BeiAdopted daughter., JadeAdopted daughter., MorikiahViewed as an adoptive son, cherished., KodyBrother figure, cherished., UmaySister figure, cherished., GaleneSister figure, cherished., Harley, Seth, Rojan, Rui, Shay, Amelia, SoleiDeceased., Jahi, LumeFond of. Deceased., Leviathan, Djinn, JorogumoA close, dear friend and sister figure, someone Illrose looked up to even before she got to know the Matriarch. Will always have a strong tie to the other female. Never forgotten.
PRECIOUS KheironBest friend. Misses seeing him around as often as before, will most likely stay glued to his side whenever he is visiting. Never forgotten., 'Smiling' JackOne of the first deer she met, grew to be a close friend through many trials, 'little brother', missed him greatly while he was away from the forest, cherish every moment spent with him when he visits. Never forgotten.
CLOSE Jettem, SaosinDeceased., Phaios, Juliet, Akira, CadaverFellow dragon., Keith, RaleighOne of her first friends along with Kheiron., GustiroAn enemy who turned into a love interest, a rocky relationship that was doomed from the beginning. sometimes regrets saying no when she had the chance, but determined not to fall for the bull again. Despite everything, their past is now mostly just a fond memory.
FRIENDS/OTHERS MorgülGot to know through Nidhem, fond of., 'Crying' Jane, SithrimFather of Armageddon and Apocalypse., Friiha, Night Shade, Eventide, Dinah Moon, AvocadoGiver of her title., The Puzzle, The CollectorRecieved her skull mask from him, with a promise to return it when she no longer needed it., Seed, Quad, Xentrie, Buttons, Crybaby, Ourania, Iaurdagnire, Ephiré, Fay, IX, Kaoori, Otis, The Lich, Lacie, Lucy, Toukan, Waarhijd, Aletheia, Pandora, Sho, Adrian, Adrastos, Fletcher, Lats'vel, Kaeltiir, Mieraak, Terence, Talla, Crucio
UNSURE JergensMurdered him once as a result of one of 'Smiling' Jack's games, but doesn't really have anything against him - not anymore., RomulusStrongly dislikes him for his attempts to murder Nidhem, though does at the same time find fighting him rather entertaining., Neath, Sianna, Kahlan, Renoir, Thane
INDIFFERENCE/DISLIKE WalterFather of Maeve.
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Btw. Five millionth
Five millionthTwenty-eighth page is mine ~Xemi; We also think it was a
We also think it was a good thing you was on Crucio, Illrose was glad to see him. :'D
And I really can relate to that. I get new ideas and designs for characters almost all the time, and sometimes I just have to try out that new idea, even though I know for sure I will return to Illrose in the end because I can't handle many characters. xD
Faustt;
:'D ♥
Quin;
Lol. x) Awh, that's good. n__n
Edit;
Xemi, you twenty-eight page thief. D:
HURRHUR~ I have nine right
I have nine right now. I really need to stop. hfsgej
Because I love my idiots too much to kill anyone off ;;
I need to decide who's gonna go inactive..
Well, I don't see any problem
Right now I have two, though. I feel like I have to keep Cal since she is Illrose's daughter.
Ah yeah but it's tough
Ah, yeah, I understand that
"...I know I shouldn't, but,
Illrose rested her head
"I really enjoy them as well." She truthfully spoke. She had gotten used to having Judas around, and she did appreciate it.
"Who says you shouldn't, anyway?"
The stag breathed through his
"My duties, perhaps. Who and what I am..." He sighed, "Why wouldn't I have met you before I died."
Illrose's eyes followed the
"You should be glad you've met me here and now. If we met elsewhere I probably would have eaten you." She suddenly pulled herself a bit away from him. What was she doing? Illrose had promised herself not to let anyone too close again - she didn't want the episode with Gustiro to happen all over again, just with an other stag.
His laugh was hollow, but
"Eat me, huh? I guess I can see that. Tch." The stag lowered his head to rest on his front legs, red irises looking behind him to watch her.
Don't ask what Quad's doing.
Quad: "What? I'm entertaining my friends! Geez!"
A part of her did regret when
"I bet you do." She answered with a slight grin.
Edit -
Ninja'd. xD
Haha, of course he is entertaining them, everyone can see that! Shake it, Quad!
All the stag could do for the
He knew she still loved him. That Gustiro. And as much as he wished it weren't true, he could never deny Illrose of what she truly wanted. "Well, look at you." He finally spoke with a half-assed chuckle. "You could eat anything if you really wanted to."
[[Quad: It amused Judas, believe it or not. XD;; He's just kinda distracted.]]
XD!!! I can just imagine
Fat blackbuck antelope dancing in a tree while Illrose and Judas are like o_O''''
Hehe!
Quin; The air between them
The air between them suddenly felt constrained, and Illrose shifted, trying to find a better position to sit in. Her eyes wandered, but in the end they landed on Judas again. When he spoke, she had to laugh, and the air suddenly felt easier - or at least she could pretend it did.
"What is that supposed to mean, do I have a large mouth?" She asked, jokingly.
"Or do you think I'm fat?" She put on a huffy face as she glared toward Judas, but the spark in her eyes told she was still joking.
Quad;
Lol. xD
Sorry, random! Don't mean to
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Moose' massive shape appeared infront of the dragondoe. He knew she had left the forest earlier, he had thought this impossible but if she had...maybe he could get back to his herd..?
"Greetings Illrose." Moose' voice rang out. "I'm sorry to bother you, but I hear you had left the forest?" He asked, putting a questionable expression on his face. "Is it really so there is a way out of this Forest?"
Illrose's ears perked as the
"Hello Moose." She answered, before she nodded.
"That is correct, I do leave the forest now and then. And yes, there is really a way out. Actually, there is many ways - the trouble can be to find the right one." Illrose smiled at the bull, while she tilted her head curiously. Did Moose wish to leave the forest?
"Oh yeah, that's totally what
He's never once felt this conflicted before.
Moose couldn't really believe
"Multiple ways?" He heard his voice come out. "Do you thinnk it would be possible to show me one of those ways?" He asked, raising his head a bit in interest and question.
Quin; Illrose couldn't help
Illrose couldn't help but chuckle at his tone.
"Hm, perhaps you do here, but I doubt you would have if we had been outside the Forest." She answered, looking over at Judas. Illrose still wished she had never pulled herself away from him, the tone between them had been so easy and unstrained. Now something still felt 'forced' between them, despite the jokingly tone.
Pepper;
She gave a nod.
"Of course I can show you. It's in the Birch forest, so we have to go there." She answered, and immediately began to walk in the direction that eventually would lead to the way out of the forest. She then looked over at Moose.
"Do you plan on leaving forever?" She then asked. That had been her plan, until she figured she could visit the Forest now and then, like she did now.
Moose smiled greatfully and
Moose looked up at Illrose as she began to speak again. "Yes, hopefully not forever, just till I visit my homeland and figure things out." he said in the calmest voice possible. Thinking of the past events upsetted him, but he attempted his best not to show it.
Illrose simply nodded her
Moose, feeling greatful for
She kept a steady pace,
"Here it is." She announced.
"Every opening between those trees is a way out of the Forest. Now you have to find the way that takes you back to your place - if there is any."
"Why did you turn into a
(couldn't help myself lawl)
"Because some dumbass decided
( Haha, I actually laughed out loud when she suddenly was a mini. xD )
Moose halted beside Illrose
Small breezes floated out of the gaps, and he passed by the first few gaps inhaling the mixed scents. They were all so different to him, he had never smelt these places before, they all seemed odd to him. He contined to pass the gaps until he halted by one and his fur rose on his back. He knew this scent. he quickly raised his head and turned his head towards Illrose, she was some distance away now. He trotted back to her and nodded. "I found it," he said turnng his head towards where he had once stood, "thank you so much." he said turning his head back to Illrose, his eyes gleaming.
"Being a midget isn't a bad
Pepper; She remained where
She remained where she was while the bull walked closer, seemingly studying the gaps between the trees. A smile crept across her face when he told her he found the right one, and Illrose gave a nod.
"You are welcome. And good luck." She said, before she took a few steps back, ready to go back. She wasn't ready to leave the Forest herself, yet. The opening back to her own world was quite easy to recognize - it was one of the largest gaps, large enough for her to go through without having to break her antlers off as she had done the first time she passed through. The remains of her old antlers did still lay in the grass, right before the gap.
jala;
"Shut up, I'm not adorable!" She hissed, trying to stomp the ground with her tiny hooves in a temper tantrum. But when she was pulled into the fur of the other doe, she simply resigned with a sigh. If it had been anyone else than Joro doing this, she probably would have exploded.
Hey I apologize if I seemed
Anyway I don't know how to fix this. I'd assume it has to do with my fps, I get on average between 3-6 fps, and simply have no idea how to raise it. I've already reduced nature detail, removed shadows, reduced character detail, ect and it still stays at 3-6 fps.
Oh, that explains the lack of
But we didn't want you guys to go away, Illrose sniffed him a couple of times and got pretty sure it was Quad, and then invited him over to sit with her and the others. :'D
It was interesting to meet wolf Quad in-game. n_n
Don't know how to help fix your problem though, but hope you figure something out.
Hi c: Alligator met your
Her bio is in my signature. <3
Oh, I was curious about who
It was nice to meet her. ♥
beautiful biography , I like
(Gift)
is that I am very good at taking pictures
Thank you so much! :'D And
And that is a beautiful picture, have you taken it? (:
it is my hobby n.n and one
Thanks for your company
Likewise. I think Illrose
Hello there! Federweber was
Federweber was lying next to Illrose on that wall at the ruins today Thanks for your company!
When Illrose stood up Feder ran to her and bowed: She wanted to say goodbye^^ Just had to explain that because you seemed quite confused
And btw, I love your manip of Illrose 8 -o
Hello you, and thanks for the
I'm sorry if Illrose seemed confused, I was multitasking and didn't really pay attention to the TEF-window. ^^'
And thank you. :')
"Hi Illrose!" Alligator sat
"Hm, hello you." Illrose
Alligator's ears twitched
A little smile appeared on
"I would enjoy your company. Come, sit close and get warmer." She nodded to her own side, gesturing for the smaller deer to sit down. A lot had happened lately, and Illrose really needed some quiet time right now. But Alligator's company was alright, she was just glad she wasn't completely alone.
The red bull did not get too
"Is like lure with hook," he murmured. The tone of his voice low in defeat. "Is give in to you. Many a time give in. When is you do wrong I go away but is lure again. Once do as told, is stay away like for asked. Then is you come back. Then is told come near others know is no safe. Still is no good for, yes? When is they turn, when is they do wrong, is you choice again against me."
He suddenly stood tall and slammed a hoof into the dirt his voice jumping in desperation. "Why against me?! Why choice all time not me?!" He shook his head violently though it may have seemed painful the way his heavy antlers wrenched at his neck. "Even know is be my wrong against family is has chose you many time!" He took a single step forward though did not move an inch more. "Is this time choose me! Choose me!"
Illrose's fur bristled
"No, I can't choose you. Not now, not ever." She said, her voice filled with sadness.
"And you are right. I have lured you, I have tricked you, I have confused you and I am so sorry! I didn't do it on purpose, I simply couldn't stay away from you. Something always pulls me back to you, and I try to convince myself we can make it work this time. But then something bad always happen and I realize it will never work." Her words was desperate, regretful and sad.
"And I know I have chosen against you even if it wasn't your fault. I have been unfair to you, and it feels terrible, but...it's simply not working, you have to see that as well? It will never work, no matter how much we try." It was tempting to just walk over to him, to bury her face into his fur, as she had done so many times earlier. But she stood still.
"Go back to your family, Gustiro. Never choose me before them again, you deserve someone much better than me." She was serious this time. It did hurt - like hell - but this time she really was trying to let go off him, to put behind her the feelings she had for him. And he did truly deserve someone better than her, someone that didn't lure him over and over again.
Gustiro's ears laid tightly
"Why," his voice became more clear as he continued though hushed and pleading. "Why can't?" He shook his head again though this time not so harshly. "Is always other. Is why, yes? Then be two instead... why not two, yes? Just two..."
He realized what he was proposing. Something that went against his very nature. Against everything he was taught, everything he lived for. But he had never felt such a pain as this before. Of all the physical abuse he had put himself through. Of all the mental and emotional strains he had suffered in this life and lives passed. He never knew such a horrid sting such as this. One that was renewed and grew more intense every time he and Illrose tore apart from each other. Never had he felt such an unyielding longing which had dragged him back to her side. His words perhaps were merely out of desperation to sooth this pain.
A sad smile almost appeared
"Just the two of us? But what then if a friend of mine or a friend of yours wanted to come and be with us? What then?" She paused for a moment, glad she was wearing the skull so Gustiro did not see her trembling lips, and how she fought to hold back the tears. This was ridiculous, she had almost never cried before, and she did not want to start now!
"It's impossible. I need my friends, just as you need your family. Something will always come between." She had to turn her head away quickly and close her eyes when reality hit her. She was going to lose him this time, she was about to push him away, to cut off the invisible strings that always pulled her back to him.
"Please, don't make this harder than it already is." Her voice could barely be heard as she turned to face Gustiro again.
( Pfft, tried a new speech color, but figured I liked the old one better. xD )
There was a long pause before
"Then... is final decide?"
He paused again, a stretch of silence. When his voice returned to him once more his eyes again took a drastic turn. He looked at her with the same hard stare he fixed with his enemies, a look he had given her when she was still his original nemesis in the forest. Though somehow there was a subtle difference. A pain, a longing drowned in old resentments forced to the surface. If it must be then he would harden his heart to her. There was no other way, no other way to keep from drifting back to her. He would keep her and this pain away in the only way he knew how, with violence.
"If this is choice... then... stay away. Always, yes? Come near... even little... Will attack... Understand?"
This warning the last he would show that he wished not to harm her.
(Both work well. X3 )