Hello there.
Just a few things I'd love to say. Things that alot of the community has been blind to with the exception of the select few you've abused and treated like shit for the last, I dunno. Year and a half, now? Where to start. Oh, right.
First of all.


I think I'd like to show the things you said to me on Friday. Things you said to me that broke my heart, because I had believed we were friends. Good friends. And the moment I decided to say my opinion- just as everyone else had- you stabbed me in the back, and then blocked me, without giving me the chance to respond.

Vee says: Hi I'm just posting this to say goodbye

Failingartist says: O.o

Vee says: You were a good friend a few months ago. Now you've become too engulfed in the popularity you've recieved. I HATE people who think they're better than everyone else. So bye

Failingartist says: Popularity? You aren't up and leaving without telling me the whole deal, here, hun. You don't get off that easy. Where is this coming from?

Vee says: I'll round it off with this
I feel you only ever used me
And I can't stand your attitude anymore

~At this point, you signed off, leaving me feeling horrible because I had done nothing that I could think of that could have brought this on from you. I was confused, hurt, and felt utterly betrayed. So much so that I kept posting because I had nothing else to do.

Failingartist said (3:48 PM): Used you? You were a friend to me, and I you Vee. You've pissed me off more times than I can count, and you were forgiven more than you deserved.

Failingartist said (3:49 PM): I feel belittled and apalled that you would bother doing this; it's immature, to say these things to my face and then leave me with no word. I'm hurt that you think I ever /used/ anyone. Who do you think I am? YOU?
I can tell you this much: I am glad I have what friends I have, popularity has nothing to do with it. That these opinions are my own and I am speaking them may offend some, and I am sorry to think you would drop the ball this far because of that.

Failingartist said (3:50 PM): I am sorry I ever knew you, VCG, and you can ask around. There is a good many who agree. I have nothing more to say to you.


~Some of this was just anger of the moment. Most of it was the truth.



We have spoken our private argument, but I fear this cannot be over until you fall from that pedestal of yours, hun. A friend of mine- someone you know very well- even said this:
"If you do not do this, who's to say she will not do it again, and again? If it is not brought to light, do you think she'll stop? I don't think so..."

And going by that wise statement, this will end.


To think that all I had done was finally voice my opinion after keeping silent. All I did was speak my mind- as had everyone else.
But I have another inhibition.

That it was not about that fruitless argument, or at least not entirely.

I think you got jealous. Jealous that after two years I had finally made a name for myself, finally become friends with the people I admired, finally became... My own person. That I didn't have to rely on you in order to stand. I was finally able to stand on my own, and be free of your power and popularity for once. And, by the way, your hypocrisy drives me to tears.

You think I am the one engulfed by power and popularity? I do not think I am popular at all. I hardly think popularity exists for the people who do not want it.
There is a difference between sitting on your throne, waving a hand and having people kiss it, and sitting on a chair of equal height to others, and having many friends. That is the difference between you and I. And it cut my heart when I realized that that is how you think of me. Power-hungry. Out to get your prized popularity.
Well, take it. I don't want anything to do with your he said, she said crap. You, and a certain lot of you, have bothered the site from day 1, and you know what? You wouldn't believe just how many agree. But I'm not here to threaten or harass you.

I'm not like you in that way.

I'll give you a chance to speak your mind.
All I wanted to do was say that what you had done.. Really hurt, Vee. You know this all too well. We were best friends. We played together. We spoke, we fought, we made up, we laughed, we enjoyed TEF for what it was meant to be. Not a popularity fest. People like that? They're honestly just too shallow to see real beauty, real fun, real friends when they're standing in front of them. I don't think badly of you, VCG.

You were one of my friends, Vee. You were someone I had trusted, someone I had been stupid enough to let watch my back when the weather got bad.

Someone who took the opportunity to stab me in the back when no one could see.
A blindside, with no witnesses.
It feels like a history class, doesn't it? You were cruel, no compassion, no mercy, no feelings, and incredibly immature, to hit me out of nowhere and then leave me without my final word.


And y'know what? I always get my say. It isn't my intention to bother you, because quite frankly, it's hardly worth my time.

But I do need to speak out. If not for myself, than for the people you've hurt/bothered/used/affected in the long run.

You've called me things like high and mighty; that I'm powerhungry and don't care about others, that I use them. When have I ever used anyone? If I have used anyone, anyone on here, please, step forward and tell me. I will apologise. But I honestly do not believe I ever have.

I rarely do anything other than make new friends, talk eye to eye with everyone I meet, and enjoy the community for what it is. And when people threaten the calm, then I get irritated. Nothing new came about because of anyone's ridiculous whining, and all I did was put forth an opinion that- believe it or not, a very many people agreed with. Oh, and god forbid I do speak my mind, no? You must've gotten used to me being subdued and bowing to your every will as the popular queen of the site, so the moment I broke free and did what I wanted, you cracked that whip of yours.
Don't worry. I know I'm not the only one you've done it to.

Raz and I talk quite alot. Though I don't approve of everything she's done, and I get irritated when old old posts of hers are bumped pointlessly, she and I get along quite well. And she's shown me things you've said to her.
They're really amusing.
You're funny.

I also thought I might mention hypocrisy, while we're on the notion of what's amusing. You, a vast many of us have decided, are the definition of a hypocrit (: You go along taking control of every person you can, and you greedily cling to that precious popularity of yours, and you join bloody plots. God forbid others get to do it. Yet you wander about and cut people down who do the same, you jeer at those who have more friends than you do. You spread lies and rumours behind people's backs out of spite and jealousy, because maybe they're just a bit more loved than you. Probably because you're so epic at being a bitch.
I'm good at it too.
Only when I've been wronged, or accused, or what have you. You on the other hand fire at will. Triggerhappy.



You also misinterpret the meaning behind my words. It's not just me, Vee. You do realize this, don't you?

This isn't some fight that happened just Friday which, by the way, you're right: the way you handled it was wrong, immature, and cruel. I can think of better ways it could have gone.
This is a feud that has been boiling up for... Well. Since the moment you became popular.
You're famous, Lottie.

Very famous.

So famous, that there's a bunch of us who have a few things we would love to share with the community about you, because a bunch of them are blind to it. There's alot of us hun. Alot of us who've been wronged, hurt, hunted and scared away. Chased out. All because you deemed them unworthy to walk your bitter palace in TEF. There's those that you lied about, tarnished their kind reputations because you wanted more, because you can't control that horrible greed of yours.

There's far too many of us behind this for me to turn back. And besides, what good would come of not posting it? You would simply go back to your old ways. It's what happens. It's happened many times before. You rage at people when there are no witnesses, you cut them up, and the moment others come running, you act like the victim and suck up to them, earning yourself a nice wall of defense from people you lie to. They're lucky they don't have to see the side of you we've all seen. I unfortunately have had to see it more than twice for myself.

I'm not doing this for satisfaction or anything of the sort.

I am quite afraid. I will get flamed. Maybe even chased away...


But to anyone who has the balls to try it, you can back off right now. You aren't part of this, but if you do get involved, I can't say this will go well.



... In the end, Vee, it's better for the people. You've hurt us one too many for it to be forgiven just like it always has been, so you can go back to your dirty work and snap more of us down. It has to stop. You've had countless chances, opportunities, to quit while you were ahead. Obviously you don't seem to understand.


Ultimately...
I am sad that it had to end this way, Vee.


Sad, but not sorry.