Aegle's Diary 11/26

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Mild Violence and Language Warning
This is Aegle's memory of what happen yesterday.


I don't fear death. I have always waited for death with open arms. I don't know why it hasn't come sooner....




It surged through my veins, intoxicating every limb in my body. It was my insanity, my pain.
That doe was near.
The one who had killed my son. He was mine. Not theirs....
I found her resting where Latern died in the crossed logs. My gaze never averted from her.
"How dare she?" I murmured.
She stood up at the sound of my whisper. Her eyes were large and fear swirled in them.
I smirked. I was Aegle again.
It took my no time to cut into her flesh with my hoofs. They had seen blood one to many times.




....Revenge....
She deserved every damn hit I threw her way.
But she couldn't fight for herself.
She ran from me, trying to awake Saosin.
Her screams. Her pleads. Brought me joy.
If she ran, I ran faster and cut her off.




...Bastard...
In my blurred memory I see him.
The face that I've hurt so many times.
I can fight my own battles and he should know that better than anyone.
But this was no battle. This was a vicious slaughter.
I was Aegle.




...Grey...
He also came
His eyes full of despair.
You've just seen the real Aegle.
This is what you claim to love....




....Murderer.....
A doe of black appeared. She stood between my cowering prey and me.
She tried to hit me but, I dodged and ran around to the small doe.
I ripped into her again. She begged me to stop.
The black doe chased me away but, I evaded her.




....Life....
I sparred her life. Not because of that doe.
But because she was blinded by love.
Love is an evil thing.
It has never showed me kindness. But I know what it does.
I lost my bestfriend because I was blinded by love.
I left her there.




...Abomination...
He was always right about me.
I am a abomination....
I'll fight the black doe.
I don't fear pain.
I don't fear death.
I fear myself

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:

:<
-gives hugs-

Beautiful....just awesome!

Beautiful....just awesome!
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-huggles back- C8 'TIS ALL

-huggles back- C8 'TIS ALL GEWD.
Thank you! <3
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I personally think this is

I personally think this is your best yet. <3
Lantern doesn't REALLY blame her for his death. His mind's just a bit...twisted at the moment. You can tell he either forgave her or...something seeing as he's fine sitting with her as an adult ghost. Laughing out loud

what time tomorrow is gewd

what time tomorrow is gewd for you? O.o
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Mmmmm this time? c:

Mmmmm this time? c:

Sounds good to me. >8D

Sounds good to me. >8D -ishnowpumpedup-
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8D AND. AND. AEGLE FELL IN

8D AND. AND. AEGLE FELL IN LOVE! WOOOOOOOOO! Aegle is soooo ready!
Zergarikiaka's picture

*CLIIIINNGS*

*CLIIIINNGS*
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BUT. D'8 I WANT TO KILL AEGLE

BUT. D'8 I WANT TO KILL AEGLE FOR... WELL... BEING A HOESKANKBAG....

D8 Don't kill Aegle!

D8 Don't kill Aegle! Bawwww!!!
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I won't c: -aegledeerhisses-

I won't c: -aegledeerhisses- BAD AEGLE. YOU SIT.

O.O' what'd I do! DX

O.O' what'd I do! DX -laughs;lustdeergrowls- GAH! Where's my muzzle?! XD
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*offers lusftul Darkweaver's

*offers lusftul Darkweaver's muzzle*

Danke! -muzzlesLustdeer-

Danke! -muzzlesLustdeer- MUAHAHAHA! I've overpowered her! -angryLustdeerisangry- O.O' I'm now afraid to take it off....
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Yeaaaah. 8x you might want to

Yeaaaah. 8x you might want to leave that on a few weeks. S'ok. XD I got a few more to keep my demondeer, in case you need more.
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-throwsaegleinacage- OH ITS

-throwsaegleinacage- OH ITS CAGE TIME. ALL EVIL DEER IN. -prods aegle with stick-
AND SOME FAWNS. HAHAHAHA -highfives zerg-
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*high fives back* XD

*high fives back* XD YES

*throws Spill/Darkweaver into the cage, after applying muzzle*
*SNARLGLAREOFSOULEATING*

-hogtiesLust;throwsin-

-hogtiesLust;throwsin- Yeah...I think you're right... O.O' ZOMG! SO MANY EBIL DEER! DX
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YES EBIL DEER. -throws in

YES EBIL DEER.
-throws in MAW'ING FAWNS-
YES
-sits in lawnchair drinking iced tea-
-bits and holds onto Lust's ear like a puppy-
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*munches popcorn* *thrashes

*munches popcorn*

*thrashes his head around, trying to throw off the muzzle*

-sighs;relaxes- Ebil deer are

-sighs;relaxes- Ebil deer are so much fun.... -basksinsun-

growls and tosses head trying to fling off;mumbles
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-claps- 8D -looks at

-claps- 8D
-looks at darkweaver then at lust- ....-jumps over and knaw's on darkys leg- NOMNOMNOMNOM
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Lantern: *maniacal laugh*

Lantern: *maniacal laugh* *stare*...
....*stare*....
*stare*...

And onwards into eternity. |D
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*manages to throw the muzzle

*manages to throw the muzzle enough to get his mouth free, and immediatly bites clean into a fawn, it being the closest thing in front of him.*

XD Whoo. Violence!

YEAAAAHH! useless violence =

YEAAAAHH! useless violence = epic win XD
gets excited over bloodshed;starts to kick legs to get them free
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HEEHONK. -runs in circles

HEEHONK. -runs in circles bucking-
RANDOM RP OF USELESS VIOLENCE IS GEWD. 83
-files nails-
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*just goes on and eats the

*just goes on and eats the whole darned fawn*

so gewd yes. XD

-agrees- Oh! Nail thyme!

-agrees- Oh! Nail thyme! -bringsoutblacknailpolish- Anyone? -offers-

growls;frees legs;starts to rub legs against muzzle like a dog
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*checks nails* Hmmm... I

*checks nails* Hmmm... I could use some clear polish. I love the french manicure effect.

*nomming*
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-looks at bitten nails- I

-looks at bitten nails- I guess I'm file'in nothing ^^' Hehe. I love black but the french manicured affect is very nice aswell :3 -offers some lil' cakes-
-looks at darkweaver then at lust- .... -attempts to copy by licking fawn
Fawn: O.o
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faaaaaaaaaail. My laptop died

faaaaaaaaaail. My laptop died while I was in forest. *back now*
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BLEH. I hate that! My TEFING

BLEH. I hate that! My TEFING laptop can't hold a charge. So if it unplugs it dies. Which happens all the time because my blind dog trips on it |D
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XD strange thing is mine was

XD strange thing is mine was still plugged in. I think it overheated. It WAS very hot...

Then it took several tries to get it started again. XD


hey, am I the only one who sees Kaoori moving around stuck in listening mode? o.o
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I fried my old lappy. |D

I fried my old lappy. |D UNDERCOVERS WITH LAPPY IS BADDDD IDEA.
And yes, yes you are. xD

Wow. Don't know what else to

Wow.
Don't know what else to say.

-Lust walks in- Aegle...I'm

-Lust walks in- Aegle...I'm waiting

I'll be in forest from now until later...so just throw in Aegle and I'll meet cha at the ruins! 8D
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be on in a few minutes!

be on in a few minutes!

WOOT! FYI there is a large

WOOT! FYI there is a large crowd at the ruins...waiting. O.O
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WTF. -isnervous- I'm just

WTF. -isnervous- I'm just waiting for my internet to connect on the other lappy and I'll send Aegle over c:

-diesfromsheerawesomeness-

-diesfromsheerawesomeness- Okay...sorry...had to leave. Idiots here.
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Did Aegle, win? |D

Did Aegle, win? |D

Yeah...we can say tht she

Yeah...we can say tht she won...this time that way we can rp this some more XD
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-lil'victorydance- 8D

-lil'victorydance- 8D

-laughs- I'm chaulking it up

-laughs- I'm chaulking it up to being ganged up on! Lmao why can't deer stay outta it! XD Lust'll be after Aegle again....she won't be so easily overpowere next time
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Some were Aegle's friends

Some were Aegle's friends just wanting the fight to end because Aegle was showing signs of being tired and getting weak and Lust wasn't |D HAHA. I doubt Aegle will accept another battle... xD She needs to start using common sense.

Oh. No Lust was...she kept

Oh. No Lust was...she kept using the head tilt + scratch as in 'are we done? I'm tired' but Aegle kept coming so she relied on her adrenaline. |D Hmmm...well then we better call it a tie then. No winners...because if Aegle wont fight her again...Lust will continue coming after her. XD
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She can come after Aegle,

She can come after Aegle, that is fine. Aegle will fight if Lust instigates it. Aegle just feels as though she won. For once |D Poor thing always loses by a little bit. Ahh! c: I see.
She stumbles over to Lust, bleed covers her thick fur. "T-Tell me again, how you planned to kill me?" She laughs manically before falling to the ground. "Y-You fought well m-my friend... I w-will tell you that, y-you are one worthy oponent."

OOOO...I totally

OOOO...I totally misunderstood. I thought you meant that if Lust came after Aegle...she wouldn't fight/ignore her. Okay...then yeah...Aegle won! XD
-pantsheavily;blooddripsfromhermouth- 'Slo....slowly...i-in front...of...your spectral son....-slides slowly to the ground;eyes half closed- 'I er...might...have under....-cough- estimated you.' -smiles;lupinelike-
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She breathes heavely and

She breathes heavely and laying on her side. Her eyes stay fixiated on Lust.
"Y--Yes... w-well don't do i-it again. Y-You should n-now learn to h-hold your tongue...." She closes her eyes. "T-Though the deal was I-I would not hurt Tally if you won....I-I still shall not touch her...y---.....you have my-y word... U-Unless she hurts my boy again... or instigates it...."