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Saturday, October 10th, 2020
Well, today was a real surprise.
I hadn't been in the Forest for a such a long time. Life got in the way. I have no idea who I want to be and yet, I have to choose a career path. Problem is, there are so many professions that appeal to me, I don't know which one to pick. Mom says I have all the time to think about it and that, eventually, something will trigger within me. The problem is, I'm scared to wait for too long...

I could go on and on about all of my personal problems, but I don't want to think about them.
I want to forget about them.

So I finally came back to the Forest today. I felt like it was......calling me. It was a little cold and snowing, but it was fine by me. I hadn't seen snow is years, so it was rather pleasant. I didn't stay at the Ruins for long before deciding to take a stroll. As I approached the Pond, I saw something incredible happen.

The Twin Statues were floating above their base! At first, I watched from the distance, trying to realize what was going on. When I saw they weren't moving, I decided to take a closer look -- but not too close -- and sat nearby. But then, out of nowhere, they started moving! I jumped on my fee-- I mean, my hooves, and instictively stepped back. It was like a miracle! That's when I recalled Grandma talking about this kind of event. Was that what they call an "Abiogenesis"? I wasn't entirely sure though, since they weren't doing anything other than floating and moving around.

It took me a while to notice something was strange. One statue seemed to be tied to a strange but pretty buck (Nathaniel) who had the mane and tail of a rooster? At least, that's the first animal that came to mind. The other statue was tied to another deer (whom I forgot the identity of, I'm sorry... ;w; ). They were moving exactly at the same time than the two deers, which was really odd. What did it mean? And who were those two? Were they messengers of the Twin Gods?

I was so confused and overwhelmed, I didn't even take the time to greet everyone. While watching them move, I thought I wasn't allowed to join, until a third deer and a fawn came and hopped around with them. So I did. It was actually quite fun! Other deers were there too (Culzean and SylvanRah). I sticked around for a while after that. However, I eventually felt like being alone, away from groups. Thus, I searched for a quiet spot near De Drinkplaats. On my way there, the two Twin Statues moved away, as if they weren't tied to the two deers of earlier anymore. Now I'm even more confused.

Once I settled down, I closed my eyes and listened to sounds around me. It was very relaxing. Just what I needed after such a long time of stress and anxiety.

Monday, March 11th, 2019
Despite feeling uneasy, lost and confused in this world, I keep coming back. My grandmother used to go here very often and she wanted me to give it a chance, so that's what I am going to do.
It's really hard for me to interact with others, despite my best efforts. It's... so much different from my world, it feels like I don't belong here at all and the creatures living here look intimidating. But... I have to keep trying. It's the only place where I feel good right now. With all the nightmare that has been going on at school lately, I would rather stay away from reality.