I am all flesh and blood but all you see is a ghost
April 21, 2017 - 4:29am — Calix
Just trying to get active again for the millionth time don't mind me.
hopefully something will stick. did some css cause I love to procrastinate. might change their names I'm so indecisive..... major WIP
working on more traits OTL
when you've never rped two characters in one and decide to do 2 or 3 for some god forsaken reason.
****finals are pretty much here so RIP my activity for now*****
*** I would love interactions of any kind to help me develop them***
Open to rp on biographies/skype or elsewhere if preferred
skype/email: Calixcs (@hotmail.com)
discord: calix#0183
sometimes I forget to get out of invisible mode tbh so I'm most likely on.
UPDATES:
4/28/17
returned to the ruins and stays near by it. finds it oddly comforting now that they can traverse it. still a bit nervous of the forest and is slowly starting to expand the areas they explore. at least attempted to stick near the ruins but got lost on the way back from the pond and ended up near the playgrounds. some bickering between the two that consisted mostly of zahir complaining at kerenza.
4/22/17
awoke still in the ruins. on some level was hoping they would wake up somewhere else. recovering rather slowly, but managed to move a little bit away from their original spot. finding that walking in the ruins is probably much harder than necessary. aggravated at all the rubble that they must climb over just to move a short distance. obtained some small scrapes and cuts. not the safest place to be stumbling about. makes them very exhausted and drains there energy as they adjust properly. is no longer falling unconscious as frequently but must take a lot of breaks as they move around in the ruins. noticed the two headed fawns presence again was less annoyed with them being there but didn't much care for the crowd that was collecting in the ruins so pushed themselves to move a lot more. managed to reach a more open space in the ruins. likely to stumble around there until they have everything worked out. driven by thirst decided to take there practice walking and wander around in hopes of finding water. focusing more on the placement of their feet then was in in front of them or around them. has no clue where they are going. generally avoiding others. getting the hang of walking better now that they have more room and open space. noticed the return of the fawn. doesn't particularly mind. sniffed in greeting. hadn't spoken in who knows how long and their throat felt to dry to for words so continued their search for water. found it only to end up on the wrong side. more traveling lol. rested with Jude until they were approached by a stranger. had a mild struggle as kerenza wanted to keep a distance from the strange being and zahir was more bold and curious of them. eventually got restless and wandered off to explore the forest. ended up in the birch forest where they found a tree they thought was rather charming and strange looking. decided to remain at the base of the tree and rest.
4/21/17
First day in forest. spent a majority of it unconscious in the ruins. currently unable to move much extremely stressed and confused. currently hiding in the ruins until they are more capable of movement. falling in an out of consciousness (aka I'm doing school work and I'm not always paying attention to the forest lol). noticed a two headed fawn approach. intrigued by the fact that they seemed somewhat similar but was too distressed to really care. lots of growling and grumbling, but remained in their spot. they seemed to keep their distance so they eventually stopped growling but didn't take their eyes off them. not enjoying being stared at by some strange fawn but despite trying hard fell back unconscious. remained aware of the fawns presence.
here have some bullet point info while i develop them(I have no idea what I'm doing):
- genderless entity/Spirit/something??? presenting itself as two distinct individuals.
- it's name doesn't translate into any know language and it doesn't have any given names by itself or others since it's existence is rarely ever detected. Sees it as unnecessary. (though i refer to them as chishi sometimes I'll call them as a whole that as well for ease)
- The two heads were once actually real separate beings. How much sentience remains or if they are simply echoes of who they use to be is still unknown but they are greatly controlled/influenced by the middle eye if any amount does still exist.
- to the unaware they do appear to be exactly who they pretend to be.
- the physical body can take large amounts of damage so long as the chest eye remains unharmed. Will often take hits intentionally to control where they are received to avoid it from any damage.
- when dealing with opponents that are aware of the entity/spirit or simply seem to go after the eye too often it can recede it into the body for protection.
- regenerates faster than the normal rate but still takes a few days to get back to normal functioning depending on the extent of the injury
- Developing the skill to properly analyze and anticipate the moves of others. The more frequent the interactions they have had with an individual the better they are at perceiving. Happens without conscious effort. Drawn to fights for this reason.
- if direct eye contact is made with the eyes (other than the facial ones) it can instill a great irrational fear or otherwise disturb the person (how/if this effects and to what extent is completely dependent on the character and up to the other player).
- Eyes other than the three main ones on the face and the eye on the chest seem to move of their own will. Constantly shifting and never resting on a single thing. Constantly observing.
- during battles the otherwise erratic shifting eyes are very focused and will pinpoint on the enemy and always follows their movements.
- made to take large amounts of damage but their overall physical strength is just below average and they rely on their abilities more than anything.
- amoral and doesn't particularly understand right from wrong. Will typically do whatever will allow them to blend in best but can be easily influenced by this.
- the entities personality is very cold and flat but has in some ways started to take on traits of kerenza and zahir and possibly others in the future.
- blood is thicker than normal blood and if it is ingested can cause hallucinogenic effects.
- Can’t physically change form much but can create an illusion so that they appear “normal”(they have no idea what normal is tbh lol). Typically, will hide the fact that they have two heads. Usually kerenza is the head that is shown so they appear less threatening and weak. Currently has trouble maintaining this.
- physically always appears emaciated and fragile.
- Capable of growing more eyes and moving them to any place on their body.
- Currently stumbles and struggles walking as they work out who controls which limbs.
- the wound on kerenza's face will never heal and bleeds frequently.
- while sleeping/unconscious some of the eyes will remain open and alert.
****just an important note: usually he/him = zahir, she/her pronouns = kerenza, them/they pronouns = "chishi".
idk what but stuff and things will be here soon. For now have some filler text.
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POSITIVE
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words feels and stuff
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NEUTRAL
Jude
first forest encounter. words feels and stuff
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words feels and stuff
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words feels and stuff
NEGATIVE
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DISLAIMER
Chishi is 100% In character unless interacting with nameless and does not represent the thoughts
and actions of their Player though I take full responsibility for them. Feel free to contact me Via Skype: Calixcs for any reason.
Interactions are welcomed, Friendly or Hostile ones, either In-Forest or Rp.
Original design/art by onldaff@DA
Css thanks to unplugged and all the other beautiful people who posted resources and codes! <3
if you aren't aware I'm a shy awkward peanut so pls be gentle with me Q~Q approach me anyway though. I would still love that. RP newb extraordinaire since i don't have too much experience, but I try lol.
aaaa they're so lovely! hope
hope my tiny little guy's not disturbing them :0
ah ty! ^^ they are kind of
they are kind of freaked out in general your little guy is fine haha
Whoa, sweet design! I'll see
ah ty! ^^ I look forward to
Woah, they look rad.
thanks ^^
; - ; So sorry about the
haha it's ok. its nice
Yes, same. So glad I was able