Personality

- Quiet
- Ladylike
- Vain
- Curious

Likes

- Night
- Darkness
- Stars
- Cleanliness
- Protecting

Dislikes

- Sunlight
- Sadness
- Those who seem lonely
- Rude stags

Quirks

- Heals rapidly at night.
- Can see spirits and considers them her charges. Will protect them at any cost.
- Stargazer.
- Can hide her wings at any given time, and simply appear as a strange feathered doe.
- Can fly.
- Can see well in any light, best at night.
- White markings, antlers, eyes, and hoof-claws always glows subtly, but quite brightly at night.
- Nose does not glow. The only part of her that is white that does not.
- No fur. Covered in thousands of small feathers. Has an iridescent sheen in light. Keeps her quite warm.
- Has a crest of feathers she can move.
- Will pick up random things and put them in her antlers. Loves all things beautiful. Gifts go there too.
- Will appear out of no where, it seems.

~*~Diary~*~
9/29/14
-Lots of sleeping.
-Lots of angry deer.
-Oh hello feathered friend (Devasha)
-Hello cat-woman. (Umay) Yeah you're cool I guess.
-Hello. (Gabriel I think?)
-Uh hi? Incoming Indigo being really defensive of Devasha. Feathers > Non feathers. Stood protectively in front of them.
-Suddenly madness everywhere.
-Tried to break up a fight but ended up siding with an oryx (Zafeiri) because she already seemed hurt and it was like an army verses a single doe.
-Kinda pissed that deer came out of nowhere to help beat upon the oryx. Have you any pride? Cowards.
-Got help from a giant male (Kato). Side-eyed him like "Okay. You seem okay. Don't test me /glare."
-Tried to show the female (Pandora) how it felt when she went after someone. And because Kael is a little shit so wanted to show him her ass while laughing at him back. Coward.
-Zaf seemed pretty mad. Please sit still and calm down and they will go away.
-I SAID CALM DOWN.
-Pandora was relentless. Getting irritated at the other female. Will you let up? She's had enough.
-Got help from a strange brown doe (Miriam). Unable to thank her for her help however.
-Barreled into by another random stag (Moro). Oh hell naw. Ran circles around him and bat at him with her wings. Fek off.
-Lost Moro when taking flight. Take that! Flew over to where Zaf was still fighting and Miriam still trying to stop pandora.
-More fighting.
-Finally everything managed to just stop.
-Mother daughter bickering.
-Gave Zaf, Devy, and Kato the ability to use the portal to her world should they need it. Reluctant on the later but a male who will protect a female is an ok male and worthy of a pat on the head.
-Left to recover under the moonlight of her realm.

9/28/14
Almost a year later leaving the forest after the rut, returned to start over (mainly because Soli is in dire need of an adult that isn't a wimp. Looking at you Aine.) Was pleased to find her usual spot at the ruins uninhabited, so quietly sat there and took in the world around her. Seems in her absence, something left a cruel mark on the place that could not be seen but felt. Ruffled her feathers and wings. Perhaps she chose to come back at the wrong time.

Decided to sleep off the fatigue from traveling between worlds, finding comfort within the Ruins despite some tension she was feeling coming from around her. Later on found herself rather thirsty. Passed by a few angry deer but paid them no heed, just wanted a drink and certainly didn't want to get wrapped up into a fight her first night back to the forest. Found the pond a welcome place and resisted the urge to go entirely birdy and take a very feathery bath; as if she would allow anyone to see her doing that.

After her very delicious and cold drink, trotted back to the Ruins only to have her fears realized; was going to get wrapped up in the fight after all. Paused to check out why there were so many deer going crazy (lets see if I get this right- Aurik later on, Asya, Eve, Soet, and Jocelyn - and even later Lonno - are the defenders of little Ini-Heret. Kyrian and Guibour are the attackers.) First felt angry that these two nutcases were after a tiny little fawn who, just by looking at him, made her fiercely protective (birdy birdy love?). Then even more angry when finding both attackers were males, so quickly jumping in slashing her talon-hooves at both. Lots of beating wings to keep Kyrian's fire at bay, though mostly focused on Guibour who seemed to think the whole thing hilarious so fixed to beat the ever living daylights out of him, especially when he taunted the female, Eve, so childishly. Two can play at that game.

Her rest out of the forest proved useful, as did the intake of magic upon entering. Thoroughly energized by both magic and rest, so was quite relentless on the pair of relentless enemies. Tried her absolute hardest to keep her antlers from scoring any allies, (particularly Aurik who Soli kept accidentally attacking holy shit so many DOTDs!)

Somewhere in there did break away to stand over Ini protectively (who I believe was AFK for most of this craziness) with the help of Jocelyn who didn't budge from standing over him the whole time. Would have thought the doe was his mother but they didn't look much alike so dismissed the thought and figured she was merely a friend of the family or something. Not much time to think, too many beatings to dish out. Chased Guibour and Kyr around while still slashing at them, further enraged by Guibour's constant laughing. Pretty sure he's mental, maybe even feels bad she needs to scratch the smirk off his face.

Then Soli had to AFK for some reason she can't remember and came back to find everyone gone and Carinae standing like a derp. What the hell.

Ran off to the ruins where everyone had gone to and leapt back in front of the others to screech and bellow and show off her talons to the nightmare and his mentally disturbed sidekick. So lots and lots of fighting and scratching and beating away flames and locking antlers. Will feel this in the morning for sure.

Lots of taunting back, laughing in their faces to return the favor. Did manage to chase them off with the help of some others. Returned to see if everyone was okay and was pretty much "No thanks needed."

Did however charge off when she heard the calls of another deer (Isela) that just so happened to be the direction Kyr and Guibour went off to. Did not see Guibour, but saw Kyr attacking a small fawn with what looked like their mother nearby. Okay so now you're really pissing Carinae off. Chased Kyr down dishing out lashings with her talons and continuously beating her wings to keep the flames from burning her. Succeeded in driving him off with the help of Isela but stayed over the child while Isela truly chased him down. More "No thanks necessary" and checked to see if the child was alright before moving off. Still heavily drugged with adrenalin. Sniffed Acaji at some point since he was alone, then went back to the group. Was going to settle down for the night but Acaji ran off. Followed him to where Kyr was somehow hiding in a tree (how does that work?), and Guibour was trying to get to him but a massive Acaji seemed to be keeping him back. Used this to her advantage. Rubbed herself all over the tree chuckling and cooing and pretty much being a total misandrist bitch. Pretty much wanted to rub salt into the wounds by basically displaying that a male got his ass kicked by a female (or at least that is how she viewed it anyway). This seemed to set Kyr off and he ran out of his hiding spot. Bolted after him alongside Acaji and pretty much just slashed at him as he tried to escape. Figured killing him wasn't worth it and backed off. Wouldn't care if the clydesdale-deer finished him off; it seemed he had direct ties to the fight as he was in it before she got into it herself.

Went to her place in the ruins to roost there. Feeling pretty content and starting to feel sore. If anything, most of her injuries are sorta self inflicted; pulled muscles and the like. Does sport some singed primaries but otherwise in good shape.

9/30/13 - The Rut Begins
Lots of teasing Thorir and Vasant. Traded blows with Vasant and got a headache. Did succeed in herding Athena a bit, but Zafeiri would have none of it. Gave Thorir a bit of a heart attack and changed him into an Oryx. Felt pretty good about tiring them out (hopefully), then went off to her spot in the ruins to get rid of her headache.

Got up later once her headache was gone to stir trouble with Cadavers group. Thought maybe the females would see they don't need no man! Nope. Ended up laughing at them for fighting her as a group. Wondered why the females joined in to help him. Oh well. Wandered off to sit near Reate after greeting him. Sat by herself for a bit until approached by the oddly smelling doe. Was wary at first, but decided that her head hurt too much to argue and invited the doe to sit.

Noticed more going on in the distance, Lilu and another got up to go check it out. Went off to see Cadaver chasing around Johan. Contemplating helping the buck since the others are helping each other out. Tried that, no luck. Evelys was up her ass the whole time, and then Halla tried to join in Ignored the tiny doe; what harm could she do? Mostly just evaded their attacks by walking around, though this made her headache come back with full force. Decided to retire for the day, no such luck with that group. Seems does really do only want males after all.

9/24/13 - The Pre-Rut Day 2
Awoke to find an ugly boar closeby (Lats). Was quick to jump away, scenting he was male. Gross. Noticed he was chasing around, a female, but came to the conclusions they were playing. Took notice of the dark doe, Galene. Immediately though how odd it was to see a pretty doe like her waltzing around with...a giant boar. Shuddered at the thought of their possible offspring. She could definitely do better than that.

Decided to scope out any more possible does she could steal away from stags.

Found another pretty doe dozing under a large stag (Seer and Dominic). He doesn't appear to be very friendly at all, and his antlers are pretty intimidating. Still, she could manage...possibly. Decided to come close and give him a bit of a stare before moving on.

Didn't have to go far to find Shahla and Zafeiri together. Came to the conclusion she would have to compete against Shahla it seems, having seen the same doe with Lilu. Decided to watch the two for a bit to see what would occur.

9/23/13 - The Pre-Rut Begins...
Alot of wandering and watching. Not feeling aggressive, though rubbed on a few trees. Took note of various does.
Showed off just a bit in front of Zafeiri (rubbing trees) after Italia dragged her over, which also meant Thorir would follow. Greeted him kindly, but decided that she would certainly give him a run for his money. As soon as he rubbed a tree, so did she. Then bowed and left, flicking her tail in his direction.

More wandering. Came upon Nii and Nikodim, but was changed into a mini and promptly had a hissy fit about it. Her beautiful wings!!! Managed to get the spell off, hoping Nii nor Nikodim noticed her freak out.

Wandered off, and was going to seek out more does but was a approached by a smaller male (Reate), who happened to be a unicorn. Decided to be nice and courteous and greet him. He was a similar creature like she, after all, male or not. But before she could continue on her way, the smaller male initiated play. Found this immediately disturbing, but that switched to curiosity just as quickly. Found herself moving on her own and playfully leaping after him. It wasn't fighting, but it was...fun. Further disturbed that she was even enjoying herself. Perhaps this is the effect the rut has on her? Sat down with the unicorn male against her better judgement, perhaps being wooed by someone wasn't all bad, though still very wary that he is in fact a male. Will be quick to move on should he show signs of aggression.