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Rut Related Happenings
Keep in mind, this is §'s first rut experience, so I may not do so well.
Also I'm getting lag spikes so I apologize if I don't react, lmao.

physicallylittle cuts and bruises, healing | psychologicallyok | emotionallyok

Day Ten - 9/30;;
I'm guessing the rut ended? There's nothing saying that it did other than people already planning offspring so I'm confused. I'm going to end it with her since she's feeling pretty insecure in the forest when she's by herself. Groups help, yes, but she's still nervous after experiencing the rut for the first time. Never thought everyone could get violent just to find friends/mates.

Day Nine - 9/29;;
Appeared in forest, feeling better than previously, sleeping a lot and very hungry. Managed to find herself in a flower patch and gorged herself full. Found some sweet mushrooms too and ate those for water since where is pond. Lol.

Found by The Red, led back to his cluster of ladies (aww yis, how u doin ladies winkie face). Settled down after meeting/greeting the ladies.

Day Eight - 9/28;;
Didn't appear at all.

Day Seven - 9/27;;
Woke up, sat down. P much her entire life now is consisting of standing and sitting and being useless. At least she enjoys company and giving it in return. Wonders if she'll meet a new scent today.

Day Six - 9/26;;
In forest.

-Found by her.
-Led to the birch.
-Met The Red and The Inferno.
-Was in their herd??
-Lucc came along when The Inferno wandered off. Stolen??
-Sleeping, idk.

Felt the ground shake, fight broke out. It ended shortly afterwords. Met her first predator species, Starless. Doesn't know he's "trouble". Groomed another doe (Accendare) before standing there blankly. Greeted the doe who was chased around by Starless. Groomed her.

Decided to DC.

Day Five - 9/25;;
Not appearing today, in hiding. Needs time to settle down until she's confident enough that everyone isn't out to mow her down. Will be on a different picto (and I never like to say which one because of judgement reasons).

Will appear for a while, I slept most of the day so I think it's fair enough she can come out of hiding for a bit.

Was found by someone who carries the scent of death and internal conflict. Was a little hesitant at first, but the other seemed cautious as well as they approached. Was sniffed at a few times, returned to to remember the scent. Came closer and was nuzzled, maybe to test her? Didn't get much of a reaction, but didn't nuzzle back, still a little intimidated by the scent they carried. Sat down because she's still a little weak in the legs from yesterday and the day before. Surprised when she felt nuzzling and now feels safe. It's so easy for her to trust and feel safe around something that smelled like a monster. Seems like they haven't left, is getting some flashbacks of her doppelganger self. Although they act nothing like her, still feels nervous. Reassuring grooming and careful touches tells her that this is nothing like her. Which is good. Feels safe. Will allow to be found by again, fell asleep, being watched over by Cancer (she got stuck between the bridge and the pond with the drop off, so she's confused as to where she is, also you're welcome to chase them off, they said so themselves :')).

Left suddenly, sorry for that. Shit happened.

Day Four - 9/24;;
Is in hiding, yesterday was so bad for her, she's too afraid to come out (I am online, but as a different character, a few know who I could be, though). Running two windows so I can develop another character while playing § because she's p useless. :') She's online so horde her if you wish.

Was found by someone else (Alain) and caught a few familiar scents of a doe from the night before. New scents from a while ago she remembers, other than that, completely new scents! Seated as she's just relaxing.

Didn't last long as the ground shook not by fights but something else and felt in danger as she could feel things rushing past her and got completely confused and scared, backing up in circles and soon darted a short distance away. Soon got up again after being seated for not even a minute before there was rumbling again, moved away. Lots of running towards her, she's like a target. 8I

Lots of running towards her and the other does, kept moving away and got a long distance away. Unsure about being in this cluster with Alain. Met the stag who fought Alain, only that they ran off before she could catch his scent. Met another as well. Didn't catch their scent very well. Herded back to Alain's cluster.

On edge and alert, kind of sort of wanting to go elsewhere but afraid to be herded back, so will just stand and wait for someone to take her away? Lmao. Back in the forest, found her way away from the group and seated by herself. Still jittery, but calmed down considerably.

Was found by Lucc again (I S2G.) and he left her be, then Yumi came along (R U A STALKER 2 OMG) and tried to convince her to go with her, but she was stubborn and stayed put. Was left alone and slept for a little bit. Caught the faint scent of Rosalie mixed with others. Wanted to find her but instead Lucc and Yumi swooped in and swept her away. Rosalie bb noooo. I WANT UR CUDDLES. ;n ; Gave up and followed after with a sIGH (internally).

YAS ROSALIE BB. Lots of snuggles for you and grooming to tend to wounds. How u get these bb?? Lots of loving for you and your friend (Targa). ♥ Decided to sign off maybe to give the other character more time in forest, but getting really tired and lethargic, so might just stay off for a while.

Day Three - 9/23;;
It's gotten cold. Not sure why, but everything feels cold and dew seems to stick to her pelt. Isn't aware that there's a thick fog that's covering the forest. Not sure where to go now that she's woken up, might sit in a comfortable area and stay there for the day. Maybe flowers? If she can find a patch. They can keep warmth.

Mm hello there, Cry. It's been quite a while, hm? Happy she's seeing old friends again, misses them terribly and it helps make the Rut less stressful with a little calm meetings on the side (sorry Rae, she noticed you but wants some time with someone for a while!). Cry left a while later, didn't say goodbye, but knows she'll see him again sometime.

Found by Lucc and herded back to his herd (u r such a stalker omg >:C) and nestled herself in the reeds, won't do much today, it seems. Tired and overjoyed.

Sleeping a lot, maybe for the rest of the day, depends.

Had a very long rest, soon woke up to the trembling earth, bumping into Yumi before backing up. Moved around a bit, the one who was invading seemed to not care if she ran too close to others. Lucc looked like he was having a hard time keeping them off. Moved away at first, then was led elsewhere near another doe. That didn't last for she was run into and spooked, so she high-tailed it out of there and went pretty far. A little shaken and had to sit down. Thankful that Yumi is still with her.

Going offline for a bit, I need a nap, I'm so tired.

(may not stay on for long today, but i can try)

Day Two - 9/22;;
The rain stopped. Which is a blessing, the atmosphere is also very calm. Was spotted by a herd nearby but was snatched by Yumi and Lucchaine. Led back to the birch and settled down after the long walk/journey and is resting. Very relaxed and content.

Felt the ground shake a distance away, a fight again, it would seem, but it's far enough away that she doesn't feel like she's in any danger. Restarted the forest because one of the ladies is a naked nameless (squints at OkamiLugia, if it is u). Wtf you're still a naked nameless what is happening. Rip forest 2k15. Oh well. Unsure what is going on, but is just going to stand here.

Changed her pelt to silver to better represent her age. She's old, but she's still fairly young. I guess the malnutrition and lack of self care accelerated gray hair growth? Managed to wander away from the herd, is fine with that, though.

Was found by Inferno, Hart and Rosalie, not sure what's going on, but doesn't mind different company. Just standing where she is, tired and whatnot. Standing on three-legs is hard! Was found by Yumi and Lucc again and stolen (lmao) under Inferno's muzzles! Had a good giggle, and was led back to the original herd. Was sad to leave Rosalie behind. Bb come back.

Woke up back into the herd still in the same place. Huh. Hasn't moved an inch. The ground shakes, might move elsewhere, but is feeling OK where she's at right now. The shaking gets worse as more join in and is increasingly getting flighty. If they get too close again, she will take off. Almost got bumped into and leaped out in a startled manner and trotted off to the side. Debating on wither or not to move elsewhere.

Leaving the Rut atmosphere to catch up with someone that doesn't want to be a part of it, so please refrain from following or approaching, thank you for your understanding. ♥

Got to be with an old and familiar friend, Lacie after so many years in and out of the forest. Groomed her and just rested her head upon her shoulder, feeling her sides go up and down in a rhythmic manner, pleased and at ease. Calm. Sadly, they had to go, was sad, but knew she'd cross paths with her again. Now will return to the rutting atmosphere, you're welcome to approach again.

Lucc u such a stalker omg. Was nabbed by every chance she was alone, doesn't mind, she loves the company and appreciates his willingness to take her into his circle. Feels protected by and is grateful for. Gave some TLC to Lucc as thanks for his kindness and determination, tended to some wounds before sitting and eventually falling asleep.

Woke up after some time, feeling rested and a lot better, being groomed by several of the does. Appreciates it and wishes she could return it if she wasn't so clumsy and tired. The ground shook nearby and it moved all around, stayed seated after she woke, stood but stayed where she was. Being distracted by some grooming was appreciated as she focused on the doe's muzzle instead of the thudding hooves nearby. It ceased and she relaxed again. Feeling alright. Sniffed some unfamiliar scents (even though she ignores them, they're just solely used for identification), groomed a few and sat down. Tonight is a lot calmer than yesterday. ♥

Thanks for all the fun, you guys, even if I didn't have a good day. ♥

Day One - 9/21;;
It's raining, and it's cold. So far no one has seemed to found her interesting. Maybe because she looks so different, so weak and frail. No one wants a weak and frail thing. No one wants the responsibility of taking care of something that can't see, hear and speak. Something that can't take care of itself.

But she simply does not care. She will live how she wants to live and if they think of her in this sense, then she will think of them in that sense too. The rejector will become the rejected. Even though she's not judgmental and has love for everyone who comes to her, she is easy to forgive.

Found by Lucchaine, felt him approach and the scent was musky, was able to tell it was a male. Sniff/greeted the other, felt him walk around her in a "looking"? manner, soon was bumped from behind and led elsewhere. Stop and went, along with the aid of another, Rosalie, who bumped her from behind and seemed to guide her through the forest. Led to a cluster of scents and seemed comfortable with all the body heat she could feel, settled down and resting, tried from her "journey".

Suddenly feels tension and lots of hooves on the ground, not sure what's going on, but is squished with a few others. Doesn't mind this closeness, but still confused and slightly stressed without knowing what's going on.

The sudden heaviness and progression of hooves made her move in the opposite direction, knowing that something violent was up and didn't like how close things were getting to her. Moved out of harm's way slightly and met up with Rosalie. Still unsure what's going on, but doesn't really like it. Was pushed to keep going and practically trotted away to a flower patch and felt comfortable until more thudding of hooves and feeling the earth tear open around her. A little startled and standing her ground, too tired to really keep "running". Things settled down and now being groomed by Rosalie (what a sweetie ♥).

Expected the tranquil moments to not last for very long, the ground shook again. Usually will face away from the source of the hooves, ready to move forward and away from the source of danger. Not sure if she's in the center of a protection herd circle or it's just me lmao. Feeling a little claustrophobic, but figures it's for good intentions. Staying still and waiting for it to pass. Unless she can find her way out and go elsewhere just for the sake of getting away from the earthquakes to avoid possible injury.

Seems like wherever she goes, they follow (this makes me really happy for some stupid reason, she's never gotten this much attention in her 4? year existence of being pulled and returned to the forest).

I prolly missed something important but that's OK, she's p oblivious to certain things.

Fell asleep for a moment, but soon the ground shook again and she woke up after a small moment. Stood, bumped into someone before she backed up and continued to stand where she was. She followed the hooves around and stayed where she was, unsure what was going on. Got reassuring? nuzzles and just generally staying out of the way for most of the time. Backing up here and there, unsure if she should go elsewhere. It settled down and she was able to groom the stag for a little bit, tending to whatever wounds she could find.

The ground shook again and she moved away when she smelled the musk of another stag that she wasn't familiar with and they moved around so quickly. Quickly tried to high-tale it out, was cut off and suddenly ran into or hit or whatever, but she broke out into a startled trot towards who knows where and stopped when the vibrations did. Oddly the herd seems to follow her wherever she goes (partly thanks to Lucc), feels safe and at the same time in danger. Thundering of hooves again before they stopped as fast as they started, had wedged herself in between some rocks and feels trapped, but now feels ok.

Took her out to give her a short break before putting her back in. She's found a spot away from everything just to have some alone time and to calm herself down. Was found by Rosalie and said her "hello". Noticed she wanted her to come along with her (looked like she was poking her or pulling her slightly) and stood her ground. She wanted to stay here, and if the others were to come back, she wouldn't be too bothered.

Decided to pull her out of the forest so the player can do other things, been on here all day (~8 straight hours). Goodnight, everyone, hope to have as much fun tomorrow. ♥