what do you see?

The soft glimmer of violet eyes off the surface of blue water.

He strained, eyes narrowing, trying to remember...remember...something...
It had been so important when he had first shown up, what was it, what had he wanted so...

The lazy days in the forest, warm and languid, or cool and comforting.

The laughter of friends, love, sure there had been a few fights but, what was life without turmoil?

His head lowered, drinking from the pond.
The hearts atop his head thumped lazily, there were fewer now, of course, some had died, it was how life was.

What had happened to him?

he gazed down at his reflection once more before turning to go.

a hoof flicked, water drops flying from his limb to the grass below.

Time, it just never moved here did it?

and yet, in some ways, it did, all too quickly.

He sprawled out in the ferns, his ferns, letting the sun warm his growing belly and his bloodied pelt.

What was it...the life before this one...was he forgetting so quickly...

He could remember flashes, important things, how he looked, Russia, Paris, his children, them being stolen away...

his head hurt trying to remember it all, and in the end he sighed, ears twitching.

"what have I become..."

When did he stop being a monster.

And start being such a calm creature?

He couldn't decide if he was sick with himself or not.
Or why.

Or which he would rather be...



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Drabbled up while looking at old screenies, and noticeing how much Vilnius has changed from being such a villain to something so...calm? lazy?...weak?

I'll probably start steering him back towards being more of a 'villain' after his fawn is born...