It's been almost two weeks since I last saw her.
Her image was still crisp in my head as I walked past the Hollowed Oak.
The day had begun like many others for the past half-month, walking alone in the forest... yearning for her presence beside me.
This won't go on for long, I repeated mentally, looking down as I walked. She'll come back soon.
I sighed.
The forest was quiet. The large group of deer I'd seen earlier near the Crying Idol had disbanded, leaving a large, empty space between myself and the Idol. His tears gushed from his eyes as he cried.
I stayed there and watched him for a while, trying to think of something other than Lady Red.
But she kept coming back.
I closed my eyes and frowned, attempting to make her appear like magic from the Idol's steady stream of water. I waited a moment, and then opened my eyes. She still wasn't there. I want you back. I whispered softly, half-hoping she could hear me. I looked down again and stared blankly at the violet flowers. They swayed and danced as a light breeze ruffled by. I blinked, retrieving myself from the empty stare. I laid down slowly, taking care not to crush too many flowers. I rested my head on the ground, sighing deeply. Thoughts of her still raced through my head, stopping now and then to smile at me. My mind was distracted from her for once when I smelt the familiar, revolting smell of a bloodsucker. Dammit, I breathed, lifting my head again. I caught sight of him as he stood on the other side of the Crying Idol. He was staring at me. I glared at him, my eyes unblinking. He looked away after a minute or two of our stare-down and walked away slowly.
For once my body didn't start to shiver with rage. Usually just the sight of him aent me into my transformation, but this time.... I just didn't care. She wasn't there with me. There was nothing to protect from the demonic, cold hearted monster across the stream. At least she would be safer this way. The longer she was around me, the more danger she was in.
I shook my head violently, pushing out the ill-minded thoughts.
I loved her.
I couldn't leave her.
And I'll be damned if I could never see her again.
A thought of her came back into my head and I forced her to fill up everything. I forced that single thought of her sitting with me to push everything else back into it's dark voids in my mind. I wanted her there with me, for her to sit beside me. I wanted her to know that I missed her so much it was hurting me.
I laid my head down again on the violets and closed my eyes.
I miss you, Red.
[I hate my writing. It just never seems to be very long or interesting. Anyway, I kinda improvised with Edward standing there and the stare-down. It made the story more interesting and.. well... longer. Thanks for reading if you got this far <3]
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Hm, I wondered how Eddie poof'd there sine I didn't remember him doing that. 8D But anyways do you mind if I link this to his bio someday? Like I do with all the writings he's involved even for a short while? C8
Aw~ Poor Jake D:
Rouda- I improvised xDD
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Xylv- Haha thanks, glad you guys like it.