August 21, 2008 - 4:50am — Shiori
{This is RP related? I dunno XD I guess we have to label everything now)
Ok guys…I gave it good shot >< But it’s not working. Darcy isn’t comfortable in the forest anymore. It doesn’t matter how I feel about mates, does, whatever, because the truth is Darcy is who he is, and he feels how he feels, and I can’t change it =/ The more he sees of the cause of his heartbreak…heh…the less he functions. Today all he could do was run about like a lunatic while they were about, it was the only thing he could do to keep from thinking. I’m sorry, Reetno and Kumiko, for that…-shrug-
So…I’m going to take him out of the forest for a while. I don’t know how long…I don’t actually know if he’ll be coming back, heh. I don’t see any real resolve for this situation without making someone very unhappy ><
I’ll still be around though…I have my fawn Shyla to look out for. She’s still nice and innocent…and untainted >< Hopefully that wont change. I hope you guys receive her well in the forest, even if she is just a fawn, because…she’s going to be my only outlet…
Aww... come on... can't it
But it is your choice...
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Feed it! Feed it NOW!!
...You were still avoiding
Wait...Shlya is your fawn? I
Anyway, I didn't mind the running. I honestly thought we were just running around for fun and taking a break from the drama-filled role play (if you want to call it that) for a night. Though I guess you have to do what you have to do...If you feel that this is what is best to protect someone's feelings, then I won't ask you to keep Darcy in the Forest.
I shall miss him though I will hope for his return...I just hope Reetno will be ok without for awhile.
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Reetno has been trying to
He was, sure, mad at how Darcy was acting, but Darcy was also mad at Reetno when he was acting all mopy and such... and woke Reetno up abit...
Shame Darcy can't seem to wake up and see that no one hates him like that, and just leaving would hurt more then him staying... but sometimes space is just what the doctor orders.
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Feed it! Feed it NOW!!
Aww, I honestly hope that
I'm retiring Wyvern for a little while regardless, but in the mean time, maybe Zilant can meet Shyla some day.
Zabrath: No…=/ That’s
Zazvat: -blink- Avoiding? Er…not that I was aware of? >< I guess he was avoiding quite a lot today though, I’m sorry if your deer got caught in the mix…but it wasn’t intentional ^^’’
Kumiko: Yes she’s mine XD Why not?!
Oh…well…I’m afraid the running was much of the opposite, heh. He did sorta hope everyone would see it as fun, since others have been yelling at him, but it was a coping thing more than anything =/ Sorry to disappoint yet again XD He didn’t want Reetno to see him still sad…-shifty eyes- And since it seems to be affecting him so much, he’s probably be better off without Darcy around.
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XD I don't know...It just
Nor am I disappointed and I understand his concern for Reetno. I just hope this isn't a permanent good-bye.'
(Gah! Everyone has new fawns. I feel left out. XD)
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XD Yeah, I pretty much
I dunno about Zilant >< Hate to say it but even I’m a little mad at him -squeak- Sorry. I think you can guess at the only resolution >< But…yeah, I’m not going to ask for it, or expect it. But I think we all know Darcy isn’t who he was when you guys befriended him. I hope time off with help too, I’m just not sure how.
Aww Kumi...did you try what I suggested yet?! XD I know, im getting annoying, I'd just be excited if it worked for you too...Like you I got really frustrated for a long time with it @_@
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:[ why is there a chance
why is there a chance Darcy won't be coming back? That would be terrible... I can understand why he should take a little break, but not coming back? that would make me sad...
well, at least there will be Shyla <3 im sure she and my secret deer would have fun 8D
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No, I haven't gotten around
I'm working like 5-6 days in a row this week so whenever I get home, I'm typically too tired and already stressed to want to mess with it. XD
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You know what, Darcy, if it
you know, i dont think that
it pains me to say it, but Fulu doesnt really love Darcy that way anymore. it would kill her to lose Zilant, because she wouldnt want to go back to Darcy. im so sorry i had to say that... it would break Fulu's heart again, and that would end up hurting Darcy even more, which i dont think he wants...
at least thats how i see it
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-Siiiiggggghhhhhhh- There ya
There ya go, the truth is out v_v
Not that I would have liked the idea anyways…I know you wouldn’t be fine with that Scythe, no matter what you say XD And I couldn’t be fine with it either. It’s all very irreversible now.
And why he might not come back, Skokey, is because he might not ever be better? That’s all...
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I'm just trying to think of
i know i know... im
:[ that would make a huge impact on everyone, wouldnt it? its making me choke up again, anyway...
and Scythe.. sorry to say, but Fulu is not happy. i think shes far from happy. shes just trying not to get Zilant depressed with her. but that would make her a liar, which would probably make Zilant not like her anymore. she just kinda wants to reverse all of this and start again. maybe next time not falling inlove with Darcy. but we all know that cant happen... shes still quite depressed because of the choices shes made.
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I edited my reply, probably
like i said, that would hurt
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Darcy has made everyone
I know I’m a total schmuck Scythe >< I really don’t know how Wyvern feels…she’s always so agreeable and forgiving, or maybe that’s just you…I don’t know, but neither me or D get it to be perfectly honest >< He would really LOVE to be friends with her, but there’s just too much pressure for that now, isn’t there? Lots and lots of pressure…
;__; Please don’t cry Skokey -whine- Not that I’m not XD But that doesn’t count because I’ve been crying for three days straight. I spilled water on the counter today and cried -giggle- I guess it would be stupid of me to tell Fulu to just forget about him, but his happiness isn’t in her hands…hooves…-_o He’s sorry he ruined her life so, but…he cant admit to wanting to reverse it.
This is why leaving is a good idea, guys ><
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well... i still think that
im on the verge DX im waaaaaay too empathic to ignore the feeling. Fulu will never forget Darcy, even if he does never come back. she'll still have those days where she just feels sad because he left. and theres nothing anyone could do to cheer her up. thats how i get sometimes with my lost friends... does Dar know that she accepted his apology waay back when this all started? i dont know about him, but that would make me feel a heck of a lot better...
Fulu honestly doesnt care what choice Dar makes, she'll agree with it and still support him. she still wants to be his friend, but thats his choice too... like i said in the email... if only she knew what he wanted...
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I'll speak for Wyvern here
Fine, fine, I will not start over with Wyvern and Zilant. But come on, guys, there has to be some sort of feasible solution here. One that does not involve "anyone" leaving. Please, the three of us can work something out. We obviously all care very much for our characters. XD
well... i honestly cant
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But, if Fulu and Darcy were
Ugh...I dont even know if I
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... i feel like im arguing
but ill say this. if Fulu leaves Zilant, she'll be doing what basically happened to her in the first place. He'll get a taste of love, and then be shot down for another. She doesn't want him to feel like he was just being used.
thats all i have to say... i dont want to argue anymore...
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Please don't take this as
Anyway, after reading some of the posts in the other blog, it seems as if Fulu and Darcy were meant for each other. Maybe they really should just have a second shot at things, and Wyvern and Zilant can comfort each other as siblings.
*sigh* i still dont think
im sorry i took it as an argument... i have a headache... and i know it is completely untrue, but i feel like nobody's listening to me. thats just how i am, dont take that too seriously. i know im being listened to.
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I agree with Scythe. It's
Could we just...please...not jump to conclusions though? I think thats how most of this happened to begin with. Misunderstandings, hurrying things that had no business being hurried...people, or deer XD, do strange things when they're desperate -sigh- D and Fulu werent meant for eachother. She doesn't like him anymore, she liked Zilant, so let that be that. Darcy will have to get over it or disapear. Maybe thats enough of an incentive. He loves Atiq, Reetno, Kumiko and Wyvern a lot, and if that isn't enough for him to snap out of this eventually then he doesn't de serve to be here as far as I'm concerned ><
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i know i know... im just
misunderstanding is my middle name >_< im sorry, i have such a fricking engineering mind. i have a habit of thinking out all possible scenarios and make them known before doing anything. im sorry, i jump to conclusions way too much. as horrible as it sounds, i agree with you Shi. if Darcy cant get over it then... i dunno what the point of him staying is... i just hope very much that he does snap out of it.
wait, why wasnt Skokey in that list? LOL jk
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You're in good company,
Anyway, I am also going to have to agree with you, Shi. If Darcy cannot get over it, then maybe he really does just need some time alone, away from the forest. I will keep my fingers crossed for the best, though.
Wyvern is going to get the same treatment from me, unfortunately. If the situation resolves itself or if Wyvern is able to come to some grand realization, great. If not, it's probably better off that she doesn't drag any other deer down with her. Especially others like little Shyla. That little fawn is probably one of the few reasons that Wyvern is still here anyway. I guess she can just relate to her, or has some maternal instinct to protect her or something.
I map out stuff too...but I
Aww ;_; Shyla loves Wyvern. Only big deer she has to look up to right now. I in no way planned for that, brw. I actually wanted a new character to be completely seperate from all this...by Wyevern was the only one who paid attention. She's young though...many friends to make and relationships to explore, so don't worry too much ^^
Anyways guys...I'm going to bed. I was thinking of taking D on one last time to say bye to whoever is on but...yeah...a clean break would be best. Plus I took a sleeping pill and it's starting to kick in now @_@ -room spins- WEEEEE.
Thank you all for the support and I'll see you tomarrow with Shyla!
-stuffs Darcy's mouth full of prozac and drags him along-
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Hey Shi, a silly question
And for the record, I love the relationship that Wyvern and little Shyla have. ^^ Wyvern regards her almost as a daughter and truly appreciates her friendship. I'm glad that they were able to meet each other.
-longheavysigh- .....hm. It's
.....hm.
It's not a silly question. I was wondering about it when I saw Blackhoof's confession. I didn't think you'd actually ask though, which is nice...but...unfortunately I still havent figured it out.
GO ME! XD Slow, slow me.
But love shouldn't be taken quickly, if you ask me...like these other peeps jumping from lover to lover. It's starting to annoy me a little @__@
ANYWAYS.
I can't say there isn't a chance. He still doesn't know much about her, and she's been acting a bit weird lately...understandable I guess, but he doesn't know how to react to it. He IS over Fulu, 99.9%. But his heart is a bit numb now if anything, but most certainly free and ready to explore new possibilities.
But why hold her back on a scarce chance? That isn't fair, and after what he's done to her, she needn't feel she has to wait around.
I'm sorry I haven't had him say anything....he's selfish in wanting things to continue as thought none of it ever happened, but how silly, yes? I just can't seem to get anything out of him. probably not helpful >< I'm never helpful XD
Go with what she feels is best for her? Please? If she can move on and be with Blackhoof and be happy...that would be really great.
Oh! And Shyla loved Wyvern as well. It's weird, she was like the first adult she met up with, and the first that stuck ^^ She's so protective and thoughtful with her...it's really sweet ^^
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I think I am just as
I don't think I'm in any
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Well, right now, there isn't
And while I don't want to rush her into anything, (I feel bad for poor Atiq in the other blog ^^; ), I am going to have to rely primarily on writing from now on. I'm moving back into my college dorm tomorrow for the new semester, which means a lot less Endless Forest time. :/ That's why I'm trying to figure out things, to some degree, now and over the course of the next couple of days. But, at least I'll be able to finally scan my sketches. There are a few cutesy ones of Darcy and Wyvern from way back when. XD
But you're telling me the
XD I feel bad for Atiq too...I really hope he doesn't rush into anything =/ Isis doesn't seem to know what she wants, she's jumping all over the place, heh.
Aww...I'll miss seeing you there =/ Shyla especially, though Atiq's been taking good care of her too ^^'' She seriously needs friends outside Darcy's loop XD
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I guess I did share the
But still, I apologize for bombarding you for help in this manner. I just don't know who else to talk to about it, before addressing Blackhoof. I appreciate your advice, too. Thanks. ^^ From here on out, though, if Darcy would like to address Wyvern, I think it might be best if they do so via the community site, (it doesn't rely on people being online at the same exact time). If it weren't already obvious, I like role playing my characters anyway. And if Darcy suddenly does release some secret information/advice(/confession *is shot*), please let me know. Wyvern and I need all the help we can get. XD
>_< I'm sorry about
Psh, you don't need to apologize. I like taking like this, actually...Nobody outside the game really gets it so whatever chance I have to talk about in game things informaly is good ^^
I wish Darcy would address Wyvern...or Reetno...or Kumiko...-headdesk- Like I said, he isn't budging. I think BOTH of us are a bit scared of ticking more people off by opening our mouths, heh. Seems to happen a lot ><
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I thought that you may have
And bah, if and when you and Darcy are ready to speak, I say just open your mouths and go for it. Really, some people simply get ticked off too easily anyway, and they don't have to read something if they know that it might annoy them. Heck, we have those nifty little "dramaphobe advisories" now anyway.
Wyvern: *has one taped to her mask* H-hey! That's not fair... -__-;