May 4, 2011 - 6:04am — Toya
but I cannot be in the forest because the PC is being sim-citied by my beau who I asked to leave me alone. We are quitting smoking, it is stressful.
It does not help that a fear has been growing. I am unsure if I actually know how to identify love.
If I have it, am I ruining it? Or is my behavior a sign of its lack?
It would help to disassociate.
I could pretend I am a deer...
but I cannot be in the forest because the PC is being sim-citied by my beau who I asked to leave me alone. We are quitting smoking, it is stressful.
It does not help that a fear has been growing. I am unsure if I actually know how to identify love.
If I have it, am I ruining it? Or is my behavior a sign of its lack?
It would help to disassociate.
I could pretend I am a deer...
but I cannot be in the forest because the PC is being sim-citied by my beau who I asked to leave me alone. We are quitting smoking, it is stressful.
It does not help that a fear has been growing. I am unsure if I actually know how to identify love.
If I have it, am I ruining it? Or is my behavior a sign of its lack?
It would help to disassociate.
I could pretend I am a deer...
I just want to tell someone. So live and let live. This is what is happening to me.
"We are quitting
It is best to avoid judging oneself
when one's body is in a state of chemical flux.
Pretend you are a deer.
The world is hungry to eat you. But you have strong legs, sensitive ears and eyes. You run and leap with greater speed than those that hunt you.
Think of eating, of drinking clean water. Think of keeping your eyes and ears open to protect yourself and those with you. Do not worry about what is inside of you. You are a deer. You live to survive.
I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
*listens* ... Thank you.
*Turns into a deer*