Haven't been on in awhile... I wonder if my fawn has grown up while I was away???

Just a couple of musings.
Why do people fear death? Do they fear the unknown? Do they feel that death is the end and that their minds are gone forever, like the end of a candle? Why should you fear death, everyone dies. Its what you do while you're alive that counts, and who knows, there may be life after death. I believe in Heaven, Hell and a God and Devil, but I don't believe that people are going to Hell if they don't believe in God. An all knowing, all loving God wouldn't do that to the people he loves.

Another thing.
I am sorry. On behalf of all the Christians out there that aren't doing their jobs, looking like total jerks by shoving their religion down other people's throats, all of the terrible things they have done "In God's Name" to make them sound righteous... That is terrible and I am so sorry.
So many people have been wronged by the church, by christians maybe in their own families. Catholic priests have a reputation for being child molesters, but they're supposed to be their for people, to comfort them and aid them in need. ANY Christian has that duty.
I am sorry for the betrayal of trust. Christians have a duty to aid the struggling, the weak and the poor because that is what they believe God wants them to do.
Churches have turned into clubs, 'if you don't believe our way then go away'.
Priests are self-righteous and will preach at people about being holy, but not doing so themselves.
I am sorry for the things Christians have done in their righteous quests.
I am sorry for the bombings of Abortion Clinics, even if I think abortions are wrong, they still kill people.
I am sorry for the Christian parents who abuse their children, for the Priests who ignore other's pain, for the people who say things, and not follow through with them.
I am sorry for the things I have done, and no setting a good example for the way Christians should be.
And lastly, I am sorry and ashamed that there should be a cause for a teenage girl to apologize for the things adults have done and not given a second thought to.