I am saddened.
January 14, 2010 - 5:24am — Fever
RANT TIME.
Do not read or reply if you're all "sensitive" about the forest being in the state it is. Do not read or reply if you're just going to go "DELETE THIS IT'LL CAUSE DRAMA OMG". No, I am not going to fade into the background so it'll be like I never existed, kthx. You don't get that luxury. I am not here to talk to children who can't stand the thought of negativity. Remember, I got nothing to lose and I will laugh at you if you bring anything like the above to this blog. The only way this blog can turn into a Drama-Bomb is if YOU try to say none of this ever happens or that none of it somehow doesn't apply to you in some form or fashion. (Yes, even I apply to some of these explanations. I am not immune just because I wrote it.)
I will not apologize, I will not take this down. If you can't mean every word you say, then you shouldn't speak at all.
Also do not read if you are offended by cuss words. Or snarky humor.
Please explain to me why I should stay?
I woke up today, looked at my TEF bookmark with my cursor hovering over it, and thought, "What kind of silly drama is happening today? Why even look when I know none of my drawings and bios have no new comments? Why even bother to see if I've gotten any gifts or new friends to talk to?"
I'm pretty sure no one who is deeply ingrained in the forest thinks this before clicking that icon.
Those who come onto the forest without those thoughts probably think much differently. "Wonder what my friends are up to in-forest? Who can I reply to with the tons of comments in my bios? I should start planning the next part of my characters' story, can't keep my fans and friends waiting!"
Let me break this down:
---Drama. I have seen people say the CRUELEST of things to each other here, and over the most STUPID things. I've seen people write ESSAYS dedicated to how much they hate a certain person. HATE. As in, they wouldn't care if they dropped dead. I've seen arguments crop up over something as small as common courtesy, how the site is run, and how characters look/what species these characters are. And then these same people quickly delete the hate blog, post a BAWWWWWsome blog about how horrible they feel and degrade themselves, and then get a ton of pity from those who didn't see or didn't care for the horrible words they wrote. (I wish this was only targeted to one person, but it isn't. So many people have done this, it's silly.)
I just can't fathom how people can honest-to-God fight like this almost every other day and expect people to not dislike/like them. Drama should not be your outlet to gain PITY. It's like a child throwing a tantrum for the attention. This is one major contender that makes me believe TEF is just too childish for me to stick around for.
---Cliques. Holy cow turds, cliques. Don't say they don't exist. I see you (yes, you!), sticking only with your friends in-forest and on the community site. Not playing with other deer in-forest if you don't know them. Only commenting on your friends' art and writings. Only commenting on their bios. And when the drama (see above) goes down, whether your friend is right or wrong, you defend them to the end and make new enemies ONLY BECAUSE they are enemies of your friend. I can understand sticking up for a friend if they are being wrongfully attacked, but when that friend is the one that is doing the wrongful attacking, WHY ON EARTH do you back them up? This just makes it harder for new friends to be made, for new players to gain friends, etc. etc. I'm sure you know the consequences. ("You" meaning those guilty. You know who you are. If you are not guilty, doesn't apply to you. )
---Sets. “WTF that person has my/my friend’s set! TAKE IT OFF NOW!” For those who have issues with other deer wearing the same set, show me the copyright you have on that set. Please, like, right now. Show me the copyright. …no copyright? Okay then, that is not YOUR set. Look, TEF does not have a million antlers/masks/pelts. There’s a good chance someone is going to have the same set as you. And you can be the most popular person on the site, that DOES NOT give you permission to tell that other, less popular person to take off their set. My Aislin and Hraeth’s Noelle share the same set, but I assure you that you can probably tell the difference between them by the way they act. Razgriz even met a deer who had the same set he did. So do keep in mind that all these pretty deer dress-up spells belong to THE TWIN GODS, not you. Only if the Gods say to take it off, no one should have to change their set because “so and so has the same one!”
---Comments. Yes, I'm going there. I'm going there, taking some pictures, may get you a souvenir, and coming back with a "I went there and all I got was this stupid shirt" shirt. Let me make this clear: I do not believe anyone who says, "I don't post my art to get comments". If you really didn't care for feedback and praise for your hard work, then you wouldn't post it online. Period. You wouldn't let anyone see it because people CAN'T NOT comment on them (unless they don't like it, to which they typically don't post their feelings at all. Probably for the better.) If you DO post it online, then you ARE unconsciously looking for critique and/or praise. As I remember someone saying months ago (kudos to you), "we all have a little attention-whore on the inside that needs to be placated".
Now I can't make people post comments. I can't hold a gun to your head and say "DO YOU LIKE IT!? WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT IT SPECIFICALLY!? PICK SOMETHING OR I'LL BLOW YOUR BRAINS OUT!" But do remember that when you see that little art entry at the bottom of page four, that only has two little comments, that isn't a freaking Picasso... that artist could be hurt because no one seems to like it. One good comment from you could be the difference between them putting down the pencil forever and going on to become a great and talented artist. I put it like this, "If I see something I like, I will tell them. Even if it's as bland as "I like this, you did a good job"."
---Getting fanart. Yes, I'm going there as well. Let's take a look at some of the art that isn't just made between friends:
------Art freebie requests: I keep seeing the same people asking for the same deer fanart. And then the freebies get filled up and no one else can have any.
------Art trades: limited to only those who can draw.
------Fanart-A-Thon: limited to only those who can draw again.
------Nominations: People are still only nominating those who are already chock full of fanart or are friends with them.
While I do not say these are BAD ideas with bad intentions, people just can't seem to break the habit of drawing only friends, people who are already popular and have plenty, and asking for more art of the same deer they absolutely love. Take a look around. See a name you don't recognize? Click it. Chances are they don't have any nice art. Well there you go, somebody to draw who actually deserves it!
...what's that? If these people just ASK for art, they would get some? Well if they asked for it, it wouldn't be "FAN"art, would it? FANart is art from someone who is a fan of your character. Asking for it doesn't mean the artist likes the character. And because of that, it seems very very empty to me. But hey, that's just me. In a community where you have to ASK for art to get any, it fits quite well.
---Characters. Yes, some characters are evil. But remember this: just because you have a mean character DOES NOT MEAN you should use it as a way to be an asshole. “But my character’s personality is like that! I SHOULD BE ABLE TO CONTROL MY OWN CHARACTER!” Yes, you are the one making your character and yourself look like an ass. Don’t hide behind this “this is the way s/he is” shield that so many people enact once their in-forest behavior coming into question. It’s cowardly. You can go OOC for deer who don’t personally know your deer that just want to be friends. You know. MAKE FRIENDS. The reason TEF was made in the first place? Remember that? Yeah. Likewise, there’s a difference between being overprotective and being a giant dickhead. Attacking anyone that gets near your precious sleeping mate/friend, even if those you attacked were your mate/friend’s friends or even your friends? That’s a dickhead. Being wary, putting your character between them and the intruder, shaking your head at those nearby? That is being overprotective. Learn the difference.
---Getting fanfiction. Wow, um... same deal with fanart, only people seem to not like writing. Again, I can't hold a gun to your head and make you read anything. But, again, if you read something you like, don't just X out of the page to float in the afterglow of a good read. Comment "I really liked this, please write more!" It's short, sweet, and it's better than nothing.
Writers: besides the people who are shy and don't want to comment, you might want to try adding surprise cameos into your pieces. And no, I don't mean MORE of your friends' characters and characters that are well-known and popular. I mean characters you might not know well that no one seems to notice. I believe you'll feel a lot better about the comments you get, because you're both branching out and making somebody happy. Wouldn't that be just as good as writing the umpteenth chapters of your character's life story?
Writer-ees(?): If someone writes you a story with your character in it, and they get something just slightly off, don't go off the deep end on them. If you aren't as critical about how your character acts or is perceived, but is 90% accurate, then the writers wouldn't be as disinclined to write about them. And hey, it's not fanart, but someone put HARD WORK into writing something about YOUR CHARACTER, which garners attention FOR YOU BOTH. Isn't that just as good?
---Popularity. TEF reminds me of high school. The populars don't know how good they have it. And even then, some of these populars still BAWWW about how they totally aren't popular. Unfortunately being nice does not make people like you. That's all I got to say about this. I've already been through high school once before, I do not want to go through it again on here.
---In-Forest. I just... I just can't go in-forest anymore. Besides the cliques and "mates" hanging around that don't want me near them, the influx of "super overprotective" characters that attack me if I get too near their friends/mates/whoever, and the limited things I can do to keep myself entertained for more than five minutes... I've found myself not even bothering to load the game up. I don't meet friends in-forest. I'm never referred to in a "who are you" thread. I feel like just another faceless deer no one cares about because I don't have super-cool art or giant essay-length stories or someone who posts topics five times a day. It's made me quite bitter toward the game itself.
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The above mentioned is why I find myself not willing to go on TEF that much anymore. It all seems so CHILDISH. I feel like I have to WORK to get friends. Work to get friends! That is silly and preposterous!
I had to (not literally) shake down some people just to get some to talk to me over messengers. Some didn't even talk to me after I messaged them.
No one recognizes my characters.
I opened several RPG blogs that no one joined.
My own fanart doesn't get much notice.
The only fan-works I have is a fanart from Kita and a fanfic from Alec (which I love you both to death for <3).
I don't post comments on fanart anymore because it's the same damn characters over and over and over.
I recently posted the inactivity of Fever, my main character, and no one replied. This makes me feel like no one CARES that Fever is going to be gone. Do I need to write a giant sappy "YOU ALL HATE ME I HAVE NO FRIENDS I'M LEAVING" story of Fever flying off into the sunset to get any notice? (I'm not going to do that, that would be silly)
It's sad to say that I now only come to TEF to see what local drama is cropping up next. And that saddens me. TEF makes me feel empty now. And while I do have four friends from coming here (all four of which feel the same way I do; they don't get noticed much either), I just don't see a reason to hang around. I'm waiting for a reason, but I don't see it coming.
These are the honest feelings and words I believe apply to TEF and a majority of its players. I have nothing to lose by leaving here. I could very well have put in red giant words "FUCK YOU" and left, leaving you all very confused and offended. I do not care what you think of me. Just be aware that I do have an "bitch switch" and will have no remorse targeting certain people for their behavior that grate on me (which sadly would make some select individuals very happy). But I have chosen not to flip that switch because it isn't necessary as of yet. So don't be childish, don't be a bitch, and I won't either.
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I feel the exact way.
Some points I agree with,
Either way, if you truly aren't getting anything positive from TEF anymore, leave.
If you can find something worth staying for, stay.
It's all up to you.
I agree whole-heartedly.
As do I. Thank you so much.
Thank you so much. <3
Actually, people who've been
There's a point you reach where you make a mistake and disappear for awhile and hover over that little icon and wonder, "why the hell am I thinking of clicking that? No one remembers my name or care that I exist?"
Then you reach the point where you say, "Ah screw it." and click it anyways.
HUGE kudos to you, you have voiced everything that's been going through my head since the first month I joined....not to mention saying it much more effectively than I ever did. I think it's a good idea to give people a sensible slap to the face every now and again, keeps you on your toes and makes you sit back and reflect on why you are experiencing that unpleasant stinging on your cheek.
I'd like to track this for whenever I need one of those slaps to the proverbial face.
I especially like the
x) I almost was tempted to write a guide on the same subject.
Quote: "x) I almost was
"x) I almost was tempted to write a guide on the same subject. "
wow lol ... a guide nice , Alec(:
and to Fever ;
I agree with you on most of the things you pointed out , especially the pelt part , people have been getting all dramatic about it like its theirs and only they can wear it , im not saying I myself dislike when others wear the same pelt but then again there are three things you must keep in mind:
1. There are not that many pelts in forest , we are all equal
2. Im pretty shure that you are different in million ways then the other deer that is wearing the same set (mostly what i mean is personality)
3.thus , this third thing you dont have to count ; people tend to make a big deal about it as you have already mentioned in your rant.
Im not trying to get in a fight with someone or provoke anything , but sadly its the real truth.
Ever since I joined the community ; things have been changing rapidly , sadly not in a good way. Im hoping all the community members can get over it. Wow...How selfish we are... Im disgust to call myself human one of the reasons is because we mostly show our selfish,rude,and immature sides.
Thats all i wanted to clear. &hearts
A few wonderful members have
As a new player, I appreciate their support very much!
However, I cannot help but think:
"How large is our community—really?"
It would be awesome if others reached out and offered their encouragement to new players.
I, too, have noticed the existence of cliques around the forums.
I know that there are more than three members on this site! xD
“But my character’s
The next person I hear say this will be beaten forcefully with a lava lamp.
Something I'd like to add - older members don't get a lick of respect. I'm not just saying this because I am one, and I'm not saying that they should be worshipped. I'm dead serious. People like Verdy, Jen, and so on...it's not so much that they're disrespected, I guess, but that they're not even noticed any more. I hate using names, but especially Jen. Look how much she's done for us. :B And when there's not an event that she's organized going on, people ignore her.
I dunno, I just wish people had more appreciation, that's all. Sorry if this came out bitchy/etc, it's been bothering me for a long time. :\
Forest FAQ
You know what we need to
We need to, as a community, start a little "daily checklist" for us.
Like
be nice to a newbie deer
go ooc with your mean/evil deer for a newbie/a not-so-popular player's deer
basically all this stuff.
Start making an effort to improve. Yeah.. *brainfart*
It’s hard sometimes but I try
You have a great point! (:
@fayne - A-feckin'-men to
sorry for bumping this
at fire;
youve got a good point there ,then again i nuzzle spam the nameless all the time , if they annoy you simply ignore them or nuzzle them to death , but violence is not the case against new players that have just joined the community and tef (or in most cases it is new player...)
Thanks for pointing that out.
& at phantom;
i wouldnt say "fit in" i just think they are afraid to try and communicate with them , if you ask me we need more old and experienced players to guide the new players , but it seems most people i used to know have gone away from tef for these same reasons that fever mentioned.
eh more like most of us
It's easy for us to get caught up in the wave of the new generation and you just want to go, "hey hello! *waves* over here! I still exist D8"
...Or be like me, been here forever but after tasting the spotlight just want to stay in the corner and observe XD
I can't tell you why you
I can't walk a mile in your shoes, and to pretend that I can is insulting to both of us.
So I'm just going to come out and tell you what I think, because that's the kind of person I am.
I think you're trying to paint a portrait with a roller brush. You paint walls with roller brushes, not portraits.
I'm not saying that the things you've listed don't happen - they do. I know they do. I'm even big enough to admit that I'm guilty of some of these things, though I'm trying to do better.
However, it sounds to me that you've got particular beefs with particular people and instead of going to them and confronting them head on, you're instead waving around this roller brush, filled with angry red paint, and making it sound as if everyone here is horrible, no good, mean-spirited person.
I don't think that's very fair.
You said that you have this hissy-fit switch and you have no remorse targeting certain people. If that's the case, why didn't you do that? Why didn't you just find those people and confront them directly, instead of dragging your paintbrush all over the community, pointing fingers without pointing fingers?
Slander is a false and malicious statement or report about someone. That's what it feels like you've done here. It feels like you've taken your frustrations out on this entire community, including people that don't deserve it.
I understand you have grievances against how things are going here, and that's completely understandable. Nor am I going to tell you to take this post down, because this is the internet and the glorious thing about it is that it's relatively anonymous - not to mention the fact that we have this awesome thing called freedom of speech and we all enjoy that.
But you say that you could have very well put up a sign saying 'Kiss my grits', and have stormed off. You also say you don't care what the people here think of you.
If that's the case, why did you make this post at all? Because you can't have it both ways - you can't tell us you don't care what we think of you, at the end of a huge rant in which you detail every little thing that we do that ticks you off.
You can't garner sympathy and understanding from the people that you've just told 'your opinions don't matter to me'.
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oi vey here it goes
My god.. this blog. I agree
People never understand how much comments mean to me. Why do I keep making more characters? FEEDBACK. I love when people say, "Wow! That's an awesome idea! I really like that deer!" or "I'd love to meet them in-forest!". It makes me so happy. It brightens my day when I log on and see I have comments! I love them! I make my bios "fancy" or "simple" because I like it when people comment! I like making screenshot edits and drawing so people will like them! I live off praise, sadly enough, I NEED attention or else I'm sad. I hate to admit it, but.. it's absolutely true. That's why I keep making more deer. More and more. I keep thinking, "Hmm, this is an awesome idea! Maybe if I show it to everyone else in the community, they'll like it too and comment!"
I'm sorry I'm not an amazing artist... someone who can shade all the time.. make backgrounds..
I'm sorry I can't write...
But.. I just want to be noticed. I know I have my fair share of fanart, but still, most of it was from the fanart-a-thon. I appreciate every single piece of art I've gotten sense I've joined. I appreciate all the comments I've received.
Sorry for ranting on here... I just needed to let it out.
I always feel so bad going in forest... I want friends, but for some reason, I can't socialize with other deer! When I do, I'm always afraid I'm boring them, so I just stand there awkwardly and wait for them to do something. I'm afraid to run up to crowds or popular deer because they might think I'm stalking them. I'm afraid to have my deer run up to their friends. I get easily distracted as well, so I always end up sitting somewhere, idling... I'm paying attention, but I'm doing something else.
I don't know what else to say, haha. :'D Also, Fever, I hope I'm not one of the people blowing you off over AIM... I don't mean to, I'm just not a very talkative person. Few things can make me talk endlessly. If I am one of those people, then I'm sorry. :c
Dammit, Bylah, you just won
No, believe it or not, this is a compilation of worries and issues SEVERAL people have told me or have ranted about already, not that I have a beef with someone. I just stepped up to SAY it because I’m not afraid of being attacked by the community. And because for the simple reason I don’t give a shit what people think about me, that gives me all the reason in the world to post this without fear. Most people on TEF worry about what others would think and don’t voice their concerns or opinions. I am acting as their outlet.
As I've said, if you want me to just fade away from TEF history without so much as a word, you don't get that kind of selfish luxury.
Why don’t I start acting like a bitch? Because I have no need for it. Just because you have the ability to be absolutely dick-ish doesn’t mean you have to be 24/7. This is by no means a way to garner sympathy or understanding. If I wanted sympathy or understanding, I’d post a blog saying “I HATE MYSELF, I’M SUCH A HORRIBLE PERSON, BAWWWW BAAWWWWW”. Because those kind of blogs tend to get a LOT of sympathy.
You shouldn’t assume so quickly that you know the intentions of others~
Fever: I responded to what
You then backed that question with several reasons, all perfectly legitimate, that could be construed as reasons you may want to leave.
From an outsider, looking in, it could be assumed, indeed, that you had problems with certain individuals. This assumption could be strengthened by the following statement:
Just be aware that I do have an "bitch switch" and will have no remorse targeting certain people for their behavior that grate on me.
If that's not an indication of a particular issue with particular persons, I don't know what is.
While you have not posted a blog saying that you hate yourself and you're a horrible person, you have posted a blog that is basically nothing more than a rehashing of arguments that have already been posted, several times. You posted it in a fashion that could certainly be seen as an attack on this community, and the way it conducts itself. There was very little about this post that spoke of civility.
And that is what my post was about. I repeat: I am not saying that the accusations you make here are wrong. But by not pointing fingers, not using the right brush, you make it sound as if everyone here is just an unmitigated jerk. Does that strike you as fair?
You claimed that you're not acting like a bitch. Unfortunately? You're wrong. This post was nothing more than bitchbitchbitch, whinewhinewhine even if they weren't YOUR bitchbitchbitches and whinewhinewhines.
You threw someone elses temper tantrum for them.
Well done.
It makes me wonder why so
Many people have made these rants before, me included...and it amounts to much of nothing. After all, this is a community, not an idealistic utopia. There's no changing those people...but what's to stop the outcasts from uniting? Perhaps that is the goal we should aim for?
Thought.
Ps: Those offended who protest loudest are often the guiltiest.
Bylah, you just made me and a
Shiori: Probably fear. Fear that they won't ever be accepted by what is thought to be the "in-crowd". But then that too creates a clique atmosphere and tends to make things worse. Sure, no one will listen because some people are just too pig-headed to, but does that mean we should stop bringing it up and just let it fester and grow worse? Some people DO need a reminder.
The great thing about the
The bad thing about the internet is that it's all words. There's no inflection, no tone. A lot gets lost in translation.
I'm glad to have provided you and your friends with a brief giggle, because we are obviously trying to make two different points, and neither one of us seems to be getting the other's point.
That is totally okay. You've stated your feelings on the unfair consistencies within the community and I cannot fault you, nor can I say that you're wrong.
Oh no, I'm not in any way
As for fear, that does seem to be the reason, but the blind can't lead the blind. Some will have to get over that fear in order to be the leaders. After all, as much as I resent cliques, each person started somewhere. They were new at some point. They rose to the top being outgoing and friendly, the sort of person who easily makes friends, and did. But then what? How fair is it to ask that all of those people be the instgators for friendship for the whole community? Seems a lot to ask. Of course this in no way excuses their rude behavior towards others, I'm simply stating that he timid far outnumber the bold, and perhaps some of them need to turn to themselves before they lay blame to others. I know I certainly have done as much in my absence from this site ^^' How helpful it will be is has yet to be determined but it certainly couldn't hurt?
Yet even on the internet,
No need to arm the Drama-Bomb.
I'm really having a lot of
I can understand your points and you have put a lot of thought into your original post, and I have often felt upset that I get little comments on my art, but why make a big thing of it, you know? Maybe you should have just confronted the people upsetting you? There are very awesome people in this community and I am ready to defend them. You've pretty much dragged anyone and everyone into this and now you're just starting to sound like a hypocrite. Drama.
Am I just failing to see the point here? Honest question. Do you believe this will make the 'community' better? Leaving, with a path of destruction in your wake? Or maybe something did need to be said? But not like this. I don't believe this approach will improve anything. Rudeness breeds rudeness.
Because when it comes to
Why are you preparing to defend these “awesome people” if you know they haven’t done anything wrong? o_0 Unless you know they HAVE done something wrong, and you’re defending them anyway?
I hardly see how this is destruction. These are issues many people have wanted said. And as I have said before, “[should] we should stop bringing it up and just let it fester and grow worse?” Sheltering the community from its problems is not the path to making it any better either. Some people DO need reminders. All this “don’t bring it up, don’t talk about it” thing you seem to have is something very similar to sheltering children from the “bad things” going on in the household.
And again, please do not jump into THE DRAMAZ if you don’t know what the hell is going on. You ASSUME I’m angry at certain people. Cross my heart and hope to die, I am not angry at anyone. I do not have a beef with anyone. I do not go so far as to HATE people for what they’ve done. I am addressing trends and mindsets of the community that are harmful to everyone.
If it's not too late: (Sorry
(Sorry for language)
1). Everyone can do a mistake. You must forgive it again and again. Really must.
2). People are not equal. We have thousands of differences. You must search again and again.
3). Cliques. Yes. It is called Affection. I wounder how can you make an "Affection Link". I really wondering about it.
4). Sets. You're right. This is silly. You already have UNIQUE pictogram. + unique behaviour
5). Comments & art: You draw your pictures for yourself, is it not?
Or it is race for fame?
6). Characters: The Nature make a law. "Survival of the Fittest", you know... It's not only for animals. And you must understand that not all people love evil characters. "Consolation is given, but you must fight for justice..." If it is lone character ~ it will be lone.
7). Writings: To read one piece of ENGLISH text and to UNDERSTAND it... It's painful (Though it's sweet pain). ALOT of time to write down an answer. This not means I don't read them. I created a branch "IF YOU WANT SOMETHING TO SAY" SO if you want my comment about your work just let me know...
8 ). "Work to get friends..." I think just a bit of patience. "It all seems so CHILDISH" It all seems like Ultimate Nature Law
9). "No one recognizes my characters". A race for fame again...
"The only fan-works I have is a fanart from Kita and a fanfic from Alec (which I love you both to death for <3)" This is the point of whole GAME. "This makes me feel like no one CARES that Fever is going to be gone." Just watch my post.
"I have nothing to lose by leaving here..." What do you want to do next?
"TEF makes me feel empty now." Believe me, it's not TEF.
If you're leave, only sadness remains... I can't find gf by myself. It's
not the reason I shall say: "I HATE ALL THIS WORLD" We're the sameyearborn creatures. What can I say: "Please don't leave"? What you want to hear? I can't be with you forever... even if I wish... I can't actually meet you. There's large spaces between all of us. I spend 4 hours of my life to this reply. But. It's all up to you.
Hear This: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_K3UvV-O-s
I'm going to offer my opinion
I don't see any difference in the Forest or the community since 2007.
I've occasionally run into deer who ignore people and go off on their own... so what? It barely even registers in my head. They leave the screen, I look for the next closest deer to trot up to and start dancing with. Maybe it's just me, but I can't fathom how anyone would take that as some sort of horribly anti-social insult and have it bother them to the point of ruining their fun. I'm not judging anyone here, just saying, to me personally that doesn't make sense. I don't care if one particular deer doesn't want to play. There's always others.
But like I said, I'm not into the RP stuff, so I'm never exposed to any of this drama you mention. Maybe, if you need a break from that, you could stop reading those kinds of posts? Basically all I read here are screeshot/art posts, a few bio's, and whatever random things pop up. I avoid all of the Myspace-style, self-indulgent, woe-is-me writings of angsty teen pain that I couldn't care less about. (Then again, I'm way past the age of wanting to write poetry on the Internet to express how sad and lonely I am and how the world is so cruel, blah blah. Apologies to anyone reading who actually does do those things. I understand, we all go through that phase, even I did at one point. )
If you want to try something different, remove yourself from the side of the community that even cares about all those things, and you'll discover there's an entirely different side of casual players who simply come here to relax and enjoy themselves as Michael & Aureia intended; people who don't keep lists of who they 'hate' and 'like', who don't look at certain deer and struggle to remember if they're supposed to be a deer or a human or a wolf or wtf else. All they see are deer. And the fact that that other stuff exists doesn't bother us, either. We know it's there, somewhere, but we're not a part of it, so it's ignored. It makes no different in a game without textual communication.
It's an Internet norm that people who bury themselves into community politics burn themselves out on meaningless inter-personal issues that the rest of us don't even acknowledge exist. Before you give up entirely, try to view things from a fresh angle. If that doesn't work, then by all means find somewhere you can enjoy. You shouldn't stay just because you feel obligated.
Take care <3
(P.S. If any of this comes across as mean or condescending, it's not meant that way. I just speak very straightforwardly and honestly.)
Fayne- I disagree with you
I disagree with you on the "I'm old respect me!" part.
Being a member a long time really has nothing to do with whether someone has earned respect or not.
What they did with that time decides that.
If the person spent 4 years on TEF giving art, rping, being nice, commenting, creating forest events blah blah blah then, yes, they should gain merit.
If, on the other hand, all the person did was skulk around in the shadows, never really stepping up or leaving their group of friends unless to complain or rant about the 'new' days well then..no.
In all honest I'll admit that I don't know who Jen is.
I can't tell a new member from an old member except based on the amount of art/stories they have of their deer. Even then that user could just be really popular for some reason or another.
I probably can't name who owns what deer for the life of me unless they interact with me on a daily basis!
I've been here since November and the only 'old' members I could probably name are Ephra and...Ephra. I'm not even sure how 'old' she is if at all. :x
The only time I'm ever alerted to the fact that someone is an old member is when the "IT WAS BETTER IN THE OLD DAYS!" blogs come up.
I mean it's a two way street here. New members can't know/recognize old members if they don't make the effort to socialize and vice versa. The constant barrage of "well we just can't relate to them!" on both sides shows a fairly obvious lack of effort on both parts.
I try to get along with most people. Regardless of whether they're new or old, it's really impossible to tell unless that user shouts it from the high heavens. I don't go out of my way to hunt for join dates to know who has the highest seniority.
If I like something, I'm gonna put a comment on it. Doesn't matter if it's the proverbial 80 year old's poem or the 'newborn's' deer.
I do have to agree with the
Wow. Hear, hear. A few
A few comments -
Cliques: Do I even need to comment on this? Having friends is great - ignoring others is not. Don't do it. If it seems I'm ignoring your super-special post, please don't take offense. Even the handful of people who do consider me a friend on here will tell you I never post and rarely comment as it sometimes (read: usually) results in people getting very mad at me.
Sets: I think there are roughly 5000+ possible set combinations and 50,000 accounts for TEF. Which means odds are that about 5-10 other people will have a set identical to yours. You can't argue with numbers.
Art: Eh... I'm kind of sensitive about this one, not being any sort of artsist. I have very little fan art, but all that I have are from people who genuinely like Yorres, and that makes them evenmore special. Thanks, guys (you know who you are).
Character: I think Tera said it best when she wrote "Everyone loves a rebel, but nobody likes an ass. It's a thin line between being a cool badass character, and being an abusive asshat." Words to live by.
Fanfic: Same as for art, there is very little for Yorres but I love what has been written for his character. I actually Can write ( as evidenced by you reading this), so I may one day return the favor.
Popularity: Comes in waves. Someday someone is up and another one is down - I don't actually have the time or inclination to care about it. If you want to be popular with me, be a decent person and player and you'll have a lifelong fan/friend.
Fever, I have felt as you do from time to time, and I always have to remind myself that these things aren't the reason I stick around. I love TEF and Yorres. I love this game and these players, flawed as we may be. And yes, it seems unlikely we will be rid of any of the issues any time soon. BUT, as I said to a friend recently, the community site is never going to improve if those who set the standard for awesomeness keep leaving.
Also: I appreciate the tone you have set here, as it is neither aggressive nor perjorative. Anyone upset by this is probably guilty of one or more of the things you mention.