Hello

Hey. It felt odd to kick the dust off old Nightshades blog.. Not to mention the art is so old and gross and likely half a million broken links. This is random. I have been gone from here a very long time, but wanted to stop by and say. Thanks for all the memories. I haven't forgotten anyone I met here. I lost contact with many of you sadly. I doubt anyone will remember me at all. I left in 2011. Tried to come back a few times and then life and years happened to me. Anyway hi and shout out to a great community of very talented people

Much love

Old fire dance

I remember. Lovely to hear

I remember. Lovely to hear from you. Hope life treats you well.
Pegasicorn's picture

Firedance! =D

Firedance! =D

Hey guys! It's so nice to see

Hey guys! It's so nice to see some familiar screen names! (On a mobile I apologize for spelling)
I have been knocking around the idea of posting some art on here again as *gasp* I still mostly draw deer hehe. Life has been life. Finally graduated from university, so computer damage is less of a drama for me now. I have the worst luck with tech guys T-T. I was scared to do like anything that wasnt school related XD.
WayfarerHart's picture

I remember you! Was actually

I remember you! Was actually thinking of you yesterday, hope you're well!

I would love to have a peak

I would love to have a peak at your art.

I remember you! Was a huge

I remember you! Was a huge newbie back when you left, but I still remembered Nightshade as a character, though hadn't been able to remember her name.

I'm really excited to see you guys around again. Welcome back!
PLK217's picture

Just a little glance on the

Just a little glance on the username and I immediately knew it's a familiar one.
I was only a bit scared it's just an ancient post being bumped for strange reason. Glad it's not the case here.

I'd give you a proper welcome, but since I am myself just a shady visitor of the community sites, I'm probably not the best one to do so.

Anyway: Hello!
Snowsauria's picture

Firedance! Hi! ♥ It's

Firedance! Hi! ♥
It's so nice to see you around again, and of course you and Nightshade are remembered. :')

Hey!!! This is exciting. I'm

Hey!!! This is exciting. I'm happy to see you guys around! I wish I could respond more individually (but small screen is small) ill try to post a thing or two at some point this week Smiling. I can't wait to get a new windows PC so I can download the game again.
I hope all of you have been doing well! Man time sure gets away doesn't it ? T-T.
Kaoori's picture

I remember you.

I remember you. ♥

Glad you see you're doing well.
Vala 's picture

Hello, good to see an"oldie"

Hello, good to see an"oldie" back ...
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

Mauvable's picture

Good to hear from you.

Good to hear from you. <3
Apparanza's picture

Good to see you back! 8D

Good to see you back! 8D ♥

By Leuvr

Hiiii *excited waving* I'm

Hiiii *excited waving*
I'm glad to see you all T-T tbh I have been on several other websites (some I'm decently active on) this one is still by far one of my favorites, because of the people. I really wasn't expecting the welcome I got. It really means a ton to me.

Oops double post

Oops double post

we remember you. &hearts;

we remember you. ♥ awesome to see you again.

Sorry guys I appreciate the

Sorry guys I appreciate the welcome. I removed all the new stuff I put up. I will leave this.. So why did I do it ? Honesty I have been struggling with depression for a few years now and stuff tends to trigger it. I kinda hate myself and put myself down any time I do even the most simple action. I don't need to sit on here beating myself up or worse brining my issues on here.

Best of luck you guys <3
Reyy's picture

Hey, wb!

Hey, wb!
din's picture

my goodness! i remember

my goodness! i remember seeing your posts all over the community before i was ever even registered. how could we forget -the- firedance? i hope youve been very well. ♥ always nice to see an old face pop in, even if briefly. aaahh clicking on night shade's biography and looking at all the old comments makes me SO NOSTALGIC HELP
PLK217's picture

So, you're leaving again?

So, you're leaving again?

I know depression. I hope you

I know depression. I hope you know you're always welcome here.
Mjrn's picture

Had to do a double take when

Had to do a double take when I saw the name. I definitely remember you. It's good to hear from you again. How's life been treating you?
- Lacie

[e] Depression is never easy. I know the feeling hun. Like Jin said, you're always welcome here though.
Account previously Mjrn, returned to Veedeer.

Hey guys. I signed in sort of

Hey guys. I signed in sort of by accident last night and saw the new comments.. I appreciate the support. I also appreciate the welcomes I was still getting. I do not want people thinking I did what I did for attention. Depression as many of you know is complex. My depression hit me back in 2012. I also have a health issue that makes me quite upset on top of that. I am very mentally abusive to myself . So when I tried to come back a week ago I just made myself feel like garbage. I have quit other things on and off too when I get really low and basically bully myself from having any fun. It's hard to explain.. I tend to convince myself of things that are not true and then stop doing anything. Sorry for this long explanation. I kinda thought my depression would get better when I graduated uni. It's not any different.. Sadly stress was just one small part of it all. I do want to stay. No way I can be as active as I was back in the day, but this community is a good one and .. I need the distraction. I am going to stay and look at putting what I had back up later. Again guys I am sorry for the mini break down. I have changed and I will admit it hasn't been in the best of ways. I am trying so hard to work on it though.. Some days are just better than others and some are really bad. Maybe getting this out there will help me. I'm not sure.

We understand. Try to

We understand. Try to remember that your self worth isn't based on whatever other people may think of you. If anyone thought you just did this for attention, well, those people aren't worth your time. You know you haven't done anything wrong here and that's all that matters. I know depression can't be battled with pep talk alone though, but I hope it's enough to help you on your way. <3