He was my first dog. Twenty five pounds of pure, absolute love.
If there was a fire in the fireplace, he'd be pressing up against the grate because he wanted to be as close as possible to the heat. He'd beg to be on our laps if we had a fire going in the grill.
When he wanted to play fetch, he'd let you know in one of three ways:
1. Drop ball near human, stare into eyes. Start crying if necessary.
2. Roll ball under human's feet as they walk! They can't ignore you if they fall down.
3. Roll ball into a spot that's hard to reach (under the love-seat, between chairs, etc.) and then bark until humans take pity.
He made everybody laugh and I'd get stopped so many times on a walk because people wanted to know what kind of dog he was and if he could pet them. He loved taking small inconveniences and turning them into huge spectacles, howling if you left him in the house while you got mail, drooling and crying if you were making food that he really, really wanted.
His favorite toy was any tennis ball he could get his mouth on. He loved carrots and grapefruit. His favorite places were the beach and snuggling next to his humans and adopted dog sister, Flower.
I'll miss the way his little ballerina paws smelled, how he sighed when you'd rub his ears, how cute he looked from behind when he sat on his butt. I'll miss the little swirls of hair on the sides of his neck. I miss everything about him.
I'll miss you, Jake. Thank you for being a part of my family.
I am sorry for your loss...
I'm so sorry ;-;
I am so sorry Fish. He seemed
I'm so sorry Fish...):
I"m so, so sorry. My heart
I'm sorry to hear about your
Ohh, Fish... Oh my gosh, what
Oh my gosh, what a beautiful, beautiful baby this dog was. He was a true friend and family member, I can really tell.
I really wish the best for you. I know what it is like to lose a best friend like this. I know it is painful, and I hope you manage to stay strong while you heal from this terrible loss.
What a beautiful friend Jake was...my heart goes out to you
I am realy sorry to hear your
I am feeling with you , he was so damn cute , RIP Jack !!
Oh no, I'm so sorry.. He must
I'm truly sorry for your
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I understand how much dogs
I'm so sorry for you loss D:
So sorry for the loss of your
I'm so sorry fish. This is
Aw I'm sorry hun. He had an
Sigh. Losing loved ones is
So sorry, hun. *hugs*
Thank you, everybody. He
He went so quickly. It went from a kennel cough that he caught after being immunized against it, he got better with the medicine he'd been given, and then on Saturday he was barely able to breathe and all of the sudden the vet found that he had cancer. Full blown cancer, just like that. There was no way to help him other than to end his suffering. I think what hurts the most right now is the fact that I couldn't go to give him the best last day on earth. I wanted to take him to the ocean, let him play his favorite games, go on a walk to the park, and let him eat whatever he wanted. In reality his last day was breakfast and then a few hours later he was at the vet, and then my sweet little baby was gone.
In a way I'm grateful I wasn't there. Jake would get overwhelmed whenever I'd cry and he'd go outside and stand on the deck, looking inside with this forlorn look on his face. I'd always call him in or go to him when I was done to give him loves and let him know it was alright. I wouldn't have been helpful if I was there at the vet when they made the decision because I would have just been crying the whole time.
Today is the first day since he passed that I have to deal with it alone as all of my roommates are at work, so reading your kind words does help a lot.