goodbye to the best dog ever


He was my first dog. Twenty five pounds of pure, absolute love.

If there was a fire in the fireplace, he'd be pressing up against the grate because he wanted to be as close as possible to the heat. He'd beg to be on our laps if we had a fire going in the grill.



When he wanted to play fetch, he'd let you know in one of three ways:
1. Drop ball near human, stare into eyes. Start crying if necessary.
2. Roll ball under human's feet as they walk! They can't ignore you if they fall down.
3. Roll ball into a spot that's hard to reach (under the love-seat, between chairs, etc.) and then bark until humans take pity.

He made everybody laugh and I'd get stopped so many times on a walk because people wanted to know what kind of dog he was and if he could pet them. He loved taking small inconveniences and turning them into huge spectacles, howling if you left him in the house while you got mail, drooling and crying if you were making food that he really, really wanted.

His favorite toy was any tennis ball he could get his mouth on. He loved carrots and grapefruit. His favorite places were the beach and snuggling next to his humans and adopted dog sister, Flower.


I'll miss the way his little ballerina paws smelled, how he sighed when you'd rub his ears, how cute he looked from behind when he sat on his butt. I'll miss the little swirls of hair on the sides of his neck. I miss everything about him.




I'll miss you, Jake. Thank you for being a part of my family.

I am sorry for your loss...

I am sorry for your loss...
echo302's picture

I'm so sorry ;-;

I'm so sorry ;-;
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Bayleen's picture

I am so sorry Fish. He seemed

I am so sorry Fish. He seemed like a one-of-a-kind dog. Sending my love ♥
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I'm so sorry Fish...):

I'm so sorry Fish...):
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Kaoori's picture

I"m so, so sorry. My heart

I"m so, so sorry. My heart and thoughts are with you.
tigerart27's picture

I'm sorry to hear about your

I'm sorry to hear about your loss, Fish. <3

Ohh, Fish... Oh my gosh, what

Ohh, Fish...
Oh my gosh, what a beautiful, beautiful baby this dog was. He was a true friend and family member, I can really tell.
I really wish the best for you. I know what it is like to lose a best friend like this. I know it is painful, and I hope you manage to stay strong while you heal from this terrible loss.

What a beautiful friend Jake was...my heart goes out to you
Flyleaf's picture

I am realy sorry to hear your

I am realy sorry to hear your loved Dog has passed away .
I am feeling with you , he was so damn cute , RIP Jack !!
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ratt's picture

Oh no, I'm so sorry.. He must

Oh no, I'm so sorry.. He must have lived a great life if he shared it with a person as amazing as you. Hang in there. ♥
Snowsauria's picture

I'm truly sorry for your

I'm truly sorry for your loss, he seemed like such a sweet dog. *hugs*

I'm so sorry for your loss.

I'm so sorry for your loss. i'm always on skype for you if you need someone to talk to <3
Chromai's picture

I understand how much dogs

I understand how much dogs mean to us as people and how hard it is when they pass on. Dogs are a part of so many people's lives and Jake was obviously a little furry light in yours. I wish you the best and hope that you may remember all the good times you two had. He was a good friend.
Summit's picture

I'm so sorry for you loss D:

I'm so sorry for you loss D: What a lovable and handsome dog! He seems like he was a great companion. Wishing you the best ♥
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Aivilo's picture

So sorry for the loss of your

So sorry for the loss of your beautiful boy. He was so fortunate to have you in his life, and I'm sure he thought so, too.
TreeDancer's picture

I'm so sorry fish. This is

I'm so sorry fish. This is hard to go through especially when you've had them so long. Like Aivilo said, he was lucky to have someone as great as you as an owner. I'm here for you to talk to if you need.

Aw I'm sorry hun. He had an

Aw I'm sorry hun. He had an awesome life.
Starling's picture

Sigh. Losing loved ones is

Sigh. Losing loved ones is always such a numbing-experience. My thoughts are with you. <3

So sorry, hun. *hugs*

So sorry, hun. *hugs*

Thank you, everybody. He

Thank you, everybody.

He went so quickly. It went from a kennel cough that he caught after being immunized against it, he got better with the medicine he'd been given, and then on Saturday he was barely able to breathe and all of the sudden the vet found that he had cancer. Full blown cancer, just like that. There was no way to help him other than to end his suffering. I think what hurts the most right now is the fact that I couldn't go to give him the best last day on earth. I wanted to take him to the ocean, let him play his favorite games, go on a walk to the park, and let him eat whatever he wanted. In reality his last day was breakfast and then a few hours later he was at the vet, and then my sweet little baby was gone.

In a way I'm grateful I wasn't there. Jake would get overwhelmed whenever I'd cry and he'd go outside and stand on the deck, looking inside with this forlorn look on his face. I'd always call him in or go to him when I was done to give him loves and let him know it was alright. I wouldn't have been helpful if I was there at the vet when they made the decision because I would have just been crying the whole time.



Today is the first day since he passed that I have to deal with it alone as all of my roommates are at work, so reading your kind words does help a lot.