Under the cut.
Something for EVERYONE to read, not just those who know her. Inner-plot related thoughts here.
Sometimes, I get like this. Just, simply happy. And nobody can ruin it. It's really always there, underneath whatever it is I am plagued by. It's like the sun when it goes down; you always know that it's there and is going to show itself the next time it wants to chase away the darkness. I think... just maybe it is why I called myself Poplar. I always heal and am happy at the end of the day, just like a Poplar Tree can heal wounds and take away the pain.
Sadly, like the tree, I have shallow roots. I am often unable to really embed myself in others lives... and am blown away when the winds of change and turmoil come ripping in from the south. I have found consistence, though, in my true family. For that I am grateful.
Sometimes, I try to get away from all of the drama my family and my enemies create. I really hate to say "enemy" and related words, but that is how they feel toward me, so I will respectingly call them that. Otherwise, I try my best to remain neutral about them... though no deer truly can. Everybody seems to pick sides. Myself included.
But Forest, please make it a comforting place to sit near me. Though my life sometimes can be a Hell, I wish for you to create in me a Haven for others. I want to be someone that... well nobody feels afraid to be around. I am sick of rejecting and receiving the same rejection. I am sick of all of the pain that has been caused by me and by others toward me.
Please, just... turn me in to a haven for others. I really just want to be friends. I'll try my best not to judge... I'll try my hardest to be kind to every deer I meet... I'll play, I'll smile and laugh, I'll even be a quiet companion if somebody needs it.
Just please, make me in to a Haven for others, if only to give me some relief.
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Ohaithere ♥