Even Ghosts Need Watching Over... (update)

August 11, 2008 - 10:17am — Anzel

But now...as I smash my head

But now...as I smash my head into tree after tree, breathlessly hold my nose and mouth from gasping any air, sleep under the water, craving to drown...

Try and drown myself in the tears of the idol...hoping to disappear...to die...

No one follows...no one cares.

Why do I bother...

(i'm not moody at all right now...and everyone has been completely ignoring me on the forums and community site, so...yeah...*sighs*...sorry if anzel bored any of you...

also...i..i think i pissed michael off...

my hopes are completely crushed...i'm hurting alot right now...)

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August 11, 2008 - 10:32am — Radeon/Pega

*lowers head sadly, speaking

*lowers head sadly, speaking low* Do not say such things. When all seems pointless, when all hope seems lost, there is always something to cling to. Some spark to keep you going. *raises head to look in eye* You just need to find what that is for you... *ear twitches; turns head to look away for a moment; looks back* The human informs me that the hour is late in her world. I'm afraid I cannot be here much longer. But please think over my words, even if they seem pointless or repeated. *bows deeply* I bid you farewell for now. *drifts off*

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August 11, 2008 - 10:36am — Anzel

I have thought them over for

I have thought them over for hours...days...weeks...months on end...

No one would miss a ghost...not a ghost...like me...

*tears up, cringes, and leaves to go to bed*...

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