Ethale Solayal

"If you're going to be two-faced, at least make one of them pretty"

As I usually did, I started my daily routine and finished it in a blink of an eye. Again, I didn't find anything in the ruins. While I was running near the pond, a strange thought crossed my mind and stayed there, floating in the endless dark of my internal self. Finally, because of that, I stopped in the middle of the bridge while I was crossing it. In that moment I felt time was nothing for me: Always the same routine, always the same forest, always the same scenery... I wanted... Something exciting in my life, like everyone does. I stayed here for a long time, watching my reflection in the water. Until now -because yes, I have to write this down right now-.

Now I think about it, I'm not old enough to... Say those things. I think my granny side is going to take control of myself one day... HAHAHAHAHA! No f*cking way.

I'm clever enough to know what I want. I'm not stupid. But I think I don't want to accept it and I'm not going to write it down, it's a little secret (everyone have one, so let me have one too). But I'm going to admit I need someone: A party mate... Or something like that. I mean, it's really boring being all by myself here in this endless forest, I have nothing to do alone (yeah, I already did everything). It's a fact that I'm not the type to approach first, but still... I NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE MY LIFE MORE ENTRETAINING, for god's sake. Gawd, I can't with my life right now!

Wait, I'm going to find some comfortable place while I write this. Maybe that little white cutie-pie I saw days ago will make it. But... But hey, I think... Wait, nice place to stay! It's good there's nobody here!

Alright, finished settling here. I continue: I think a male will do it better. It's a shame I have to appeal to this though. But they're so... So... Just... Just right, I understand myself. Seriously, I'm going mad if I continue like this. Maybe I should start right now... Or maybe tomorrow to search for someone to be my toy. Poor the creature who will fall into my clutches... Poor thing.

I decided to make my first "Diary Entry". I know it's late, I should have written this yesterday but... I'm always breaking the rules. If you don't believe me, then... I'll tell you a secret it'll be no more a secret, but well: Yesterday I visited the Forest, again. Yes, it wasn't my first time there and I didn't do anything like a diary back then, but now I am. Why now? I just have a lot of time. Like... A LOT. If you don't like this (me writing about past days and not the actual one), well, how should I put this...? Deal with it.

Well, from where should I start? I didn't do a lot of things to be honest. I woke up late where I usually do -near the Crying Idol- with no desire to get up: I was just too lazy to do it. I mean, the weather was really nice! It was warm, but a cool breeze was refreshing my body, so it was perfect. I wished I could stay forever like that, but... Being like a sloth wasn't my thing at all.

So I started my daily routine: Stretch my body and do some exercise, like walking, trotting, running or climbing for a bit. Then I took a fast shower and cleaned myself up, and went to the ruins, like always. I can't remember since when I have been going to that place, searching for something I couldn't even remember. But well, it was a good way to spend time, so.

While I was going to it, I bumped into a pretty strange scenario: A deer? ... No, a goat? It seemed like a child Was watching a group of deers in the distance. In my homeland, that's what we call spying or stalking, it depends on the situation but... HEY! Why not? Doing it is really funny! Though most of the times you'll be like a weirdo.

I aproached the white cutie-pie and greeted her -finally recognized she was a female, haha~-. I shouldn't have approached -because I'm sooo bad with children-, but I felt something like... I don't know, abnormal? This is she usual paranoia, don't pay attention to me please.

To make a summary: I liked her, she was nice and she told me I was beautiful, that's a point for her~. Despite she asked me to play -I agreed, only for a bit~, I was too lazy and after some minutes I just laid down-, she wasn't like a child at all, from my point of view. After some time, she had to go so... Nothing, I just said her goodbye~. I met other deers and living beings(?), but it was late -I think... Evening already?-. In the end, I just went to the Crying Idol again and accommodated there to sleep.

That's all for today. I don't know why I'm doing this stupid diary, it doesn't make sense at all, but... Well~. Goodbye~
— Ethale.