Drifting but your eyes are open now. And there is light and waking. Good morning...good morning.
I'll wait for you. All of you. Until then, good morning.
Phai's ears tilt towards the fawn, a slightly lopsided smile crossing her muzzle. "Time heals, little one, though it does not erase... I would not be entirely surprised if we had met. This place is often quite strange."
With a slight shift, the doe adjusts herself so that she can focus on Eraline. A chuckle shakes her sides gently. "I certainly hope you are; resilience is rather necessary here, I've found." Curiosity gets the best of her, though, and she has to ask, "Do you remember much before the Forest?"
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It seems to her by the sheer force of the few fragmented memories she's managed to regain in the past week that she has remembered much. In truth, though, there is still so much left to be discovered, so much she has yet to understand about herself, so she answers honestly: "No." and falls quiet for some time, still facing the doe but no longer looking directly at her; instead, she occupies herself with the space just above her head, letting the question roll through her mind. This is the first time she has ever been asked to divulge anything involving her apparent memories. Xetkal, though he listens patient and empathetic to the tales of her nightmarish visions, has always preferred to discount them as mere dreams. And Henna, her beloved friend, rarely worries herself over the things Eraline does. So it is with some quiet excitement that the fawn ventures into these thoughts with this doe, Phaios.
"When it snowed...the night before it snowed, I mean, I...saw myself dancing on the snow. On two legs." She remembers it clearly even now. "But not much else...I saw my...my legs, I suppose they must have been, and the snowflakes. I haven't remembered much else since then, but I often dream of many strange and violent things. Those keep coming. But they are not 'memories' like that one was. I can feel the difference."
The doe's brow lifts. Two legs? "Perhaps, for now, it is a good thing not to remember it all. You can enjoy being young that way. It was quite some time before I began to recall things properly as well, and fawnhood certainly wouldn't have been the same had it been sooner. A shame your dreams are unpleasant, though..."
Phai gets up to stretch for a moment, peering off into the trees. "Speaking of dreams... It's getting late." She reaches down to brush her muzzle across Eraline's head, careful of the poppies. "I hope your dreams tonight are better, little one." She'd wait a moment for any reply, then depart.
[Movie's over and boyfriend won't leave me alone long enough for me to type xD Gonna head to bed.]
Eraline, you grew up too fast *weeps* ;.; Also, why is your adult concept so amazing?!
Don't mind me if I seem distracted, I have some pretty awesome lag right now, which made me awesomely frustrated trying to help you earlier with all those fawns around.
No problem babes; I'm moving about and doing stuff anyway. XD Also, is the fog/night weather still, well, here? because I don't see the change in my game at all.
Good lawd, sorry, I had to close it because of the lag and suddenly getting distracted. When I had my game up it was still the whole night time effect, but I had it up for a while before I found you so I dunno if it is anymore.
Ah yes, I remember. :} I'll keep an eye out for your guy again!
Krystal - no I just give up. I got it back the long hard way and then as soon as I got back, same deer pelt spelled me again. So, naked's just the way to go right now.
It's fine this way for now; thanks though. I'll just go through the process all over again later - when I'm not so annoyed. *sits in corner, pouty face*
My Kun was staring and going all OMG when Eraline was getting her set. (And yeah, this was really important to know, everything which includes Kun is important, trololol.)
Sorry for Nightmare's behavior earlier, the fawn wasn't exactly pleasing him XD He's not a 'fawn kinda guy' so to say and he got annoyed with it being in his space haha XD You are welcome to have this lovely lady come sit with Darcy and Nightmare if you want ^^ He won't mind a bit of extra company (So long as the fawns stay away heh)
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"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
Lmao Sorry if Krystal's reactions to Eraline right now are confusing, but your connection is like...the worst I've seen it in TEF right now. Eraline keeps automatically spazzing into the listening pose, sometimes moving while still in it, and just spaz walking in general, but because she's constantly in the listening pose I can't actually see any of her emotes LOL ;.; I think it's the same for Strat as well.
lmfao god damnit. uuugh. XD I knew it was something ridiculous. Yeah strat just keeps walking in place for me. Ugh. I guess I'll try reconnecting...might take me a while.
I just wanted to stop by to say it was nice to meet you. Kumiko was the doe with the magpie pelt that was playing with Eraline and Darcy. He had told her a bit about her before, and was glad to finally put a face to the name.
Eraline has met Kumiko several times, but not long enough to really stick. I'm glad they finally really got acquainted. Kumi's has been very nice to her in the past.
I thought so. I know the name sounded familiar and I had seen the pictogram before, but I wasn't sure if they had met in-game or if I was just familiar with the character on the community site.
Nonetheless, it is nice to actually spend time with her.
Oh Era, you are such a darling... haha to explain Nightmare was coming for a drink but wasn't going to approach with tiny doe going RAWR! at him haha XD The Gasping/Sad etc. was him coughing severely and shaking his head afterwards was to clean off the blood of his that came up (Due to the massive amount of internal injuries he's suffering from) XD
Normally he'd push by her, but he didn't want to get further beaten or collapse on her when he was walking by to get to the water.
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"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
OH! Kumiko? hehehe the doe that was laying in front of Nightmare was actually Sonan :> His adopted daughter. Haha I know her and Kumi seem to have a very similar set XD
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"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
Whoops! Yeah I couldn't check the picto at the time so I just thought it was Kumiko, but glitched? XD XD So sorry! How embarrassing.
As far as the incident with Eraline goes - she was just doing what she thought was right; even though she saw how badly injured Nightmare was she didn't want to let her guard down. She feels bad about it now after seeing both D and Night together looking so miserable.
Bishop settled down next to Eraline, sinking into her warmth, unsettled by his conversation with Henna. He couldn't wrap his mind around the doe's disapproval... But the fact that she had mentioned being "worthy" meant that he could earn her approval. Aside from wanting Eraline to be happy, he honestly wanted the golden doe's approval. He wanted to be on the same side.
But, looking down at Eraline, he was reminded that it wasn't what he wanted most, and he wasn't going to lose sight of his goal while sucking up to what could potentially be his competition. He breathed deeply, steeling himself, and pressed a tentative nuzzle behind Eraline's ear.
"Are you alright?" he asked. A generalized question... so much had happened during the day. He was so pleased at being Eraline's current choice, he could've easily overlooked the negative aspects of the day... But Eraline wasn't him, and he needed to know that she was content, as well.
While Bishop had been off with Henna, Eraline had taken refuge at her favorite spot near the crying idol, right at the edge of the stream bank so that she can feel the mist on her face. She had come to this very spot often as a fawn during her more lonely days, which she remembers vividly even now, if she makes the effort to. But there had also been good memories, most of which involving her beloved Henna, Jokerman, her father...
Now she watches the carved stone spill its tears into the narrow cavity of the earth and wonders where the time has gone. It all feels so long ago. She is so lost in her thoughts that the feeling of Bishop's body pressed against hers startles her. She had not expected him to return to her; at most, she had expected a polite goodbye before he left her to join the other bucks and stags in the feverish game that had taken hold of the forest. I guess it still stings a little, the way you left that day.
The thought is banished by his gentle affection, her ear twitching delightedly in response. She turns her head and leans toward him until she is close enough to brush her nose against the part of his head that isn't masked. She imagines what his real face must feel like behind all that decoration. "Mm. It's been...crazy, hasn't it? I suppose I'm alright, regardless. Just a bit tired." Eraline offers him a small. "I'm happy you're here with me. But what about you? Are you alright? You endured a lot today."
Bishop stiffened a little when she leaned in, somehow finding it easier to be affectionate with her when he wasn't looking into her eyes, so he turned away slightly, hiding in his mask, allowing his continued pressure against her side to speak for him. ...Hopefully speak for him. He'd seen Mori look off into the distance as he spoke, as if there were something of great interest on the horizon, or inside himself, and Bishop hoped that was how he appeared now. Contemplative. Instead of just...
"It has... but I'm fine," he said quickly, touched by her concern. "You can rest... if you're tired. If you want to. I'll keep watch." He looked back into her eyes, and was once again hit by vibrant, shining gold. And, once again, felt completely captured. "I'm glad you're here, too. I was worried I wouldn't get to see you again. Not for a long time," he heard himself say, and some part of his mind was aware of how unmasculine that sounded, but all he heard, all he saw, was gold.
She watches the expressions flicker in his eyes, notes whatever subtle changes in his muscles she can feel. That tension. It makes her wonder. So she listens, quietly, her eyes soft upon his own and her face growing warm at the extended contact. It almost feels as if he is seeing into a part of her that can't be reached from the outside. She breaks it only when her stomach tightens with embarrassment, lets her gaze fall to the poppy patch nearby as his response rings in her ears, fresh and somewhat alarming.
Eraline looks to him again, but this time her brows are tight with concern. "Why would you think that?" She cannot find a reason why he would think her unavailable - the desperation inherent in that admission slightly discomforting.
[[ Late reply is late. Oh man I know how that is, urf especially when I don't see the pictos at all but yet I know the person is online, that or when the Map glitches and you can't find the pictos themselves D| Uggggggh so annoying! So very annoying, haha. Luckily now the majority of everything is done and over with heh :3 ]]
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"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
Bishop inhaled sharply, released from her eyes' hold, and internally shook himself off. The reprieve was short-lived, however, and he found himself caught up once again, only this time, there was intensity behind her eyes. He felt shaken by it, and resisted looking away. Her question confused him.
"Isn't it obvious?" he asked, wondering if she was toying with him. But no... she'd never done that before. There was no reason to start questioning her motives now. "Last time... you chose him..." He swallowed, and quickly continued, "Not that it isn't alright. It's your choice. If you wanted to leave, I wouldn't stop you..." His heart beat quickly. "That isn't to say I want you to leave. I want you to stay..." Feeling foolish, he turned his eyes to the Idol, clenching his teeth to stop the treacherous flow of words.
Eraline's eyes narrow against the implication in his words. "...chose him?" The green doe wracks her memory to try to understand what the monarch buck is referring to. It takes a while; long enough at least for her ears to fall back and her eyes to turn toward the rippling waters beyond the edge of the bank. He couldn't mean...?
"The Stag Darcy? Is that what you mean?" She is incredulous and perhaps it shows on her face. That is the only thing she can think of; after all, it had been the last time they'd seen each other and the memory - well, Eraline cannot forget the way he had looked at her, despite her invitation to sit with them, before he'd run off. But then too, she also remembers the way her friend had taunted at him. The tension. "Bishop, he was injured. I had been taking care of him for days - what was I supposed to do?"
But...chose him? What could he possibly mean by that?
"Stag Darcy is my friend, I couldn't have left him then. He...needed me."
Eraline studies him, her mouth pinched tightly shut as she considers his line of thinking. Eventually, though, the hardness melts into something gentler. "If you're wounded, you can come to me too. I will tend your wounds. I..."
Bishop's ears fell back as she spoke. Stag Darcy. That was the one. She lay beside him for days. Watched over him. He hadn't forgotten. He also hadn't forgotten that Stag Darcy had been healthy enough to challenge him. And Eraline had chosen. But Bishop said nothing of this, his jaw still tight.
I am always here. ...If only it were that simple. Are you? Really? He looked back to her, searching her eyes, trying to find something that would never be found there. Something that he needed to find inside himself... Surety.
"So I can come to you... if I am wounded," he repeated, nodding stiffly. It didn't make sense. They were supposed to choose the strong stag. The winner. Why, then, did she flock to the weak? "So... today... if he had become wounded, you would have chosen him again?" he asked slowly, attempting to reconcile this new information.
Phai's ears tilt towards the
With a slight shift, the doe adjusts herself so that she can focus on Eraline. A chuckle shakes her sides gently. "I certainly hope you are; resilience is rather necessary here, I've found." Curiosity gets the best of her, though, and she has to ask, "Do you remember much before the Forest?"
[Edit: I CLAIM THIS PAGE IN THE NAME OF PANCAKES.]
Remember much? It seems to
It seems to her by the sheer force of the few fragmented memories she's managed to regain in the past week that she has remembered much. In truth, though, there is still so much left to be discovered, so much she has yet to understand about herself, so she answers honestly: "No." and falls quiet for some time, still facing the doe but no longer looking directly at her; instead, she occupies herself with the space just above her head, letting the question roll through her mind. This is the first time she has ever been asked to divulge anything involving her apparent memories. Xetkal, though he listens patient and empathetic to the tales of her nightmarish visions, has always preferred to discount them as mere dreams. And Henna, her beloved friend, rarely worries herself over the things Eraline does. So it is with some quiet excitement that the fawn ventures into these thoughts with this doe, Phaios.
"When it snowed...the night before it snowed, I mean, I...saw myself dancing on the snow. On two legs." She remembers it clearly even now. "But not much else...I saw my...my legs, I suppose they must have been, and the snowflakes. I haven't remembered much else since then, but I often dream of many strange and violent things. Those keep coming. But they are not 'memories' like that one was. I can feel the difference."
The doe's brow lifts. Two
Phai gets up to stretch for a moment, peering off into the trees. "Speaking of dreams... It's getting late." She reaches down to brush her muzzle across Eraline's head, careful of the poppies. "I hope your dreams tonight are better, little one." She'd wait a moment for any reply, then depart.
[Movie's over and boyfriend won't leave me alone long enough for me to type xD Gonna head to bed.]
Track *w* I think that is her
Also, props to you for having Bjork here. ♥ I adore her music~
That is her yes...which means
Yeah, I love Bjork, and for some reason her music seems to fit Eraline's personality best, so it is always on my mind when I play her.
asdfghjkl;;; You flatter me
I'm really intrigued by her character. Definitely expect future stalking from me.
I look forward to it! I've
She's a big girl now!
...And Vodun will forever be the deer that first saw her naked >A> Probably gonna scar him pretty bad, too.
Eraline, you grew up too fast
Don't mind me if I seem distracted, I have some pretty awesome lag right now, which made me awesomely frustrated trying to help you earlier with all those fawns around.
No problem babes; I'm moving
Good lawd, sorry, I had to
Aw, I love her new pic
Thanks Shi. My little lady
♥
I met you yesterday. I was
Dampir, was that at the
Yes. It was he. We met
Do you want your pelt back
Ah yes, I remember. :} I'll
Krystal - no I just give up. I got it back the long hard way and then as soon as I got back, same deer pelt spelled me again. So, naked's just the way to go right now.
Oh THAT'S what happened the
It's fine this way for now;
LOL poor thing, alrighty
Oh I just love her design! D:
My Kun was staring and going all OMG when Eraline was getting her set. (And yeah, this was really important to know, everything which includes Kun is important, trololol.)
Sorry for Nightmare's
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
XD I don't mind at all,
Lmao Sorry if Krystal's
lmfao god damnit. uuugh. XD I
It was honestly the most
It's so much better now though, just one thing (but I'm pretty sure this was on purpose) your mask is changed for me to the noh one?
Yeah that's on purpose -
Tracking back!
I just wanted to stop by to
Eraline has met Kumiko
I thought so. I know the name
Nonetheless, it is nice to actually spend time with her.
Tracking c:
Oh Era, you are such a
Normally he'd push by her, but he didn't want to get further beaten or collapse on her when he was walking by to get to the water.
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
OH! Kumiko? hehehe the doe
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
Whoops! Yeah I couldn't check
As far as the incident with Eraline goes - she was just doing what she thought was right; even though she saw how badly injured Nightmare was she didn't want to let her guard down. She feels bad about it now after seeing both D and Night together looking so miserable.
D'AWWWWWW POOR ERA ;.;
I know ;-; She's had a
She's had a rough time of it lately and it's only bound to get worse. Womp.
Also, Krystal you bully~!
LOL What else is new!
What else is new!
♥
Bishop settled down next to
But, looking down at Eraline, he was reminded that it wasn't what he wanted most, and he wasn't going to lose sight of his goal while sucking up to what could potentially be his competition. He breathed deeply, steeling himself, and pressed a tentative nuzzle behind Eraline's ear.
"Are you alright?" he asked. A generalized question... so much had happened during the day. He was so pleased at being Eraline's current choice, he could've easily overlooked the negative aspects of the day... But Eraline wasn't him, and he needed to know that she was content, as well.
While Bishop had been off
Now she watches the carved stone spill its tears into the narrow cavity of the earth and wonders where the time has gone. It all feels so long ago. She is so lost in her thoughts that the feeling of Bishop's body pressed against hers startles her. She had not expected him to return to her; at most, she had expected a polite goodbye before he left her to join the other bucks and stags in the feverish game that had taken hold of the forest. I guess it still stings a little, the way you left that day.
The thought is banished by his gentle affection, her ear twitching delightedly in response. She turns her head and leans toward him until she is close enough to brush her nose against the part of his head that isn't masked. She imagines what his real face must feel like behind all that decoration. "Mm. It's been...crazy, hasn't it? I suppose I'm alright, regardless. Just a bit tired." Eraline offers him a small. "I'm happy you're here with me. But what about you? Are you alright? You endured a lot today."
Bishop stiffened a little
"It has... but I'm fine," he said quickly, touched by her concern. "You can rest... if you're tired. If you want to. I'll keep watch." He looked back into her eyes, and was once again hit by vibrant, shining gold. And, once again, felt completely captured. "I'm glad you're here, too. I was worried I wouldn't get to see you again. Not for a long time," he heard himself say, and some part of his mind was aware of how unmasculine that sounded, but all he heard, all he saw, was gold.
She watches the expressions
Eraline looks to him again, but this time her brows are tight with concern. "Why would you think that?" She cannot find a reason why he would think her unavailable - the desperation inherent in that admission slightly discomforting.
[[ Late reply is late. Oh man
"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
Bishop inhaled sharply,
"Isn't it obvious?" he asked, wondering if she was toying with him. But no... she'd never done that before. There was no reason to start questioning her motives now. "Last time... you chose him..." He swallowed, and quickly continued, "Not that it isn't alright. It's your choice. If you wanted to leave, I wouldn't stop you..." His heart beat quickly. "That isn't to say I want you to leave. I want you to stay..." Feeling foolish, he turned his eyes to the Idol, clenching his teeth to stop the treacherous flow of words.
Just going to drop something
"I love you, Eraline".
Eraline's eyes narrow against
"The Stag Darcy? Is that what you mean?" She is incredulous and perhaps it shows on her face. That is the only thing she can think of; after all, it had been the last time they'd seen each other and the memory - well, Eraline cannot forget the way he had looked at her, despite her invitation to sit with them, before he'd run off. But then too, she also remembers the way her friend had taunted at him. The tension. "Bishop, he was injured. I had been taking care of him for days - what was I supposed to do?"
But...chose him? What could he possibly mean by that?
"Stag Darcy is my friend, I couldn't have left him then. He...needed me."
Eraline studies him, her mouth pinched tightly shut as she considers his line of thinking. Eventually, though, the hardness melts into something gentler. "If you're wounded, you can come to me too. I will tend your wounds. I..."
The heat returns to her face. "I am always here."
Bishop's ears fell back as
I am always here. ...If only it were that simple. Are you? Really? He looked back to her, searching her eyes, trying to find something that would never be found there. Something that he needed to find inside himself... Surety.
"So I can come to you... if I am wounded," he repeated, nodding stiffly. It didn't make sense. They were supposed to choose the strong stag. The winner. Why, then, did she flock to the weak? "So... today... if he had become wounded, you would have chosen him again?" he asked slowly, attempting to reconcile this new information.