Bookshelfing my old GMVs. Maybe I'll make more sometime.

Just my way of seeing the forest... This song just feels relevent.

Ok, my last attempt flopped. X'D
But after some experience RPing again, I'm a bit more up for it.
WITH conditions though.

You can interract with any of my deer, human or deer form, but you have to already know the deer to SOME extent. Those 'just meeting now' interractions are awkward and difficult and some of my deer are propetually incapable of those.
I also ask for no one-liners. Thx. 83 (but if you're doodling instead of writing, that's awesome and I can work with that)
Finally, please don't expect fast responses from me. I have college + homework + work, and am not propetually online. <3

Active deer - Mar Sart, Zergarikiaka, Darkweaver, Spill, Archelius, Laghodessa.

ok go. XD;

So, an overview of projects I'm taking on in the next few weeks, all generally taking place at the same time.

1.) Continuing BS2 (On Deviantart) *Challenge*
2.) Joining BSR (On Deviantart) *More challenge*
3.) Joining VFA (On Deviantart) *EVEN more challenge*

4.) College Summer Semester -
- Organic Chemistry Class; Express course. (IE 16 week course compressed into 8 weeks. ALREADY crazy hard, and this is day 1!) *FEAR*

5.) Need to repair my laptop keyboard. (It's been funkey the last 2 months.) *Important but on delay*

6.) The Job. D< *Hate*

7.) REMAKE my old Sonic the Hedgehog based RP site, IE; Sonic-Shaded. It will be torn down to scratch starting next week, and completely remodeled. *BIG PROJECT*


This is all generally at the same time. 8'D I'm so happy I'm insane, or this'd be my quitting point now.

Ok, so the other day I noticed my Pokewalker was missing. Evidentally, it got caught in the washing machien. This was bound to happen eventually, since I don't tend to remember to clean out my pockets after work. Eventually I found it in my mother's custody, not working. I snagged it back and got to work. It took a few days, but I DID get it working again, with my pokemon (a random event Remoraid, ironically. It just decided to join me that day when there was no pokemon in there) still intact along with items. Yay.

So, here's how to repair it if your pokewalker gets washed or dropped in water.

1.) Even if it's not wet externally, there's probably water inside and the hardware is wet. Don't panic. Just wrap it in something, so the water can start getting pulled into the external cloth.

I used my pocket, and later found my pocket to be wet from it. Lol.

2.) It won't start working right away, since there will still be moisture inside. You don't need to unscrew the device though, to dry it. One thing you can do, and what I did, is blow a bit into the sound thing at the bottom of the pokewalker every now and then, then find a way to balance the walker on a side for a bit. I'm using a rather thick bracelet to do this, which works perfectly.
this will allow further water to at least move away from the internal hardware.
Keep in mind to rotate the walker so anything under the infared light thing can seep out.

3.)If you abuse a laptop like I tend to, and it gets hot somewhat frequently, just stick the walker under the laptop (provided it has a built in stand. If not, put something there so there's some room between the laptop and the walker.) so the heat of the laptop can pass into the walker for about a day or two. This will evaporate any leftover water molecules and dry the inside of the walker.

4.) After a few days, try holding down the center button of the walker to turn it on. Chances are, now it'll start up again and still be functional.

Ok, my "Darkweaver" has been pretty well inactive for the last several months. Those who were here last year may remember him as one of those who had been in the Baal storyline, and had many journal entries, usually circulating around fighting.

You may even (or primarilly) remember him in Scythe's plot, as the one who killed Wesker (who came back to life, more powerful).

He hasn't been in a fight since around last November, and hasn't been in a spar either. This pretty much leaves the character overally a bored husk that hasn't been used the way he was created to be, for a loooong time.
And has left him uninspirational and unable to write more entries.

So, here's my proposition.
If anyone wants to spar or fight with the old grump, please tell me here. <3
This must be drama free, with no interferrance from outside deer.

Extra note: You don't nessessarilly HAVE to fight DARKWEAVER. You can choose one of my other STAGS as well. (IE Mar Sart, Archelius (Day or Necromancer forme, I'll let you pick), Tiralarc (inactive but available to spar), Nekura, Aves, Daiki, and Spill... if you can put up with Spill's constant ROFL'ing in the mean time.)

All spars will take place within a large mushroom circle, which will serve as an arena. Hopefully onlookers will get the idea with the arena prospect. <3
They will also be partially OOC. As in, in the spectrum of cannon or not, they never actually happened except in maybe AU (alternate universe) form. The characters can still be theirselves and act as they would in character, but not have lasting impact. <3

Like if someone's deer in 'injured' in a fight, it's not to last past that instance. They'll be 100% upon leaving the arena.

I invite other deer to watch, but not interrupt.

Far as fighting goes, please try to remain realistic in your deer's ability. If you think your deer should be getting tired, it's ok to back up and bow once.

Will put stuff up soon. XD

But a taste test -





A happy new family. 83

But c'mon...

Lately I've been feeling... Dunno, mostly forgotten, or invisible. There's a select few that still talk to me and stay close, but most people seem to be generally not-there. I mean, I've tried a few things to stay part of the community - Drawing people's deer as aliens, trying to hold a contest (Which only one person participated in! *dies*), interracting in forest (and mostly not recognising others anymore), and trying to RP when I have time, among those things. Even including others in stories, which I've mostly stopped writing since poeple don't seem to read them anymore or care to interract with my characters or keep them around. I don't know what people want anymore.
Now, my B-day just passed, and I did flag a statement that it was coming ahead of time, but the only response to that was people just saying 'happy b-day' on that one thread, and leaving it at that...

Yet other people with days in the same week get fanart and in forest parties.
I hate to complain or sound jealous, but I've been here a few years and wonder why I don't get nearly the same response. It kind of hurts, and I do feel a bit left out.

Seriously, I'm starting to wonder if I'm even still wanted around, of if anyone beside a very select few would notice if I dissappeared.

I'm sorry, I just don't know if I stand anywhere anymore. Its a bit selfish I guess, but it's been a long time that this feeling of abandonment has been over my head and I've been silent about it until now.

*headdesk*
Wow, another year has gone by. I'll be turning 20 on friday... darn I'm old.

Maybe I'm just blind to drama, but...
What the heck? People leaving left and right... or threatening/hinting to leave.
This is not just on TEF either. People I know on Deviantart are resigning as well! Heck, even the person in charge of the "Blood Sport" competition I'm in just retired.
C'mon, what's with this? Is it just the season for leaving or something?

Personally, I've been dealing with way too much IRL crap and find the internet and communitys to be my main if not only source of peace. I swear I'm about to quit my job, or explode on someone IRL. I actually had a pretty bad fight with my mother today after she basically got too... well, let's say rude... pushy... ect. Frankly, I'm under too much stress.

But this isn't about me.

It's... saddening to see the people I look foreward to seeing dissappear so suddenly.
Not just on TEF.

I mean, heck, I don't get 4 messages a week on DA anymore it seems.

I don't know what's going on... and I don't like to be ignorant to these things...
Someone just... CLUE ME IN. Geez. :/