Hooray!!! ITS ABOUT FREAKIN TIME XDDD i finally grew up! i can now enjoy being older than others and helping them along their way



here i am when i first awoke X3 i look so happy!



these nice deer where the ones who helped get my pelt! (to the one with the yellow stripes, im so sorry i seemed so picky! i didnt mean to seem rude, i just didnt want a huge pile of spells on me)



one of the same deer helped me get my mask to. i thanked him/her with lots of nuzzles! thanks so much, whoever you are!



made my way to the Pond, partied with a couple a deer hurrr i like that stags style *shot*



made my way to the Playground, and partied with this deer. sorry i had to leave! something on TEF happened and i couldnt make my deer move at all, so i had to get off

and that was my day! i hope to get on more often and have some grown-up fun now that i can >:3

Skokey: Yeah baby! 'S gonna be fun!!! *runs off*

ima going CRAZY. im still not a stag yet TT___TT other than that, i must apologize to those i hang around. i dont do a lot because IM SO SICK of being a fawn XDD so, maybe when im a stag, ill resume to my mild button-mashing XDDD anyone else notice how easily i button-mash? XD

im not sure of how many of these i will make... but im really bored and felt like writing this. im sorry for not getting back to Hanging Flowers! ill try and write another chapter ASAP!

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To those of you who do not know me, I shall make myself known. I am someone who does not go out often, and does not socialize easily. I cannot express myself, and I cannot communicate. I am basically dead to the social world.

The reason you are reading this, I don't know. But something inside me told me to write about myself, since I have no one to remember me yet. Thus far, I have lived my life the way I wanted to. In pure isolation, I have been granted the gift of inconsequent curiosity. I learned something new every day, just by observing others. I have not been given the motivation to come out into the open and make some friends.

My name is Vessel. Where the name came from I do not know. And where my parents are is irrelevant. The most likely story to me: my parents found I couldn't speak, and so they thought I was imperfect, and left me. Good riddance anyway, I'm sure I would have learned less under their guidance. But through many experiences as a young fawn, and with meeting new deer, they read the shining symbol above my head, and told me my name was Vessel. But soon after, they found it was difficult to understand what I wanted, and so they left.

"You damned fool."

Skokey's head shot up. He looked around, to find that he was in a completely different area. The ground was completely covered in a lush, squishy moss. The trees were short and young, sprouting thorns all over their bodies. Their leaves were brown and shriveled. The sky was totally black, with no source of light. Except the moss. The ground was giving off a soft glow, making everything else greenish.

Skokey looked to see a shadowed figure. It was almost like the previous dream, but this figure had an eerie aura to it. Nothing was visible, except for his ghostly face. The face similar to the Noh Mask. Skokey shuddered at the face, he never liked the Noh Mask.

"You can't see what's right infront of you."

"What do you mean?" Skokey gingerly asked.

"You're only going to lead her to her own grave."

"Who? Who are you talking about?"

"You won't know until it's too late. And you will pay the price."

"What are you talking about? And who are you?"

"You will never know, until it's too late."

The face faded away, and the glow slowly followed suit. Skokey pleaded for the face to come back, to answer his questions.

***

Skokey shot his head up. His vision was gone for a few seconds, but soon came to him. He was glad to see the Birch Forest, bathed in a lovely blackish-blue light. He looked around, and found Fenqua a few feet away, fast asleep. Who did that deer mean? Who would he lead to their grave?

Fenqua sleepily raised her head and looked at Skokey. "Skoke, you okay?"

He looked at her and paused, then said, "Yeah... Yeah I'm fine. I just can't sleep."

She sniffed, "Is something wrong? Did something happen?"

"No. No, I'll tell you later."

HAPPY FREAKIN' DOE DAY!!!!!!!

and just you wait... ill be a stag in a few more days

So, if i may, I have a couple questions.

1) if you log out, and you have a set, do you lose your set when you log back in?

2) if the first one is yes, how do you keep your sets when you have multiple accounts?

I'm kinda interested because I have an idea for another deer, but I'm not sure how to pull it off. Anyone care to answer?

it was pretty crazy today. at first i woke up and found out i was a ghost! yeah, i couldnt see anyone. i think it was because i got out of the forest and i was sitting in deermuda. ANYWAY, i restarted my compy and everything was fine



i met up with a bunch of deer lying down. so i lied down with them for a while. and after a LONG TIME they all got up, and we started to mess around for a while. and then all these fawns came, it was crazy! we were all casting spells on each other, it was really wild (i had a good time with you all, by the way )



so then the server went down, but somehow i didnt become a nameless stag... and it came back up and i was CLOOOONED. it was creepy. ive never been cloned before. i cast my spell on Skokey 2 and nothing happened. and then all the previous deer came swarming around me and marveling at my brain-dead clone XDD i got kinda scared and ran away when Skokey 2 disappeared. i didnt feel very comfortable (im sorry! im not used to having that much company XD )

so that was my day. if anyone cares XD

Warm...

It was... warm. Like, the feeling you get when your mother nuzzles you after a long day. Or when you do something you never thought you could. Or the feeling of home. It felt wonderful.

In the few days that passed after Skokey and Fenqua's meeting, Skokey had been taken care of by the doe. Fenqua, not quite knowing what his problem was, told him to pour out his feelings. He did, quite well, actually. He had wept for most of the day, letting out everything that he had kept in all those months. He told her about his meeting with his mother, about his sister, and about how he felt after all that. After that day, Skokey felt a lot better. He finally realized that people did care about him, and he didn't have to worry about being alone.

He was still physically sick, though. He still had nothing to eat, and he still refused to eat. He didn't feel completely better. But Fenqua always pushed him a little farther every day. But one time, she just flat out asked him:

“Skokey, why won't you eat anything? It's not good for you.”

“You think I don't know that? I don't feel like eating. It makes me sick every time I try.”

Fenqua sighed, “When was the last time you actually ate something? Not just nibble at, but ate.”

Skokey thought a moment, then curtly said, “Six months.”

“Exactly. If you want to get healthy again, you need to eat. And try to get passed your sick feelings.”

He sighed, “Come on, Fen, you can't expect me to do everything in one day.”

“I don't expect you to do everything in one day. I just want you to eat.” Her voice was a little stern, and this only made Skokey irritated. She softened her voice a little, “Please? Just try? I don't want to see you like this.”

Skokey sighed and got up. He looked her in the eye with an irritated look, “You know, you can't pull that one out every time you want me to do something.” He walked over to a patch of grass and waited for Fenqua to follow him.

Skokey had more dreams. Dreams of his father, dreams of his biological mother, and dreams of Fenqua. The dreams of Fenqua always consisted of her calling out to him, and he not being able to reach her. The next week, a week filled with painful nightmares, tortured him. He didn't want to go on like this.

Today was the day he would rid the world of him.

* * *

It was a very dull, rainy morning. The rain lightly tapped at the forest, dampening everything it touched. It wasn't a very nice morning, and most of the deer just stayed in bed waiting for the rain to stop. The forest was quiet, nobody was up yet. The rain was the only thing audible. Not even the birds chirped.

Skokey found it pleasing to be all by himself in the forest, for the most part. He felt the pain wracking his body and spirit dulling a little, listening to the peaceful sounds of a sleeping forest. But it wasn't enough to stop him. He knew more dreams would be invading his mind at night, more dreams to torment and hurt him. He knew they would only continue, and so he was going to stop them. Once and for all. He found it quite fortunate that no one was around, there would be no one to stop him. No one, except...

A young doe was striding around the Pond. She didn't seem to care about the rain, she just wanted to play in it. Once again, Fenqua found herself right next to Skokey, and not even knowing it. She looked at the dull blue-grey of the pond for a long time. Looking at how the rain poked at the surface, causing it to ripple. It was quite peaceful, but something interupted the smoothness of the pond.

She looked up to find a stag slowly creeping into the water. Fenqua came closer to see who it was. Once again, her heart filled with joy as she looked upon the familiar thing that represented a name. She knew it was Skokey, and she ran over to the other side the greet him.

“Skokey!” She soon stopped by the shallows as she looked at him.

so im getting pretty close to where Skokey recovers from his blinding depression. and hopefully he'll be able to make more friends! (so far hes only got does being his friends, he needs some stags so he wont get too sensative XD)

SO, ill make up a list and whoever wants to get in can post saying if you want to, and ill need your bio too.

1. Vipin
2. Taiko
3. Seele
4. Magnet
5. Hope
6. Yorres
7. Saan
8. Melinda
9. Ammy
10. Darcy
11. Reetno
12. Atiq

okay, the slost are full again

okay, so it may be a few chapters and i want to get everyone in slowly. dont feel bad if your not in the next few chapters. im gonna try and not make it too hard to write everyone in. hopefully there will be a party where EVERYONE will be there! so, if your not there yet, be patient. you'll be there

OKAY, ive written most of the deer into my story now. to see what chapters youve been in, well, take a look.

Vipin = Chapter 13 + 15
Taiko = Chapter 17
Seele = Chapter 17
Magnet = N/A
Hope = Chapter 17
Yorres = Chapter 19
Saan = Chapter 17
Melinda = Chapter 17
Ammy = Chapter 17
Darcy = Chapter 17
Reetno = Chapter 17
Atiq = N/A

a lot of you were in 17 XD dont worry Magnet and Yorres, you have your parts