LAMELAMELAMELAME the (talent)show is tonight and I've never been good with crowds but we are second. SECOND. MOTHER OF CHRIST WE'RE RIGHT AFTER FIRST. Which is insanely good btw damn you drummers. AND THE CHICK AFTER US IS GORGEOUS HOW ARE WE GOING TO KEEP THIS UP AAAAAAAUGH

I'm scared. :<

Holy crap. Fuck me if I cannot sit there and screw up on every goddamn problem. And it is stupid shit, let me tell you. HEY FAYNE GUESS WHAT eight times two times six is not thirty. Are you a retard or what. 8D I mean, bloody christ, when we work in groups I'm fine because they always point out how stupid I am, but sixties on tests because I can't do first-grade math is seriously starting to bum me out. AUGH.

Also I spent most of my money today and thus cannot afford these used VHSes of Out of the Box. WRYYYYYYoh right people don't want to spend their money on my shitty art so I'm poor. 8D -collapse-

AHAHA alright so. My school is doing the Hurley Walk the Walk competition which basically means like thirty of us are busting our asses to make some awesome shit. We just finished out first video challenge, and our school is tiny, so when it goes up we're uncertain about how many votes we're gonna get. :\ I think the vote goes up tomorrow, so please, please stop buy and toss us your vote? It would be greatly appreciated. And we're beast. :3 We're First Flight High School. I'll bump when it goes up.

VOTE VOTE VOTE LAWL

[=10]Of course M wasn’t there – he couldn’t dance. That simple train of thought was enough to make her giggle. Too much pondwater to drink, perhaps? The woman ignored her own train of thought with one last bubbly snort, taking a quick gulp of scotch. The dance had gone wonderfully. Rut – although grinning like a fourteen-year-old, and her barely holding back snorts of amusement, they’d barely said anything the entire time, just danced. Now that night had fallen, and she’d returned to the human world, the thought of it was entertaining. Not to mention the warm feeling that had followed her to her human home.

God, I feel great. Gonna make tomorrow a lot easier. There were things she had to take care of, but not yet. Decisions were best made at the opportune moment.

“God, I feel like I swam in beer.”

Barely surpressing a laugh, Tuna turned around to glance over her dance partner, stumbling through the unlocked door. It took him a moment to take in her appearance and stop. After all, in the Forest, dresses didn’t exist. It was only after she withdrew that the thing had appeared on her person – soft and white and huge. Pretty great. But anyways. Rut stared, finally grinning widely. “You look smashing.”

“And you look drop-dead gorgeous.” He’d decided to put on a suit for this, it seemed, and to hell with her if he wasn’t easy on the eyes. The blonde man grinned lopsidedly and moved a little further into her living room. “Hope you were enjoying yourself as much as I was,” he continued jovially. “Everybody else sure was.” Tuna flicked her hair out of her face and slid off the kitchen table, her bad leg for once feeling quite well. “Oh, yeah. I haven’t had that much fun since that time at the shooting range with Cybil.”

So good – so good- I got you – the music floated around her apartment. Rutilus made his way over next to her and leaned against the table, snatching the bottle of scotch from her with ease.

Tonight: A Nightmare on Elm Street @8

http://www.livestream.com/feyn

IT'S ACTUALLY DONE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

NOW THEN how about 8? Comment if that's a bad time, but I can't go later than 10. D:

For an understandable reason (human nature), people keep posting their two cents about whatever the hell drama's currently floating around. I can't quite tell, it changes so often.

Every time you post your opinion on the subject, it gets dragged back to prevalence.

Got a good friend who's here? Get on MSN, have at it telling them your opinion, and leave it at that. God knows we all want somebody to know how we feel.

If you keep posting things about 'lol angryrudebitchydeer' then people who read will be like ZOMG MUST TELL PEOPLE WHAT I THINK THEY WILL OBEY!!1!

They won't. So get over it. My god. 8D

This probably sounds like the most offensive, rude thing ever. Just trying to explain the cycle. Won't be commenting, la dee da.

Gonna take three trades, please and thanks. If you like my art, go ahead and ask. I think I'll just be linearting them and putting the lineart in color, with a flat background. However, this will prompt me to pay attention to detail. :3 In exchange, I would like one of my four deer, in any fashion you like. I'll do human or deer.

1. ArrowDoe - Africa
2. Trigger - Tails
3.

I don't know why I'm posting this here, really, but I guess it's because I don't blog anywhere else and my dA feels a bit...public, lol. Just rambling, not really important to anyone but me. Also yes I am a crazy girl who talks to herself.

I need to get out of this "ZOMGTEFDURRSTEFDURRS" stage. (Should be pronounced "tef-durrs". Like it's spelled.) I know that's why my dA gallery is suffering - it's all I draw. I love Tuna, Oz, Pan, and Crusty Old Man, yes, but I need to give them a rest. Isn't it time I started kicking my creative side in the ass, anyways? It's been a long time. So yeah. Get off the couch and make some characters, woman. Who gives two shtis if your friends think they're weird, they're never gonna find out.

And did I mention you're not pushing yourself? Not at all. That ego boost from the "skilled young artist" thing has made you lazy as Phillip Hoffman. Improve improve improoooove. Draw every day. Stop putting it off to tool around on TEF - that's screwing with your school stuff, too, what the hell? There isn't even that much interesting stuff here anymore. (Don't kick me, I have a crowbar.) So yes. draw draw draw. Oh, and remember that art book that was publiched in liek the 40's sitting under your desk? It was a damn sight helpful when you read it, so try reading it again.

Also, SRO. What the hell happened to that retryout. Six months is too long, man. :\

Current goal: Get good enough for that one website. Yeah, you remember the one I'm talking about. C: It's a long ways off, so GET ON THE ROAD ALREADY, DAMMIT.

Love,
Pan.

HAHA no I lied. c8

which I hate to do BUT I really want to make sure I've covered all bases. :<

So I've got a trip to NYC arranged by my high school coming up in May. Which, given my financial circumstances and location, will probably never happen again. BAD NEWS: 500 bucks. Got the first deposit covered, but even a small bit of help would alleviate some of the stress. |D So if you've got cash to spare please please please be awesome and check this out. -flail-

I HATE DOING THIS WAAH.

Anybody care to see a Livestream? I'd have to redownload Procaster because it f's up my computer BUT I'd probably take some small requests or something. I want to work on Flef's commission but she can't see it so I'll just mess around for a bit, if you want anything. c: