Dear feyn.

I don't know why I'm posting this here, really, but I guess it's because I don't blog anywhere else and my dA feels a bit...public, lol. Just rambling, not really important to anyone but me. Also yes I am a crazy girl who talks to herself.

I need to get out of this "ZOMGTEFDURRSTEFDURRS" stage. (Should be pronounced "tef-durrs". Like it's spelled.) I know that's why my dA gallery is suffering - it's all I draw. I love Tuna, Oz, Pan, and Crusty Old Man, yes, but I need to give them a rest. Isn't it time I started kicking my creative side in the ass, anyways? It's been a long time. So yeah. Get off the couch and make some characters, woman. Who gives two shtis if your friends think they're weird, they're never gonna find out.

And did I mention you're not pushing yourself? Not at all. That ego boost from the "skilled young artist" thing has made you lazy as Phillip Hoffman. Improve improve improoooove. Draw every day. Stop putting it off to tool around on TEF - that's screwing with your school stuff, too, what the hell? There isn't even that much interesting stuff here anymore. (Don't kick me, I have a crowbar.) So yes. draw draw draw. Oh, and remember that art book that was publiched in liek the 40's sitting under your desk? It was a damn sight helpful when you read it, so try reading it again.

Also, SRO. What the hell happened to that retryout. Six months is too long, man. :\

Current goal: Get good enough for that one website. Yeah, you remember the one I'm talking about. C: It's a long ways off, so GET ON THE ROAD ALREADY, DAMMIT.

Love,
Pan.

HAHA no I lied. c8

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