October 24, 2010 - 5:03am — faunet
The candles are blown out the fire is dimming Sierra stands on her balcony her hands on the railing.
Her thought's
I'm so weak I can't even tell him how I feel.I look to his baclony on the other side of the castle it is visible in the star's light. I only hope he can not see me here like this.I lean against the railing bringing my arms around my waist.I don't mind the slight breeze.
I wish I could be in his arms to feel protected by him.
My name from his lips it's to pleasurable for me.
He gave me to much hope when he called me prescious that day.
To think that I was prescious to him in his heart,how No no no I shake my head from side to side.
He doesn't want me.A tear slides down my cheek,as I look back at his chambers."Jareth"I whisper his name with pained longing in my voice.You rejected me that day that the labyrinth turned me fae.
You gave me a place to stay,but not willingly the labyrinth offered you my hand first and you denied.
Is their someone else that you love some other woman?I cover my eyes with my hands in some rebellion to stop the tears.I run back into my room and collapse on the bed.
After my teard cease I feel only slightly better except there is a pain in my chest./I accepted this life for Philip,but also to be near Jareth.If he ever found out about my feelings how would he react,certainly he would scoff and claim that he didn't love me.I'm just a friend at the best to him,just a friend.I look back at my desk to those letters that I cursed earlier this week.
Somewhere deep in my heart I know that I must tell him somehow about my feelings.If I don't I must leave,or if I do confess and he rejects then it is simple that I must leave.It is cruel to stay here
surrounded by him,which will make my love only grow stronger."I will tell him after the ball tomorrow"I vow to myself.By then someone will have taken interest in me.
Even though it foolish I still hope that he will return my feelings.I know I will face the consequnces in the end.I slouch into the pillows watching the remander of the fire die out.What are you thinking about know Jareth I wonder while I am suffering are you happy .I should not matter to you so of course you are happy.I sigh with heavy heart and let sleep overcome me.
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Fuuuuu....;_; Poor Sierra.
Poor Sierra. -pets her- D>
sdfkjsdhf -runs off to write-
I was crying while writing