April 19, 2011 - 1:46am — caston
Random Thoughts
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Living in darkness, peeling my skin to reveal its mask. Dying all over again trying to escape my self inflicted pain. I reached out frantically to feel the others around.
My soul bleeding out and melting with others' to the point I couldn't recognize me.
Now I've run from the darkness, away from the cliff I was against.
All I have now is a life of regret. I ran so far away I'm now standing on the edge with my soul buried somewhere in the darkness. Numb to the pain.
January 22, 2011 - 3:38am — caston
Goodbye for now everybody
January 18, 2011 - 3:48am — caston
Through all the changes of the seasons and the time we live by, we cling to what has been lost and what may be gained. We live by what is lost and found, by the time we have found something it is already lost.
I cling to ancient memories that never existed in our world as we know it, but something inside me wont let go. Every fiber of my miserable existance screams at me that I am wrong, that it is wrong, that it has always been wrong. Despite all my efforts I cling to this ancient memory that I often forget. Then I turn around and find it again and want it even more as the memory is fading.
How can I want what I never had except in brief moments in the hysteria of my mind?
January 17, 2011 - 3:09am — caston
There is currently another deer running around with my symbol.
1. What do i do about this?
2. How do i take a screenshot?
January 16, 2011 - 9:50pm — caston